Chapter 58: Tell the Truth
She let go of Nan Hotaru and stepped aside in despair. She raised her eyes to look at Nan Ying, but she seemed to see another person through her: "Yes, where are you comparable to my A Ying." My Hotaru ......"
Ling Sushuang choked up again as she spoke: "You're right, my Ah Ying is unparalleled in the world, my Ah Ying she is unmatched, Ah Ying she is good at everything, she just shouldn't leave me, and she shouldn't let me live alone for a long time." ”
Ling Sushuang staggered back a few steps, then suddenly turned around and crashed into Beizang and rushed towards the door.
Ji Liuhuo was also very uncomfortable in his heart, but he could only endure it. Ling Sushuang's words were engraved on his heart word by word, piercing his heart to blood.
It turns out that there is really a wound in this world that cannot be healed no matter how much time is isolated.
Ji Liuhuo watched Ling Sushuang run away from his eyes, but he only sighed heavily. He didn't even dare to look at Nan Hotaru, but he just turned around and told Bei Zang a few words, and then hurriedly chased out.
After Ling Sushuang and Ji Liuhuo left in turn, Nan Ying did not breathe a sigh of relief, she pursed her lips tightly and said nothing, and after forcibly forcing herself to calm down, she looked up at Beizang: "Xuanwu Shenjun, do you still not believe my identity?" ”
Beizang didn't expect her to ask so bluntly, and he didn't know how to answer for a while.
Believe it? Ask yourself, he does not believe. Although at this time, he no longer felt the unique fire spirit aura of Suzaku on her, but he always felt that the identity of the person in front of him was by no means as simple as Ji Liuhuo mentioned in the letter.
For some reason, he even felt that the nonsense that Fang Cai Ling Sushuang said out of control was true.
But he has no evidence to prove that Ziyu is Nan Hotatsu. All kinds of signs also indicate that Ziyu cannot be Nan Hotasu.
What's more, he also saw Nan Ying's soul disappear with his own eyes, and his spirit turned into fluorescence and disappeared between heaven and earth, and there was absolutely no possibility of rebirth.
Unless......
It's just that this one may be almost non-existent. Beizang shook his head, glanced at Nan Hotaru with a complicated expression, and said in a low voice, "I'm sorry." ”
After Beizang finished speaking, he also turned around and walked out.
It wasn't until she was sure that Kitazo was far away that Nan Hotaru finally took off all her defenses, and her legs went weak and almost fell to the ground.
It was the raccoon dog who suddenly appeared, and stretched out his hand to support Nan Ying: "Master, is the Xuanwu Divine Monarch already suspicious?" ”
Nan Ying nodded: "The four of us are the most keen, and it's not surprising that he has doubts about my identity, but fortunately, he doesn't have the credentials and certainty, and he won't always accompany him, so there's no need to worry." ”
"Although he was too reckless this time, he will definitely pay more attention to me after returning to the Heavenly Realm." Nan Hotaru lowered her head and thought about it, and then asked, "Nan Su, does he know that my soul has awakened now?" ”
"Not yet told." Tanuki replied, "There is no need to worry about the master, I only told Nansu that the purple hosta flower entrusted by the master was handed over to me by the master for maintenance, and I did not tell him the secret of the hosta flower." ”
"That's very good."
Nan Hotaru slightly loosened her tightly locked eyebrows, and slowly walked back to her room with the help of Tanuki.
She was now very sure that Beizang had also gone to find Ling Sushuang, and it was bound to say goodbye. Beizang has always been steady, but this absurd move is just because the place where I saw her before was Mingze Palace, and at that time she had the breath of Vermilion Bird's spiritual power, so Beizang couldn't think carefully when she was excited, and chased after her and Tanuki left not long after.
Wherever Xuanwu descends, it will be accompanied by thunderbolts and storms.
It is estimated that after Beizang said goodbye to Ling Sushuang and Ji Liuhuo, he should hurry back to the heavenly realm and go to the Emperor of Heaven to confess his guilt.
Nan Hotaru sat with her hands on her cheeks, looking out the window in a daze.
Her mind was now full of the words that Ji Liuhuo and Ling Sushuang had said before.
In fact, when Beizang took her hand tightly and told her that he had been guarding the Suzaku Palace for her; When Ji Liuhuo looked at her cautiously, his eyes expectant and scared; When Ling Sushuang grabbed her hand and asked one after another; Every time she almost couldn't help but tell the truth.
But she couldn't.
So when they asked her almost pleadingly one by one, she could only endure the pain in her heart, pretending to be innocent and continuing to lie.
She can't, she can't be impulsive like Beizang, she can't be hurt like Ji Liuhuo, and she can't be like Ling Sushuang, she can lose control of her emotions and show all her sadness.
She could only hide her tears, and then smile and smile at them, as an outsider, staying with the people she cared about.
They were in pain, but she was even more painful.
They can show their pain, they can share their pain with others, but she can only knock out her teeth and swallow blood, and she can only endure these pains alone, quietly.
Nan Ying slowly buried her head in her arms, endured the stinging pain in her heart, and forced herself to be ruthless little by little.
In the house, Tanuki Zhi had been standing silently outside the door, watching a small figure lying on the table, although she didn't show anything, but Tanuki knew that at this time, she was more uncomfortable than Ling Sushuang.
Sometimes Tanuki doesn't understand what Nan Hotaru is for, so she made this decision.
Tanuki sighed silently, and was about to take a step forward when he suddenly sensed a subtle spiritual power coming from a distance.
"Master, they seem to have returned."
Tanuki sent a secret voice towards Nan Hotaru, and as he spoke, he turned into a form and disappeared from his tracks.
When Nan Hotaru heard Tanuki's reminder, she immediately raised her head and sat at the table with her back to the door, standing on the table with one hand on her head and the other between her legs, with a pensive expression.
And when Ji Liuhuo and Ling Sushuang walked in, what they saw was Nan Ying looking out the window alone in a daze.
Ling Sushuang's emotions had stabilized because of the enlightenment of Ji Liuhuo and Beizang before, and he also temporarily suppressed some other thoughts in his heart.
She walked in one step ahead of Ji Liuhuo, and as soon as she entered the room, she smiled and said to Nan Ying, who was sitting by the window, and said, "Ziyu, I am sorry that I lost control of the matter just now." ”
Hearing this, Nan Ying immediately stood up and turned around, looked at Ling Sushuang behind him and asked, "Sister Sushuang, you don't have to be like this. ”
Ling Sushuang smiled and pressed down Nan Ying, who was standing up, and then sat down next to Nan Ying: "I discussed it with Liuhuo, and I will leave after a break and lunch." By the way, did you sneak out alone this time? ”
Although Ling Sushuang in front of her was smiling, Nan Ying only felt a little worried when she looked at her red and swollen eyes, and suddenly didn't bother to think about the meaning of Ling Sushuang's words: "No, no, this time it was sent to me by Tanuki." ”
"Oh?" Ling Sushuang blinked in a daze, but a trace of disgust flashed in his eyes, "Then why didn't I see him?" ”
But Nan Hotaru didn't notice this. This was the first time in so many days since Ling Sushuang had decided to give up a petal in exchange for Arnonedan to save the raccoon as she had treated her as she had when she first met her in Changxiao Town.
So Nan Hotaru didn't hide it anymore this time, but confessed: "Seeing that you and Brother Liuhuo seemed to be angry with him, he hid and didn't appear in front of you. ”
Ling Sushuang sneered in her heart, but she pretended to be extremely annoyed on her face: "I was indeed a little angry with him before Liuhuo, but what I said just now was relieved of us. ”
Ling Sushuang looked at Nan Ying, and her voice was very sincere: "No matter what you say, Tanuki was Ah Hoo's most beloved pet before she died, and now that Ah Hotaru is gone, we, as the closest people around Ah Hotaru, should naturally take care of Tanuki for Ah Hotaru." What's more, it was Hotaru's choice to save the raccoon, and even if Liuhuo and I were angry with Hotaru's behavior, we shouldn't be angry with the raccoon. ”
"So Ziyu," Ling Sushuang looked at Nan Ying, as if she was coquettish and pleading, "Can you let Tanuki come out, Liuhuo and I want to apologize to him in person, and I also have some private words I want to say to him." ”
Nan Ying was a little suspicious in her heart, but as soon as she saw Ling Sushuang's bright eyes, she couldn't say anything to refuse. And if what Ling Sushuang said came from what she thought in her heart, then Nan Ying was naturally extremely happy.
After all, although the status of the raccoon dog is not as high as theirs in her heart, it is also the person who has accompanied her for so long after all. What she cherished in this world was only them and the later Tanuki and Nansu.
So seeing that Ji Liuhuo and Ling Sushuang didn't want to see Tanuki, she felt even more uncomfortable than Ji Liuhuo and Ling Sushuang being angry with herself. But now Ling Sushuang said that she and Ji Liuhuo had figured it out.
Nan Hotaru had an undisguised bright smile on her face, and her eyes crooked she got up and ran to the window and shouted, "Tanuki, Tanuki!" ”
In a moment, a red light flew in from the window and landed on the ground to transform into its original form.
When Nan Ying saw it, she pounced on her with joy: "Tanuki, Sister Sushuang and Brother Liuhuo have something to say to you." ”
After Nan Ying finished speaking, she looked at Ji Liuhuo again: "Brother Liuhuo, you really don't get angry with raccoon dogs?" ”
Ji Liuhuo, who was sitting on the other side, looked up when he heard this, and couldn't help but feel a little guilty when he touched Nan Ying's joyful eyes, but his face was light and said lightly: "Naturally." ”
Nan Hotaru completely relieved herself, pushed Tanuki to sit down on the side, and whispered, "Tanuki, I'll go out first." You remember to take advantage of the opportunity. ”
Nan Hotaru said and shook his fist at Tanuki again, and after seeing Tanuki nodding, he reluctantly walked out of the house.
And after Ling Sushuang saw Nan Ying leave the door, his face suddenly turned cold.
Ji Liuhuo on one side stood up directly from his position, strode forward, and looked at Tanuki as if his eyes were suddenly icy: "So far, don't you plan to tell the truth?" ”