"What? Beginning to dislike being old for your husband? Kong Zhishu raised the corners of his lips, there was a pair of Su Wanniang, if she dared to say yes, he wanted her to look good.

Su Wanniang shook her head, smiled, and suddenly lowered her head, word by word, word by word, word by word, "Guiyi's child can already run and jump, Tie Chai Dao is pregnant with the third child, and even Su Hua and An Ping are also pregnant, but we have never been able to have children when we first got married, and, because of me, maybe we will never have children." ”

Speaking of this, Su Wanniang's nose suddenly became sour, "Kong Zhishu, in fact, I knew three years ago that my body made me lose the opportunity to be a mother, I knew very early that no matter how much I loved you, I could never give birth to a child between the two of us, but I was selfish, I hid it and didn't want to tell you, I thought, I have drunk medicine well in the past three years, maybe there will be a miracle one day, but I understand now, miracles are not labor, there will be rewards if you pay." ”

"I already knew you knew~" Kong Zhishu sighed, "I saw that you accepted your grandmother's tonic soup without saying a word, and I was suspicious when I saw you forcing you to swallow every mouthful of medicine by yourself behind my back, and then I went to check and found out that you went to the Han family's medical hall to see Lang Zhong." Wan Niang, I don't tell you that I already know, and I don't want you to be stressed. ”

"Don't you think I'm selfish? If I told you that until now, I still don't want other women to give birth to your child, will you think that I am very unreasonable? Su Wanniang asked cautiously.

"I won't let other women give birth to my child, I promised you back then, it's not fake, it's not just casual talk, I Kong Zhishu will only have you as a woman in my life. No children, of course, it's a pity, but you can't force it, if you don't have it, it means that there is no fate, probably because I have made too many sins in my life, and the old genius wants to punish me like this, but, late mother, people can't be too greedy, I've experienced so many things, I have already seen it, children are not important, as long as we both are good is the most important thing, don't think about it. Kong Zhishu rubbed Su Wanniang's head pityingly, "It's okay to talk about it now, I hide my heart all day long, and I'm afraid that if I accidentally reveal it, I will hurt the other party, so if we hide it like that, we are all tired." ”

"Don't blame me?" Su Wanniang bit her lip, "You want children so much, every time I see you looking at other people's children with a loving face, I hate myself so much, I don't know if I'm so selfish." ”

"How can I blame you? You will be like this, and I didn't protect you back then, if you want to blame, blame myself. Don't cry, I'm getting older, the more bitter I am, the easier it is to get old, and I'll become ugly. Kong Zhishu lowered his head and wiped Su Wanniang's tears, "In three years, it's the first time I've seen you cry, but I didn't expect it to be because of this, don't think about it." ”

"I've been all over the country, and I've always been!" Su Wanniang was made to cry and laugh by Kong Zhishu's temporary poisonous tongue, "Is there such a comforting thing as you?" ”

"Say you're old and unhappy? Cheng Chengcheng, then you are a fairy with eyebrows and eyebrows, and your husband looks at the eyes of those men looking at you all day long, and he can't wait to gouge out their eyes, it is better for you to become uglier and uglier, so that no one will look at you more. ”

Su Wanniang burst into tears and smiled, but her eyes were still sad, "Kong Zhishu, I am narrow-minded, you met me, it was your bad luck, so, I really can't push you to other women's beds, let alone watch other women give birth to your children and then walk around in front of me, but, I know, you want children~"

"Don't talk about this, if you don't have children, you don't have children, you come and go for a lifetime, just a few decades, it's okay if you don't have children, you can do it." Kong Zhi Shudao.