Chapter 111: Fear of marriage
These two people are you and me, Hua Qingxue became a light bulb, and she couldn't help laughing when she sat on the side.
Lu Zhengqing was a little embarrassed, Chaohua smiled apologetically, and said: "She has been pampered since she was a child, and the thought of letting her have a child makes me inevitably frightened. ”
If others knew that Lu Zhengqing was so nervous, they would think that he was making a big fuss. Although motherhood is a hurdle that women must go through, don't all women in this world come over like this?
Hua Qingxue is understandable, precisely because Lu Zhengqing is a doctor, so he knows better than anyone the poor production conditions here, and for any modern person, I am afraid that he will not be able to accept a pregnancy environment without routine pregnancy tests, deformity examinations, B ultrasound, etc.
Hua Qingxue thought about how she wanted to have a child in ancient times......
It feels awkward.
Luo Muyu blushed and said: "I am not afraid of having a child, I am not afraid, you are poor." ”
Lu Zhengqing shook his head and looked at his daughter-in-law with a smile, "Those who don't know are fearless." ”
Hua Qingxue: "......" and these two began to show affection again.
Luo Muyu has a conservative personality and is not used to her husband's unshy style, she gently pushed Lu Zhengqing and reminded: "Didn't you say that there is something to show Miss Hua?" ”
"Oh, yes." Lu Zhengqing laughed, "When I entered the door, I heard the two of you talking about confinement, and I forgot about it all of a sudden. ”
After that, he handed the small porcelain bottle in his hand to Hua Qingxue, with a very proud expression, "I heard the teacher say when I was in school before, you can also prepare anesthetic with traditional Chinese medicine, but I can't remember the prescription completely, I have been studying how to make anesthetic medicine all these years, and it has been a little small recently, I want to show you." ”
Hua Qingxue took the small porcelain vase and looked left and right, and asked, "Can I open it and look at it?" ”
Lu Zhengqing nodded.
Hua Qingxue opened the porcelain bottle and poured out a few pills from it.
Traditional Chinese medicine is used to make pills, so that you can control the amount when you use it.
"The final recipe is mandala flower, raw grass black, angelica, angelica, angelica, Sichuan Qiong, and fried Nanxing." Lu Zhengqing sighed with emotion, "With anesthetics, sutures can really be promoted, and over time, some ordinary surgical procedures may be accepted by the people." ”
Hua Qingxue nodded when she heard this, she had been in the barracks, she had seen the pain of the wounded soldiers, the military doctor usually used the mandala flowers collected in autumn, ground into powder after drying, and mixed with hot wine for three coins, and the wounded soldiers would be drowsy for a while.
However, the effect of the medicine made in this way is not stable, and the toxicity is relatively large, and the overdose can kill people, so even if they know that the wounded soldiers are very painful, the military doctor does not dare to use too many anesthetics.
Hua Qingxue put the pill back in the porcelain bottle, returned it to Lu Zhengqing, and teased: "This thing is presented, Imperial Doctor Lu is only afraid that he will be promoted, haha." ”
Lu Zhengqing had a smile on his face, as long as he was a man, there was no one who didn't want to make a career.
"If you can do something practical for the people, you will be worthy of your heart." He said humbly.
Luo Muyu is also happy for her husband.
The three of them had lunch together, because of the anesthetics, this meal was a bit of a celebration banquet, and the atmosphere was particularly good.
After the meal, Hua Qingxue did not leave immediately, but stayed to continue to chat with Lu Zhengqing about the possibility of modern technology being restored in ancient times.
For example, the most common infusion in medical treatment, infusion needles and infusion bottles are easy to solve, but the infusion tube is really difficult for the two of them, because there is no rubber here, so all plastic products are impossible.
The simplest infusion has become the biggest problem here.
This was a little frustrating, but when Lu Zhengqing learned that Hua Qingxue had started to make a telescope, he regained his spirits.
"Once you've made glass, you can try a lot of things." Hua Qingxue thought that she had lit up part of the technology tree, "The mirror is the simplest, and the optical glass is a little more troublesome, but it's not impossible." ”
Lu Zhengqing said: "I heard that the emperor is preparing to set up a mirror factory recently. ”
Hua Qingxue nodded, "It's already under construction, but it's mainly based on the production of glass, and the mirror is a derivative product." ”
Speaking of this, Lu Zhengqing couldn't help asking: "I heard that the emperor doesn't seem to have an early dynasty in recent days, and some people in the court have made a lot of trouble, so it won't affect the construction of the glass factory, right?" ”
"Probably not......" Hua Qingxue's tone was a little uncertain.
Lu Zhengqing was silent, thinking that Hua Qingxue is a woman after all, but I am afraid that I don't know how powerful the politicians are, once the matter is big, the emperor's authority will be weakened invisibly, and the instructions issued will be delayed, and even prevarication, and the people below will find various reasons to refuse the emperor's request when they see the wind and rudder.
The work of building a factory belongs to the Ministry of Industry, and the emperor asks about the progress, and the Ministry of Industry has nothing to do as long as he casually says that the materials are insufficient, the funds are insufficient, or the weather is bad.
Lu Zhengqing had the heart to remind Hua Qingxue, saying: "Actually, if General Fu is willing to maneuver one or two from it, he can calm down the turmoil......
Now everyone is so unscrupulous and noisy, firstly, because the people sent by King Ning provoked trouble, and secondly, Prime Minister Zuo and King Zhenbei did not speak, and those courtiers were even more fearless when they heard the wind.
Hua Qingxue was stunned when she heard this.
Fu Tingye ......
Do you want to beg him to help Li Jingnan? But she had just quarreled with him...... And it was because of Li Jingnan's matter that they quarreled.
Hua Qingxue fell silent and did not speak.
Lu Zhengqing didn't want to disturb loudly, and waited quietly.
Unexpectedly, Hua Qingxue asked him out loud: "When you first arrived here, did you think about getting married?" ”
Lu Zhengqing was stunned by this question, and it took a long time to react, and replied with a wry smile: "Of course not, I always thought that I might go back at that time, and I never thought that I would stay here for ten years." ”
"And then?" Hua Qingxue asked him, "Didn't you think about anything before you married Mu Yu?" ”
Lu Zhengqing said: "At that time, the only thing I was worried about was what if I suddenly went back to my original world one day and left her alone. ”
Hua Qingxue was stunned.
Lu Zhengqing raised his eyes to look at her, and said gently: "I know your concerns, this is a feudal era where men are superior to women, gender makes me more convenient than you, and I have a lot less worries. ”
Hua Qingxue felt dull in her heart, so she couldn't breathe, and she whispered, "The general may ...... Will marry me next year. ”
"And do you want to marry him?" Lu Zhengqing asked.
"He's very good to me, and I like him a little, but it's just ......" Hua Qingxue looked dazed, and didn't know what to say for a while, "It's just ...... Just ......"
"It's just that you don't know if this relationship can support this marriage, so you're hesitating?" Lu Zhengqing stared into Hua Qingxue's eyes, as if he saw her concerns.
Hua Qingxue bit her lip, and then nodded, "At first, I thought that as long as we got along well, didn't accept concubines or accepted rooms, and other things that didn't involve the bottom line could be discussed slowly, but...... I now find that some beliefs are hard to change. ”
It's like when she defends Li Jingnan, he will think that she is a woman, he will think that she can understand something as a woman, and think that she is messing around......
From the bottom of his bones, he thinks that a woman should not be exposed to these things, and he has always hoped that she can stay away from Li Jingnan, which is also the reason.
If you are away from the emperor, you will be away from the court, away from the world of men.
Although Hua Qingxue really has no interest in those, this feeling of not being understood is really bad. Unless one of the two of them changes, there will be endless bickering in the future.
No matter how strong the relationship is, it can't withstand such a wear.
"I don't know if I'm wrong...... Hua Qingxue felt confused, "I didn't plan to get married, this world is really unfair to women, once married, everything and the woman herself belong to the husband's family, and there is no longer any private property...... Later, I found out that the husband had misunderstood his wife, but the person was already dead, and everything was irreparable......"
Lu Zhengqing sighed silently, "There is indeed such a thing, but after all, it is a minority, and not everyone is so cruel......"
"Those who have a mother's family usually send them back to their parents' family, and those who don't have a mother's family ...... Just like me. Hua Qingxue thought of her own situation and was even more uncertain about the future, "Once you are disliked by your husband's family, some will be swept out of the house directly, and some will be beaten and scolded and then sold to others...... A woman who does not have her mother's family to rely on, the fate of marriage depends on the mood of her husband's family. ”
Fu Tingye may not use those subordinate methods, but once the relationship breaks down, they will face the ugliest and indifferent faces with each other, does she have to naively expect Fu Tingye to retain tenderness when she leaves?
Hua Qingxue felt depressed, "...... He was so kind to me that I got a little carried away and selectively ignored these facts in front of me, and I suddenly realized that if I married him, he would not be nice to me one day, what would I do? I have no relatives here, no friends, I ...... I regret it a little. ”
"Then don't rush to make a decision." Lu Zhengqing comforted her, "When the mood calms down, everything is thought out clearly, and then think about how the road ahead should be taken." ”
"I really want to go home...... Hua Qingxue glanced at him and smiled bitterly, "I didn't miss my hometown much because of my amnesia when I came here, but now...... I really want to go back......"
At least in that world, a marriage doesn't have to bear such a weight, it's not suitable, and divorce is enough.
But here, want a divorce? It's almost impossible...... Especially, the person she wants to marry is still so high-minded, if there is really a day when the relationship breaks down, I am afraid that Fu Tingye will kill her with a knife in anger......
The door creaked.
Luo Muyu stood at the door with a pale face, looked at the two people in the study and said, "...... The general is coming. ”
Lu Zhengqing was slightly stunned, and then got up and prepared to greet him, "To the front?" Have you had tea? ”
Before the words fell, I saw a tall figure walk in from behind Luo Muyu-
Fu Tingye looked directly at Hua Qingxue, his gaze was like a sword!
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