136, Yin and Yang Notes

And when there is obviously no answer to this question, I am more concerned about what big secret is recorded in the last article of this grandfather's yin and yang handbook.

After I got the note, I didn't have time to look in detail what the grandfather in front of me recorded, and I turned directly to the last one, and I really saw that the time of the last article was many years apart from before, and when I saw the beginning of this last article, I was stunned, because the first sentence at the beginning of this article was: Xiao Mu, when you see this note, it means that the lifeblood of the Xiao family has been broken.

Look at the beginning, this turned out to be written to me by my grandfather, but how is this possible, before my grandfather died. I haven't been born yet, is it as Uncle said, there is a Xiao Mu every three generations, and my grandfather already knows that in my generation, Xiao Mu will inevitably appear?

I thought I had turned the wrong page. So I looked back again, and this was indeed the last one.

I read it carefully, and I saw that it was written like this:

Xiao Mu, when you read this note, it means that the lifeblood of the Xiao family has been broken.

In order to explore the meaning of the name "Xiao Mu". I inherited my father's legacy, so I kept walking between the underworld, and as my father had described, the boundaries between the underworld and the yang-earth began to blur, and the souls of the dead could travel to and from the yang, and the living could enter and exit the underworld.

I followed the route described by my father several times into the netherworld, but I found nothing, because the netherworld was empty, slowly boundless, and there was no way to explore it, until this time, I went to the deepest part of the netherworld with the heart of death, and finally found some clues there.

I don't know how to describe the clues I have discovered, because in the deepest part of the netherworld, I have found myself, I see myself waiting for my arrival, as if it were all fate, I was destined to be there, and I realized that my life would also end in this one discovery.

I seem to have reached the end of the underworld, which is pure darkness, but it cannot be crossed, like a thick night, and in this dark night there is a mirror, and I see myself in the mirror, it is not my image, but another self, and he tells me an amazing truth, death is not our final destination. And our destination is at the end of this dark night, he said that what we call the underworld is just a transitional zone at the end of which we can never go, and it can also be said to be a barrier zone.

He told me. The soul of a person will reunite in the place after the night, just like the shadow cast by a person on the earth, and eventually it will return to its original body, and this is the destination.

He said I could go back and write it down and tell the world. This, he said, was also fate.

That's what I want to tell you, the truth about the underworld, it's also another mystery, death, what is death, from his words I realized that death has a purpose, so what is death?

If there is really someone to find the answer, I think it is you, Xiao Mu.

This note came to an abrupt end here. My grandfather died shortly after he recorded this note, and it seems that it was indeed because he discovered the secret that led to his death.

Some of the records in this handbook coincide with Uncle's words, but there are more clues and more coherent than the clues given by Uncle, and now I at least know that there is a broader place behind the underworld, but we can't go there.

After I finished reading it, I felt that my head was blank, as if I didn't know anything anymore, Xue Fang also read it later, but he may have seen it more deeply than me, I only saw him gasp, and silently recited a sentence in his mouth: "It turned out to be true, what my uncle said is true." ”

Then he said to me what his uncle said to him, and he said - death is indeed worth fearing, because behind death is the beginning of another conspiracy, Xue Fang, when you are faced with death one day, you are facing a choice, whether you want to die again, or come back from the dead, this is definitely the most dilemma choice.

I don't seem to understand the meaning of Uncle Xue Fang's words, Xue Fang said that he can only understand the literal meaning, and the deeper meaning can't be understood, and after reading Grandpa Tai's note, he said that just like his uncle said, death itself is a conspiracy, so what this conspiracy is is the biggest mystery.

I don't even know what to say, although I have faced death, but at this moment the understanding of death is no longer the destination of the soul after death, but the final destination of the soul, which is the final secret of death.

As Uncle said, he wanted to know where he ended up after turning into Yellow Spring, and where he ended up.

Thinking of this, I was alerted to a strange horror that arose from the bottom of my heart, gradually spreading to every corner of my body, and I was involuntarily afraid, this is the fear of death, the most extreme fear.

But Xue Fang asked a question, this question is too ordinary, but it is a question that people can't answer at all, he said: "Why are people born afraid of death, are people really afraid, or do the people who control us want us to be afraid." If you've ever seen ignorant children, they don't understand anything. But there is a deeper fear of death, and that fear is even beyond any period of a person's time. ”

I thought about what Xue Fang said, some things that I never believed in before, and even these were simply fantasy before, but now I have accepted it gladly, so it is still the same truth, when you have not experienced it, it is absolutely impossible to happen in the world, but when you have experienced it yourself, you will deeply believe it. The world we see is not the real world.

I put this notebook away carefully, but the whole person was in a trance, Xue Fang saw that I was wrong, so he said to me: "Don't think too much about it first, you haven't rested for a few days, I'll guard it for you, you go to sleep for a while, and then we will discuss what to do next." ”

I looked at Xue Fang and said, "Xue Fang, I'm afraid, I don't know what I'm afraid of, but when I read this note, I suddenly felt very afraid, as if there was something terrible about the machine hidden in my heart." ”

Xue Fang patted me on the shoulder and said, "Don't think too much about it first, listen to me, go sleep for a while, you will completely collapse sooner or later." ”

I followed Xue Fang's advice and went back to my room to sleep, and soon fell asleep.

It's just that after falling asleep, it was another dream, and this time I came to my grandfather's coffin again. It was as if it were a dream that had been broken earlier.

There was no one around me, but I felt an unusual sense of danger, and when I looked into the coffin shop, I found that the dark coffin that was supposed to stop in the middle of the coffin shop was gone, and only the two benches supporting the coffin were left as they were.

When I saw this, I felt unusually frightened, so I looked around, but this time I saw that I was suddenly in the empty space again, as if I had dreamed from the previous dream to the next, and I still stood at the beginning of each dream. Then I walked slowly through the pillars towards the pool.

Finally I walked to the edge of the pool, bent down and looked inside, and I saw my own image in the pool, but I saw that under my own image was the dark coffin. Then I heard an image in the water that seemed to say to me, "Come to me." ”

Then I suddenly felt a sound behind me, and I was so shocked that I immediately turned around, and when I turned around, I saw a black paper face coming up in front of me, and I only felt that my face was going to stick to his face, and then I heard it scream and laugh, and then shouted in a strange and terrifying voice: "Got you, got you!" ”

Then I woke up from my dream, and the shock caused me to sit up from the bed in an instant, and I kept waving my hands as if to push something away from me.