When he went upstairs, kk was already at the door, and Pei Ran had a faint taste, "Where is he." ”

KK said, "Sister Pei, Mr. Lu has been waiting in your office for a long time, we said you went to dinner, but he insisted on waiting for you to come back." ”

Pei Ran didn't say anything, and went directly to the second floor and entered his office, in the office, Lu Zening was still reading the new fashion magazine, and there was tea and snacks on the table, but he didn't move, Pei Ran glanced at Lu Zening, who was reading the magazine, and said lightly, "What are you waiting for me here?" ”

After hearing Pei Ran's voice, Lu Zening raised his head, put down the magazine gently, glanced at Pei Ran lightly with a pair of eyes, and said with a smile, "I came back so soon, I thought it would take you a while to eat." ”

Pei Ran's body was a little out of strength now, and he didn't stand still, he walked directly to his position, Lu Zening looked at Pei Ran and said with some concern, "Is your health not good?" ”

He glanced at Pei Ran, Pei Ran's face was really bad, and he said worriedly, "I see that your mental state is not very good, are you sick?" Do you need me to call my friend, my friend is the attending physician in the Department of Internal Medicine at C University. ”

Pei Ran shook his head when he heard this, and supported his forehead with his hand, still looking very tired, "It's okay, I've been too busy with work in the past two days, and I haven't rested well, just sleep a little more at night." ”

Pei Ran was a little impatient now, and Lu Zening said lightly, "Pei Ran, are you bothering you and Yan Zhuolang now?" Haven't you two reconciled yet? ”

Pei Ran originally wanted to say nothing irritably, but just as she was about to speak, she saw Lu Zening's eyes staring at her, as if she was full of concern, so she simply said very lightly, "No." ”

In fact, Pei Ran didn't want to make everyone know about her own affairs, but now as long as this person is not stupid, she can see that she and Yan Zhuolang have a problem now, and she also feels that there is nothing to hide, and the more you avoid some things, the more others will feel that things are true.

Lu Zening sat on the chair, just opposite Pei Ran, he looked at Pei Ran and frowned, "Didn't I hear that the two of you are going to get married, why are these things happening, what is going on?" Why did you suddenly get into a conflict? Did he do something wrong that made you unhappy? ”

If Yan Zhuolang made her unhappy or did something wrong, then Pei Ran's troubles would have passed, but now it is not a trivial matter for Pei Ran at all, and this matter is very serious, which has affected whether she can be with Pei Ran, not to mention that now Pei Jing is intervening in it, which makes her feel unusually irritable.

But despite this, she didn't want him to know anything, the corners of her lips hooked slightly, and said very lightly, "Don't think too much, it's nothing, I'll solve my own affairs myself." ”

Hearing this, Lu Zening couldn't help but say, "I still have some friends, do you want to think about it again and see if I have anything that can help you?" ”

Can emotional things still help? Pei Ran felt very confused when he heard him say this.

She really didn't know what to do, she caught the ironclad evidence that her husband slept with her sister, and there were so many photos, even if she hated those two people now, and she felt disgusted even when she looked at them, but they were still the most important people to her.

Pei Jing wanted to let herself give Yan Zhuolang to her, not to mention that Yan Zhuolang agreed to this, even if he agreed, she didn't want to let go of her hand.

Why did she have to give in again and again, why did she always want to give up what she wanted to give up the most, why did she have the right to let her go, and what she and Yan Zhuolang experienced was understandable to ordinary people? Why did she have to let go at the last moment.

But in the face of Pei Jing, Pei Ran did feel guilty, she said something too right, but what could she do, she felt so powerless, so helpless, she really wanted to find someone to rely on, but she also knew that none of the people around her were suitable to be her support.

After thinking for a long time, Pei Ran raised her eyes and glanced at Lu Zening, she didn't want to talk about her own affairs, so she simply said very lightly, "By the way, why did you suddenly remember to find me?" ”

Hearing this, the corners of Lu Zening's lips hooked, and he said very lightly, "I was going to look for you that day, but I went late, you were already gone when I went, and then I went on a business trip again, and I only came back today, just to ask you, how are you doing?" ”

Pei Ran and Lu Zening were chatting, and then he answered a phone call and was about to leave, and said that he had time to come to see her, Pei Ran didn't say anything, just leaned back on the chair alone, and fell asleep unconsciously.

By the time Pei Ran woke up, it was almost time to get off work, she was in a bad mood in the past two days, KK was helping to take care of the studio, Pei Ran packed up her things and went directly to the elevator without saying hello.

The world is so big, she doesn't even know where to go.

After Pei Zhengqing and Yan Yushu died, she discussed with Pei Xuan and sold their old house, because they didn't want to think about those bad memories, and Pei Ran now had nowhere to go.

She didn't tell Pei Xuan a word about this incident, Pei Xuan and Jin Yao were finally able to live a good life, she didn't want her to make things trouble, so she had been looking for a hotel near the company to live in, Yan Zhuolang had married her, and she didn't buy another property, so she was homeless.

Coming out of the company, the corners of Pei Ran's lips hooked, she hoped so much that she could have someone to accompany her, to give herself a home, and to make herself not lonely and lonely, but why is it such a simple wish, and now it is so difficult for her.

Pei Ran didn't know that she had been walking outside for two hours, the whole city was full of traffic, and the street lights were also on at this moment, Pei Ran found a place to sit down, staring directly at this prosperous city, but she didn't know why, she seemed to feel that she had never been able to fit in, she seemed to be a monster.

A shadow stopped in front of her, the reflection of the shadow covered Pei Ran, Pei Ran was stunned for a moment, and then slowly raised her head, she wanted to say something, but after seeing that person, all the words were blocked in her chest, and her heart hurt for a long time for no reason.

He is also in a bad mental state now, obviously the torture of the past ten days has made him lose a lot of weight, although he is wearing a black coat, he no longer has the same look as before, Pei Ran forcibly suppressed the pain in his heart, suppressed his urge to rush forward, and stared at him with a face without any expression.

There was longing, sadness, and even sorry in his eyes when he looked at her, but Pei Ran didn't want to read what was in his eyes, he clenched his fists tightly, her whole body was trembling, she couldn't say a word, she just wanted the man in front of her to go quickly, stay away from herself, and it was best not to harass herself for the rest of her life.

Yan Zhuolang looked at her thin face, his heart was distressed to the extreme, and he said in a very low and hoarse voice, "Wife." ”

Pei Ran heard his voice, and trembled with him inexplicably, in fact, she missed him like crazy every day these days, but at this moment he had to restrain all his feelings, maintained a faint look, and said in an extremely calm tone, "Why are you here." ”

Yan Zhuolang didn't want to pretend, in fact, he was by her side every day for a while, and his thoughts were about to completely devour his heart, without any pretense, "Wife, I miss you." ”

Pei Ran was speechless for a moment when he heard this, and he didn't know what to respond to, only to hear him muttering alone, "Why don't you go home outside, you know if I'm really worried about you." ”

Worried about her? Family?

Pei Ran felt that what he said was like a joke, and Pei Ran also hoped to have a home, not big, but very warm, and it was best that no one destroyed it.

However, everything is just her extravagant hope, she thought that she would definitely be able to cross Yang Qian's chasm and Yan Zhuolang into the other side of happiness, but how did she know that after the chasm, she pressed Pei Jing's big river in the middle, and God was destined to let her not be happy in this life.

Pei Ran was quiet alone for a long time, her tone was indifferent and detached from what she had never before, and she said softly, "I don't want to go back now, you can go back by yourself." ”

Yan Zhuolang stood in front of Pei Ran very hurt, looking at Pei Ran with pitiful eyes, "Wife, when will you come back, I'll wait for you, don't be angry, okay." ”

"I'm not angry."

Pei Ran is cold to Yan Zhuolang now, but there is no evil word, she doesn't know what she thinks, she still instinctively resists him, and she doesn't know why.

Looking at Pei Ran, who was thin and tired in front of him, Yan Zhuolang wanted to squat down and hold her in his arms, if it weren't for Pei Jing's small accident, they were still planning their wedding, but now although they are standing face to face, this step seems to be thousands of miles apart.

A pair of eyes were dim, he looked at Pei Ran and said lightly, "If you don't go home, will you live in the company?" ”

"No, I opened a room in the hotel."

In fact, in the past few days, Yan Zhuolang has been following Pei Ran, no matter where she goes or who she meets, he knows it in his heart, but he really doesn't know how to talk to her, so he just has nothing to say, he just wants to listen to her voice more, even if it is a word or two, otherwise he doesn't know when he will be suffocated.

In the past few days without her company, he has insomnia every day, he doesn't know that he is asleep every day, Pei Ran too, as soon as he closes his eyes, he thinks of those messy things, which stabs her heartache, and now she is so afraid of sleeping, afraid of having nightmares.

Hearing this, Yan Zhuolang pleaded, "Wife, the hotel is not clean, can you go back and sleep with me?" ”

Yan Zhuolang's tone was pleading, with a coquettish tone that was difficult to refuse, Pei Ran heard him say this, his nose was inexplicably sour, and his heart seemed to be pulled by something, she didn't know what was going on with her, and she was about to be unable to speak.

She took several breaths of hard work, and after a long time, she said, "You go back by yourself, I want to stay alone for a while, calm and calm." ”

Hearing this, Yan Zhuolang immediately answered very aggrievedly, "Wife, if you don't go back to live, I won't go back, I'll open a room in your room to accompany you, I'm afraid you won't sleep well in the middle of the night, I'm afraid you'll be afraid." ”

If it was in the past, Pei Ran's heart was only moved, but now she just shook her head very lightly and said in a loud voice, "No need, do you know that Pei Jing came to me today." ”