But he can't do this, because she is Lei Zhendong's wife, and there is a long, long future between them, so no matter what they do, the two of them must think about the future, and they can't act arbitrarily because they are willful.

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Fu Siya's ward is on the floor below Lei Zhendong's ward, Lei Zhendong knocked on the door expressionlessly and entered, the injuries on his body didn't matter much, he only needed to pay attention to it later, and it was nothing, but at first glance, the bandaged wound was still a little shocking.

Lin Yiyun didn't seem to expect that Lei Zhendong had rejected her bluntly just now, but now she actually came down again, and she paused when she was coaxing Fu Siya to take medicine, and then smiled bitterly at Lei Zhendong.

Fu Siya didn't listen to persuasion, she refused to take medicine no matter what, and even Lin Yiyun had no choice.

Lei Zhendong nodded, looked at Fu Siya on the hospital bed facing the floor-to-ceiling window and facing them with his back to them, then took the water cup and medicine in Lin Yiyun's hand, nodded and signaled him to come.

Lin Yiyun smiled with relief, although he went back early this morning to rest, but because he was worried about Fu Siya, they didn't sleep well at all, so now the whole person's face is also very unsightly, seeing Lei Zhendong take the medicine, it seems to see hope, and the whole person has obviously become much more relaxed.

"I'm sorry." Lei Zhendong sat on the chair next to the bed, and waited for Lin Yiyun to open the door and go out before sighing slowly in a deep voice, "It's me who is sorry for you." ”

Fu Siya, who was lying on the bed, didn't expect Lei Zhendong to come, although she still didn't say a word, her originally stretched body suddenly trembled sharply.

Lei Zhendong didn't feel that he was good at words, but seeing Fu Siya's silent resistance to taking medicine, he couldn't help but feel a little guilty in his heart after all.

However, his cold face has not been warm at all, just like he is to everyone except Mo Qiqi.

The tall body sat on the chair and still straightened his back, Fu Siya trembled and there was no other movement, Lei Zhendong was also silent, until the atmosphere in the entire ward became slightly embarrassing, and then frowned: "Take medicine." ”

Fu Siya, who gradually smoothed out her breathing, couldn't control it again, and her body under the quilt tightened.

"Let's go." There was nothing superfluous, Fu Siya closed her eyes tightly, as if she didn't want to see Lei Zhendong.

Lei Zhendong frowned, his voice was cold and indifferent, "I won't leave." ”

"Because of guilt?" Fu Siya suddenly couldn't help but smile bitterly, although Lin Yiyun and Fu Wenbin wanted to hide her condition, but while they were not in the ward, she got up and went to the bathroom by herself, and the inconvenience on her feet made her suddenly understand that it was not a simple car accident last night.

She already knew that Lei Zhendong didn't have a big problem, but the driver Xiao Zhang's injury was very serious, followed by her.

couldn't resist her constant questioning, Fu Jiamo reluctantly told her her true situation, if she couldn't accept the best treatment and try to cooperate with the doctor, she wouldn't even have a 50% chance of recovery.

Fu Jiamo said it very clearly, causing the despair in Fu Siya's heart to become thick for a while.

If she really can't walk like an ordinary person from now on, what's the point of her living like this?

Lei Zhendong was silent, and his voice was low: "It's not guilt, if it weren't for you pestering me, nothing like this would have happened, but I won't shirk my responsibility, except for marrying you, I'm willing to accept any punishment." ”

"Except to marry me?" Fu Siya was not very surprised by this answer, she didn't laugh angrily, her body hiding in the quilt trembled with laughter, and her eyes staring at the sky outside the window were never cold, "So no matter what I do, even if I am really crippled, you can give me a lot of money, you can do anything for me, but you can't marry me." ”

Lei Zhendong is such a person, when he is in the army, he will never be merciful to the enemy, just like now, he has his own clear bottom line, no matter who he is, there is no way for him to abandon the bottom line.

Lei Zhendong paused, his eyes were resolute without a little hesitation, and nodded, "Yes." ”

Fu Siya just turned around, and the aura under her eyes suddenly became pitiful, "Then you go, if that's really the case, what are you still coming to see me for?" I don't need your pretense of affection, anyway, you have never been close to me, Lei Zhendong, I was really blind in the past. ”

"I'm sorry." Lei Zhendong smiled bitterly, it is not difficult for him to say these two words at all, people should apologize if they make mistakes, as a qualified soldier, being able to bend and stretch is the most important thing, and a person who goes to the end with a dead brain will obviously not have a good end.

"But your mother and father are very worried, even if we are just strangers, I would like to tell you here that if you see what is in front of you, you will be happier than you are now."

"What does it mean to be happier than now?" Lei Zhendong was just about to get up and leave, Fu Siya suddenly screamed, her eyes were burning, filled with hatred, and she stared at Lei Zhendong, "You're very happy to see that I'm about to become crippled, aren't you?" Or do you really like the woman next to you now, seeing that I have become a cripple and can't pestering you with a dead face, you are so happy to finally have your own quiet space? Lei Zhendong, don't you think you will be thundered by the sky if you do this? ”

Lei Zhendong frowned.

Everyone has their own demons, when he first introduced Fu Siya to Mo Qiqi, he didn't expect that one day they would actually embark on the current road, the reason why Fu Siya regarded Mo Qiqi as her imaginary enemy everywhere was because she regarded Mo Qiqi as her enemy, and what she didn't expect was that her enemy was her unrealistic fantasy from beginning to end.

Wang Jianbo is a very good man, both openly and secretly Lei Zhendong has found an opportunity to let the two of them have a good relationship, but unfortunately Fu Siya's eyes can only see him.

"Xiaoya, don't do this." Lei Zhendong turned around slowly, in fact, he could have turned around and left, Fu Siya really wanted something to happen, the big deal was that the relationship between the Fu family and the Lei family was stiff, even if there was a loss to him, it would definitely not be fatal.

But when it comes to old feelings, even Lei Zhendong is inevitably an emotional animal.

Fu Siya tilted her head, and the corners of her lips curled up in a mocking arc: "You are not qualified to teach me a lesson." ”

Lei Zhendong nodded slightly, "I know, so I came today to persuade you to accept treatment well, your body is your own, even if there are three strengths and two weaknesses, no one will make you happy because someone sympathizes with you." ”

"But as long as you sympathize with me, even if you are with me because you sympathize with me, I will always be happy!"

Lei Zhendong's body stiffened, nodded, his eyebrows were cold, "You know, that's impossible." ”

Fu Siya's body trembled, and her big round eyes stared at Lei Zhendong, "Tell me, have you really never had a little bit of a good impression of me?" She originally thought that with such a beautiful and delicate woman as her in so many men, it would be impossible for Lei Zhendong to escape her palm, but the facts later proved that no matter what she did, Lei Zhendong's eyes on her would never be different from that of men.

She is dead, knowing that Lei Zhendong will not love her, but really she has not even had a little good feeling?

At this moment, Fu Siya didn't even realize it, she dug a deep pit for herself, if Lei Zhendong denied it, she really had nothing, and even the last reason for self-deception was shattered.

Lei Zhendong's brows never let go, and a touch of pain seemed to be blurred under his eyes, gradually spreading.

The glass placed at the head of the hospital bed was still emitting light smoke, and the water was not cold, Lei Zhendong remembered what Lin Yiyun said to him upstairs just now, and when the words came to his mouth, he couldn't help but swallow it reluctantly.

"Take the medicine first?" Lei Zhendong asked.

Fu Siya's tight jaw seemed to be a little easier, but she still stubbornly raised her head, "I take medicine, will you tell me the answer?" ”

Lei Zhendong was silent, neither admitting nor denying it.

Fu Siya didn't know where the optimism came from, and suddenly decided that Lei Zhendong would definitely tell her the answer, and the aura of vigilance quietly dissipated, took the pill in Lei Zhendong's hand with one hand, raised his head and put it in his mouth.

Lei Zhendong was about to hand her the water cup, but Fu Siya smiled bitterly and said, "Can you feed me once?" The medicine in her mouth was still on her tongue, and the bitterness of the Western medicine was unbearable, but she insisted on looking at Lei Zhendong.

Lei Zhendong frowned, but still brought the water cup to Fu Siya's mouth.

With Lei Zhendong's hand drinking a large mouthful of water and swallowing the pill in his mouth, Fu Siya seemed a little happy, although her mouth was still bitter, "You help me find a place where there will definitely be sugar." ”

"Sugar?" Lei Zhendong paused for a moment, his brows faintly puzzled.

Fu Siya nodded and grinned happily, "Well, I haven't hated taking medicine since I was a child, so no matter when, as long as my mother is here, she will definitely prepare sugar for me, and you can take it after taking medicine." ”

Lei Zhendong was silent, got up and helped Fu Siya find the so-called sugar around, in his opinion, the bitterness of the pill was fleeting, but Fu Siya was a girl, he could understand.

Sure enough, there was a small glass on the coffee table next to it, which contained various colors of rainbow candy, Lei Zhendong was slightly moved at the corner of his mouth, picked up the glass bottle and handed it to Fu Siya, "This." ”

Fu Siya took out two candies and threw them into her mouth, before smiling slightly, "In the army for all these years, I have tried hard not to make myself sick, because there is no sugar to eat when I am sick, it is too terrifying." ”

The corners of Lei Zhendong's mouth twitched lightly and nodded.

These little girls' hobbies, when he first joined the army, his heart was full of strange Qiqi, and people couldn't help but miss it all the time because they never got it, where did he have time to notice these.

If the two of them ignored Lei Zhendong and didn't speak, the atmosphere seemed to be a lot more relaxed, but Fu Siya stopped a little, and the temperature around him immediately plummeted.

The original existence could not be non-existent because of people's deliberate avoidance, and Fu Siya's face gradually became disappointed, precisely because she saw through this.

She also took the medicine, Lei Zhendong didn't mean to ease the relationship with him, and he didn't even take the initiative, but she couldn't get off the stage a little.

"Really, not at all?" Fu Siya couldn't help but smile bitterly, the atmosphere was so stiff that she couldn't support it anymore even if she used all her strength, she felt so tired that she felt that all her senses had been buried, and she only felt that she had been completely covered by a thick sadness.

Although I really don't want to face such a cruel reality, this time Lei Zhendong was able to come to see her definitely because of her family, so what about next time?

Will there be a next time?

Lei Zhendong's lips were stiff, his mandible was tight, and it took a long time to frown and shake his head slowly.

There is nothing at all, which leaves hope for Fu Siya, what will become of the future even if he doesn't know at all, if he can't give others results, why bother to let go of hope?