"Or do you want to go to bed late?" Zeqing asked me with a frown.

"Well, go to bed as early as possible. I take care of the shop by myself, so it's very busy every day. I honestly replied that I was really like a child in front of him. I think other people will be surprised to see me like this, after all, I am very strong in front of others.

"Okay, take care of your body." After Zeqing heard this, he said something for a while. However, just one sentence, I was already very moved. I've been waiting too long for his shhh

"Zeqing, drink porridge." I handed over the insulated box as if it were a treasure.

"Isn't it delicious? I've learned a little bit about cooking over the years, and I've tried it myself when I boiled it today. "I'm looking forward to looking at Zeqing.

"Yes." It was a short sentence, but he drank the porridge cleanly. Does this already mean that he still cares about me as much as he did before? Naturally, I don't want to think about the bad consequences, such as "I haven't eaten for too long, so I'm hungry." I'm going to cheer myself up.

It's like a crush, so that he can continue to love. So I will imagine something that is not real. It's sad to say, but who knows that maybe having someone to follow and love is also a kind of happiness?

"I still remember that in the past, the food I fried was super unpalatable, and you still had nothing left over to eat it. Now you don't have to torture your stomach like that. I cleaned up the table and said to the person in a daze on the bed.

I don't know what he's thinking, but he didn't answer my words anyway. Just staring ahead, as if trying to see a flower.

"Tell me, what's the matter?" Putting down what I was holding, I asked.

"How do you know I have something to say?" Zeqing felt a little strange.

"When you are struggling with something in your heart, you will be in a daze. He will also gnaw on his fingernails non-stop. I think it's a person's habit, and no matter how long it takes, nothing will change. Now that I'm the only one here, this must have something to do with me. Do you want to talk about what happened a few years ago, or do you want to talk about what happened now? Or do you think I should know everything? "I knew that Zeqing would ask me, and I already had the answer in my heart. Sure enough, after all these years, some things really haven't changed.

"Okay..." Zeqing paused for a moment and began to recount, these things are what we have to face. No matter what kind of relationship we will have in the future, how long it has passed, as long as it has not been unraveled. That's the knot in my heart.

"When I was with you, my family was actually very opposed. Do you remember what Xia Zhe said, "We don't have the right door, it's not right." "At the time, I thought this statement was extremely ridiculous, what kind of society is now, who cares about the door? At first, I was no less determined than you to be with you, but slowly the problem came out. I started to get scared and started to think.

Later, I realized that the right person is not about money and materiality, but about spirit. It's that we grew up in different environments, and our thinking is different. Even if we know each other well, or love each other very much. But in life, we have all kinds of problems.

You also know that we quarrel a lot. Although the two of them are deeply in love, they will get together quickly after a quarrel. But these are all illustrative of our differing views.

For example, you don't think material things are important, but I think money is important. At that time, I didn't say that I was feeding you, but I was just enough to feed myself. You have lived in good conditions since you were a child, and I don't want you to suffer for me.

For example, you feel that we need a lot of time to chat, or that two people are tired of being together. But I feel that if the two love for a long time, it will be in the morning and twilight. I have to work hard, I have to struggle, but you need company.

For example, you are very willful and do not think about the consequences. In the beginning, it's passion, and it keeps us going. But you've been so vigorous, sometimes I really feel tired... ”

"What about you?" After listening to it for so long, I just interjected.

If something goes wrong in love, both people are responsible. It's a good thing that we have the opportunity to talk like that today, and it can make us grow a lot. When we grow, we have the opportunity to start over. It's like a run-in period, where we blame or praise each other for our good or bad.