Chapter 359: A Man's Self-Esteem
He sighed softly, "What can I do to make you believe!" ”
"I don't want to believe it, as long as you are still in front of me, let me still look at you like this for the rest of my life!" She choked and threw herself into his arms!
Lu Zhan hugged her body into his arms and sighed.
I'm afraid that he can't grow old with her like this!
Marriage may be very important, but sex is more important, and a marriage without sex will not last long, which she will learn from pain!
The crystal was buried in his neck, and he refused to let go for a long time.
Lu Zhan coaxed lightly: "Be good, let me handle business!" ”
Crystal still hugged him, "I don't want to let you go!" As soon as I let you go, you're gone! ”
He remembered the events of that night, and couldn't help but smile: "This time it's not a dream, Crystal, I won't leave!" ”
She lifted her teary eyes, "Really? ”
"I promise!" He smiled slightly, and though it only tugged at the corners of his lips, she knew he was smiling.
The little body finally let go of him, and then walked towards the door, "I'll go prepare dinner." ”
Lu Zhan was about to say something, but she had already walked outside happily.
"I'm ......" His face became a little condensed, and after a long time, he finally let go of the hand he was holding.
As he sat at his desk, he couldn't concentrate on the mountain of documents.
When it was time for dinner, Crystal came to call him, her little face shining with excitement.
"Lu Zhan, let's go eat!" She took his hand and was about to go out.
But he didn't move, and she turned around in surprise, "Lu Zhan, what's wrong with you?" ”
He sat there, and suddenly picked up a cigarette from the table and put it to his lips: "You go eat first!" I'll have Butler Bong bring it to me in a moment. ”
Crystal looked at him with a strange gaze, "Why don't you eat with me!" ”
Her expression was a little hurt.
Lu Zhan suppressed the bitterness in his heart, "I still have a lot of things to do!" ”
How could his crystal know that she didn't dislike his appearance and other people's eyes!
He once scared a little girl to tears on the streets of France, and after that, he never went out during the day, and even when he went out at night, he would wear sunglasses to prevent others from seeing his terrible face.
But he didn't want Crystal to know this, it was his pride as a man, as her husband.
He just has a little bit of poor self-esteem!
Exhaled painfully and squeezed her hand, "Be obedient, go eat first!" ”
Crystal's eyes blinked, and then a mist rose inside, "Why don't you dine with me!" She asked again, insisting on an answer!
Lu Zhan suddenly became a little angry: "I said I was busy!" Is this justification okay? ”
She glared at him a little hurtfully, not expecting a quarrel on the first day of their reunion!
"Lu Zhan, it's not like this, you can deal with it after eating." Her voice compromised, not wanting to argue with him.
Lu Zhan looked at her little face, knowing that she must be very uncomfortable in her heart, he softened his voice: "I'm sorry, I'm a little annoying!" You go eat first! ”
Crystal pursed her lips, with her understanding of Lu Zhan, he wouldn't go out to eat. A little sullenly said, "I'll send you in later!" ”
He nodded, with a faint smile: "Go ahead!" ”
But the smile didn't reach the bottom of the eyes, and it was even more uneasy to see it in the eyes of the crystal!
During the meal, she was a little absent-minded, and she didn't take a bite of the fork on the plate for a long time.
Steward Feng watched from the sidelines, and of course she heard the words of Mrs. Fang Cai and Mr. Fang...... Because they didn't close the door!
"Ma'am, Sir has just returned, and we must give him a little time to get used to it." She softened her voice and persuaded: "Madame, don't be unhappy about these little things, the important thing now is the child in the womb!" ”
Crystal blinked, and the tears in it also blinked, "I know, but I also don't want him to close himself. ”
She added, "I don't care, really!" It's just that I feel a little sorry for him! ”
"This, I know, and Mr. knows, but Madame has to think more about Mr. and what he needs most at the moment." Butler points it out.
Crystal sighed, "I'll talk to him when I get back, you can rest assured." ”
She smiled at Steward Feng, and Steward Feng also smiled slightly: "Madame, let's dine!" ”
Crystal bowed her head to eat, but her heart was still sullen.
She always felt that Lu Zhan had changed, and he was different from before!
After she finished eating, she put Lu Zhan's share on a plate and carried it to the study.
"Can you rest?" She said in as breezy a voice as she could.
Lu Zhan glanced up at her, "That's it!" ”
The pen in his hand didn't stop, and Crystal had the audacity to pull the official document out of his hand, "It's dinner time!" ”
Lu Zhan had no choice but to sort out all the official documents in front of him.
Crystal was satisfied, and she leaned against the desk in front of him, the plate in her hand.
Rolled the large pasta with a fork and brought it to his mouth, "Xiao Zhanzhan has eaten!" ”
Lu Zhan opened her mouth and ate the noodles in her hand in one bite, and she rolled it up again and sent it over.
After Lu Zhan finished eating, he said, "I'll come by myself!" ”
The crystal didn't move, it was still holding it, and said without much thought: "I'll feed you!" Your health is not good, and I should take care of you. ”
As soon as she finished speaking, Lu Zhan's face froze.
He looked up at her, and she was smiling......
"I'll do it myself!" His voice tensed a little, but Crystal didn't notice it.
She still feels that she should feed him, in fact, she just wants to **** him.
But Lu Zhan obviously didn't think so, he reached out and took the plate in her hand, "I'm not wasted enough to eat by myself!" ”
His words were a bit heavy, and no matter how dull the crystal was, it was impossible for him not to notice it.
She bit her lip, "That's not what I meant!" ”
Lu Zhan took out a cigarette and lit it, locking her eyes in the smoke, "I didn't blame you!" ”
"You have!" There were tears in her eyes, and then she turned her head and ran out, startling the butler Feng who was coming in.
"Sir, Mrs. her!" She wanted to speak, but she stopped.
Lu Zhan put the cigarette to his lips and took a puff of some irritation: "It's okay, it's just some children's tempers!" ”
He paused and pointed to the plate on the table: "Take it away!" ”
Steward Feng was stunned for a moment, and looked at the food that he hadn't touched a few bites: "Sir, why don't I make something else for you!" ”
"No!" After he said this, he pursed his lips, and had no intention of speaking again.
Butler Feng sighed, and she packed her things and walked out the door. ☆
Actually, she knew why her husband refused to see her before.
Sir is such a proud man, how can he allow himself to become like this!
Reluctantly, she took the food away and said, "If you feel hungry, sir, call me!" ”
Lu Zhan nodded, and buried himself in business again, but he couldn't concentrate anymore.
After thinking about it, I still pushed the wheelchair back to the room.
As soon as I entered, I saw Crystal lying on her side with her back to the door, her little shoulders shaking.
He sighed, walked around to her, and whispered, "Angry? ”