Chapter 60: What's wrong with me not loving you
Zhou Zhou hurriedly retreated from his body.
It was Zhou Manru who pushed the door in.
She held on to the carved hanging rail door and said softly, "Zhou Zhou, has the fruit been cut?" ”
Zhou Zhou frowned sensitively, "It's almost there!" ”
Zhou Manru nodded, "I'll help you cut it, when I was a child, I always cut fruit for you." ”
Her gentle words surged into Zhou's eardrums as she entered.
Zhou Zhou put down the knife, "Okay, you can come." ”
Huo Fanyin stood majestically, not avoiding it.
Zhou Zhou's elbow limped.
After a few seconds, Huo Fanyin took two steps back.
She went out, and Huo Fanyin followed.
The two walked one after the other in the passage between the kitchen and the living room.
Zhou Zhou pulled his hand and pulled him into the balcony next to him.
Her eyes were full of water, and they were like a sea.
"Huo Fanyin, don't be like this at home."
Huo Fanyin touched her lipline, "Just outside?" ”
Zhou Zhou avoided his lips, and his palm was tilted to her cheek, not moving.
Squinted at her, "How many days have you been hiding from me?" Jojo. ”
Zhou Zhou pursed his lips and smiled, "To tell you the truth, I have been by your side for a long time, before for my sister, and now, I have to plan for myself." ”
She didn't want to, and faced Zhou Manru with fear.
Huo Fanyin snorted, "Plan for yourself? ”
Affectionate helped her pin her curls behind her ears, "Your plan is to avoid me?" ”
Zhou Zhou curled his fingers, "Yes, I want to live a normal life." ”
Huo Fanyin's hand on the side of her cheek fell down, as if she had no strength at all.
In a trance, he smiled meaningfully.
Leaning into her ear, a deep and loose voice overflowed, "Want to live a normal life? You can try. ”
Zhou Zhou was stunned for a moment, and then pulled his shirt tightly, "I'm trying, I love Xiao Pet Yan, save my sister, I'm working hard, I love him, too." ”
Huo Fanyin saw her series of actions into her eyes, and her heart thorned slightly.
It's like, poked by something, the pain is very obvious.
"Do you love Xiao Pet?"
Even if she had heard the 'answer' several times before when she was talking to others.
At the moment, he is still 'scared'.
Zhou Zhou smiled softly, "Can't see it?" Pet Yan and I have known each other for a long time, a good man is like the sun, he is my sun, and I am most eager to see it on a rainy day. ”
She's talking about someone else she 'loves.'"
Her brow and eyes were colored with joy because of this man.
The corners of her lips were curled by this man.
I don't know if it's an illusion, Huo Fanyin's expression was a little hurt, and from Zhou Zhou's perspective, he was a little depressed.
She held her breath, 'To add insult to injury', "If you understand, give me a way to live, how about it?" ”
Huo Fanyin smiled, and his tall body shook a few times, "Living?" I won't give you a way to live? ”
He pinched Zhou Zhou's chin violently and put it down, "You want to live?" For the sake of Xiao Pet Yan, you beg me to give you a way to live? ”
If you don't let go, you have to be pestered until she gets married.
In an instant, it was shattered.
Huo Fanyin never thought that she would beg herself to give her a way to live, stared at her for a few seconds, slowly retreated, and quickly disappeared from Zhou Zhou's field of vision.
For a meal, the two had no appetite.
Fang Hui grabbed the dishes vigorously, "Commander Huo, it's all Subang cuisine today, and I don't know if it suits your appetite." ”
Zhou Manru was also full of expectations, "Fanyin likes to eat with a lighter taste." ”
Huo Fanyin picked up the chopsticks, neither light nor heavy, "It's all right." ”
After dinner, the family went out to see off Huo Fanyin.
Zhou Zhou is at the end.
Huo Fanyin was at the forefront, "Thank you for your hospitality, I've been busy in recent days, so I won't come here for the time being, Manru's matter is looking for relevant evidence and preparing to overturn the case." ”
Zhou Manrule tightened Huo Fanyin's arm, "Really? Reverse a verdict? ”
Huo Fanyin did not refuse her intimacy, "Yes, there is news as soon as possible." ”
In the back of Zhou Zhou, he bit his lip and said nothing.
Song Ruan Zhi slapped Huo Fanyin, her heart was like a knife.
My sister is ba, and it's the same.
It hurts, it hurts!
partially, Huo Fanyin was also ruthless, and she didn't look at her at all.
At this moment, there was a roar of cars not far away, the car stopped outside the yard, and Zhou Zhou's sharp eyes found that Xiao Pet Yan was sitting inside, and hurriedly trotted over.
A young man dressed in hip-hop hugged Xiao Pet Yan down, "Dude, you can be regarded as tossing me to death along the way." ”
Zhou Zhou hurriedly held Xiao Pet Yan, he was one meter eight tall and pressed her shoulder, drunkenly holding her face.
"Zhou Zhou ......"
A mouthful of wine swooped down like a kingfisher catching a fish, choking Zhou Zhou's lips alive.
The kiss is messy, and the kiss is boiled by the harp.
Zhou Zhou was smoked by the smell of wine, and he retreated, and he couldn't withdraw at all.
The hip-hop man slanted his lips, "Pet Yan, it turns out that this is your horse, on time." ”
even cheered for him, 'roaring' -
Huo Fanyin's knuckles standing not far away were white.
When Xiao Pet Yan stretched out the tip of his tongue, his patience rose to the limit, and his slender legs suddenly stepped away, tearing apart Xiao Pet Yan in three or two strokes.
"You're drunk!"
Xiao Pet Yan sneered, "Who are you?" ”
Huo Fanyin punched down, straight and heavy, and smashed into Xiao Pet Yan.
Fang Hui looked at some doorways, and inevitably made trouble, shouting, "Zhou Zhou, hurry up and bring the pet Yan home." ”
Zhou Zhou stood still.
Lips, ravaged red and gorgeous.
In the eyes, there was annoyance.
"Drunk like this, you help me go home, I'll breathe outside."
Fang Hui's words have been exported, and it is difficult to collect them.
I had to help Xiao Pet Yan in with Zhou Manru.
Huo Fanyin looked at her and said coldly, "Don't you love Xiao Pet Yan?" Is this angry? ”
Zhou Zhou tilted his head, still restless.
In an instant, anger shifted to Huo Fanyin's body, "This is my personal matter, and it has nothing to do with Commander Huo." ”
Huo Fanyin listened and nodded lightly.
Independent? Again, it has nothing to do with him.
In the end, where did she put him?
couldn't help but sneer, "It's really none of my business...... It's just that Xiao Pet Yan has an impulsive personality and is unstable...... When the don't follow him, you can consider me. ”
After finishing speaking, I was stunned.
The whole body is stiff like a sculpture.
Zhou Zhou was also stunned.
His lips opened slightly, and he looked at Huo Fanyin in surprise.
Can you consider considering me?
Is this a joke?
In the midst of the lightning, Huo Fanyin had already gotten into the car with a sullen breath.
The windows closed slowly, covering his face, and also, a layer of darkness.
Immediately, the car drove away.
Zhou Zhou retracted his gaze.
In the car, Huo Fanyin leaned back in the seat, closed her eyes, and was slightly tired between her eyebrows.
I can't slow down when I have a stomach.
"Lao Zhang, go to Uncle He."
The driver sighed, "Commander, you really care about Miss Zhou now, in my opinion, she likes the little son of the Xiao family, you, there is no need to snatch love." ”
"Snatching love with a knife?" Huo Fanyin was vague, "Lao Zhang, I really want to snatch love with a knife." ”
"Hey, Commander, this idea is unacceptable, you see, you brought Miss Zhou to Beijing, is she willing? If you really go to Beijing, the circle is different, can you get acquainted? You are so big in Beijing, she needs to do everything, how tired. ”
Huo Fanyin lowered her head and smiled faintly, "Lao Zhang, are you thinking about her?" ”
"Isn't it, some women are overly dependent on men, men enjoy it, but this is also selfish, you have to teach a woman how to bloom her charm, Miss Zhou looks good, and Xiaoquan is mixed up, she goes to Beijing, and others don't chew their tongues?"
In the final analysis, Lao Zhang's heart is still protecting Song Ruanzhi.
is quite jealous of Zhou Zhou's identity.
This also represents the view of ordinary people.
Huo Fanyin carried a cool breath, "I want her, can I still let her be wronged?" ”
Lao Zhang trembled and said, "Commander, you don't let her be wronged, there are people around you who let her be wronged!" ”
Later, Huo Fanyin picked up the kneeling Zhou Zhou in the heavy rain and took her back to Beijing.
As he said, he did not let her be wronged.
However, she was wronged in the end.
This grievance has become a lingering pain in Huo Fanyin's heart.
Let him regret, let him be decadent.
Call him, go on the dark road, and never return.
Uncle Zuo He was taken aback when he saw Huo Fanyin, "Just opened a bottle of wine, let's have a drink together?" ”
Huo Fanyin tilted the sofa casually, "Today, she clearly told me that I love Xiao Pet Yan, Uncle He, I'm going crazy." ”
The breath between his lips and teeth was blowing, and Uncle Zuo He's legs were driving on the side of the sofa, "Normal people's love is an equal difference series, and you are an equal number series, Huo Fanyin, your love for Zhou Zhou is not increasing day by day, but increasing by seconds, I think, she is a wife one day, and you may not let go......"
Huo Fanyin lowered her eyes slightly, and her voice was hoarse, "I feel now that I can forget everything in this world, but I will not forget to love her." ”
Uncle Zuo He leaned up his neck and looked chic, "It's too difficult, sometimes, love is sad." ”
Later, as Uncle Zuo He expected, even if Zhou Zhou got married, Huo Fanyin couldn't let go.
He chased her after her in the wildest way.
Two men, a bottle of wine, a lonely night.
Zhou family.
After a night, Xiao Pet Yan woke up.
Sister-in-law Rong brought a soup and put it on the table, "When you are young, as soon as you drink, you will make trouble." ”
Xiao Pet's eyes suddenly darkened, "What? ”
Sister-in-law Rong was not angry, "You were drunk and sent back last night, hugging Miss and kissing, don't you remember?" Sure enough, irresponsible men abound. ”
Xiao Pet Yan frowned, and all that flashed back and forth in his mind were fragments and fragments.
"I kissed Zhou Zhou?"
"Yes, my young lady is kind enough to take you in, don't slap her face, she's kind, what about you?"
In this way, I am still angry.
Sister-in-law Rong continued to count, "It's not that I'm snobbish, it's not that I talk a lot, Xiao Gongzi, with your character, the mud can't support the wall, don't drag our young lady." ”
Young and vigorous, with high self-esteem.
Originally, the living conditions were good, how could Xiao Pet Yan endure such humiliation? The quilt was lifted and rushed downstairs.
Zhou Zhou was eating breakfast, saw him, and put the bowl.
"Pet Yan!"
Xiao Pet Yan made a straight face, didn't say a word, and turned his head out.
Zhou Zhou chased out, "Xiao Pet Yan!" ”
All she could do was the rumbling sound of the engine.
Sister-in-law Rong hesitated and came down from the upstairs, "Hey, I really can't say it, I just ran away after just two sentences." ”
Zhou Zhou's breathing sank, "Sister-in-law Rong, he is very sensitive now. ”
Sister-in-law Rong's two thin eyebrows bent into waves, "Sensitive? If you want me to say, it's just that he's not promising, he's not young, twenty years old, Miss, don't raise him, I see, sooner or later, this kid will eat inside and out, and ruin all the Zhou family's property. ”
At that time, Zhou Zhou felt that this statement was groundless.
He day, in a word, only to know that people's hearts sink like the sea.
Xiao Pet Yan didn't come back until the evening, and Zhou Zhou was a little anxious.
Also, a little tired.
Let's not say that he has no money, and besides, this impulsive nature is also a scourge.
Zhou Manru comforted, "Don't panic, Pet Yan and the others will come back." ”
"Sister......
A light rain suddenly fell outside the window, and after a while, the rain and fog were cloudy, and the icy cold air blew through the crack in the window, brushing Zhou Zhou's face, which made people sober.
The phone rang suddenly, an unfamiliar number.
She took it, "Hello. ”
"Zhou Zhou, is it? Xiao Pet Yan is in 'Yuanchun Bar', you'd better come and take a look, it's too late, you can't watch the show. ”
This voice is quite familiar, and for a while, Zhou Zhou can't remember it.
But the phone had already hung up.
She had to change her clothes and drive to the 'Yuan Chun Bar'.
There was a man waiting outside the bar, and as soon as she parked the car, the man said, "Brother Qi asked me to take you in." ”
In the future, I have time to think about who the 'Seventh Brother' is, and Zhou Zhou has been dragged in by that person.
A few minutes later, she was standing in front of a private room.
also saw the 'Seventh Brother' in the man's mouth - Bai Yuancheng.
Bai Yuan's eyebrows were calm, "Xiao Pet Yan is inside." ”
Zhou Zhou frowned and glanced at him.
That night, this person said that Xiao Pet Yan owed 130,000 yuan for playing dice with them, and then he didn't want it, and now he called her to reveal Xiao Pet Yan's whereabouts, what purpose?
There's no way she thinks of him as a good person.
Bai Yuan chewed gum, "Let's see." ”
Zhou Zhou opened the crack in the door, and the glimpse surprised her.
A couple of girls in bikinis were scratching a pile of powder on the table with their blades, then pinching their noses and inhaling them.
Among them, Xiao Pet Yan was holding a bikini girl in one hand and a green branch pipe in the other, with a little smoke in the tube, hazy to half of his face.
Next to him, another man was holding a spoon, and there was a pile of crystals on the spoon, and underneath, a lighter was baking the bottom of the spoon.
Prosperity breeds depravity, and setbacks breed depravity.
Zhou Zhou was numb and stunned when he saw it.
raised his hand slightly, and was about to push the door in, Bai Yuan took a handful and grabbed her, "They are sucking it, what are you doing?" ”
Zhou Zhou's eyes were red, "What are you doing?" I went in and pulled him. ”
Bai Yuancheng waved his hand, "Look at him, does he look like a novice?" ”
Zhou Zhou's gaze hit Bai Yuancheng's face, "What do you mean by this?" ”
Bai Yuan smiled in a low voice, "Look at him, Fei-Yezi's posture, isn't it quite customary?" He is willing to fall, and no one can hold it, relying on you? Don't think about it. ”
Bai Yuancheng's tone was neither salty nor light, staring at the door, his pupils were slightly constricted, and his face showed disgust.
"I see that you defend him so much, it's really not worth it for you."
Zhou Zhou was silent for only a second, and threw a word out of his mouth, "Get out!" ”
Bai Yuancheng couldn't help laughing, "I'm sorry, in my dictionary, I can't get out for the time being...... I asked people to call you, just to let you see this man, it's really useless. ”
His smile is incredible.
Like, I've been used to this kind of scene for a long time.
It's like, cold-blooded and emotionless.
After pondering it, Zhou Zhou really couldn't figure out what Bai Yuan's thoughts were.
Viciously reprimanded, "Are you having a feud with the Xiao family and want to fall into the ground?" I'm telling you, Pet Yan is my friend, and I won't let him fall so quickly. ”
Bai Yuan thought for a moment, and then suddenly said, "Friend? Okay, then you can go in and try it. ”
Then, let it go.
Zhou Zhou broke through the door like an arrow off the string.
The crowd in the room was stunned, and their movements stopped.
Zhou Zhou took the lead in running to Xiao Petyan's side.
Xiao Pet Yan was lying on the sofa, with a 'fluttering fairy' posture, swaying leisurely, and smiling ambiguously at Zhou Zhou.
Zhou Zhou patted him on the cheek, "Pet Yan...... Wake up, wake up. ”
Xiao Pet Yan happily hooked his lips, closed his eyes, and said 'um', ignoring it completely.
Bai Yuancheng, who was waiting outside, walked in and was a little improper, "The man is too depraved, and he won't be able to pull it back for a while, Xiao Pet Yan is not a good boy in your mouth." ”
Zhou Zhou froze his body and pulled Xiao Pet Yan tightly, "Come home with me." ”
Xiao Pet Yan withdrew one hand, pillowed it on the back of his head, and raised the corner of his lips obliquely, "Are you Zhou Zhou?" ”
Zhou Zhou took a breath, "Can you wake up?" I believe in you so much, so help you, pet Yan, come home with me, okay? ”
Xiao Pet Yan blinked, tears slipped down in an instant, "I don't have a mother, my father is gone, I don't have a home, Zhou Zhou...... No more ......"
Such a dimly lit place, such a noisy space, such a depraved indulgence.
These words made Zhou Zhou cry.
She wiped her tears, "You still have me, you have me...... Everyone else has abandoned you, and I won't abandon you, Xiao Petyan. ”
Sometimes, friendship is the same as love.
Some people, in their lives, pay far more for friendship than for love.
Poor Xiao Pet Yan, depraved Xiao Pet Yan.
All made Zhou Zhou burst into tears and felt distressed.
Xiao Pet Yan's throat was choked badly, and he held his forehead, "You abandon me, Zhou Zhou...... I'm not the same kind of person as you, really isn't. ”
Zhou Zhou covered his face, "I can't witness your fall, pet Yan ......"
Xiao Pet Yan smiled in his voice, "I'm sorry...... Zhou Zhou, I let you down...... Hey, if one day, you get married, I will cry very badly, I'm sorry, I'm sorry......"
On Monday, I didn't know what to do, and cried bitterly, "You come with me, please." ”
"Let's go."
The person next to him laughed, "Second son, your girlfriend is kneeling and begging like this, and she won't go back?" ”
Xiao Pet Yan was blocked in an instant, "Zhou Zhou! ”
If everything was normal, he wouldn't let go of this girl's hand, he would hold it tightly.
Not, as it is now, suffering from gains and losses.
Use depravity to numb yourself and cover up reality.
The waist was suddenly pinched slightly, and Xiao Pet Yan raised his eyes.
Looking at the girl with tears streaming down her face, she pursed her lips, crying, crying, sad, and disappointed.
She spoke, "I'm just such a very good friend as you, I really can't let you go." ”
These words chiseled a hole in Xiao Petyan's heart.
He stood up and said, "I'm sorry...... I don't deserve you anymore, I'm sorry ......"
Zhou Zhou smiled and cried, "Go back!" ”
She has not yet reacted from Xiao Petyan's 'smoking, drugging', and has not calmed down her emotions.
When Xiao Pet Yan helped her up, she staggered.
The two passed by Bai Yuancheng's side, Bai Yuancheng's foot in leather shoes kicked hard, and Xiao Pet Yan stumbled violently, but he didn't fall to the ground, and still, he held Zhou Zhou steadily.
I didn't look back and walked out.
Bai Yuancheng leaned against the door and watched the two go away.
The man next to him asked, "Brother Qi, do you want to follow them?" ”
"Don't follow, she's too soft-hearted, optimistic about Xiao Petyan, next time she smokes drugs, and she will do it according to the rules on the road."
"Seventh brother, what about Huo Fanyin and Fang Dichuan?"
"Let Beijing watch Fang Dichuan closely, he is good, it is very reliable to be a 'brother-in-law', as for Huo Fanyin, there is no need to follow, there is no hope."
The man nodded, "Okay, Seventh Brother." ”
Going out of the bar, the two didn't go back immediately, walking down the street, letting the rain fall overhead.
Walking, walking, Xiao Pet Yan suddenly squatted on the ground, "I must remember that one day, a girl accompanied me in the rain on the street...... With a child without parents, with a depraved child without parents. ”
Zhou Zhou pulled him up.
Both were in tears.
Face the rain, hold hands, and walk slowly.
At this moment, Zhou Zhou felt that he was getting farther and farther away from Huo Fanyin, and he couldn't even see hope.
After raining overnight, the next day, Zhou Zhou caught a cold, plus a fever, and the whole person was in a daze.
Soon, Zhou Ji took her to the hospital.
Xiao Pet Yan didn't do anything at all.
Huo Fanyin knew that the news was already afternoon.
Shun cleared the clues about Zhou Manru's witnesses, took off his military uniform, picked up his casual dark blue coat, and hurriedly drove over.
The door opened, and he walked upstairs with a sonorous pace.
However, as soon as he arrived at the ward, he pushed open a small gap, and the sound of Xiao Pet Yan came from inside.
"How do you feel now?"
Zhou Zhou squinted, swept his gaze, and saw Huo Fanyin standing at the door.
Soon, she turned her head.
"It's okay, I'm just a little tired."
Xiao Pet Yan held her face with his palm and pinched her cheeks tightly, "It's all because of me that you suffered such a heavy wind and cold, if you didn't accompany me...... Hey......"
Zhou Zhou shook his head, "It's okay, I volunteered." ”
Xiao Pet Yan suddenly tightened his arms and wrapped his arms around her, "I've been immature to cause you to suffer, I'm sorry." ”
You can clearly feel the firmness and strength of his palms in his arms.
Zhou Zhou pursed his lips, "Many things are not perfect, but we will make the right choice and pet Yan ......"
She struggled to hold back the pain in her heart.
She was afraid, afraid that the longer she came into contact with Huo Fanyin, the deeper she would fall.
When the time comes, she will rush to Huo Fanyin desperately.
She admonished herself and said this to Huo Fanyin.
After hearing this, Xiao Pet Yan leaned over, lowered his head, and took out the robin egg blue box from his pocket.
"This was originally given to you, but I took it back, because I felt that I was not worthy of you, and now I ...... I'm less deserving, but I really love you, Zhou Zhou. ”
The air froze in an instant.
Outside the door, Huo Fanyin tried his best to suppress his breathing.
After a few seconds, Xiao Pet Yan closed the lid of the box, "So, let's forget about this gift." ”
Zhou Zhou bit his lip and smiled, "Put it on for me, Xiao Pet Yan." ”
Xiao Pet Yan was like a dream, "What did you say?" ”
"Put it on for me, Pet...... Wasn't this gift already bought? That's what you expect, put it on for me...... I accept. ”
said that she would accept it, but her tears kept falling for a moment.
It fell ferociously and quickly.
I can't even see the process of putting on the ring.
When the tiny ring was placed on her second thumb, Zhou Zhou clenched his fingers fiercely.
Through the gap, Huo Fanyin's eyes ached with the glittering stinging stings on her fingers, his tall back was lower, and all his strength seemed to be drained.
"Commander Huo?" A soft call rang out beside him, "Look at my sister? Why don't you go in? ”
Zhou Manru pushed the door, and Xiao Petyan's kiss was faintly falling on the corner of Zhou Zhou's lips.