Chapter 669: Should I Let It Go
And as the imperial grandmother said, as long as he brings the early summer to himself, he is a person with a heart. At that time, the identity of the daughter of the criminal minister in the early summer will be buckled on her head, and everyone will know it. Even if he can protect her life, will she be happy in this life? It was his father who killed her whole family, but she wanted to be his concubine and serve her every day, can her heart be comfortable?
How will they get along then......
Instead of letting her stay by his side in the love-hate dilemma and suffering every day, it is better to let her live a carefree and comfortable life.
Can...... But he was reluctant......
King Jing's heart was very chaotic and chaotic......
Just walked along Yongxiang in a daze, out of the North Palace Gate, to the market, the ten-mile long street was bustling and bustling, but he couldn't hear any sound in this world, and he couldn't see anyone in this world. Just walking in a daze...... Walked all the time......
I went all the way to the outside of the city, and I didn't stop there...... Because he doesn't know where he is.
In my mind and heart, it has become a pot of porridge. Whenever he wanted to give up, her playfulness and cuteness, her pride and stubbornness, the loneliness and longing in her bones, came like a tide, and instantly slapped his thoughts down.
But when he thought of the fire in the Sun family, the charred corpses of more than 20 women, and the thought that he might never see her proud smile like the sun again in the future, his heart was cheered up again.
I thought about it like this, and I don't know how long it took...... Suddenly, a thought flashed, and I was scared into a cold sweat! That's ...... If you follow him in early summer, you will most likely die.
The royal grandmother is ruthless...... If she says kill, she will not stay. When she doesn't say it so clearly and decisively, what she does will be terrifying, not to mention, she has already said it?
If he doesn't marry Miss Chen, the imperial grandmother will definitely get rid of the disaster of early summer; If he marries Miss Chen, it will be even more troublesome. I don't know what kind of temperament Miss Chen is, in case this woman is not a fuel-efficient lamp, I am afraid that without the help of the imperial grandmother, she alone can kill Chu Xia.
He can't let early summer die, absolutely not! Even if there was even a slight danger, he couldn't do that!
King Jing stopped abruptly and stood quietly for a long time......
It wasn't until the sun set, the afterglow of the setting sun sprinkled on the empty suburbs, and the smoke drifted in the distance, that King Jing slowly came back to his senses, sighed, and hurried back in the direction of Kyoto City with heavy steps.
This time, he really didn't have a choice.
Running with early summer? If she didn't have the identity of the daughter of the guilty minister, the queen mother might just turn a blind eye, but with this identity,. He and Hatsu can't escape.
And the main thing is that he doesn't just want to keep her life, he wants to make her live happily all her life. He couldn't let her know her background.
Only when he never sees her again, only when there is no longer him in her life, will this secret be buried forever. She will find someone who loves her duty to marry, plain, but fortunately to live this life happily, and will not be pushed to the forefront again, no one will be a petty official or an ordinary person's wife.
She will be sad, she will think of him, she will miss him, she will hate him...... But over time, these will eventually be forgotten. She will have her own father-in-law, her own children, and the ordinary happiness she has always wanted.
And what about him......
King Jing let out a long sigh.
He didn't think he would forget her. After all, this is the only woman who can touch his heart. The shock of her noble nature and the distress caused by her lonely soul were to make him unforgettable for the rest of his life.
King Jing walked slowly into the city of Kyoto, this cage that binds people, looking at it, it makes people suffocate. But for the sake of her safety, he can't go, he can't escape. He can only survive......
Yes, he can't give up, he doesn't want to give up, he has to stay up......
He would always stay up until the sun was in the sky in Kyoto Castle, and at that time, he would be the closest to the sun among all the courtiers, and he would probably be less constrained. Whatever he wants, the third brother will help him. He doesn't want to be a very popular minister, he doesn't want to lean towards the government and the opposition, all he wants is to live a peaceful and stable life with his beloved girl, that's all.
But from today until the clouds break and the sun rises, he can't see her again. Nor can she be given any promises. Because he didn't know exactly how long it would take, he couldn't delay her.
After the third brother ascends the throne, will the imperial grandmother really delegate power? Or will he continue to hold the existing authority in his hands and control the third brother? Now, he really can't tell.
Xu was because of the events of early summer, which made him really feel a little disgusted with the imperial grandmother. At this time, the imperial grandmother was in his heart, less loving, and more ruthless and sinister. I hope that in the end, she can really let the third brother show her love heart. He really didn't want to see the royal family fighting each other anymore.
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Peaceful days always fly by, and the great mourning in Kyoto City quickly passed for seven days. Seven days later, the feast and drink in Kyoto City resumed as before, and the plain color in the Yongwang Mansion was removed. Even the gilded plaque with the three words "Yongwangfu" has been removed.
One of the most favored concubines died in King Yong's mansion, and I heard that she died by hanging, I was afraid that I missed King Yong too much, so I went with King Yong. But King Chen said that King Yong's tomb had been sealed, and this concubine should not be sent in, so he just asked people to find a place with good feng shui and bury it - this concubine is Linlang. The rest of the royal concubines and slaves were all released to fend for themselves, which can be regarded as an extremely lenient disposition, which inevitably attracted the gratitude of everyone in the Yongwang Palace. Especially those concubines who were supposed to be martyred, they praised King Chen as a living bodhisattva.
But Rong Yunxi knew that the reason why King Chen didn't let them be buried with him was not because he had a good life at this time, but because he just felt that these women who didn't have any feelings for King Yong should not be allowed to spoil the feng shui in King Yong's tomb. In King Chen's heart, after death, it is enough to have a woman who truly loves him to accompany him. He felt that his eldest brother must be the same in his heart.
But I don't know that in this life, King Yong is sad and sad, he doesn't know what sincerity is and what love is. So much so that in the end, he died, and his wife, in her brother's back house, was desperately a nameless concubine.
The huge Yongwang Mansion became an ownerless deserted mansion in one day. Even the pedestrians on the road can't help but feel desolate when they see it.
Rong Yunxi walked to the door of King Yong's Mansion unconsciously, and there was nothing deliberate.
Looking at the closed vermilion door, it was as if I had returned to the beginning of everything. At that time, King Yong was still the prince, and in order to save her father, she had to give up her dignity to beg the prince, but every time she ate, she was just closed.
It was the only time she didn't eat until she was closed that she met him.
Standing at this door, he said, "Whose girl is so good-looking?" ”
At this time, the place where they first met was desolate, and it couldn't help but be a little sentimental to look at.
"Let's go......" Rong Yunxi called early summer.
The early summer days were not happy, because King Jing had not been here since he left in high spirits that day. Originally, they were going to go to the General's Mansion to talk to their father about Miss Zhiyi, but halfway through, after being entangled again and again in early summer, they couldn't live or die, so they said they would wait and see. I'm afraid that in my heart, I have expected that something has changed.
Last night, Rong Yunxi also asked King Chen, but King Chen didn't know what was going on with King Jing. only said, "The fourth child has been sick for a few days, I went to see him, and I saw that he was drunk at home." When I asked him, he didn't say anything, but asked the family to drive me out, and it was like this for two days in a row. ”
Hearing King Chen's words, Rong Yunxi expected that things were not good. But on the Queen Mother's side, there was indeed no movement to let King Jing marry a wife. Inevitably helped and messed things up, Rong Yunxi didn't dare to go directly to the Queen Mother to inquire, so she could only wait and see.
King Chen didn't know what he was busy with these days, he just went to Zhaodeyuan every day to sit in a hurry for a while, and then went to ask Liu Zhai, and slept there directly at night. Listening to Mama Jin, King Chen stayed up late every day, and once fell asleep directly on the table.
Rong Yunxi was distressed, but he didn't dare to disturb him, for fear that he would be upset, and he didn't dare to ask more, so he could only let himself stay up. Thinking that the new deal will be opened, everything is being prepared, and there are many places that need to be revised and carefully calculated.
Qin Yingyue also stopped in the past two days, but only sent a snack to King Chen, and didn't go in to ask Liu Zhai yet. Listening to Mama Jin, she didn't mean to see King Chen at all, but just handed the snack to Yunshang and asked Yunshang to help send it in. And then he never came.
She is also a sensible person, so she naturally knows that at this time, what King Chen hates the most is that women used to cause trouble.
"Let's go back quickly, boil a bowl of lily white fungus soup, and send it to His Highness after dinner. Didn't the former A'er say something? Let's not be left behind. Rong Yunxi turned around and whispered to Chu Xia.
Chu Xia smiled: "Yesterday, the slave persuaded Miss, but Miss didn't listen." The slave maid looked at it yesterday to send it better, and it seemed that we were in a hurry. ”
Rong Yunxi smiled and thought to herself, I thought yesterday that he would go back to Zhaodeyuan to sleep. When he left, he meant to come back at night, but at night he fell asleep in the questioning willow house.
In fact, in the past few days, Rong Yunxi has not been without the idea of being too careful, and occasionally for a moment or two, she also thinks, could it be that King Chen deliberately avoided her?
Because it was the last minute and he couldn't make a mess, he couldn't go to Qin Yingyue's yard to get tired of her. But if you come to Zhaode Courtyard, you are afraid that Qin Yingyue will be heartfelt, so you can only go anywhere and make a balance.
As soon as he had this thought, Rong Yunxi hurriedly pressed himself down. And I can't help but blame myself, thinking to myself, how can she be so suspicious? It's no different from those resentful women in the deep palace who suffer from gains and losses!
In the evening, I brought a bowl of thickly boiled sweet soup to the door of Wenliuzhai, and it was still Mama Jin and Yunshang who were waiting for orders. Rong Yunxi didn't plan to go in, so she asked Chu Xia to hand over the soup to Yunsheng, and said with a smile: "Autumn is dry, I made a bowl of lily white fungus soup for His Highness, the most moisturizing lungs and reducing dryness, and the tired girl sent it to His Highness." Your Highness is busy, so I won't go in and disturb Your Highness. ”
Yunshang took it and said, "Yes." ”
Rong Yunxi did not leave immediately, but waited deliberately for a while, until Yunshang came out. Seeing that Yunshang didn't bring anything from King Chen, he had no choice but to smile and say, "Does Your Highness have the kung fu to drink?" ”
"Your Highness asked the slave maid to put the soup aside, and said that it would be drunk later......" After a pause, he took a step forward and said in a low voice, "But His Highness heard that it was something sent by the mother, and his tone was obviously very happy, not like the day before yesterday." ”
After speaking, he bowed to Rong Yunxi and took a step back respectfully.