"I'll say it myself!" Zhu Junyang remembered that the emperor's cousin once said that if you want to hold a beauty, it is best to be honest with the other party, and there must be no concealment. Because women have small hearts, they will remember it for a lifetime.

Although his situation is showing signs of improvement now, I don't know which direction it will develop in the future. Since you have decided to marry Yu Xiaocao as your wife, with the quirkiness of the little girl, you will find some signs sooner or later after getting along day and night, so it is better to be open and honest from the beginning. If the other party can accept it, of course it is good; If you really can't accept it, then keep the current relationship, it's a big deal that he will be single in this life!

Princess Jing noticed that he seemed to have made some kind of decision, and was shocked: finally her son met a woman who was willing to approach, although she was only a little girl at this time, it was a big deal to wait for her to grow up. In just three or five years, they can afford to wait.

But the son seems to want to tell the grass girl that he has kept the secret he has kept for eighteen or nineteen years. Who wants to spend their whole lives guarding a giant cannon that is in danger of exploding at any moment? If it breaks out one day, even your life may be given away!! Yang'er is too nonsense, this is the rhythm of pushing Yu Xiaocao farther and farther!

"Yang'er! You...... Think it through? Princess Jing's tone was slightly anxious, and there was a slight hesitation in her voice.

Zhu Junyang looked at his mother concubine seriously, bowed his head slowly, and said, "Mother, I have thought clearly." This matter can be concealed for a while, but not for a lifetime! Since we have the intention of asking for marriage, we must show enough sincerity! I believe Xiaocao, she is different from those girls in Beijing, she ...... Trustworthy! ”

Yu Xiaocao looked at the mother and son playing in confusion, what kind of dumb riddle is this? King Yangjun seemed to want to tell her a very important matter, something that even Princess Jing attached great importance to. Belch...... Mo Feiyang Junwang was not born to King Jing? Or is there some royal secret hidden in it? Can she choose not to listen?

Princess Jing glanced at Yu Xiaocao worriedly, sighed softly, and said, "Since you have made up your mind, the concubine won't say anything." Xiaocao, what Yang'er will tell you later, if you really can't accept it, please don't hurt him. Yang'er has not had an easy time these years...... I beg you, as a mother, to help him keep it a secret no matter what, okay? ”

"That...... Since this secret is so important, I want to ...... I still don't want to know......" Yu Xiaocao Ai Aidi whispered.

"No! I think you need to know!! Zhu Junyang felt that if he didn't say it today, he probably wouldn't have the courage to confess in the future. He grabbed Yu Xiaocao's wrist and walked towards the deepest part of the garden.

Yu Xiaocao tried to shake her arm, and Xiao Junwang's hand was like a big pincer around her wrist, and the strength did not make her feel pain, but also did not let her shake it off. I struggled hard, and found that my strength was compared to that of the Yang Junwang who knew kung fu, just like a little ant trying to shake a big tree. In desperation, I had to give up the struggle.

"There's no one here, just say whatever you want!!" There was some anger in Yu Xiaocao's tone.

Zhu Junyang let go of her wrist, a little reluctant to give up the delicate touch in the palm of his hand. He pursed his lips, sorted out his thoughts slightly, looked at Yu Xiaocao's eyes, and said, "I...... When I was five years old, I fell into the water and almost drowned......"

Yu Xiaocao's eyes widened, and the plot in the house fight novel flashed in her heart, and all kinds of conspiracy theories. She blinked her big clear eyes twice and asked cautiously, "How did you fall into the water?" What about those who serve around you? Did someone push you? What happened? ”

At the beginning, Zhu Junyang felt that the following words seemed to be less difficult to speak: "I was young at the time, and I was scared, and I was sick for several days, and I don't remember what the scene was like at that time." I only know that after I fell into the water, my father disposed of a more favored concubine! ”

"It must be that slut who wants to harm you, and your father found out! Strange, you already have two older brothers above, and your father's concubine has no reason to attack you? "According to the plot of the house fight, shouldn't you get rid of the prince who will inherit the throne in the future or something? It's no good to kill the youngest son!

Zhu Junyang glared at her and said, "When I was a child, people loved flowers and flowers, and my father was very fond of me. The slut thought that my mother was using me as an excuse to lead my father to her courtyard......"

"Oh...... Didn't your father have a soft spot for your mother? Why do you still mess up some messy women into the backyard? O you men! Always eating from the bowl and looking at the pot, thinking about hugging left and right, and enjoying the blessings of all people! Yu Xiaocao pursed her lips, revealing an expression of "all men have a virtue".

You're a little girl, you've only seen a few men, and you seem to have a lot of experience! Zhu Junyang was so blocked by her that he didn't know how to continue, reprimanded her, and said, "Do you still want to listen to your master?" ”

"Can I choose not to??" Yu Xiaocao had an expression of "this girl is forced", "I think, if you want to confide in someone, there must be an excellent woman in the strengthening group, waiting in line to listen!" ”

"No, you can't!! I just want to tell you alone!! No one else deserves to know the secrets of the master!! Zhu Junyang was a little angry, if he had changed someone else, he would have been dragged down and beaten a long time ago. Facing Yu Xiaocao, he felt the feeling of catching the hedgehog with his bare hands - he couldn't do it, and a sense of powerlessness rose in his heart.

Yu Xiaocao wilted her head and said weakly: "Okay, you say, I'll listen!" ”

"You...... What's your reaction? Is it so unbearable to listen to Ye? Zhu Junyang felt an evil fire blocked in his heart, and he wanted to send it but couldn't.

Yu Xiaocao rolled her eyes at him, and there was a hint of arrogance in her tone: "Then do you want to say it?" Don't say I'm gone!! ”

Zhu Junyang took a deep breath, one day he would be by this angry little girl!!

He calmed down and continued: "Since that serious illness in the water, I have suddenly been able to sense the emotions of some people inexplicably. Especially to the malice of others, it is even more sensitive. ”

Yu Xiaocao's eyes widened, with a little excitement in his eyes: "Wow! In other words, after going through a difficult situation, you have gained superpowers! It's still a superpower of perception!! It's so cool!! That's good!! ”

"What a day!! The malice of others can have an impact on my emotions and make me lose my mind. For example, those who approach me with ulterior motives and scold me have the lowest level of disgust, and I only feel depressed in my heart, and I can bear it. If the other party has malicious intentions and does not carry them out, this kind of bad feeling will make me want to get angry. If the other party wants to poison me and the relatives around me, I will lose my mind......" Zhu Junyang's good-looking brows frowned slightly, as if he didn't want to think back to how he survived at that time!

"You are swayed by emotions, probably because you were too young to have an inexplicable fear of changes in yourself. If you were an adult, you wouldn't have had such a big reaction. What kind of loss of mind are you talking about? Yu Xiaocao was affected by his emotions, restrained the little excitement in his heart, and seriously helped him analyze it.

Zhu Junyang hesitated for a moment, glanced at Yu Xiaocao, secretly gritted his teeth, and decided to continue: "The first time I broke out, it was because the big girl who trusted the concubine by her side gave the concubine a chronic poison. At that time, the overwhelming malice from that girl swept over me and devoured all my reason. All I felt was darkness in front of me, as if my body was out of my control, I couldn't see anything, I couldn't hear, and I didn't know what was happening. When I was woken up by the anxious screams of the mother......"

He glanced at Yu Xiaocao again, not knowing if what he said next would scare this little girl who listened seriously. After thinking about it, since it's all started, why bother saying half and half left?

He decided to continue: "By the time I was awake, the girl was lying dead at my feet. In my hand I was holding the dagger that my father had given me on my fifth birthday. The mother's eldest maid...... Head, face, body...... He was stabbed to a bloody pulp, his legs were broken at his knees, his carotid artery was also cut, and blood flowed all over the ground......"

After speaking, he stared at Yu Xiaocao seriously, thinking that he would see the expression of fear, fear or disgust on her face, and he was also mentally prepared to be disgusted.

Unexpectedly, this twelve-year-old little girl had a serious face, wrinkling her brows and thinking about something, and finally met his sight, not hiding or being afraid, and seriously helped him analyze: "Little Junwang, I think you are a psychological disorder, called post-traumatic stress disorder syndrome, which is manifested as either homicide, suicide or self-harm......"

Where did she hear that? It seems to have been seen in the trailer of a certain Qiyi player. Sounds bluffing, professional, right?

"You...... Not afraid of me? Zhu Junyang secretly breathed a sigh of relief in his heart. is worthy of the person he has a crush on, and it is really different, and it is worth him to confess his secrets.

Yu Xiaocao twisted her eyebrows, looked at him, and asked, "Will you hurt me?" ”

"Of course not!!" If he had a choice, he would rather hurt himself than let her suffer the slightest injury and grievance.

"That's it! What is there to be afraid of? Yu Xiaocao replied to him with a delicate little white eye, and his thoughts returned to the words he said, "Later, did a situation like this happen again?" ”

Zhu Junyang nodded and said, "Yes!" And it has appeared many times! I felt as if there was a devil living in my heart, and it would come out from time to time, swaying my mind and body, and making me do some brutal things. Actually, there are some people who may not deserve to die, but I killed them when I lost my mind......"

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The author hasn't come back yet, and the manuscript is very sad......