080, like blood dragonflies
Originally, my heart was full of sourness, and when I heard his implicit confession, the blocked place in my chest was like an explosion, and there was a sharp pain in an instant, and then the sourness that was blocked turned into tears and fell from my eyes one by one.
What's wrong with me? I know that his love for me cannot be adulterated, but why do I think he betrayed me just because Bai Xuelang shouted a few words of his name? Still angry with Xiaoyu to leave him......
"I really didn't do anything with Bai Xue, her kind of personality, I hated it thirteen years ago, and I won't like it now. And I don't have the slightest thought of any woman except that I have no restraint for you. So, you really don't have to worry about that in this regard. There's no need to shed tears for something that didn't happen. ”
My tears probably fell on Xuyun and made him feel it, so he coaxed me gently.
At the moment when he carried me on his back, in fact, I was already relieved and believed that he had not betrayed me. It's just that most of the reason I cried was because of his cruelty.
Thinking of the picture of Zhu Xun's father's arm being bitten off by his snake Gu, my tears flowed out of my eyes like broken thread beads and dripped on the back of his neck. But I didn't say a word, not even the sound of crying.
He walked on his back for a while, and before I could respond to him, he paused and tilted his head slightly to the back, "Boss Zhu's family is secretly helping my rival Ruan Qing, trying to break up our family of three, if I don't teach them a lesson, I will feel like a man!" Xiaohe, I know that you are kind and can't look at cruel things, but I want to tell you that men and women are different, and they can't be so indecisive and cringe. Men have to be ruthless in order to protect their families. ”
"But you don't have to be so ruthless! An arm! "I still don't understand his cruelty.
"So what? If people don't offend me, I won't offend anyone, if it weren't for his daughter Zhu Qian who injured you with a dagger, she almost killed you! I really won't take off one of his arms today, at most let the snake Gu bite him. But he was not strict with his daughter, and repeatedly made her hurt my family, how could I be soft! When Xu Yun said this, he suddenly changed his words, and said, "Xiaohe, Zhu Qian hurt you like that, but Ruan Qing is still with her, have you thought about the reason behind it?" ”
Xu Yun mentioned this, I did find that although Xu Yun said that the means were extreme, every time someone else violated him first, he would fight back. And, most of them are for the maintenance of our home. As for Zhu Qian's injury to me, he has always been obsessed with it, and if he has the slightest opportunity, he will take revenge immediately. But Ruan Qing was different from him, not only did he not punish Zhu Qian for hurting me, but asked their sister and brother to help......
At this point, it seems that he doesn't care too much about me.
"Also, Bai Xue will suddenly frame me and make you misunderstand me and her, I don't think it has anything to do with Ruan Qing......"
"Why do you think so?" After all, the hatred between Xuyun and Ruan Qing is too great, and it is difficult for Xuyun to escape the element of provocation when he says these words. So, I'm still skeptical.
"Because, everything is so coincidental." Xuyun didn't explain much, only said this.
This can't convince me at all, because I don't feel that Ruan Qing is the kind of person who is particularly scheming.
"Maybe it's because you're thinking too much, and there aren't that many coincidences at all...... Also, I didn't dispel my suspicions about you and Bai Xue. "I didn't feel angry.
As I spoke, I withdrew a hand from his neck and wiped the tears from my eyes. This will, in fact, I am not angry with him anymore, but I don't want to forgive him and make him feel better.
"I'm fine with her! Don't put her and me together in the future and say, you don't feel disgusting, I still feel disgusting! Xuyun mentioned Bai Xue and started a fire again.
I saw that he was angry with me again, and the grievances that I had suppressed in my heart rose again. I took a deep breath angrily, looked around, and found that unconsciously, he had carried me out of the path in front of Zhu Xun's house and came to the road in the county seat, so he was no longer afraid, reached out and patted him on the shoulder, "Let me down!" ”
He ignored me and kept walking, and the pace was still fast.
Seeing this, I patted him on the shoulder again angrily, "Zhao Xuyun, I'm going to come down and go by myself!" ”
He still ignored me, and he didn't stop. But Mao Zhu, who was holding Xiaoyu in front, paused when he heard the words and looked at us.
Zhao Xuyun ...... "I saw that he was carrying me to the roadside vegetable market, so I was even more anxious, and I reached out and hammered him on the shoulder, "Are you a wooden man?" I shoot you, don't you hurt? Put me down! ”
But he still didn't react, and continued to walk on.
At this time, not only Maozhu and Xiaoyu looked at us, but even some vegetable vendors looked at us and showed surprised expressions, and some people smiled and pointed at us.
I felt so embarrassed to be carried on his back by such an adult, and I was going to put my head directly on his back, and I was going to slap him hard again at the end, so that he could let me down, but when I raised my hand and was about to shoot down, I felt that he stiffened for a moment, and the hand supporting my leg was also tightened, as if he knew that I would work harder this time, so he was ready to continue to bear it.
Seeing this, I couldn't bear it anymore, so I slowly put my hand on his shoulder, and then hugged his neck with the other hand, and cried aggrievedly, "You bastard, you know how to bully me...... Whining...... Obviously, you beat me, and you were suspicious of me and Ruan Qing all day long, but in the end, you asked me to give in...... Why? I...... Uh......"
Before I could finish my sentence, he suddenly crouched down and let me down. As soon as I felt my feet hit the ground, I stopped talking, and then I stood firm, intending to walk around him.
He suddenly got up and grabbed me by the wrist, pulling me into his arms hard, and then ran his other hand through my long hair and held the back of my head, forcing me to lift my head and lift my feet to face him.
I saw him bow his head, frowning, and a hurt expression appeared on his handsome face, "Bai He, you fool, do you think that the slap I hit you is the only one who hurts?" My heart is broken, you know? Do you know how much it hurt me when you said that Ruan Qing didn't believe me? ”
His voice was deliberately lowered, but in this noisy environment, I could still hear it clearly, and my heart was touched by these words.
"I ...... I really don't know......"
"I knew you wouldn't know! Well, let me tell you, if you didn't know that you had a period with him before, and said those words without any scruples, I might not be jealous and heartache to the point of losing my mind. But now, you already know about him, and you are still facing him everywhere in front of me, and even hiding the matter of my meeting with him for him, I am not a generous person in this regard, how can I stand it? ”
When Xu Yun said hate, he suddenly lowered his head, bit my lip fiercely, and heard my voice crying out in pain, he left, and said to me again, "If you don't know how I felt at the time, then, let me tell you again, when you misunderstood me and Bai Xue, that feeling was the feeling I felt when I heard you say that you believed Ruan Qing!" ”
As soon as he said this, I slapped the aching lip that he had bitten just now, and the anger in my heart that slapped me on him disappeared. It turned out that I said that if I believed Ruan Qing, it would make him feel so heartbroken......
"Husband......" I knew that I didn't care about his feelings first, and after provoking his heartache, I felt a little guilty, reached out and tugged at his vest, softened his tone, and took the initiative to apologize, "Husband, I'm so stupid, I didn't expect it to hurt you, if I had known, I wouldn't have done that." You're worried about me, so you found me and Xiaoyu for a night......"
When Xuyun heard me say this, his eyes turned red, and then he lowered his head sharply and kissed me.
This kiss made my heart tremble, and when his tongue broke into my mouth, domineering and not tenderly hooked my tongue entanglement, I only felt that the noisy surroundings instantly quieted down, and the scene was like only me and him. I returned to him, and the sense of security that only he could bring me came back to my heart, and I was moved to tears.
At this moment, I was sure that my heart was Xuyun's, and no matter what I had with Ruan Qing before, I didn't want to remember it.
After the kiss, Xu Yun lowered his head and forehead to my forehead, and kissed the tip of my nose and lips a few times with affection, before he said to me dotingly: "My little fool, you have finally opened your mind and understood feelings." I'm so relieved...... I'm also swearing to you now, that is, the last time I slapped you, it was the first and last time. ”
I was still a little pimple in my heart because of this, but now when I heard him swear like this, I was completely relieved, moved to pick up my feet, and took the initiative to kiss him on the lips, "We'll have a good ...... in the future." Xuyun, let's not hide from each other, suspect each other, okay? ”
He nodded, then hugged me tightly into his arms and breathed a deep sigh of relief.
"Oh, now this young man is just an open ......"
"Isn't it, it's fragrant in front of so many people."
“……”
But we didn't hug for long, and there was a sound of other people's discussions around me, and my cheeks suddenly became hot, and I pushed towards Xuyun. Xuyun naturally knew that I was thin-skinned, so he hurriedly let go of me, took my hand and walked away. At this time, Mao Zhu took Xiaoyu very measured and went to the toy stall in front to buy toys.
When we walked over hand in hand, Xiaoyu had already stuffed several small toys with bamboo in her hands, but Xiaoyu felt a little wilted and had no interest in these.
"Xiaoyu, don't you like these toys?" Seeing this, Xuyun squatted down and asked him.
When Xiaoyu saw Xuyun coming, she happily threw away the toy, reached out to hold his neck, and asked him to hug him. Xu Yun picked him up with a smile and asked him again, and Xiaoyu replied: "Daddy, I don't like these toys, I like blood dragonflies and Granny Dai's snake ......"
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