Extra 7: Low to Dust (Dean)

When she was about to graduate, she told me that she would have to go back after graduation.

I knew what she was talking about, after all, his grandfather, and his father, weren't here.

She will be in my life only because her mother arranged for her to come and study with her grandmother for a few years.

She is the granddaughter of the Gu family, and her mother used to be an important link between the two families, and now it is her.

Her shiny coat, made of chains, could not be taken off or shaken off, and was more difficult to break free from than the poisonous snake that once strangled my neck.

The more I became acquainted with her, the more I seemed to see her dislike for that garment, and she was very good at concealing this disgust with pride and indifference.

As if by appointment, my mother passed away in the second half of the same year......

Since my life was on the right track, her health has been getting worse and worse, and every once in a while, she either has a cold or a cough, and there are only a few days when she is in good condition for a month.

The doctor said that she was not only anemia, low blood pressure, low blood sugar, but also low trace elements in the body, weak resistance, and easy to get sick.

Then her cough became worse and worse, and by chance she had a viral cold, which led to a lung infection, and the high fever did not go away, and the person actually left......

For me, it was very sudden, I thought that I was capable now, she was resting, her body would get better day by day, I didn't think she would go so fast.

I was sad, but I seemed to understand something, she should have let go of her heart and wanted to leave.

It didn't take long for me to graduate, and the only, the only thing left, the most important thing for me, was leaving me......

"I should be gone in half a month." She clasped her hands around her chest and leaned against the kitchen door, "But don't worry, you're completely stable now, my grandmother said, and will focus on cultivating you." ”

My hand stirring the spice paused, and I looked back at her, "Noshi, I'...... I found that I enjoyed cooking more than singing. ”

She looked at me and was stunned for a second, her delicate eyebrows furrowed instantly, "What do you mean by telling me?" ”

I took a deep breath, put the spoon in my hand on the side of the plate, and turned to look at her, "I want to go to your country to see, I read books and found a lot of information, it's beautiful......"

"Dean." She interrupted me, her voice cold, "You're ruining yourself, you know?" ”

"But I don't think so."

"Huh." She laughed, mockingly, and then she lowered her hand and walked over to me, pausing a step away from me, "I know what you're thinking, but that's impossible, my life has been arranged." ”

"I know very well." I looked her in the eye.

She pursed her lips, took a deep breath, paused and said, "Of course, even if it is possible to change something, it will not be you, I have nothing other than friendship with you." ”

The way she spoke was as always, resolute, sharp, and blood could be seen when she touched her skin.

"I know that too." I replied, my voice calm.

It's been three years, and I'm no longer the big boy who stutters when I talk to her, I'm growing up, growing up with her help and accompaniment.

She looked at me fixedly, looked me in the eyes, but did not speak, and I saw that there was life in her eyes.

I laughed, "Will you be angry when you're done eating?" When you are hungry and angry, it is easy to get wrinkles. ”

She still stared at me and didn't speak, the corners of my lips were raised, I raised my hand to take her thin shoulder, turned in the direction of the door, and gently pushed her towards the front kitchen door.

"This is what Uncle Creti told me, Aunt Melissa has so many wrinkles, just because she always starts to get angry before she eats."

She didn't speak until I pushed her to the living room and she twisted her shoulders.

Very reluctantly, I put down the hand holding her thin shoulder, "Sit down and wait for me, there will be fifteen minutes at most before the meal." ”

She walked to the couch and sat down, looking up at me, "Fifteen minutes, you think clearly." ”

"Well, I'll use this time to think about it."

She didn't start, ignored me, I knew she was still angry, told her the TV's remote was on the couch, and turned back to the kitchen.

She doesn't really like the tedious process of eating, and she likes to eat dessert first, like a snack, so I brought dessert and orange juice out to her first.

When I put the dessert and orange juice in front of her, I immediately felt that her face had softened a lot, and the coolness in her eyes was gone.

She sat down, picked up the orange juice, looked up at me and said, "Remember to think about it, think it through." ”

I laughed, "Got it." ”

By the time I went out with her favorite foie gras, she had already half wiped out the dessert, and she seemed to be in a much better mood.

Gu Nuoxi, people who don't know her, will think that she is stern and arrogant, once you understand her, you will find that she is actually very coaxing, all her sternness and arrogance are just a disguise to protect herself.

"What do you think?" She deliberately kept a serious face, but in fact, there was no angry shadow in her eyes, only foie gras......

"I think I still like cooking." I nodded as I spoke, indicating that I had really thought about it.

Her hand paused, her eyebrows furrowed, and she lifted her eyes.

I looked back at her with innocent eyes, "I've really thought about it. ”

Her lips pursed tightly, she paused, took a deep breath, and put down her knife and fork, "Dean." ”

"Hmm!"

"Do you know what it means to have the right time, the right place, and the right people?"

After "uh......" with her, although I learned a lot of words that seem to have a simple structure, but contain a lot of meaning and truth, this ......

I smiled embarrassedly, "Can you give me an example?" ”

"You're the best one right now."

"......" I blinked, indicating that I still didn't understand too much.

She paused for a moment and sighed, "The time and place are favorable, from Sun Bin's Art of War, what he said is ......"

"Does Sun Bin's Art of War teach combat?"

"Yes!"

I saw that her fingertips were slightly clenched, and I hurriedly said, "You continue." ”

"This word, when used in warfare, refers to the natural climatic conditions, geographical environment, and people's desires at the time of the war, which are all beneficial to one's own side." She raised her hand as she spoke, and pointed her index finger to the table, "And here, your country, is geography, and now the music market here is the direction of the day, my grandmother and your fans are all soldiers with their hearts towards you, so do you understand?" ”

“…… Seems to understand. ”

"So, you continue to develop here, maybe in another two or three years, your popularity will not be limited to this, but to the world. You come with me, and I can assure you that it will be difficult for you to develop on my side, because the time and place are favorable, and you are already lacking both. ”

She's very talkative, and I don't want to disappoint her kindness, but for me, none of that matters......

I lowered my eyes and pursed my lips, "As I said, I prefer to cook." ”

"Dean!" She called my name, very loudly.

The air instantly condensed, and the silence amplified the sound of breathing......

But the silence didn't last long, and she jerked herself to her feet and went to get her bag.

I quickly stood up, the sound of the chair scratching the floor was a little harsh, but she didn't seem to hear it, and I didn't seem to care.

I stepped forward to block her, blocking her between the couch and the table, "Are you angry?" ”

"Yes! I'm very angry! She looked up and glared at me.

I knew that she was really angry, and she was very angry, afraid that she would leave, so I grabbed her arm urgently, "What if you go back and want to eat foie gras in red wine?" ”

"There's a restaurant over there!"

"They're not as good as I am!"

"Then I won't eat it!"

"...... don't you eat it?"

My heart felt like someone had punched me hard, and it was an indescribable pain after the sudden contraction.

I couldn't say anything more, just looked at her, and she quickly looked away from my hand and pushed me away.

The sound of hurried footsteps pierced my eardrums, and I wanted to scream, to tell her that nothing in this world was more important to me than she was to me.

Maybe, we won't be together, maybe, we'll always be friends, maybe, I'll go to her wedding one day, but the only thing I want is to be by her side.

I can take care of her when she is sick, I can listen to her when she is troubled, help share her sorrows, and enjoy her joys......

I've ...... She's the only one left, and I don't want to have any regrets......

However, I didn't say anything, but her cold voice came from the door, "If you can't think about it, don't contact me." ”

The door closed loudly, like a sharp blade piercing my heart, and I closed my eyes and clenched my hands tightly.

Half a month later, she left, and she didn't contact me until she left, because I didn't show up at the signing session the next day because we quarreled, and of course, I didn't go to all the activities that followed.

The company called and warned me that if I continued like this, I would sue me for breach of contract, but I didn't care, because I had already decided to go to her.

I began to calculate, how much money would I have to pay the company in case of a breach of contract, and how much would I have left, enough to open a restaurant with her?

The day after she left, I was just about to leave for the office to talk about liquidated damages, when her grandmother's assistant called me and asked me to go to the office.

What I didn't expect was that her grandmother's assistant told me that the company would not sue me, but that if I continued to do so, it would cancel all my activities and new song plans.

I laughed because I knew it was her and she was still worried about me......

"Thank you very much, Mr. Robert, but...... I've decided not to sing anymore. ”

He looked at me fixedly, and his lips were tightly pursed after a two-second pause before they were released, and then he nodded, with some incomprehensible expression, "That's really a pity, I think you'll go out into the world, after all, even my daughter likes you very much." ”

I smiled at him, looked down, and suddenly a postcard appeared in front of me, with a blue iris on it.

I looked up in a daze, and Mr. Robert tugged at the corner of his lower lip and made a helpless expression, "She hopes I can convince you to sign this postcard." ”

"It's an honor." I smiled, picked up my pen, and wrote my name on the blue iris that represented my secret admiration.

I think I know what I should put in my restaurant in the future......