115, Recover Memory (1)

"Daddy!" As soon as I swept my eyes to Xiaoyu who was holding Mao Zhu in his arms on the sofa, he found me, broke free from Mao Zhu's arms directly, and ran towards us.

As soon as he saw him, Xu Yun didn't wait for me to say, so he hurriedly squatted down and let me down.

"Light rain!" I stretched out my hand in the direction of Xiaoyu, ready for him to run over, and I took him into my arms.

Who knows, when he shook his little thick legs and ran over panting, he actually plunged into Xuyun's arms, "Daddy...... Daddy, Xiaoyu misses you so much. ”

When Xu Yun saw him thrown into his arms, he was stunned for a moment, then tightened his long arms, wrapped his small body tightly in his arms and picked him up, and said to him with a doting smile: "I know that Xiaoyu will miss Daddy, so Daddy took you back." But Xiaoyu, we have already left the village, you will call me dad in the future, you can't call daddy anymore, you know? ”

"Daddy?" When Xiaoyu heard this, she blinked her big watery eyes and looked at him puzzled, "Daddy, what is Dad?" Is it glutinous rice poop? ”

"Hahaha, you little glutton, you know glutinous rice baba." Xu Yun smiled and pinched his nose, then carried him to the sofa, sat on his lap, and explained to him, "Dad is the name of the children outside the village called Daddy, and Xiaoyu will follow Daddy to live outside the village in the future, so you have to learn from the children outside and call me Dad." Come, call me to try......"

"Dad......"

As soon as Xiaoyu shouted, a bodyguard pushed open the door from the outside and walked in, "Zhao Shao, the person has been locked in the basement." ”

Therefore, he interrupted Xiaoyu to shout Xuyun's words.

When Xu Yun heard this, he glanced at me, and probably saw that I was not unusual, so he nodded at him, "Got it." Remember, take good care of him, he's extraordinary, you know? ”

"Understood. You can rest assured. The bodyguard nodded at him, looking clear.

Xu Yun waved his hand and let him out.

As soon as he went out, Mao Zhu said uncomfortably to Xuyun: "Doctor Zhao, these bodyguards don't know Gu arts, they are all ordinary people, are you sure you can be optimistic about Ruan Qing?" ”

"Isn't there still you?" Xu Yun glanced at him, squeezing Xiao Yu's little hand while ordering him, "From tomorrow onwards, you will be the security director of this villa, Ruan Qing not only has to show me well, but even Xiao He's mother and son must also be protected." ”

Mao Zhu gave the order, glanced at me, and then nodded.

Xu Yun then instructed him a few things about how to strengthen the manpower to protect the cherry blossom garden, and let him go to work.

As soon as Mao Zhu left, Xiaoyu pitifully dragged Xuyun's clothes, saying that he was hungry, so Xuyun told Xiaoqin's sister-in-law to cook for Xiaoyu to eat, I was going to help, but was stopped by Xuyun, and asked me to take Xiaoyu upstairs to see his small room with him.

I followed them up to the second floor. After arriving on the second floor, Xu Yun put down Xiaoyu, pointed to a room next to our room with a hidden door, and said to Xiaoyu: "Then it will be Xiaoyu's room from now on, go and have a look." ”

Xiaoyu is a child, this will come to a new environment, very excited, can't wait to run to the door of that room, push open the door and go in. Not long after we entered, they "giggled" and called us in.

Xuyun came over, took my hand, and went inside.

As soon as I walked in, I found that this room was not small, the walls were covered with bear pattern wallpaper, the roof was hung with a lot of small star crystal lamps, the small single bed was covered with a fluffy carpet, and there was a bookcase not far from the bed, and there were many children's books on the cabinet. In the cabinet near the windowsill, there are all kinds of toys neatly arranged. The toys are all new, and even the trademark plate has not been removed.

When I saw this well-decorated children's room, I couldn't help but look around and then move my gaze to Xuyun, "When did you set this up?" ”

"After you came back, when you shouted Xiaoyu's name in a coma, I asked people to set it up. I knew that without a light rain, even if you were by my side, you would not be able to live steadily. When Xuyun answered me, he looked at Xiaoyu playing with toys with soft eyes, and the corners of his mouth rose slightly, revealing a doting smile.

But because of his words, my heart tightened, "You arranged it so early, did you expect to take Xiaoyu back from Ruan Qing's hands?" ”

When Xu Yun heard this, the smile on his face froze instantly, and then he looked at me and said lightly: "It should be said that I actually never intended to give Xiaoyu to Ruan Qing." When you gave him to Ruan Qing, I had already made up my mind that when I succeeded in getting out, I would take Xiaoyu back. ”

It turned out that he had planned it from the beginning, but I stupidly thought that he had been in a passive position, and was repeatedly calculated by Ruan Qing, so he had to fight back to hurt him. Now it seems that I think Xuyun is too weak. He was never a man to be slaughtered.

"Xiaoyu seems to be adapting to the new environment......" Xuyun suddenly changed the topic, and said meaningfully, "It's much better than his mother." ”

I lowered my head and watched him holding my pair of white and slender hands, my mind drifted away, do I really want to choose to ignore Ruan Qing, let Xiaoyu recognize Xuyun as his father, and then live with him for the rest of my life as if nothing happened?

Can it really be?

I didn't have an answer, but the thought of Ruan Qing being locked up in the dark basement again, I felt that Xiaoyu's innocent smile in front of me was ironic.

Then Xiaoyu played in the house for a while, and downstairs there was the sound of Xiaoqin's sister-in-law shouting that the meal was ready and inviting us to go down to eat.

Xu Yun went downstairs with Xiaoyu in his arms, and as in Ruan Zhai before, he personally gave Xiaoyu some dishes and handed the bowl to Xiaoyu to eat by himself. When he was in a hurry, he also reminded him to be careful with something. Seeing this, Xiaoqin's sister-in-law and another nanny on the side all cast surprised glances at Xuyun, as if they didn't expect him to have such a gentle side when he was cold and arrogant.

And I don't know why, I didn't have an appetite at all when I saw this sumptuous dish. I didn't eat breakfast even though I was hungry, but when I saw the food, I lost my appetite in an instant.

"The food doesn't fit?" Xu Yun was obviously serving sleet, but suddenly turned his head and looked at me beside him and asked.

I was thinking about something, but he suddenly did this, startled me, and shook my head almost reflexively.

"Is that for some irrelevant people to be absent-minded and forget to eat?" As soon as he spoke, his gaze became a little colder.

Someone who has nothing to do with it?

I knew in an instant, he was referring to Ruan Qing, right?

In order not to make him think too much, I picked up the chopsticks and barely ate a few bites, and then he took his cold gaze away from me.

Finally finished eating, so he asked Xiaoqin's sister-in-law to coax Xiaoyu to his room to play. Then, he took me to his study on the third floor and asked me directly, "When you handed over the notebook to Ruan Qing, did you see where he put it?" ”

I thought he had brought me here to say something, but I didn't expect it to be Wen. But I didn't have an image of this matter, "At that time, I was in a hurry to see Xiaoyu, and after handing him the notebook, I didn't pay attention to the whereabouts of the notebook. ”

When I answered truthfully, I saw that he frowned and looked at me unhappily, "Are you really not paying attention, or are you simply helping Ruan Qing hide the whereabouts of the notebook?" Xiao He, you must know that the notebook is the only bargaining chip I can use to deal with Ruan Qing's Gu technique. I haven't studied the back dozen kinds of Gu, and if you suddenly take it away from him, the consequences will be unimaginable. Think about it, do you see where he put it? Even if you provide a little information, your people will find it. ”

"I really don't remember! Xuyun, that was originally Ruan Qing's thing, if he really came to harm people because of that notebook, he would have harmed people a long time ago, would he have to wait so long? "Although I hate Ruan Qing for designing to trick me into stealing the notebook and returning it to him, but if you think about it carefully, this notebook is his, and I am just returning it to its original owner.

I couldn't help but be angry with Xuyun when I said this!

I saw him suddenly pinch my shoulder, shake it a few times, and roared: "At this point, don't you still understand who is your relative and who is your enemy?" You even helped him speak! ”

"I didn't speak for him...... Xuyun, you really make me incomprehensible, obviously you said that Gu art is very evil, and you want me to stay away from Xiaoyu, but you don't want to study it and learn it! You are powerful and powerful, what else do you need that Gu magic to help you get? Xuyun, if you really want me and Xiaoyu to return to you, in fact, you don't need to put Ruan Qing under house arrest at all, you only need to draw hundreds of his blood and refrigerate it, and the amount of drops per week should also be able to support Xiaoyu until she grows up. Why do you have to do such a cruel thing? You ......"

Speaking of this, I took a deep breath, mustered up my courage, and continued, "You say Ruan Qing is despicable and cruel, but what's the difference between you and Ruan Qing like this? ”

As soon as I said this, I felt his hand pinching my shoulder getting harder and harder, and in the end, I was in pain that I couldn't stand it anymore, and I felt as if the bones of my shoulder were crushed by him. But I was stubborn, and I just refused to cry out in pain.

He stared at me for a long time, and finally let go of my shoulder, squinted at me, and said with a little trembling: "Do you remember something, otherwise, how could you suddenly become so ...... So much like you used to be? ”

"The old me?" I grasped the point, ignoring the pain in my shoulder, and asked him, "Xuyun, what kind of person was I before?" I feel like you're scared of me becoming the same person I used to be...... No, you should be scared of me recovering my memory! Xuyun, what happened before I lost my memory that made you so scared? ”

When Xu Yun heard this, his breathing became difficult, so he turned his head to avoid the gaze that looked at me, "Bai He, did I say that I hate you for being so aggressive now?" Gentleness and obedience are what I like......"

"What do you like?" My heart throbbed, and tears welled up in my eyes without warning, "I see...... After I lost my memory, you raised me into a personality you like, right? Such a weak and timid character is not my original character at all, right? ”

When Xu Yun heard this, his face turned pale, and he looked obviously weak.

Did I get it right, he really cultivated me into the character he liked after I lost my memory. A cowardly and cowardly person who can only hide in his arms and live for heaven with his joy and anger!

Suddenly I found out that he was so selfish!

"But Zhao Xuyun, you have cultivated me into such a character, you like it, do you really love it?" I slammed my eyes shut, banishing the tears from my eyes, and then opened them angrily, staring at his handsome, familiar but suddenly unfamiliar face.

If he really loves me like this, he won't force me to shout loudly in the yard, regardless of my humiliation and fear to stimulate Ruan Qing!

If he really loves me like this, he won't cheat me like a fool all the time!

If he really loved me like this, he wouldn't have taken my feelings into account, repeatedly killed people in front of me, and fought cruelly with Ruan Qing in front of me. It's about calming things down!

When he heard this, his eyes widened, and he looked back at me in astonishment, but he didn't say a word.

Seeing this, I smiled with tears in my eyes and said with a heartache, "Actually, you just like me after the amnesia, and what you really love is me before the amnesia!" For the sake of me before me, you can kneel and beg your father to punish you for my sake......"

At this, I suddenly lost my words, and hurriedly stopped talking, and turned to leave the study.

But he grabbed my arm and asked me in a panic, "Did you not take the medicine I gave you?" ”

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