The two of them had been gone for a long time, and he was still standing there like a fool.

It's his birthday...... He made an appointment with her a week in advance, but when Qin Yinan appeared, he was left behind.

That night, he drank too much, he didn't remember how he went back to the Song family, and how he went upstairs to the bedroom, he was so drunk that day, he vaguely saw her, and kissed her in a daze......

When he was very young, he was often amazed and amazed by what others looked at him.

At that time, he didn't hate that kind of gaze, and even liked it a little, until later, he was sent to a mental hospital by his mother, and the old woman who took care of him sneaked into his room late at night, and since then, every time he comes into contact with that kind of gaze, disgust and ridicule will appear in his heart, so that when he enters adolescence in junior high school, the boys around him begin to have physiological needs, everyone will get together in the middle of the night to watch movies, hide in the bathroom and solve it by hand, or some directly have girlfriends, Only he didn't have the slightest interest in those things.

There are many girls chasing him at school, no matter how beautiful and excellent, he never looks at it, some girls will be deterred by his coldness, but some are more and more frustrated, and one of them also stripped naked in front of him......

However, the scene in front of him was so relieved that his body did not react, and even when the girl approached, his stomach rolled with nausea.

It was at that time that he knew that he probably had a problem with that......

So when he kissed her that night without any psychological barriers, he himself felt a little incredible, he thought it was an illusion, it was a dream...... But in the dream, she was rebelling against him for Qin Yinan.

He was really hateful and jealous, and then he controlled her mind with the strength of alcohol, and then he took her ......

He's not having a problem with that, he's having a problem with everyone but the one he likes.

The day after that night, she said a few words to him with a pale face and red eyes.

"Su Zhinian, I don't need your responsibility."

"You'd better forget about it, and rot in your stomach and don't let anyone know."

After that, she began to avoid him, and she didn't even return to the Song family.

She blocked all the numbers she had added to him and refused to answer all calls and messages about him.

He really wanted to apologize to her and be responsible for her after finding her...... But before he could find her, he ran into a secret that no one knew...... That secret made him never have the right to love her again......

Then the fact that he liked Song Qingchun, just like his superpowers, became a secret that only he knew.

……

The room was exceptionally quiet, Song Qingchun slept very sweetly, and Su Zhinian, who was sitting on the edge of the bed, looked at her eyes because he remembered the past, and his emotions were tumbling very much.

He vividly remembered how broken he was when he knew that secret.

He was in the bar, drunk for seven days and seven nights.

He wished he hadn't bumped into that secret, but his innate superpowers let him know, and he began to hate himself, to the point of masochism......

As if he didn't want to think about it, Su Zhinian turned his head slightly and stared at the deep night outside the window.