Chapter 352: Freedom is in the heart
And the picture after that is the picture of the Flame King sending Jing Ji's remnant soul to the Chaos Realm! I thought it would be what the Nine Dragons pulled the coffin that I had been talking about before, but now I know that it turned out to be used at this time!
Killing Flame King, let Jiulong pull the coffin, carry Jing Ji, and go to the Chaos Realm to be reborn!
But as he left, Jing Ji stood in the coffin, looking at him with beaming eyes. "Yanlang, why are you so persistent? I am a dead man......"
The Flame King shook his head and looked at her persistently. "Your life shouldn't have ended, it's because of me, I have to pay you back."
In the picture, Jing Ji wanted to stay, but she couldn't resist him. Jing Ji sighed beside me, "Others have always been like this, and it is difficult to change what you believe. In my head, there is a tendon. If you feel that you owe someone, you will give everything you have to repay others. When I was young, it was like that. We were all taught by the same gentleman, and when he was punished, I was only accompanied by an umbrella, and he felt that he owed me, and then treated me even better. ”
"And when he was taken to purgatory by the King of Slaughter, I just gave him a bottle of plaster and helped him back to the house from the door. He kept thinking about it and gave me all the good things he had. It's in his nature. Emotionally, he is stupid, thinking that companionship is deep love. In fact, it's just a habit, used to giving me everything good, getting used to letting me do everything. But I don't know that this is not love at all......"
Her words made me look at her blankly as if I had been struck by lightning. It's a little unclear, so ......
"You mean ......?"
She chuckled and shook her head, "He doesn't know what love is, and he doesn't know how it is, it's family affection." Because I grew up with him, maybe he didn't understand what feelings he had for me. Is it habit, or brother and sister? Or do you really like it...... He didn't understand this, and I didn't want to explore it. And what happened later caused him to feel that he owed me more, so he desperately wanted to pay me back. He didn't let me die, and he insisted on resurrecting my life, all of which he was paying me back. ”
She said with a very depressed expression, this kind of depression made my heart soft and soft, sour and sour, as if I saw myself disappointed at the beginning. I know this feeling best. So...... Subconsciously, I spoke. "Maybe, you're just thinking too much, how can he hold on to you for so long if he doesn't have love? If he doesn't have love for you, how can he ever be on the Qianmo Ancient Road, because he can marry you, and smile like he has won the whole world......"
Even though I said these words with difficulty, I still said them clearly.
Jing Ji's expression was confused for a moment, and then she shook her head again. "There's no going back. From the moment I was framed by Yu Zixuan, I no longer had the shame to stand in front of him. Even if he doesn't care, even if I don't think about it, it's going to be a scar on my heart. I can't get past it...... So the Chaos Realm may be the best choice. Over there, I can forget everything here and start all over again...... Everything, it's new......"
I was slightly stunned and lowered my eyes.
Truly......
Such a result may be good! In terms of Jing Ji's high temperament, letting her be by the side of the Killing Flame King will only make her always remember what she used to do with Yu Zixuan. Even if it was designed, it would always remain in my heart, just like my scars.
On the surface, it doesn't seem like much. But as soon as the scar was opened, it was already festering.
Seeing that I didn't speak, she smiled, "Actually, it's good now!" He doesn't understand the love between men and women, and he doesn't understand what his heart is. But...... Bystander Qing, he is interested in you. In front of me, he always regarded himself as a big brother and wanted to protect me for everything. But in front of you, he will get angry, he will get angry, he will taste, he will be sad, and he will start to reflect...... In this way, he is more vivid and more like a normal person. ”
Is that so?
I was silent...... The scenes of the past are all displayed in front of me.
There is the appearance of him angrily pinching me, the appearance of him being jealous and threatening to abolish one of Liu Wenxuan's arms, and the appearance of him compromising and helpless under my insistence. I'm still thinking about it, and the shadow of Jing Ji here has begun to fade slowly.
She looked back at the statue, "Not enough strength...... It's just a remnant, and it won't last long. Then I'll make a long story short, he is a person who values love and righteousness, and he is also a person worthy of being entrusted for life, not to mention, you have a place in his heart. Now that I'm gone, the obstacles that the ridge has in front of you and others will disappear. Give him more patience and wait, and you will find that he is worth it. He is more of a responsibility and a guilt to me. I'm the one who is leaving, so why do you linger on me? ”
Her form began to fade, and then a voice was as clear as the sound of the underworld.
She said, "If you cling to one thought, you will be trapped in one thought; When you let go of your thoughts, you will be at ease in your heart. ”
I sounded like I was hit hard by something! What I was struggling with before was that he had been using me all along, and, at the most critical moment, he didn't choose me!
But now think about it!
If the Killing Flame King is such a merciless person, Jing Ji has paid so much for him, he can put Jing Ji aside, regardless of the man who ignores it, is it still the Killing Flame King I know?
If he hadn't been grateful for Jing Ji's rescue, and had been persistent for so many years, how could he have attracted me?
Not to mention......
What did he use of me?
I have nothing to lose, my friends are still alive and my mother is still alive. He didn't pump my soul, and he didn't turn me into a furnace. On the contrary, it also gave me an unforgettable time, and gave me such a well-behaved and obedient kindness, and if it weren't for him, I would have had the opportunity to meet so many people? So many friends of life and death?
So, at the end of the day, what am I still struggling with? Entangled with one, a person who has died, or even a person who has reached the Chaos Realm, the position in his heart? It's not a fool's doing, what is it?
When you let go of your thoughts, you will be at ease in your heart......
I suddenly wanted to thank her, but her figure had already dissipated. Even the light on the statue is gone......
I looked at Shan'er in confusion, "She...... Gone? ”
Shan'er nodded with red eyes, "The queen mother told Shan'er that after she took care of you and your father, she disappeared." ”
My heart is a little empty, and I have a little more admiration for this woman I have never met, but I have always heard of it! Towards the statue, I also knelt down and kowtowed three times, grateful for her selflessness! "May in the next life, when you attain Bodhi, your body be like glass, clear inside and out, pure and unblemished, and you will be happy, stable and peaceful in your life."
When I finished, the statue seemed to smile, as if Jing Ji was still there, with a myriad of demeanors.
Then a translucent shadow floated out of the statue and slowly fell on me.
When the soul was completely returned to its original position, there seemed to be an extra stream of heat in my body, echoing with the dragon pattern on my back. The heat was warm, as if it was nourishing my whole body. At that moment, the Lingtai was clear, and there seemed to be a lot more things in my mind.
When I opened my eyes again, I only felt that everything around me seemed to have become a little different!
I used to have good eyesight, but now I ...... It's even better!
Even a speck of dust from a hundred meters away, I could see it clearly. And in front of the statue, the halberd that I had lost before was hanging quietly there, with a faint and remarkable antique luster. And I, as if I had a feeling of being in touch with it, moved my heart, and this halberd actually floated in front of my eyes.
My eyes widened slightly in surprise, "Shan'er, what's wrong with me?" ”
Shan'er threw herself into my arms with red eyes, "Mother...... The queen mother gave you the power of her remnants and used it to activate the ...... This is a dragon pattern. ”
"And then?"
"With you as the soul and the body as the instrument, the power of heaven and earth is drawn, and the wish of the sky is felt, you can accept the wish power of the mother-in-law outside, so as to increase your own cultivation as ......"
I was overwhelmed, and that's not all. Shan'er followed up and said, "From now on, as long as the dragon pattern does not disperse for a day, you will kiss your mother, and you will not die or die......"