58. His melancholy
I'm afraid that I owe two kinds of people, one is the man I like, then I will feel inferior, and the other is the man who likes me, so I will feel guilty.
I don't think of men who are good to me as spare tires or give them any hope, and I do take that very seriously.
Gu Tingsheng rarely chatted with me, he smiled and said: "When I first met you, I thought you were a willful little girl, but I really didn't expect you to be my Gu Tingsheng's little wife, I still remember you praising yourself in the café, it's so shameless."
When I first met Gu Tingsheng, he asked me to be his woman in the café, but I refused directly, and even secretly praised myself for hurting him, to be honest, I did it on purpose at that time.
Who made him look like the only one in the world?
I asked stiffly, "You are nine years older than me, I was originally your little wife, and besides, do you think I'm not pretty?"
Gu Tingsheng was speechless and didn't answer my words.
He had great physical strength, and he carried me down the mountain without any confusion, and he dropped me down and flagged down a taxi to take me away.
Gu Tingsheng held my hand and led me to a new-style community, he swaggered in, I asked curiously, "This is your apartment?"
He snorted, "I bought it a few years ago."
I said, "Housing prices in Beijing are very high, and when I have money in the future, I will buy a small apartment in Beijing and take my parents to live there."
Gu Tingsheng paused: "I have a few suites in Beijing."
I shook my head, "I want to earn my own money to buy one."
He probably knew about my self-esteem and didn't mention it again.
Gu Tingsheng's apartment is very large, I walked around and said enviously: "At least a few hundred square meters, I feel that one floor is yours."
He laughed, and I was surprised: "Is it difficult?"
Gu Tingsheng said in an indifferent tone: "I like to be quiet, so I simply bought all the suites on this floor."
Buying a floor in Beijing costs at least tens of millions, and his location is in the second ring road.
Gu Tingsheng is a soldier, and his salary is not able to pay for his consumption, and I secretly sigh in my heart for the evil capitalism.
I was curious and asked, "How much is the army paid each month?"
He raised his eyebrows: "It's basically not more than 10,000."
As if he knew what I wanted to ask, he explained: "I earned this house myself, and although I am a soldier, I have other side jobs and do not rely on my family."
"What's your side hustle?" I asked.
He joked, "President, do you believe it?"
Gu Tingsheng took off his tie and said with a smile: "The villa and sports car you bought in City A are all my money, and they have nothing to do with the Gu family, Wei'er, in fact, my ancestral home is in Beijing."
I looked at him suspiciously: "What about the Gu family?"
"The Gu family is just an indispensable ornament."
At that time, I didn't understand the meaning of this sentence, and it was a long time later that I realized that Gu's existence was really a joke.
All the people in the Gu family are the pawns of others.
And this point, the people of the Gu family know better than anyone else.
He was frank, and I said, "My ancestral home is also in Beijing."
He looked at me in surprise, and I explained, "Lao Tao is from Beijing, and he became a son-in-law and went to City A with my mother to develop."
Gu Tingsheng looked enlightened, and I asked with a smile: "What's so surprising, it's not a big deal."
He beckoned to me, I walked over and sat next to him, he put his arm around my shoulders and took him into his arms, and said with a smooth tongue: "When Mrs. Gu talks about herself, I have to at least give a reaction."
I squinted: "Who did you learn from?"
He lowered his eyes and ignored my question.
I found that Gu Tingsheng had changed, and he would pick me up and give me a certain reaction, instead of letting me sing a one-man show by myself.
I got up from his arms and said, "I'm going to take a bath."
His eyes were deep, and the tails of his eyes were slender.
Men are mostly lower-thinking animals, and I guessed that he was cranky, so I smiled and turned to leave for the bathroom.
I had contact with Gu Tingsheng a few days ago, and I still had his pinch marks and kiss marks on my neck, I reached out and touched it, and suddenly remembered that I had taken off my coat when I was in Ye Zhan's ward.
I don't know why, I suddenly panicked.
I shook my head and no longer thought about this bad thing, but took a shower and went to the bedroom to blow my hair, and as soon as I picked up the hair dryer, Gu Tingsheng opened the door from the outside and walked in, he still had an English magazine in his hand.
He came over and asked, "Do you need me to help you?"
I shook my head and said, "Go and rest."
He walked for several hours, and his body should be very tired, he put down the magazine in his hand, squinted at me, and said, "Then I'll take a shower."
Following his line of sight, I saw that my chest, because of the bath towel wrapped directly, so a large part of my chest was squeezed outside.
I stretched out my hand and covered it, "Then you go!"
I'm not in the safe period, so I don't really want to be touched by him, and I don't want to cause him any fire, in fact, I have a knot in my heart.
The child I lost...... It's not a few months yet, and I can't accept getting pregnant again now, and I want to wait until Gu Tingsheng completely dissects me before thinking about it, so that I can feel safe.
Indeed, I am hypocritical in this matter.
In fact, after I did it with Gu Tingsheng the day before yesterday, when I accompanied Ye Zhan in the American hospital, I secretly bought contraceptives.
I'm very cautious now, even if I have children, I want to wait until everything is safe, at least when I have nothing to fear!
Wait a little longer, when I take over Beijing Dow.
Wait until I ask Gu Tingsheng if he would like to have a child!
I quickly dried my hair and lay asleep in bed, and after a while I heard the door open, and then I heard footsteps.
I felt that the bed next to me sank a little, and then my cheek was patted by Gu Tingsheng with a cold palm and asked, "Sleep?"
I pretended to be dead, and he tried a little harder.
I couldn't put it down, so I simply opened my eyes and asked, "Have you taken a bath?"
He hummed lightly, his palm wanted to open my futon, I clenched the corner and asked, "Uncle Gu, do you want to do that?"
He was stunned for a moment, and instantly understood the meaning of my words.
Gu Tingsheng pinched my shoulder with his fingers and asked, "Don't you want to give?"
I nodded and whispered, "I want to sleep."
He said directly: "You sleep with yours, I'll do mine."
Me: "......"
Gu Tingsheng forcibly pulled the quilt on my body and threw it on the ground, and then his fingers touched my bath towel hard.
The body was completely exposed in front of him.
His eyes sank, like a turbulent wave.
The current scene is nothing more than thunder and fire.
Seeing that the situation could not be changed, I simply hugged his waist and pressed it against his body, and then kissed him on the cheek coquettishly.
His fingers clasped my shoulders: "You're flirting with me."
I hummed and asked, "Are you feeling bad?"
Gu Tingsheng said bluntly: "You are also very uncomfortable."
Yes, I'm having a hard time!
I wanted to hug him, so I gritted my teeth and said, "Then you have to serve me well, don't be too domineering."
Gu Tingsheng doesn't know how to serve people, he has always been domineering, when he turned me over and pressed underneath, I grabbed his neck with one hand, grabbed his arm with the other hand and forced him underneath.
He looked slightly stunned, I reached out and stroked his chest, and said softly, "Uncle Gu, I want to be on it."
He hooked his lips and smiled.
In the end, I gasped and lay on the bed, Gu Tingsheng got up and went outside, I thought about it or wrapped his shirt and got up to follow, he picked a room to go in, I leaned out from behind him and saw a bath.
Gu Tingsheng filled it with water, and then he sat on the edge of the pool with his bare buttocks, without saying a word to me the whole time, this room is very peculiar, all square is glass, but just now I couldn't see the inside from the outside, and I could see the outside completely.
The building next door to us has many floors of lights flickering, many homes that haven't fallen asleep yet, and the endless traffic on the bridge in the distance, all of which are dazzling neon.
I stood by the window and asked him, "What are you looking at?"
Gu Tingsheng said lightly: "This city."
His tone was slightly sad, and I asked, "What's there to see?"
Gu Tingsheng turned his head to look at me, and he was silent for a long time before he told me decisively: "Before, this city isolated me."
I frowned, "I didn't understand."
He said in a deep voice: "Wei'er, Beijing is so big, but there was no place for me, I couldn't stay here before, and now I want to leave but can't leave, it is estimated that it is fate."
"Gu Tingsheng, I don't quite understand what you mean."
He played dumb riddles: "Later, you will understand."
Seeing that he didn't seem to want to mention it again, I took off my shirt and walked into the bath naked, I approached Gu Tingsheng and kissed his lips, he thought I was going to kiss him, so he took the initiative to approach me.
I watched him slowly lower his body, he lowered his eyes to look at me, I hugged his legs and kissed his heat, he snorted in his throat, and then reached out to press my head, and he also ran his fingers along my long hair, and said in a hoarse voice: "Wei'er, call me."
What Gu Tingsheng wanted to hear was: "Husband."
I did what he wanted, I didn't want him to be sad anymore.
I can feel that Gu Tingsheng feels very uncomfortable.
That night, we were like two foolish children, tossing and turning until early in the morning, while Gu Tingsheng was sleeping, I went to the pharmacy to buy contraceptive pills to drink, and then bought breakfast for him to take back.
I put my breakfast on the table and yawned, I wanted to go back to sleep but received a call from Mo Lin.
He said lightly: "Grandpa asked you to go home for dinner at noon."
Dinners, which generally include other relatives of Dow.
As soon as I showed up, those Dow people were going crazy.
No one wants to see Dow's power placed on one person, and my existence is the biggest hidden danger to them.
I hung up the phone and went to the bedroom, I originally wanted to wake up Gu Tingsheng, but I hesitated when I saw the tiredness between his eyebrows.
Just as he was about to get up and leave quietly, Gu Tingsheng suddenly opened his eyes and asked, "You look very hesitant, do you have something to say to me?"
He has always been intelligent and understands people's minds.
I said, "I want to go see Grandpa."
"Huh?" He was puzzled.
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