Chapter 113: The Sparrow Doesn't Want to Be a Phoenix
, the fastest update of the latest chapter of the pet farmer little girl! "I don't need to confuse him." When An Xiu'er heard Wu Shi say this, she couldn't help but feel a faint sadness in her heart, she shook her head and said, "I guess you don't know what he was like when I knew him. ”
"At that time, he was disliked by the villagers of our whole village, and the villagers were afraid of him and called him blind Zhang." An Xiu'er talked about the past, she felt more and more distressed about him, she wiped a handful of tears casually, and said: "I was also afraid of him at that time, I did marry him for money at the beginning, but later I found out that in fact, he was actually very good." ”
Wu Shi heard An Xiu'er talk about what happened to Zhang Zhen'an in recent years, and she couldn't help but feel a little stunned in her heart, she didn't think about going to him since he left, because she guessed that he would definitely not be able to stand the powerless life, and he would definitely take the initiative to return to Zhang's house when the time came, but she didn't expect that he would be so stubborn, and since then, he will really never return.
Even though he has been living so badly outside in the past few years, he still hasn't taken the initiative to ask the family for any help, as if he really disappeared from the Zhang family, and he has to ask her to let people find him before he is willing to come back.
"Of course my son is fine!" She held back her tears and raised her chin, still looking high and noble.
"But no matter how good it is, he doesn't belong to you." Wu Shi looked down at An Xiu'er with pity like a god on top, "It's like a person who picked up something that didn't belong to her, but now, she should return it." ”
"Let you have sharp teeth and clever tongues, but it's useless, the difference between the door and the door is not something that you can smooth out with a tongue, for the sake of you being with my son for so many days, I will say a few more words to you."
Wu didn't know what it was, suddenly she changed into a different person, no longer like the previous miracle corruption, she seemed to be confident, everything was under control, and her performance was comparable to her identity.
She had already gained the upper hand, sat upright on the chair, looked like a noble lady, and said: "In the past, my son was obedient to me, and I admit that I was sorry for him, and I did something wrong and made him angry, but who can be innocent? I believe that as long as I admit my mistakes with him, he will forgive me, and we will still be a close mother and son at that time, and you, what kind of thing? ”
"Yes, any girl in the room around me is better looking than you, and she knows more etiquette than you." Zhang Zhenping helped on the side.
"Even if the sparrow flies on the branches, it doesn't want to become a phoenix!" Wu's words made An Xiu'er's heart like a lightning strike, they were like this, sarcastic her, belittled her, and stepped on her without fear, even if she was ready, her body was still trembling involuntarily at this moment, and as soon as Wu's momentum was strong, she showed her timidity.
Even if she told herself that it didn't matter, they had said it on purpose, in order to get herself out of him, but her heart was shaken, and she admitted that they were right.
He is indeed not worthy of him, let her speak like a spring, but the difference between the door and the bottom will always be the abyss in front of the two.
She doesn't want to marry a wealthy family, she just wants to marry an ordinary person, sunrise and daily income, she doesn't know why in just a few days, she has become like this, she has become the sparrow that climbs the high branches.
Wu is right, there may have been a gap between their mother and son before, but the blood relationship will never be severed, as long as Wu admits his mistake, then their mother and son will still be intimate.
And what about yourself? An Xiu'er sat in place, feeling that half of her body was almost stiff.
"Think about it yourself, don't say I didn't give you a chance." An Xiu'er originally thought that the Wu family was going to drive her away, but who knew that Wu's voice changed, and she said to An Xiu'er as if she was giving alms: "If you want to be the eldest lady of our Zhang family, you can, then you have to learn the rules of our Zhang family, do your part, I can give you time, but if you are not competent at that time, then you don't blame us." ”
"Either you become a concubine and retire in our Zhang family, or you take the initiative to leave, and you can still leave two points of dignity, and I can give you a sum of money, which is enough for you to have no worries about food and clothing in this life." Wu looked at An Xiu'er fixedly.
An Xiu'er only felt that her heart was like a mess, she didn't know anything about the rules of this big family, Wu asked her to learn the rules she could learn, but she knew that Wu would not have such a good heart, there must be more difficult things waiting for her, but she didn't want to give up like this, she also wanted to become better.
After thinking about it, she stood up, looked Wu Shi in the eyes, and said, "I'm willing to try." ”
"Okay, that's your own thing." A smile appeared on Wu's face, as if he had won the battle.
An Xiu'er felt that she was three points weaker, but she still stood in place with her neck stalked.
It wasn't until Wu and the others left that she understood what she had promised.
Didn't she think that she was just going to pretend to be stupid and fool around? Why did it suddenly become a condition for her to agree to Wu's?
She didn't come in her heart and was a little panicked, she was led by the nose by the Wu family behind her.
Perhaps, she herself is unwilling to admit defeat, she doesn't believe it, she can't learn what others can know!
Everyone's background is predestined, she can't choose, she comes from a humble background, but now, she has the opportunity to choose, she should grasp it well.
What's more, what Wu said is right, if Zhang Zhenan reconciles with her at that time, at that time he doesn't say that he will obey Wu's words, at least her words will have some weight in his heart, and when the time comes, in order to protect himself, he will inevitably be caught in the middle and be a bad person, once or twice, but what if it is many times? Who knows if the thin relationship between the two of them will become thinner and thinner in the exhaustion and incomprehension again and again, until it disappears?
What's more, he came to Zhang's house to do big things, and he couldn't pull him back, as a wife, she should always stand by his side and try her best to help him.
"Ma'am, are you alright?" Banxia, who was standing behind her, saw that she was in a trance, so he reminded her in a whisper.
"I'm fine." An Xiuer waved her hand.
Banxia saw that she came back to her senses, so she whispered again: "Old lady, they have already left, do you want to go out for a walk?" ”
"Let's go back to our Tingzhu Garden first, Xianggong said, there is a large bamboo forest behind Tingzhuyuan, I want to go there for a walk." An Xiuer said.
"Alright, slave, go over." Banxia stretched out her hand to help An Xiu'er stand up, she didn't want to stay in Wu's courtyard for longer, she always felt that the atmosphere here was a little depressing.
An Xiu'er's expression has always been in a trance, she is very unfamiliar with everything here, in this strange place, she has no friends, no people she knows, everyone here is like a walking corpse, when she sees her coming, she will only bow and salute, and no one will greet her cordially like in the village.
"Ma'am, it's here." Banxia reminded behind her.
An Xiu'er came back to her senses, she didn't see everything in the bamboo garden yesterday, but today she looked at it again, but it was even clearer, everything in this Zhang family was unusual, even an arch was carved with many exquisite patterns, although it was said to be a small courtyard, but the small bridges and flowing water, pavilions and pavilions inside, there was no shortage of the same.
After the nine-song corridor, she finally came to the bamboo forest behind the listening bamboo garden, she originally thought that this bamboo forest should be similar to the backyard of the private school, but she didn't expect that this place was completely different from what she imagined, saying that it was a bamboo forest, but it was actually a garden.
Delicate stone tables and chairs, next to a few large stones, those bamboos grow from behind the stones, clusters, tall, short, thick, thin, all kinds, as if someone is specially pruning, these bamboos are very elegant, have a special interest.
As soon as she sat down on the stone bench, there was immediately a little girl who prepared a plate of eight treasures, which contained all kinds of pastries and dried fruits, and she took a candied fruit in her hand, which was very sweet, but this sweetness could not stop the bitterness in her heart.
Standing up, she walked in the bamboo forest, the tree-lined path, the cobblestone road under her feet, the bamboo leaves that had just fallen, and as soon as she left, there would soon be a rough maid who would come and clean it.
"Has this piece of bamboo been here all along?" An Xiu'er asked casually.
"Back to Mrs., I heard that it has been here for some years." Banxia replied in a regular manner.
"You don't have to talk like that, I don't like it." An Xiu'er smiled slightly, and said lightly: "Let's talk as ordinary peers, you also heard the old lady's words just now, I am not as good as a maid in their hearts, maybe I will not be your wife soon, I can't say." ”
"Madam, don't say that, uncle, he still values you very much." Banxia comforted.
"Has he always lived here listening to the bamboo garden? What is your relationship with him? An Xiu'er asked again.
"Yes, the eldest master has always lived in this Tingzhuyuan before, and my eldest brother used to run errands by his side, so as soon as he comes back, he will let the slave and maid serve you." Banxia replied.
An Xiu'er understood what she said, what she meant was that she was a trustworthy person around Zhang Zhen'an, although An Xiu'er couldn't fully believe her, but when she heard her say this, she still felt that she was a lot closer to her.
In fact, it doesn't matter if she was sent by the Wu family, she has no secrets, and all her secrets are not worth her miserable family background.
After walking around, An Xiuer stopped on the stone chair again, this is really worthy of the name of the bamboo garden, as soon as she sat down, the wind blew, and the bamboo leaves rustled, which was really very suitable for the situation.