310. Loneliness
I was shocked, even if he wouldn't let me go, but he wouldn't have to chase after me personally, weren't there so many cavalry generals? As I thought about it, I looked at the figure urgently, I did want to get out of this army, but not in such a desperate way. This crazy horse doesn't know where it's going to take me, and I'm sure I'll die if I get rid of it. Don't escape the ninety-nine-eighty-one difficulty, but in the end you didn't avoid the horse's hooves.
So at this time, no matter what Zhu Gaoxu's motives were, he just desperately hoped that he could stop Crazy Horse's hooves.
However, he tried several times to block Crazy Horse's path with his horse, but Crazy Horse bypassed him. When the two horses ran parallel to each other, Zhu Gaoxu shouted: "Jump down!" "I looked at the ground, and it was so fast that I couldn't see it clearly, if I jumped, would I still be alive? The hand holding the horse's neck still did not loosen, and the leg holding the horse's belly froze and did not move.
At this time, it is really not a question of whether you dare or not, but whether you have the courage or not. The instinctive fear of death and the avoidance of all dangers are impossible for people to die knowing that they have landed.
And maybe the brown horse under him was frightened by Zhu Gaoxu's side, and swept out like an arrow from the string, leaving them behind the horse's ass at once. I'm out of distractions, so I'll leave it to my fate, fate has never intended to let me go anyway.
Just as I was in despair, suddenly a force of gravity came from behind, and it was dark in front of me, and something was weighing down below. I didn't know what was going on, my vision was completely covered, and I didn't realize until I was lighter on my back that it was Zhu Gaoxu who jumped on my horse. He just looked up, his body still pressed against my back, and I was breathless. And he tried to pull the reins of the horse, but he couldn't reach them several times, and his eyes became dark again, and his vision was obscured again, and when he could see it, he could already see the reins being grabbed by him in his palm and pulling hard.
But the horse under him was completely uncontrollable like a wild horse, and the more Zhu Gaoxu pulled the reins, the faster it galloped. I watched him pull the rope off, and I felt the inertia on my back and I was about to be thrown out, but in the next moment I saw the gray sky flipping, and my mind was blank when I fell to the ground.
The body did not stop in place, but was flying outward under the influence of inertia, even if Zhu Gaoxu dragged me when he landed, he couldn't stand this powerful inertia and was thrown away. I couldn't even do the head protection action, so I hit somewhere, and suddenly I felt that my five internal organs were displaced, and I curled up my body and could only moan in mourning.
It took a while to relieve my breath, and when I pulled up my sleeves in pain, I saw a bruise and broken skin, not to mention the legs, which looked extremely hideous in blood. This is really a flying disaster, why did you have such an accident because you can't walk and want to ride a horse? Can't get along with me?
At this time, I can only use nonsense to relieve the pain in my body, otherwise I am afraid that I will not be able to get up for a long time. I felt that something was wrong, Zhu Gaoxu fell off the horse with me, why couldn't I hear him for so long?
When I was able to recover my strength to prop myself up and search around, I found that there was a person lying on my stomach a few feet away, judging from the figure and clothes, who was Zhu Gaoxu? After taking two deep breaths, he got up and staggered away, and when he came to him, he was shocked to see that Zhu Gaoxu's head had just hit a big rock, and there was already a pool of blood on the ground.
Leaning over and flipping him over, his eyes closed and his face pale, apparently fainting, and there were several scratches on his face that had been worn down by sharp stones on the ground. If I hadn't been Xu Lan, if I had really been just a passer-by and was caught by him, I was afraid that I would have run away regardless of his life and death at this time, but I wouldn't have been able to go.
First he tore off a piece of cloth and bandaged his head, then looked around to see if there were any herbs that could be used to heal his wounds. But when I looked around, I suddenly felt that the forest in front of me was a little familiar, and there were mountains and rocks not far ahead, as if this was ...... The forest outside Ginkgo Village? Suspicious, I walked around the circle and made sure that I had stumbled into the forest by mistake.
It's just that I used to go to the hot springs, but this time I came in from the other side, and I found the cave. When I went back, I dragged Zhu Gaoxu to the cave, and then went to the forest to pick herbs and came back.
After I finished taking medicine for Zhu Gaoxu and bandaging it, I calmed down, sometimes the world is really unpredictable, who would have thought that I saved his father here many years ago, and saved him again many years later.
I also applied herbs to my arms and legs, and I felt very sad in my heart, full of wounds, and I had to find herbs to get alone, and no matter how painful it was, I could only swallow it in my stomach, because even if I shouted out, the person who felt sorry for you was not around.
How did I end up in such a situation?
Instead of thinking about those ifs in vain, I was stunned and wondered what to do next. But thinking about it, I was too tired and sleepy, and in the end I didn't sleep all night, and I only slept for a while in the morning and marched with the army, or in such a way that I consumed my physical strength, and then I experienced falling from my horse and getting injured, I had a rich day.
As soon as his eyes were closed, he was in a trance, and the man fell to the ground and lay down. Not to mention sleeping in the dark, but this sleep was also really deep, and when I woke up, it was already dark, and the cave was dark.
It took me a while to get up from the ground, but the pain of my arm made me gasp. Before, I was forced to go to the neighborhood to pick herbs, and I didn't think much about anything else, and then I regretted why I didn't pick up a little dry firewood and came back. No matter how sore his body was, he still gritted his teeth and got up, staggered towards the entrance of the cave, and suddenly heard a quiet question from the dark: "Where are you going?" ”
I was stunned for a moment before I realized that it was Zhu Gaoxu who had woken up, and I didn't want to pay attention to him, but after thinking about it, I replied: "Go pick up some firewood and come back to light the fire." In the darkness he asked, "Do you have a fire breaker?" ”
Subconsciously touched his body, only to remember that he was no longer the original outfit, and the fire fold that he often carried with him was gone, so he had to say frankly: "No." The shadow suddenly got up and walked straight up, and when it passed past me, he didn't pause, but dropped a sentence: "Then just wait for me to come back." ”
Listening to his footsteps leaving, I shrugged my shoulders and sat back down, saying in my heart that this person had hit a big hole in his head, and he had so much blood that he had just slept for a while, and he could come and go freely, and his physical fitness was not ordinarily good.
Maybe I made a wrong decision, it was the best time to leave when he was knocked unconscious, and even if I couldn't bear it, I could have dragged him to the cave and applied herbs to the wound, but I didn't even think about it at the time.
Yan Qi wants to make me trip him, I'm afraid that I have achieved my goal now.
In a hurry, he heard footsteps outside the cave, and he pricked up his ears and listened for a while, making sure that he was coming this way. The dark shadow under the moon walked into the cave, and a lot of firewood was thrown on the ground, and after only a moment, the fire was lit up until the twigs were ignited, and the cave was suddenly illuminated, and Zhu Gaoxu's head was still half wrapped around it, which looked particularly funny.
He glanced at me and said, "You do know how to heal?" ”
I shook my head: "I just know a few herbs." "And these herbs were taught to me by your father, I silently added this sentence in my heart. But seeing that he looked sarcastic: "But your bandaging skills are really bad, so you almost wrapped my whole head with a cloth." "I didn't go to answer his words, I really had this idea at the time, but because I didn't have clean gauze and bandages at hand, I had to tear the cloth inside my skirt to replace it, so I gave up this thought.
Seeing that I was silent, Zhu Gaoxu asked again: "Why don't you take this opportunity to escape?" ”
I was silent for a moment, then pulled up my sleeves, and my arms were covered with black herbal paste, which I chewed with my mouth. When he fixed his eyes on my arm, he said, "The injury on my arm is okay, but the abrasion on my leg is serious, do you think I can escape?" "I guess I can handle it.
When he asked why he was rescued, I expected the question, but the answer was deliberate: "Save you is not like you bloody generals, who can only see the killing in front of you and nothing else." You are more or less injured to save me, I will not do such an ungrateful thing, and I will not be able to die without saving me. ”
"You think it's horrible that my hands are bloody? But do you know what is the scariest thing in the world? ”
"What?" I followed his question.
"Loneliness."
When I spit out the two words from Zhu Gaoxu's mouth, I was shocked, and I probably knew what he was implicit. Sure enough, I heard him follow and say, "I used to be locked up like a dog in an empty place with only four stone walls, at first I thought that I could just be good to her, but as time went on, I found that I was more and more afraid of loneliness, because silence can make people crazy. ”
Those increasingly gloomy paintings were carved in this atmosphere, and his ambition was left in Beijing as a proton, and then he was imprisoned in an underground stone chamber because he was involved in the world, and since then the so-called ambition has nothing to do with him.