Chapter 457 Affectionate and sad
Looking at it, Cheng Ruoke suddenly noticed Zhan Leyan's gaze, she turned her head and saw that the man who was close at hand was looking at her with an affectionate and sad look.
Cheng Ruoke was stunned.
It seemed that such a look infected her, making her unconsciously want to care about him.
"Why haven't you seen your wife all this time?" Cheng Ruoke probably guessed from Xiang Ling's words that maybe Zhan Leyan's wife had left her.
Because Xiang Ling has been matching her with Zhan Leyan, her best friend will not push her to the road of no return for Xiaosan.
Sure enough, Zhan Leyan's gaze became more profound.
Cheng Ruoke waited for Zhan Leyan's answer, Zhan Leyan moved his lips, and then fell silent.
After a while, he said softly: "She has always been by my side." ”
In Cheng Ruoke's ears, it probably means that Zhan Leyan's wife has passed away, but he has never forgotten it.
I was moved by this man's deep affection in my heart, but I was also inexplicably a little lost.
"You must love her, don't you?" Cheng Ruoke looked at Zhan Leyan's deep gaze and asked.
Zhan Leyan turned his head to look at Cheng Ruoke, and the corners of his mouth and eyebrows were full of smiles.
"I love very much, I love very much, but my love has brought her too much suffering and harm," Zhan Leyan said as she looked at Cheng Ruoke with burning eyes, "Maybe it is because of this that she chooses to forget me and everything about us." ”
Isn't it dead? Cheng Ruoke became more and more incomprehensible.
"With someone like you, it may not be ordinary, but maybe your wife prefers an ordinary and free life." Cheng Ruoke said casually.
Zhan Leyan's eyes froze.
Could it be that this is the reason for her selective amnesia? She wants an ordinary, free, unfettered life?
Instead of living under his aura every day, being entangled and framed by all kinds of boring women.
That's why she created her own company and storefront, and worked so hard to get out of his aura and survive independently?
Zhan Leyan closed his eyes and took a deep breath of cool air.
I'm sorry, Ruoruo, but I don't know the real you too well.
"Perhaps, I don't know her well enough." Zhan Leyan sighed slightly.
"Then you can make amends, since you know why she left, then try to make up for it, so that she will come back!" Cheng Ruoke tilted his head, with a long ponytail hanging down behind his head, looking playful and cute.
Such a ......
Zhan Le Yan looked at Cheng Ruoke intently, thinking to himself, this Ruoruo should be what she looked like when they first met!
"I'm working on it." Zhan Leyan said.
Cheng Ruoke heard Zhan Leyan say this, and suddenly felt empty in his heart.
Then, when she realized what Zhan Leyan had done to him before, she suddenly became angry.
"It's too late, I'm going back." Cheng Ruoke got up angrily, threw Zhan Leyan's coat in his arms, and turned around and walked back.
Zhan Leyan didn't get up to chase after her, just sat quietly and watched her back slowly disappear into the night.
What does he have to do so that there is no more harm and pain in this heavy love?
Cheng Ruoke had insomnia.
She was lying on the hospital bed, thinking about Zhan Leyan's eyes and expressions when she mentioned his wife, full of affection, but when she closed her eyes, she remembered the complicated gaze of Zhan Leyan when she looked at herself, sometimes deep, sometimes profound, sometimes affectionate.
She couldn't figure out why Zhan Leyan wanted to provoke her since he loved his wife so much?
Is he just using his wife as a pastime because she is not around?
Men are really animals who can't stand loneliness.
Cheng Ruoke tossed and turned, and insomnia caused headaches.
But instead of calling doctors and nurses, she just lay quietly, imagining in her mind that she was drawing a beautiful white dress.
It wasn't until the details of the upper body of the dress were completed in her mind that she closed her heavy eyelids and fell asleep.
Zhan Leyan thought about it for a long time downstairs before getting up and going upstairs, in the ward, Cheng Ruoke was already asleep, and the nurse moved a simple folding bed.
The previous ward was a VIP suite, and there were extra beds in the room, but in this ordinary single room, there is only one bed.
Zhan Leyan loosened his tie and lay down on the folding bed.
Five minutes later, he got up.
It was so soft that he couldn't sleep comfortably.
He looked at Cheng Ruoke who was sleeping on the bed, and longed for the position next to her, but now was not the time, he was afraid of scaring her.
So he simply put the quilt and pillow on the floor and lay down directly.
Well, it's not soft now.
Zhan Leyan closed his eyes, listened to Cheng Ruoke's slight breathing, and slowly fell asleep.
Early in the morning, Cheng Ruoke woke up with the sound of birdsong outside the window, she stretched comfortably and touched the gauze on her head, fortunately, it didn't spread out while sleeping.
She was about to get out of bed and wash, but was startled by Zhan Leyan, who was lying on the hand and still asleep with her eyes closed.
She just wanted to shout, but she was afraid of disturbing him, so she covered her mouth and sat on the edge of the bed and watched Zhan Leyan.
When he was sleeping, he was so handsome......
Cheng Ruoke found that he was unconsciously looking at Zhan Leyan's sleeping face and committing a nymphomaniac.
She wanted to go to the bathroom, and she couldn't help it.
But to do so, you have to step over Zhan Leyan.
She hesitated again and again, and even rehearsed several times in her mind which foot to take first, and finally, the physical torture made her unable to wait any longer, and walked out of bed barefoot, standing beside Zhan Leyan, and took the left foot first.
Cheng Ruoke's legs were long, enough for her to step over Zhan Leyan's body without touching his body.
She breathed a sigh of relief and prepared to step her right foot over as well.
But......
Zhan Leyan woke up at this time.
"What are you doing?" Zhan Leyan had just woken up, and there was a hint of laziness and hoarseness in his voice.
This voice startled Cheng Ruoke, and she didn't know whether to put down or withdraw her right foot, which had been raised.
So between hesitation, he lost his balance like this, and the whole person smashed straight towards Zhan Leyan's body.
"Ah......" Cheng Ruoke screamed as she fell.
And Zhan Leyan, although he quickly supported Cheng Ruoke's body with both hands, the excessive landing speed still made Cheng Ruoke's forehead have a close contact with his nose.
Zhan Leyan's nose was sore, and tears were about to be knocked out.
He covered his nose with red eyes, while Cheng Ruoke was lying on top of him, covering his forehead and exhaling.
"It hurts!" She struggled to get up from Zhan Leyan.
Then I saw that there was something crystal in Zhan Leyan's eyes, and it was about to come out.
"You...... Are you crying? Cheng Ruoke was surprised, she just accidentally bumped into him, how could she knock people into tears?
Zhan Leyan is a big man, he won't be so fragile, right?
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to, I was just careless...... I want to go to the toilet, but you're blocking the way......" She herself had a headache, but when she saw Zhan Leyan's tears rolling in her eyes, she didn't care about herself.
Zhan Leyan didn't bother to explain, and directly let go of the hand covering his face.
Only then did Cheng Ruoke notice that his nose was red.
Originally...... Did you hit your nose......
So his tears are physiological tears, not so painful that he cries.
Cheng Ruoke's guilt was much less, so his head began to ache faintly.
Originally, there was a wound on the head, and such a collision made it even more painful.
So she sat up, dizzily clutching her forehead and closing her eyes, frowning and enduring the pain.
The nurse came in for a routine round, and as soon as she opened the door, she saw Cheng Ruoke sitting on Zhan Leyan, and she let out a soft moaning sound in her mouth, but she didn't dare to look at it, she immediately turned her head, blushed and said in a panic: "I'm sorry!" ”
Fei also rushed out of the ward and closed the door with his backhand.
Cheng Ruoke saw the nurse's performance, and only then did he notice that he was sitting on Zhan Leyan's waist and abdomen!
The hospital gown is a one-piece dress, and the two of them are disheveled and have ambiguous postures......
Cheng Ruoke's face burned suddenly.
She wanted to get up, and Zhan Leyan also wanted to get up, but the two of them moved together, and Cheng Ruoke fell to the side and shook his back.
Shame on the dead!
Cheng Ruoke immediately got up from the ground and ran into the bathroom.
Leave Zhan Leyan, sit on the hand and laugh.
It's really a laugh.
It had been a long time since he had laughed so heartily, and seeing Cheng Ruoke's appearance just now, he really couldn't help the urge to laugh.
"Don't worry, I won't tell anyone about your ugly appearance." Zhan Leyan shouted outside the bathroom door and inside.
Cheng Ruoke covered his face, feeling that his face seemed to be feverish.
It's so embarrassing that he was knocked to the ground like that, and the posture is so funny!
She really wanted to turn back time, she would rather wake up Zhan Leyan to make way for him than do such a stupid thing and step over him!
After she finished washing up, she rubbed enough, couldn't hear any movement outside, and confirmed that Zhan Leyan had left before coming out of the bathroom.
The nurse had already taken away the folding bed and pillow quilt on the ground, and Zhan Leyan had left.
Cheng Ruoke found the clothes that Xiang Ling brought for her and quickly changed them.
She never had to wear that hospital gown again......
She's going to be discharged.
She was already able to go back to work.
Don't be alone with Zhan Leyan in the hospital anymore, it's really too dangerous, if things go according to this......
Cheng Ruoke suddenly thought of the heroine in the romance novel, if this continues, will Zhan Leyan's wife come back, will she launch a series of revenge on her?
She straightened her clothes, tied her hair up, and planned to escape the hospital.
But at the door, I met the dean and brought someone to check the room.
"Where are you going?" Seeing that Cheng Ruoke had changed his clothes, as if he was going out, the dean immediately became nervous, "Your condition is very unstable now, and you may be in danger at any time after surgery, so you must stay in the hospital and observe at any time!" ”
"I ...... I'm just bored and want to go out and have some fun, and I'll be back in a while! Cheng Ruoke hurriedly said.