Chapter 492: As You Wish
"Do you care about me?" asked Wang Yazhuo.
I shook my head: "I don't want to have any more unprovoked sacrifices, that's all." ”
Wang Yazhuo shook her head, it was raining, I don't know if she was already crying, but there was crying in her voice.
"For you, am I really a tool, when you want to hug me, hug me, and then if you don't want to hug, push me away, and then say sorry to me." Wang Yazhuo's voice trembled: "Do you know how long it took me to persuade myself to forget about you and stop thinking about you, but a hug from yours made me put all my previous resolutions aside." ”
I would like to answer. But all the words were choked in my throat. I don't want to talk to Wang Yazhuo about the matter between me and her, I'm already very tired, and the only thing I want to do now is to have a good rest, and then go and find out who is behind the scenes.
"Didn't you ask me to leave yours since you chose to let me go. Why do you want to appear in front of me again, why do you want to hug me, why do you want to stir my heart again when I am about to really forget you" Wang Yazhuo was completely choked: "You really don't know, are you hurting me like this?"
Before I could say anything, I knew I had a lot to say. However, when the words were actually spoken, the words that had been brewing in my heart for a long time all turned into three words: I'm sorry. Wang Yazhuo stumbled back a few steps, and she smiled bitterly: "Except for sorry, do you really have nothing to say to me?"
I nodded: "Yes, I hope that you will return to Beijing as soon as possible, and you will not be able to stay out until I catch the murderer." Danger is approaching. ”
Wang Yazhuo began to be a little hysterical: "You give me a reason to hide." That person. Killed my grandfather, I have the right to participate in the investigation. ”
"Can't you see" I shouted angrily: "He's targeting me, because of me, you're going to die"
"I want you to tell me that you don't want me to die." Wang Yazhuo bit her lower lip.
I shut my mouth, Luo Feng was already more than lucky, and I didn't want to harm anyone else. If Wang Yazhuo and I get too close, and if we get too close to the mastermind behind the scenes, she will cause an infinite crisis. I lost my mind for a while, and I began to regret that Wang Yazhuo was obviously so far away from me, but why should I hold her damn.
When I came back to my senses, Wang Yazhuo had already arrived in front of me.
"I know that I have a lot of burdens on my shoulders." Wang Yazhuo took a deep breath, her face was pale: "A voice recorder, you can't fool me, Fang Han, when I heard the words in the voice recorder, I already knew who secretly passed the voice recorder to me." ”
My eyes were full of shock. In this regard, Wang Yazhuo only raised the corners of his mouth slightly: "I know, I am not smart enough, staying by your side will drag you down, but I am not as stupid as you imagined." That day, my heart was really cold, I don't hate you and want to leave me, I only hate you. Why don't you tell me the truth, why use that ruthless means to let me leave you. ”
Wang Yazhuo said, and I suddenly remembered that on the day I left the Wang family's courtyard, she was facing my back. shouted: I hate you. Until now, I don't know what Wang Yazhuo's words mean, it turns out that she has already seen through my tricks, and she has long known that it is a voice recorder specially prepared by me to let her leave me.
"I like you, I love you." Wang Yazhuo's voice suddenly became very small, almost drowned in the heavy rain: "But, since you love me, why don't you choose to believe me, why don't you say everything to me, why lock yourself up and don't let anyone get close to you." ”
Wang Yazhuo kept asking why, but I couldn't answer a single question.
"I know. You like me. Wang Yazhuo took my hand: "I can feel that you like me." ”
I withdrew my hand, and I shook my head: "The voice recorder, I prepared it, I don't want to see you again, so I tried my best to leave you." I do not like you. On that day, I have already told you all the words, do you want me to repeat them again" My tone was full of indifference, but. Wang Yazhuo grabbed my hand again.
"Fang Han, I've already accommodated you once." Wang Yazhuo said: "At the beginning, you wanted me to leave you, and I left you as you wished, but this time. I don't want to leave you again. Do you really want to hold on to your little self-esteem and fight to the end?" Wang Yazhuo said, pulling up my sleeve, some wounds that will not heal for a lifetime.
If it weren't for Weiyi's disclosure, Wang Yazhuo still wouldn't have known that I had such a depraved time. Yin Jun never mentioned it to Wang Yazhuo. I wanted to withdraw my hand, but Wang Yazhuo clenched it tightly: "I don't care what you've experienced, but I'm very distressed, do you know how it feels." It was as if the heart was about to burst. ”
"Wang Yazhuo" I snorted.
However, Wang Yazhuo also called my name: "Fang Han, don't deceive me anymore." I left you as you wished, because I love you, and you don't want to put your wounds on me. If you don't want to do something to me that you don't want to do, I know it, I accept it, because, I know, that's the best for you, because, you have more important things to do than love, I don't want to hinder you, I don't want you to do what you want to do with regret, I don't want you to be distracted, all of this, I accept it. I've been waiting, waiting for you to give me your heart, but why are you still refusing to face me today? ”
What Wang Yazhuo said made me no longer able to control my emotions, and I said in a deep voice: "What do you know?"
"You're a policeman," Wang Yazhuo still said something I didn't want to hear.
I was completely distracted. I tried my best to hide my identity, but now it seems that what I have done is useless. I asked Wang Yazhuo when she knew about it, and Wang Yazhuo told me that when she followed me to Chongqing City, she had already begun to suspect it, because Lu Fatzi and Shen Cheng easily let me go.
However, that's just suspicion. At the beginning, in the courtyard of the Wang family, Wang Yazhuo held the voice recorder I prepared and listened to it many times. Wang Yazhuo is willing to admit that at the beginning, she was really uncomfortable, but she knew that there must be something boring in it. She was going to say it, but when I went back and faced her, she chose not to say it.
Wang Yazhuo said that she could feel that maybe I approached her at the beginning, really just to take advantage of her, but she knew that if I wanted to get rid of her, I would leave her directly, and I would not use such means. On the day I went to see Gong Yuanhai, Wang Yazhuo was worried about me. Secretly rolled out of bed and went to the window to look at me and Gong Yuanhai.
At that time, there was no one else around me and Gong Yuanhai, only me and Gong Yuanhai could record. She knew that Gong Yuanhai had no way to contact her people, and the only thing she could explain was that the recording was recorded by me. What chills her is that I'd rather let her go and hurt her than have her by my side.
Wang Yazhuo has fulfilled my hardships. Left me.
In those days of separation, Wang Yazhuo was haunted by nightmares every day and couldn't sleep, and she began to realize that my identity was very special. She tried everything I could to get her out of me, and in the end she preferred to believe it. I was afraid of danger and harm to her, so I did that.
Wang Yazhuo had never figured out why Luo Feng and I broke up suddenly, but when the same experience happened to Wang Yazhuo, she figured it out. She knows. I deliberately wanted Luo Feng and her to stay away from me.
When I returned to Beijing from Hulan County, especially when the bomb was defused on the train, Wang Yazhuo had already confirmed her speculation. Wang Yazhuo also tested me, she asked me why I defused the bomb, but I didn't answer, this kind of temptation, more than once, after Huang Yinkai said that I still have an identity, Wang Yazhuo also asked me, what is the other identity.
Something similar, Xuanyi also said. Before he died, he threatened to tell my true identity, and said that once he said it, those people around me would leave me. These words were all remembered by Wang Yazhuo.
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