"Are you sure? Didn't lie to me? I asked. He should know that I have a cowardly character, and maybe he will deliberately say this to make it easier for me.

Niu Lifan sighed: "My ability to collect information is definitely not weak. You still don't believe me? ”

I exhaled, and now I had to do it. I put my hand on my lower abdomen and said to myself, "Son," I didn't know what to say, and after a long pause, I said, "Mommy will come on." Even if it's something hurtful, I'm willing to do it for you. But in my heart I continued, "Not just for this child, but also for Zong Sheng." Zong Sheng went through so much to accept this child, and I don't want him to lose this child. ”

If you stand at the door of the ward, you can see the ward over there. On the other side of the bed, there was a woman with a bandage on her head, and the corners of her eyes were a little bruised. If she hadn't had a big belly, it really made people think that she should live in surgery.

My mom had already packed her things and walked out with her things and said, "Where's the car?" Let's go quickly, get out of the hospital early, and lie down early. ”

I said in a hurry: "Mom, you and Niu Lifan go to put things first, I'll go to the toilet, and I'll come right away." ”

"You! Be careful and don't squat for too long. My mother commanded as she walked out with something in her left hand and right hand.

Niu Lifan looked at me and gestured with his eyes: "Can you do it?" ”

I winked at him, and he helped my mom carry her things to the elevator. I turned around and walked to my room, but after a few steps I turned around and went to the opposite room. I had the needle in my hand, and my fingers were still trembling slightly, but I knew I had to do it today. Whatever the consequences of this incident, even if it is for me to go to hell after I die, I will do my best for this child today.

I walked to the bathroom in the opposite ward and said, "There is someone in the bathroom opposite, borrow one!" "I've been hospitalized here for several days and I've been in this situation before. No one would doubt that I said that, and I walked into their bathroom. Just leaned against the back of the bathroom door after entering the bathroom. Frowning, remorseful in his heart. At first, I thought that when I walked in, I would prick the pregnant woman. But when he walked past her, he didn't do it, completely because he couldn't do it because he was nervous.

Now I have one more chance left, and that's to stab her when I walk out. I bit my lip, pinched the needle in my hand and said over and over again: "Prick it and check, prick him and she will pass." It must be done, it must be done. ”

I pinched the needle in one hand and put the other on the bathroom doorknob, took a deep breath before I opened the door and walked out step by step.

As I walked to the woman's bedside, my feet slipped and I threw myself on the bed. In order to stabilize my body, I supported myself with my hand, and the needle in my hand pierced the woman's instep.

I quickly stood up and said repeatedly, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry!" "I don't know if it's because I'm nervous, or because I know these are the real consequences, and the tears just flowed. I actually did it, I actually put the death that should have belonged to me on someone else's body.

When I stood up, I looked at the woman on the hospital bed, her wounded face, and smiled at me: "It's okay, I don't feel anything in my leg over there." ”

I was surprised and asked, "Why don't you feel it?" ”

The woman's eyes were red: "My lumbar spine is crooked, pressing the nerve in the leg over there." ”

"You are so young, why is your lumbar spine bad?"

The aunt lying on the next bed said, "You girl, don't ask her." She's suffering. All the injuries on her body were caused by her husband, and when she was first hospitalized, we watched her walk with crooked feet. ”

I was surprised, although Niu Lifan had already told me the information before. But when I think about it, someone really beat his pregnant wife like this, this man is really a scumbag. I looked at the woman on the hospital bed and said, "Aren't you going to get a divorce?" He was still playing when she was pregnant. ”

The woman sobbed in a low voice: "I'm afraid this child can't be saved." Let's get a divorce after being discharged from the hospital. ”

The aunt in the next bed said, "Sister, you just go out, don't ask her." As soon as I say this, I cry, don't get divorced and my eyes will be blind from crying. ”

The needle I was holding between my fingers fell to the bottom of her bed and turned and walked out of the room. I was tempted to look back at the poor woman, but resisted the urge. Zong Sheng said that if he wants to leave, he must not look back.

Walked out of the room and walked to the elevator over there. I can still hear the nurses in the nurses' station talking about how my condition is, and if this child is born, he will definitely be depressed after giving birth.

When I came downstairs, I always felt choked in my throat, and I always felt the urge to cry in my heart.

When I got out of the hospital building, I saw my mom standing there ready to pick me up. My mom saw me from afar and said, "Why is it so long?" I thought you were up there. ”

I couldn't speak, so I was afraid that as soon as I made a sound, I would cry first. I can't tell my mom that her daughter isn't the kind child she used to be. Just now I sent a child to his death in exchange for my child's chance of survival. I got into the car silently, and my mom followed me and said, "Why do you look like you're going to cry?" Is there something uncomfortable? Is your stomach hurting again? ”

I was speechless, and waved to Niu Lifan, who was sitting in the driver's seat, and motioned for him to drive.

In fact, it is very troublesome to transfer to a hospital, and there are many procedures to be done. By the time I lay down in the women's and children's room, it was already dark. And after such a day of tossing, my stomach has obviously felt like it is falling. The conclusion given by the women and children is the same as that of the city hospital. The treatment was pretty much the same, even if it was dark, I was given medicine.

Niu Lifan called Zong Sheng and told me where I was hospitalized and the bed number, I was going to call my grandmother, and my mother called my dad. By the time everything was explained, it was already past 9 o'clock in the evening. I thought it would pass like this today, but what I didn't expect was that at about 12 o'clock in the evening, Zong Sheng came to the hospital.

Not only did I not expect it, but neither did my mom.

The decoration of women and children is completely different from that of the city hospital. It has cartoons on the walls that children like, and the lighting is soft, even the curtains are Snow White's. The windows are round, which has a bit of a fairytale feel.

And Zong Sheng's tall appearance, coupled with wearing a black suit and pants, followed the fairytale-like ward, which was a little incongruous.

The ward here has two beds, and I don't know how Niu Lifan arranged it, but he was able to get a separate ward. As a result, I was the only patient in the ward.

Zong Sheng walked in, my mother was already asleep on the hospital bed next to her, and on this day, she was also very tired, busy packing up her things, and busy sorting things. And I couldn't sleep at all.

It's not just the dull pain in my stomach, but more importantly, the things I did today, I can't get over the moral hurdle in my heart. I don't know what Zong Sheng's mood was when he was cruel to others. Anyway, my whole mind is in a mess right now, and I can't think at all. What the kid said to me came back to my mind over and over again. "You killed me, you killed me."

Zong Sheng walked in and sat on the edge of my hospital bed, I felt uncomfortable and speechless, and when I watched him blink, tears dripped down.

He reached out to wipe the tears from the corners of my eyes: "Don't care, we should think more about our children." Your current mood will affect his growth, and after doing so many things, I just hope that he can grow up well. ”

"Zong Sheng, I'm so scared ......" I took the initiative to reach out and hug his arm.

Zong Sheng lowered his head and kissed the top of my head: "Take care of it, and you will be fine after being discharged from the hospital in a week or two." ”

With him by my side, my heart quickly settled down, and I fell asleep in a daze with his arms in my arms. I didn't dream that night, I was too tired and fell asleep.

In the morning, I was woken up by the ringing of my phone. At that time, it was just hazy, I was sleeping in a daze, and when I heard the phone ringing, I squinted and took the phone and pressed answer.

Shen Han's voice came from the phone: "I heard that you are pregnant." Congratulations. ”

"Shen Han?" I woke up in an instant. If it was before, I was not wary of her, I was pregnant, and she should have called to ask, after all, we are friends. But now that she knows about it, and has chosen to stand on her brother's side, what does it mean that she is calling me at this time?

A voice came from the phone: "Why do they want to keep your children, and everyone in my children wants to beat them?" You think, Zong Sheng thinks, and Niu Lifan thinks. Even my brother, my uncle, and my mother thought so. Why not let your child get knocked out? ”

"Shen Han, if you think about it, you should know the reason for this. It's not that we don't like you, we don't cherish you, but you choose to stand in the midst of those who take advantage of you. ”

"Yes! They use me, don't you also use me? Since you don't want my children to live, I don't want your children to live either. I'll draw a villain and curse you and make your baby miscarry. ”

I moved my body slightly, I really didn't know what to tell Shen Han. She's too childish to behave like this. But the phone hung up like this, and I could only put down the phone and look at Zong Sheng, who was still asleep on the edge of the bed. He has deep dark circles under his eyelashes, and he has been so busy with so many things these days, and he has to come to the hospital to see me at night. He must have come straight from the company. I was distressed rubbing my hair

"Zong Sheng, for your sake, I will try my best to keep this child." ”