When Yu Moji was a small commander, he always felt that it was just a title and had no practical use; It wasn't until she lost this official position that she realized how much this title had helped her to block obstacles.

She now has only one reserve status left. Even this status is more like a special gift from the Cardinal so as not to leave her homeless. Because her current authority is even worse than when she was first admitted to the hospital.

She was still in the Chamber, but the key had already been taken. It was very inconvenient for Yu Moji to enter and exit, and the situation was like house arrest.

In the past, if such a thing happened, Yuan Pingzhi would at least take a hand and help a little. But this time, Yuan Yizhi didn't come back with her, and he didn't know where he went after that. Yu Moji is too busy to take care of himself now, and it is difficult to inquire about his whereabouts. Only when she met Yan Zheng once, did she hear that Yuan Pingzhi took the initiative to stay in the south to do other things, and for a while, I was afraid that she would not return to the cardinal.

Fortunately, Lu Chen is her teacher after all, and he still remembers her as a protégé. He was willing to help, and thought of many ways, and finally allocated a room that was originally used as a confinement room for Yu Moji to live in temporarily.

This cramped room, which had been set aside for a makeshift basis, was no other place, and did not have the expensive gas lamps that burned thousand-tose gold as the cardinals were accustomed to use, and when the door was closed, it was pitch black and nothing could be seen. Yu Mojin lived in it, and only felt that he had returned to the time when he was locked up before, remembering the painful experience that happened at that time, and having nightmares for many days in a row.

And even the inside of the Cardinal, which was originally almost entirely open to her, is no longer friendly to her - including the small star picking platform that everyone only uses for training on weekdays, but wherever technical secrets are involved, Yu Moji can no longer enter alone; The armor that used to be able to be called at will is now all classified as "skipping use", and it needs to be declared and approved level by level before she has a chance to get it—but she doesn't have any chance of needing these things now.

Lord Ling's order was to "stay on probation", and during this period, Yu Moji would definitely not have the opportunity to go to the battlefield, and he would not even be able to participate in the practical training that needed to be completed using the school field of the military department. Due to these restrictions, her rotation has almost been suspended.

Before Yu Mochen went to the south to investigate the Xuannu Sect, she was also a budding reserve, and several seniors, including Lu Chen, were more or less assigned some interesting tasks for her to practice. Even Shi Lao, who looked at her very unpleasantly at first, gradually became more and more blue-eyed towards her. Yu Moji was originally not very good at smelting, but Shi Lao had the heart to cultivate her, and he also picked a task for her to do. In addition, of course, there are also armor modifications that she is good at. One of the tasks was assigned to her by Lu Chen himself, giving her the permission to design freely. Although the scale is not as large as the twenty-four consecutive thousand machine crossbow that she changed casually, it is also a small machine with great practical value.

Now, however, these tasks that had given her so much effort in the past, no matter how much she had completed before, no longer belonged to her. As a woman, Yu Mojian had no way to get the materials she needed to complete these projects, and the DPRK stopped allocating funds for these tasks handled by female officers, so she had to withdraw.

As for who these painstaking works ended up with, or had to be discontinued, Yu Moji did not know, and he was not in the mood to know.

In the end, only some trivial paperwork will be handed to her. And this kind of work, even Yu Moji, who was a handyman back then and had only a superficial concept of the study of Yanjia, can be completed effortlessly.

Since he couldn't create value for the cardinal, Yu Moji's salary was also reduced a lot, barely enough to meet food and clothing, and if there were any other expenses, he was immediately a little stretched.

This is nothing, Yu Mochen said in her heart that she had not worked as a handyman before; What's more, she has been poor for so many years, and in the days when she couldn't see a little hope before, she also persevered seriously, so she could live no matter what.

So when the seniors who had a good impression of her in the past and the same period expressed their regret and sympathy to her, Yu Mochen just smiled slightly, waved his hand, and said, "Actually, it doesn't matter"; The few men who hated her said something cool in front of her, but Yu Moji still only moved the corners of his mouth slightly, just silently avoided it.

For the strength and devotion he has shown, Yu Moji is quite satisfied.

Until one day, according to the practice since the demotion, Yu Moji got up early in the morning to do some cleaning work - in fact, in this situation, no matter when she got up, it was just darkness to greet her.

She repeated the cleaning motion, feeling her heart as calm as an ancient well. However, after cleaning all the way to the door of the small star picking platform, looking at the door that was no longer open for her, a tear suddenly flowed from Yu Moji's eyes.

The tear startled herself. She was afraid that someone would see it, so she quickly reached out to wipe it, but accidentally rubbed the dust into her eyes, and her eyes hurt very much, and she didn't open her eyes or close them, and her eyes were red in an instant, and tears flowed more and more like a bank, and they flowed over her face that was getting paler because she had lived underground for a long time.

These days, the strong, casual, calm and calm shell that she forcibly piled up finally collapsed unexpectedly under the wash of tears.

The fragility, anxiety, confusion, and helplessness that suddenly revealed their true colors all used Yu Moji's heart. She was afraid that her reason would be swept away by these thoughts, so she could only squat down in embarrassment and bury her face in her sleeve.

Compared with the various difficulties you have to face in life, your own weakness is actually much more terrifying.

Yu Moji simply didn't know what to do. There was a voice in her head, constantly calling for herself to get up quickly while no one was looking, to get out of here quickly, to get rid of those useless thoughts quickly...... But her heart seemed to have been nailed to the ground by all this, as if it were in the present situation, and she could not move at all.

At that moment, she suddenly felt that someone had stopped beside her.

Of course, Yu Mochen didn't want others to see the current embarrassment, but she had always behaved more politely than these natives of Qi, and she definitely couldn't ignore it at this moment. She had no choice but to rub her sleeves hard, lift a tear-stained face, and squeeze out a smile full of "I'm fine" and "I'm fine" to the visitor, but nothing else.

In front of people she doesn't know very well, she is confident that she still has the ability to maintain this smile.

But what she saw when she raised her eyes was Yan Zheng.

Yan Zheng sighed and squatted down in the same posture as her. The young man, who had always been high-spirited, frowned, and did not look at her, but said, "This is the first time I have noticed that you are laughing so ugly." ”

"I'm ......" As soon as Yu Moji spoke, the tears that he could barely hold back fell again.

She was on the verge of breaking down. How can these annoying tears never be wiped away?

Yan Zheng just sat quietly on the side, not knowing whether he did it intentionally or not, and did not turn his head to watch her embarrassment.

With a little gratitude in his heart, Yu Mochen turned his head to the other side and said, "Let you see the smile." She heard her own voice mixed with a lot of choking, broken and hoarse, almost inaudible.

But she doesn't care about that much now. As she spoke, she staggered to her feet.

The atmosphere of the Cardinal is no better than that of a lazy lecture hall, and there are many people who get up early. Since Yan Zheng is passing by, there will definitely be more people after that. Yu Moji urged himself to get out of here quickly. Even if she couldn't stop crying for a while, she couldn't stop crying in front of people.

Yan Zheng also stood up.

He glanced at Yu Moji coldly, suddenly reached out and grabbed her arm, quickly took her into his arms, and gave her a firm hug.

Yu Moji was completely unexpected, and he was stunned at the moment.

She couldn't push or avoid it, so she had to stand there stunned and say in a dumb voice, "What are you doing?" ”

"I know you're bitter." Yan Zheng's deep voice sounded in her ears, without any emotion at all, as if she was just stating some kind of fact, "It's okay to cry in front of me...... In fact, it doesn't matter who you are in front of. There is no shame. Don't be afraid. ”

After he finished speaking, he patted Yu Moji's back as if encouragingly, and then gently let her go and left without looking back.

Yu Moji stood in place, looking at Yan Zheng's rapidly disappearing figure in a daze, and suddenly noticed that this guy, who was usually flying and domineering and never knew what shame was, seemed to have red ears.

This guy is moving so fast, is he actually running away?

Yu Moji stood in place for a long time, and suddenly laughed.

The tears that she had been unable to dispose of before, suffered from this, and she was actually bluffed back by Yan Zheng's strange actions.

Yan Zheng's people don't know where they have gone, but his last sentence "Don't be afraid" still echoes in her ears unrelentingly, and it lasts for a long time.

Yu Mochen suddenly felt that he was really a very lucky person.

When mourning, Wei Linyuan was still a domineering man. But since he met Yu Moji, he has always praised her for her intelligence and brain, and has never ridiculed her for being just a handyman who can't get on the table.

Yuan Pingzhi was already a general from the imperial capital at that time, and he was proud of the spring breeze, and everyone praised him, but he actually noticed Yu Moji, which not only gave her a chance to change her fate, but also gave her great help and encouragement from beginning to end.

There are also Tu Lian, Ling Ai, Lang Wang, and Xu Fuzi, who was unfortunately injured by Yu Moji in the end...... Even that ghostly Yi Xiaoji had taught Yu Moji a lot of knowledge about water armor that he couldn't learn elsewhere.

Although she had experienced a lot of suffering, she had never thought of withdrawing from the path of Yanjia's learning; There are always people around her who help her and push her to continue on this path.

Now, even though fate played a slightly serious joke on her, she herself still stayed in the highest academy of the Great Qi Empire's Yanjia Academy. Even though she can only do some work such as sprinkling and tidying up now, the gates of places such as the Little Star Picking Platform, the Heavenly Furnace, and the Lanhuang Guard will always be open to her one day; Even if she can't wait for a while, the teachers and friends whose strength is worthy of half of the cardinal's strength, such as Yan Zheng and Lu Chen, are still on her side.

A person can have such luck, what else can he demand in life?

Yu Mojin touched his face, which was a little painful from tears, and suddenly decided not to hide back in his cramped confinement cell.

She was unharmed, her brain was fine, and most importantly, her love for the study of the Armor had never been lost.

If you don't rise up now, when will you wait?