155. He agreed
Ye Zhan's mood has probably been changeable recently, I was lying on my side in his arms, my cheek pressed against his slightly icy chest, and my heart was suddenly like a dream, I still can't believe his current character, it's very ...... Surprise.
I like Ye Zhan like this.
At least let him bring a hint of fireworks, he will be angry, he will be jealous, he will be excited, and he will be lustful. hopefully, he will be like a normal father who spoils his children, this is the fetters.
I believe that Ye Zhan will get better, there will be family concepts, there will be blood bonds, and he will not be alone again in this life.
I held his palm firmly, he squeezed my hand on his chest, and said in a slightly low voice: "Wei'er, I...... It's Ye Zhan, I'm just ...... Did you do anything? ”
I...... It's Ye Zhan.
I sat up in surprise, Ye Zhan also sat up with me, he looked at the current situation hesitantly, and then opened the quilt to look at his inside, there was no strand of his body, his body froze violently, and his expression was sad.
Ye Zhan let go of my palm, I trembled my hand to stroke his cheek, his eyes looked at me sadly for a long time, I asked patiently, "You are the ...... Second brother? ”
Ye Zhan's eyes moved, his thin lips opened slightly, suppressed endless pain and said, "Wei'er, it shouldn't be like this."
I was shocked, the normal Ye Zhan had changed when he kissed me before, and he was making love to me at that time.
Why did he change again after a moment of turning?!
I was so cold to me, and I felt that I shouldn't have it.
I bit my lip and was silent, Ye Zhan looked out the window with sad eyes, and said in a low voice for a long time: "I'm ...... Afraid. ”
I stroke. I touched his cheek and wanted to give him a little warmth, but the coldness on his face reached my palm, but it made my heart chill violently, and I asked uncomfortably: "What is the second brother afraid of?"
He didn't answer me, but got up suddenly, and when he got up, he remembered that he was not dressed, he reached out and pulled the sheet around his waist, and then took his mobile phone and dialed it.
He called Ruan Chen, because I heard him say, "Ruan Chen, you have to bring the medicine in half an hour."
Medicine, what medicine?!
After Ye Zhan hung up the phone, he turned to look at me, he looked at me for a long time before saying, "I didn't think about this, I'm sorry."
"What do you have to apologize for?" I suddenly understood what he meant, and my face sank and said, "Men and women love to pay attention to your love and my wishes, what are you doing wrong?" Second brother, you know my affection for you, do you have to say this to block my heart? ”
Ye Zhan was stunned for a moment, he sat silently on the edge of the bed, rubbed my head with his hand, and said in a doting tone: "I didn't mean that, I just ...... Haven't thought about it yet. Wei'er, I'm starting to be greedy, but I didn't want to do this or that to you...... Ye Zhan's personality is not me, there is no need for him to exist, and I will definitely try to control my emotions in the future. ”
"Emotions, you say?"
I suddenly found that several times when Ye Zhan was transformed, it was when he was emotional, no wonder he was usually so cold, and his feelings were trying to regulate his emotions.
Ye Zhan of that character has no reason to disappear for no reason, Ye Zhan has to learn to face it by himself, so that his mental illness will get better and his body will not be tortured.
"Professor Song said that when I have mood swings, I am easily influenced and turn into another him, and the only one who makes me feel mood swings is ......" He looked at me deeply and changed the subject and said, "I pushed you away before, and there is also a reason for this."
He didn't finish his words, but I could understand that I was Ye Zhan's only weakness, and the way to keep him back to normal was to stay away from him and not affect him.
It's a very happy thing, because I'm the only person in this world who can affect him, but it's also desperate.
I was silent, I didn't know how to persuade him, and just when I wanted to say something, Ruan Chen rang the doorbell, Ye Zhan heard it and came out of the bedroom, so I hurriedly followed.
Ye Zhan opened the door, and I saw Ruan Chen handing him a bottle of medicine, and admonished: "Mr. Ye, Professor Song reminded you that you can't always rely on medicine, it will backfire one day."
"Jokes." Ye Zhan's face turned cold, and his tone was particularly cold, like an ice lump, smashing on the ground piece by piece, "What do I Ye Zhan do you need to dictate here?" Ruan Chen, you are living more and more confused now, go to the headquarters to receive the punishment yourself, and warn that person to let him be less nosy! ”
In fact, Ruan Chen is also for his good in his heart, but Ye Zhan has always been domineering, and the decisions he makes are the same, and it can only be counterproductive for me to help him speak at this time.
Ruan Chen didn't have the slightest annoyance, nor did he refute, he said in a respectful tone: "Mr. Ye, I will tell him."
Who is he?!
After Ruan Chen left, I saw Ye Zhan open the medicine bottle and swallow it dryly, and then held the bottle in the palm of his hand.
After he took it, he turned around and saw me staring at him in a daze, and he explained in a soft tone and indifferently: "This medicine can suppress my condition, Wei'er...... I don't want to do anything to you without remembering anything myself, you know? ”
"Yes...... That's you, too. ”
Ye Zhan said categorically: "That's Rong Ying."
Me: "......"
I didn't dare to say anything more, Ye Zhan was silent for a long time before explaining: "I didn't want to lose my temper with Ruan Chen, I also know that you are afraid of me in your heart, but Wei'er except for you, I can't let anyone disobey me, this is the only insistence I have in this world, I am afraid that my connivance will plunge myself into endless darkness, that ...... The place is a place I've been afraid to go to again in my life. ”
"Where?" I asked.
He said indifferently, "Hell."
After Ye Zhan said this, he went back to the bedroom, and at this time, the sleeping Rong suddenly cried, and the baby's cry resounded throughout the apartment, and Ye Zhan walked out of the bedroom barefoot and naked.
He searched for the sound to find the baby room, he went in and picked it up and allowed him to come out, and asked me suspiciously, "Why is Aqing here?"
When he returned to normal, he forgot about the day.
I kindly explained: "You brought it from Switzerland, it's you ......"
It's your child, I can't say anything.
He raised an eyebrow and was silent.
I paused, then changed the conversation and asked, "Ye Zhan, you said you were going to marry me, so what do you think about this?"
He was silent, the questions he didn't want to answer were all silent coping, I was about to lose my temper, and allowed to suddenly shout in his arms, "Daddy ~ Daddy ~ Hungry ~ Daddy ~"
The little hand that allowed was still holding Ye Zhan's arm, Ye Zhan was stunned, looking at me at a loss, I sighed and went into the kitchen to give the child milk, in the process of milking, I have been thinking about how to ask Ye Zhan, I can't let him escape anymore.
Anyway, both horizontally and vertically are dead.
I handed the bottle to Ye Zhan, Ye Zhan took it with a cold expression, and he stuffed it to allow me to say, "This child is very beautiful."
I hummed and said, "Similar to you."
The corners of his lips froze, and suddenly said in a faint tone: "In terms of blood relationship, I am the second uncle of the child, so we are very much like normal, after all, Gu Tingsheng is my brother in name, and this is a relationship that no one can escape."
I was silent, not knowing what to do with him.
Ye Zhan coaxed the child to sleep after he fed him, his voice was cold, but it was endlessly calm.
Allow to sleep very sweetly in his arms, he put the sleeping Allow in the nursery, came out and said to me, "It's late, go to bed early, and say something tomorrow."
I heard Ye Zhan's words, but I still prevented him from asking, "You will discuss those things with me tomorrow?"
I'm talking about feelings.
Ye Zhan should be able to understand what I mean.
"Wei'er, I'll give you the answer tomorrow."
I heard this and went to sleep happily, but I lay on the bed and couldn't sleep all night, I quietly opened the door halfway and saw Ye Zhan sitting on the sofa in the living room smoking cigarettes one by one, he should be very irritable at the moment.
I don't want to push him, but I know him too well, and if he doesn't push him, he'll keep backing down.
Ye Zhan was smoking outside the room, I felt bored and simply smoked in the room, the bedroom was full of smoke, and he was stunned when Ye Zhan opened my door the next day.
He didn't say anything, just opened the window and let the smoke smell out, and then changed the sheets and bedding in the room, I sat on the ground and looked at him stunned, he did all this and carried me on the bed, and then wrapped the cigarette butts on the ground with paper towels and put them in the trash can and took them out.
When he turned around and came back, he had an extra glass of milk in his hand, he held my hand and put it in my palm, a warm feeling came, and Ye Zhan's cold voice came, "I should answer you." ”
I looked at him in surprise, Ye Zhan smiled and said, "I drank the milk first and then spoke, and I want to make three chapters of the law with you."
I drank it in one gulp and asked, "What are the three chapters of the covenant?"
Ye Zhan raised his hand and gently touched my head and said, "It's very simple, you can't do too intimate actions with me in the future, you ...... See what I mean? ”
The side of his ear was slightly red, and I deliberately pretended to be ignorant and asked, "What the second brother said is to do it...... Is love right? ”
His palms froze and he pulled them off my head.
I muttered, "What are you holding back?"
"Huh? What are you talking about? ”
I said, "Nothing."
Ye Zhan agreed, and the future was long.
I asked, "What about the rest?"
"You should know about my condition, so Wei'er...... I don't want to marry you anytime soon, and I'd like to wait until I'm better to think about it. He paused, and said in a low voice, "I can't get over that knot for the time being."
"I agree, anything else?" I asked.
He loves me, I know it.
And what he is doing now is also a last resort, so why should I embarrass him?
As long as he's getting better.
He's slowly, just accept me.
"Wei'er, there's one more thing."
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