137 And when I saw him again, my heart was like iron
That day, when He Yu and I just came out of the doctor's office, we actually ran into Duan Qian.
After we looked at each other for just a few seconds, Duan Qian walked up to He Yu in a little anxious and asked bitterly, "Do you really want to replace someone else's kidney?" Are you crazy? ”
He Yu didn't pay much attention to her excited expression, and said with a faint expression, "No way, it's not 'someone else', it's my own brother, and I can't shirk it." ”
"I don't care who it is, I won't allow you to take that risk!" Duan Qian looked extremely excited, and didn't take me seriously, and said to He Yu arrogantly and forcefully, "You are my husband and my person, you must be responsible for me first!" I don't want you to be a half-dead waster by yourself! I'm not allowed! ”
He Yu's expression was still faint, even impatient, "This is my own business, you don't care." Also, I have said many times that we have broken up, don't come to me in the future, and pay more attention to proportion. After speaking, He Yu deliberately took my hand and walked past him.
"Stop!" Duan Qian grabbed He Yu with an angry face, and said angrily and aggrievedly, "It's been almost ten years, you can't be so unfair to me, what I have paid for you, what I have borne for you, far more than Lu Yuncan, the person you are most sorry for is me!" ”
He Yu frowned, a little heavy by her, but he still resolutely shook off her pull, and was about to walk with me to He Yi's ward, when he heard the doctor call him over, saying that he was communicating with him about surgery-related issues.
Seeing that He Yu had passed, Duan Qian then pointed the finger at me again.
"Lu Yuncan," she glared at me fiercely, "what right do you have to ask him to exchange his kidney for his brother?" It's that his parents don't have this right, why are you forcing him?! Use your brain to think about what would happen if he lost a kidney, when the time comes, from a healthy man to a sick 'disabled', every day it hurts either here or there, except for lying down and resting, he can't do any heavy work, even his favorite skiing, do you want him to become like this? If you really know him, you will know how strong his self-esteem is, he is now willing to have surgery because of a brain fever, and then his body will collapse, his willpower will completely collapse, his spirit will collapse, and more seriously, he will have kidney failure in the future, who will change him to save him when the time comes?! Besides, his younger brother has already suffered from such a disease, even if he really rechanges his kidney, he can only be guaranteed for five or eight years, and he has not solved the fundamental problem and has harmed one more person, is this the result you want to see? ”
"You ask yourself, if you really love him, would you be willing to let him exchange his internal organs for someone else, would you be willing to deprive him of his health at all costs?! It is precisely because you don't love him at all, you never take his life seriously, you are hypocritical, selfish, and shameless, and you only think about making the most of him, so you are shameless enough to make such a request of him...... Lu Yuncan, let me tell you, I have been in a relationship with him for so many years, he has long belonged to me, I will do everything possible to prevent him from changing his kidney, you had better dispel this idea for me, if you don't believe it, let's see! ”
After Duan Qian finished speaking, she turned her head and left aggressively. I was stunned for a long time, and I couldn't come back to my senses.
Her words were like pouring cold water on me from the beginning, completely extinguishing the confidence I had ignited these days. I sat down, her words still echoing in my head, and a stone gradually fell on my heart......
I have to admit her accusations, which poke at my sore spots. In this matter, I am indeed selfish, I only think about He Yi's safety, and treat He Yi as a family member who cannot be abandoned, but I have never considered why I am actually encountered.
When I faced He Yu again, he was very interested and relaxed to communicate with me about the topic of kidney replacement, but my heart became heavier and heavier, staring at him from time to time, he was so healthy and handsome, tall and burly, full of vitality, full of strength, now is his best years as a man and the most peak period...... But in a few days, he will be wheeled into the operating room, deprived of his health, which in turn may destroy his confidence in life and destroy his whole being......
I really don't dare to think about it anymore.
"He Yu, give up."
"Give up what?" He was a little confused.
After taking a deep breath, I said in a low voice, "I regret it, I don't want you to have kidney replacement surgery with He Yi...... Give it up. ”
He thought I was joking, and gently stroked my head, "Don't have too much psychological pressure, didn't the doctor say, the risk of surgery is very small, only half an hour." ”
"He Yi has become like this, I can't destroy you anymore," I said as if talking to myself, "I really shouldn't have kidnapped you morally, although you are He Yi's relative, but you also have every reason to refuse this embarrassing request, you are still young, you have your own career, and now you have to pay a lot of price to get to the point where you are now, you have not had time to enjoy the life you want, you are going to lose your most precious health...... This is very unfair to you, even if I really save He Yi, there is still a gap in my heart, and there is a hurdle that I can't get over. ”
He looked at me quietly for a while, then snorted and smiled, "It's very nice that you can think so much about me, to be honest...... But one thing you may be mistaken, I never wanted to use this matter to blackmail you into getting back together with me, no matter what, I am He Yi's own brother, I am more obligated than anyone else in the world to make these sacrifices for him, the body is the parent who received it, since I am destined to be a brother with him in this life, in order to make Quanxia's parents feel at ease, I should also save him once. ”
I still shook my head in confusion, "No, your parents have already left early, He Yi is also sick like this, you are left intact, why do you want to be ruined with you?" Forget it, forget it, let's continue to choose the method of dialysis treatment for He Yi, and then find out if there is a suitable type from other channels. ”
"Don't hesitate any longer," his attitude suddenly became firm, "I said, I didn't save He Yi because of you, just because he was my brother, I couldn't have seen this kind of suffering, since I just happened to be worthy of him, that is, God will do so, don't talk to me anymore, I have already decided on this matter." ”
I really didn't talk to He Yu anymore, because I didn't know what to say to him. On the one hand, He Yi, who was suffering from illness on the hospital bed, and on the other hand, all kinds of negative speculations about He Yu's future, the entanglement of the two aspects made me in a dilemma.
If you continue to insist on hemodialysis treatment, He Yi will have to run to the hospital for a long time in the future, even if you can barely prolong your life, you can relieve the pain to a certain extent, the psychological torture and depression of the will are unsolvable, think about it, the best treatment for him is through kidney replacement, I can't help how not to give up looking for a kidney source for him.
The next morning, He Yu was temporarily guarding He Yi in the hospital, and I had to leave for a while because I received a call from the company secretary saying that I was going to meet with an important partner today.
When I came to the door of my office, I was about to take out the key to open the door, but I found that the door was empty. I'm a little confused, is anyone still in my office? I gently pushed open the door and looked inside, only to see Jiang Feng sitting quietly on my sofa like a ghost, staring at me with my gaze!
The moment I saw him, my heart instinctively raced, my blood rushed to my head, and I couldn't stand on my feet......
The heart is excited, nervous, in short, there is chaos.
It's still the eyes that seduce the soul, the face that bewitches all beings, but now he has a gloomy face, and his body is so cold that he can't be rejected thousands of miles away...... He sat there with his hands folded, looked at me closely, and then withdrew his gaze.
However, when the memory slowly woke up, when the hideous distortion of that day haunted my mind again, I only felt that a wave of anger was gradually ignited, and my heart beat faster. I tried my best to control the turbulence in my heart, and walked calmly to a meter away from the sofa, and said lightly, "What's the matter?" ”
He slowly got up from the sofa and walked up to me, his eyes as sharp as knives were pressing at me tightly, the tall figure, the scorching breath were invisibly oppressing me, disturbing my magnetic field, I had to take deep breaths hard to barely ensure that I would not explode in embarrassment.
"Come with me." He finally spoke, in a tone of imperative command.
"......" I took another deep breath and looked away from him, "Mr. Duan, please don't intrude into my private territory without my permission in the future." ”
"Now, come with me." He ignored my words, but quickly grabbed my hand and tried to pull me away.
But as soon as I touched his hand, I shook him off like an electric shock!
"Warning you, don't touch me again!" After saying this, my sanity was completely back, and I felt that I was in the same space with him, and I felt that it was difficult to breathe, and it was impossible to communicate and contact with him again, so I turned around and left, intending to leave my office first.
But before he took a step, he came and grabbed my arm with a cold face, "Let me go with me, do you hear?" ”
"Where to go? Police station? I'm sorry, if you want to arrest me, please call the police first, find the ironclad evidence that I killed your mother, and then let the police arrest me, you have no right to use private acts against me! After saying that, I opened his hand angrily, but his hand was like a rope, clamping me tightly, and my arm hurt but he didn't let go at all.
"Let go!" I thumped his hand so hard that he didn't move, but glared at me even more gloomily.
"If you don't let go, I'll call someone!" I looked at him angrily, with a physical disgust and resistance to his confinement.
Unexpectedly, he grabbed the fabric on my shoulder and pulled it violently, tearing off half of my clothes, so that all the places that should not be exposed were exposed!
"I'll say it one last time," his cold tone was full of warnings, "come with me at once, or you'll call the whole company and see how you look undressed." ”