With these elites here, it has finally given the Awakened some confidence, no matter what, even if the battle is fierce now, the elites on our side haven't made a move yet, and when they make a move, maybe the battle situation will be one-sided at all.

Everyone sighed, and they could only comfort themselves like this. It's just that many people wondered, why didn't these people make a move just now? With their abilities, if they had just joined the battle, maybe those few people would not have died......

Everyone was puzzled, but they couldn't say anything about it, everything today was based on the premise of obeying Black Wing's orders, and they were not qualified to point fingers at how to do something like a master.

But this time, soon everyone turned their attention to Xue Feifei in the center of the field, this woman was still sitting there leisurely at the moment, when they were fighting bloody battles just now, she didn't even look back once, as if she was indifferent to the things around her.

For Kong Zhe and Su Meiqin, the awakened naturally didn't dare to say anything, but for Xue Feifei, an ordinary person, it was different.

To be honest, as an awakened person, he has a sense of superiority over ordinary people more or less, and he feels that he is superior to others. After this period of eschatological life, this gap in identity between the awakened and the commoners has been inadvertently engraved in everyone's heart.

And at this time, when these awakened people were tired and tired, there was actually an ordinary person sitting there so safely, without fighting, even using a bullet, just fiddling with those small objects there, called 'research', they could be openly protected, such a thing was really unbearable for them to be arrogant awakened.

“…… What kind of research, isn't it just a backdoor ...... relationship"

“…… Isn't it just a powerful man? What is there to be proud of......"

“…… That is, instead of doing some bullshit research somewhere, it is better to contribute something to the team, and even if you can't fight, at least you can bring a cup of tea and water......"

……

The gossip began to intensify, and the whispers around her were like sharp thorns, piercing deep into Xue Feifei's heart, making her extremely uncomfortable.

She shook her head, trying to ignore the gossip around her. It's just that she soon discovered that in the past, she had always been able to immerse herself in the stunts of her research as she wanted, but now she couldn't play a role, her ears always unconsciously distinguish the sounds of the crowd, and her brain always unconsciously understood the meaning of those words.

The whispers of ridicule and abuse reached her as loud as thunder.

The pressure began to creep in her heart gradually......

What should she do at such a time? Ask Kong Zhe for help? Let him order those people to shut up? No, no, Kong Zhe has already helped her too much, given her such good conditions, she can't trouble Kong Zhe anymore, besides, how can this kind of gossip be stopped by a forced order? Language is like a sharp blade, since ancient times the text can kill, if it is forcibly suppressed, I am afraid it will only suffer a greater backlash.

She wanted to explain it to others, and even had the urge to stand up and yell at everyone that what she was doing was very important research, that it was very important, and that once it was done, it would benefit everyone. But who would believe her?

Until she comes up with real results, I'm afraid everyone will think that she is paddling, just trying to find an excuse to survive this beast tide.

In that case, there is only one way to do it - to complete the research at hand.

Yes, it's as simple as that, just like she has been reminding herself, every once in a while, she has to remind herself like this, don't think about anything else, just finish what she has in hand, and then she will be relieved to see what others can say.

Yes, it's that simple......

But...... Is it really that simple......

Xue Feifei suddenly found that she was actually worried about whether she could complete this research!

In the past, she had never been in such a situation, she was the kind of person who was very confident in herself, and this confidence was still revealed in her bones.

From childhood to adulthood, whether it is a thesis, a topic, a new project or a new research, as long as she takes over what she wants to do, she never doubts that she will complete it.

Maybe Xue Feifei has many shortcomings, she is an otaku, she can't cook, she doesn't like to move, she doesn't like to communicate with people, and she can't even accurately convey her emotions to her sister...... But she also has her own pride, she knows her talents, and she is convinced that no one can do better than her in her field, no matter how many shortcomings she has.

Yes, God is always fair, and the more flawed she is in other areas, the more talented she is in her own job.

She had always thought so, that there was no problem in this world that could stump her. If she wants to, she will be able to do it.

So far, until yesterday, Xue Feifei thought so and was unswerving. It's just that since last night, the new thought that appeared in her head has changed this determination.

It was a never-before-seen bridge between science and magic, and if the research was successful, it would be like two industrial revolutions and would change the pattern of the world.

In the past, if there was such a discovery, she would have happily plunged into it, immersed in it without sleep or food, until when it was finally made, the sense of fulfillment and satisfaction made her linger. Many of her previous amazing inventions have been created through such a process.

However, for the first time, the current research made her hesitate. Not for anything else, just because the content of this study is too big, or rather, too fresh, she has never been exposed to anything like it before, that is to say, there is no knowledge that can be used as a reference for her, and what she wants to open is completely the door to a strange world.

People always have some kind of inexplicable fear of the unknown, and Xue Feifei is no exception, although she is already one of the people who are the most receptive to new things among human beings, but as long as she is human, she still can't avoid this fear.

Last night, after a long hesitation, she resolutely devoted herself to this research. But she didn't realize that quietly, a seed called 'lack of confidence' had been planted in her heart.

And this morning, when she and Kong Zhe proposed that they needed two living demonic beasts, Kong Zhe's trust as usual really made this seed take root and sprout.

Xue Feifei hesitated, and for the first time in history, she began to wonder if she could complete the research at hand.

If you can't, wouldn't it be a betrayal of Kong Zhe's trust? Also, she will be looked down upon by many awakened people around her, laughing at her for being just a lazy person.

These imaginary images kept turning back in her mind, and Xue Feifei lowered her head and held the pen in her hand tightly.

She crossed out the calculation formula on the paper over and over again, but she still couldn't concentrate, and the sounds around her kept coming to her like maggots on tarsal bones.

She tried all kinds of methods to calm herself, but it was useless, in the study of this path, she had been smooth sailing before, so in the face of this situation, she found that she had no experience in psychological adjustment.

As if falling into the boundless sea, no matter how much she struggled, it was useless, Xue Feifei felt that her consciousness was becoming more and more dissipated, and tears had not only flowed down at some point. It fell onto the glasses and dripped down the lenses onto the paper in front of me.

The surrounding voices were still coming, and at this moment, Xue Feifei even hated her ears a little, why was she so sensitive at this time, as if she wanted to follow the ridicule around her word for word......

Her body couldn't stop trembling, Xue Feifei could only keep her head down, not daring to let anyone find out about her abnormality, and it didn't matter if she even wanted to disappear into this world like this.

Her mind was completely unable to concentrate, and even what was in front of her began to blur, and her doubts about herself were constantly expanding. In the face of this sudden situation, Xue Feifei, who has always been calm, can only cry like a little girl at the moment.

Help me......

Who's going to ...... Help me......

"What are you doing?"

Just when Xue Feifei was about to despair, she suddenly felt a weight in her head, as if a warm big hand was covering her head.

Xue Feifei subconsciously raised her head, but found that Kong Zhe was leaning on the table in front of her, looking directly at her.

"It's rare to shed tears...... This kind of person is not the Xue Feifei I know......"

Xue Feifei looked at him stunned, he obviously didn't speak, but she could hear his voice.

"Don't worry, I believe in you, even if you don't believe in yourself, I believe in you......"

Kong Zhe smiled at Xue Feifei: "If there is one person in this world who can complete this research, it is only you!" ”

Xue Feifei was still like that, looking at him stunned as if he was fixed by a sculpture.

What's going on? He clearly didn't speak, but he clearly heard his voice, as if it was exploding in his ears, very clear.

At this moment, in Xue Feifei's eyes, everything around seemed to have disappeared, and the whole world became pure white, and in the center of the world, only he and Kong Zhe were left, as well as this table.

Xue Feifei was silent, her lips trembled a little, and there seemed to be some heat surging in her eyes.

Are you crying again?

However, it doesn't matter, at this moment, Xue Feifei suddenly felt enlightened. In the past, she never cared about other people's opinions, so as long as she was confident in herself, then she was fearless, and now, she finally had her own hesitation, and her lack of confidence in herself became the key to destroying her, and she needed someone to recognize her. And Kong Zhe appeared at this time and gave her the greatest trust.

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