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"Especially after I went back to my hometown with her a while ago, I couldn't make any effort to make myself accept you."

Yang Sisi's lips opened slightly: "You...... A while ago, she was not in Beijing, but she went back to her hometown with Song Xiangsi? ”

"Yes."

"So, that night, you suddenly left from the dinner without saying hello, and you actually walked with her?"

"Hmm." Xu Jiamu knew that his confession was hurtful, but he was still honest with her, because he had hurt her since he first asked her for her phone number, and the only thing he could do now was not to lie to her, this was the respect he gave her.

"Then I'll call you and say see you in Beijing, you said okay, and said that you had something to tell me, in fact, to tell me to separate?"

"Yes." Xu Jiamu nodded slightly.

Yang Sisi's tears finally couldn't help falling: "Didn't you end up with her and prepare to start a new life?" Why did you change your mind again? Is it because I'm back together with her? ”

"It's not." Xu Jiamu shook his head, and the words that Qiao's father said to him before he died flashed out of his mind, and his expression became a little trance: "It's because I found out that for so many years, the first person to hurt the other party was not her, but me." ”

Yang Sisi blinked his wet eyes and looked at Xu Jiamu silently, waiting for him to continue.

"She followed me for eight years, from nineteen to twenty-seven, a woman's best time was given to me, in those eight years, she dropped out of school I don't know, she was sick I didn't know, she was injured I didn't know, she was bullied in the crew I still don't know, she was alone during the New Year, I didn't know, I didn't answer when she called me......"

"For eight years, three thousand days and nights, I didn't know anything about her."

"The most hurtful way to hurt a person is not that I say unpleasant things to you, it's not that I took away your child and don't want you, but that I ignore it."

"I ignored her for eight years."

"She gave me eight years of time and opportunity to cherish her, but I never wanted to cherish her."

"Even, in those eight years, I didn't give her care, I didn't give her warmth, and I didn't even give her happiness......"

"You know what? I've carried your bag for you, I've put my arm around your shoulders to keep you from getting hit by a car, I've taken you into my arms in crowded places, I'll give you a cup of hot ginger tea when you're on your menstrual period, you're going to drink a milkshake, I'll go out and buy it for you on a hot summer day, I'll do whatever you want, but, you know what? I haven't done a single thing for her in those eight years. ”

"My current excellence and impeccable are all changed by Song Xiangsi."

"If it weren't for her, it would be impossible to have the meticulous Xu Jiamu now."

"It took her eight years to turn me into what I am now...... Xu Jiamu's eyes turned slightly red: "How can you let me use what she taught me to be good to another woman with peace of mind?" ”

"So......" Xu Jiamu's voice became a little weak: "I'm really sorry, I really can't continue with you......"

Because...... She made me better, so these good things can only belong to her.

Yang Sisi looked at Xu Jiamu and didn't say anything for a long time.