The saddest act in the world is nothing more than a white-haired person sending a black-haired person.

The emperor, who lost his beloved son, had a very old face, a strange sadness, and his eyes under the tear film flashed with endless sadness. However, it has only been a few days, and some gray hairs have grown on his head. He was only in his early forties, but he looked like he was in his fifties.

In just a few days, his whole person has obviously lost weight, and every time he thinks of An'er, his heart hurts like a knife.

The violent death of King Yong'an not only made the emperor miserable, but also made Xia Xizhi, who was imprisoned in the cold palace, break his liver and intestines.

It was born in October after her hard work, her hope for life, and her reliance for the rest of her life. She devoted her life to him, and her only wish was that he would one day inherit the throne.

However, overnight, the mother and son were separated by yin and yang. It was as if there were thousands of pounds pressed against her chest, and something in her head burst and shattered.

It's a pity that there is no regret medicine in the world, if she was asked to choose again, she would not ask him to marry Xia Wenxuan, and she would not ask him to compete for the throne. She just wants him to be safe, happy, and alive.

At the beginning, the emperor named An'er the king of Yong'an, hoping that An'er would always be safe and be a carefree prince. Now that I think about it, the emperor was right. The one who is wrong is her.

An'er is gone, what's the point of her living? Every minute of such a life is a painful torture.

An'er, it's the queen mother who is sorry for you!

An'er, my mother is with you!

Xia Xizhi had nothing to love, and she was like a crazy cow, desperately hitting the wall in the room.

However, the expected god of death did not take her. This collision hit not the wall, but the body of the palace man.

The palace people who served her had long expected that she would look for a short time and pay attention to her every move at any time. Sensing her intention to commit suicide by hitting the wall, he blocked her with his body for the first time.

imprisoned Xia Xizhi in the cold palace, and the emperor specially selected palace people with strong martial arts to serve her. Although Xia Xizhi has martial arts, he can't beat these palace people.

At this moment, Xia Xizhi was pulled by the palace people and couldn't move.

"Let go of me! Let me die! Xia Xizhi struggled, but he couldn't break free, and roared loudly: "Why don't you let me die!" You dog minions, don't you usually want me to die? ”

"Don't stop me! Let it go! Let me die! ”

She wants to die! Sadly, she couldn't even die.

". The emperor specially explained that the minions would serve you well. If you kill yourself, the emperor will blame you, and we can't afford it! ”

"I want to die myself, what does it have to do with others!"

Will the emperor still care about her life and death? In the past, he was tolerant of her, but for An'er's sake, but now that An'er is dead, who will care if she lives or dies.

"Nonsense! The emperor wishes I was dead! When he dies, he will be quiet, and he can be paired with Su Fan's slut. ”

She looked up to the sky and laughed wildly, laughing and laughing big tears.

Her eyes were full of tears, and she glared at the palace people resentfully, clenching ~ biting her lip and trembling: "You stupid minions, what are you doing to stop me from looking for a short view!" “

Her heart was about to suffocate in pain.

Hehe, she doesn't even want the title of this palace. Nothing matters anymore. She just wanted to die at the moment, but someone stopped her.

"The emperor has instructed to serve the mother well. If the mother has three long and two short, she will be buried with the slaves! ”

How can it be? How could he have asked for that? He must have wished she had died sooner. He couldn't kill her, for fear of getting into notoriety, for fear of losing his conscience.

Suddenly, she suddenly understood that he was torturing her to keep her from dying. Yes, now for her, she is a hundred dead, and she can be liberated when she dies.

He hated her, so he didn't let her die! Now that An'er is dead, he keeps her alive, which is to make her hurt, torture her, abuse and treat her. An'er is dead, he no longer has any worries, and he can deal with her unscrupulously.

Scold! If that's the case, what does it matter? An'er died, and her heart also died. She only has a shell left in her life, she doesn't live anymore!

"Let go of me, you dog minions!"

"Mother, offended."

Feeling weak and weak in her hands and feet, she couldn't move, and she was sealed in her acupoints and ways.

It turned out that she was deprived of even the right to commit suicide.

Can she only die if the man orders her to be executed? Not necessarily! She can also bite her tongue and kill herself!

She bit her tongue with her teeth, trying to bite it off hard, but she couldn't do anything at all.

Heh, I didn't sleep for days, didn't eat or drink, and I didn't even have the strength to bite my tongue and kill myself.

It seems that it is extremely difficult for her to seek death.

"I want to see the emperor!"

"I want to see the emperor!"

"I want to see the emperor!"

……

Xia Xizhi was clamoring to see the emperor, crying and tearing his heart on his face, as if he was crazy.

and wept for many days, and he blinded his eyes. Shouting the same sentence all day long, I want to see the emperor, shouting so that my voice is hoarse.

Afraid that Xia Xizhi would cry like this, her body would not be able to hold on, so the palace people had to knock her out and force her to rest.

After this fainting, after waking up, Xia Xizhi was already crazy, talking nonsense, and trying to hit the wall.

"Your Majesty! Emperor! Emperor! "Since I went crazy, I only have these two words in my mouth, Your Majesty.

Seeing this, the palace people had to inform the emperor of Xia Xizhi's situation, and told her about the previous noisy desire to see the emperor. However, the emperor was immersed in the grief of losing his son and could not get out, languished, and did not go to court for several days.

Many affairs in the palace are handled by Queen Su Fan. The people from the Longevity Hall came to report Xia Xizhi's abnormal situation, but they couldn't see the emperor, so they had to let the queen convey it on their behalf.

After some persuasion by Su Fan, the emperor cheered up a little and was willing to see Xia Xizhi.

Su Fan covered the scars on his face with a veil and a human skin mask, and accompanied the emperor to the Hall of Longevity with a very complicated feeling.

This cold palace, known as the Palace of Longevity, Su Fan is no stranger, she has been here before. Back then, she was persecuted by Xia Xi and was demoted to the cold palace, where she lived. Later, thanks to Feng Nanyang's rescue, she was able to escape from the cold palace.

The cold palace is generally desolate, cold, and secluded, and the more you go inside, the more you can feel a strong sense of resentment.

To Su Fan's surprise, Xia Xi's residence was a different scene. There are flowers and plants outside the house, and it is cleaned and tidy. There is a charcoal fire burning in the house, calligraphy and paintings are hung on the walls, and the furniture is all available.

Such an environment is very pleasant to live in, and there is no cold palace atmosphere.

Su Fan expected that Xia Xizhi was locked up here and was not guilty. Probably because the emperor remembered the old love, let people take care of her secretly, and did not allow the palace people to abuse her~ to treat her. The palace people naturally did not dare to disobey the emperor's wishes, and they would not give her anger.

In the past, Su Fan was persecuted by Xia Xizhi, she hated Xia Xizhi, and she couldn't wait to peel off her skin and cramp. After more than 20 years, seeing Xia Xizhi again, Su Fan had no hatred.

Those past hatreds have long since drifted away with the wind.

She was persecuted by Xia Xi, but she was blessed by misfortune and gained the emperor's pity and favor. In order to make up for her, he named her the queen and promised her glory and wealth. He cared for her, loved her, and did not alienate her because she was disfigured.

In front of the Emperor, she could remove her human skin mask, and he wouldn't mind the scars on her face.

The sufferings and blows suffered in the past are not worth mentioning compared to the happiness and grace of the moment. She put aside her past grievances, and when she saw Xia Xi, who was described as haggard, her heart was filled with sympathy.

Xia Xizhi's situation is very bad. Her face was full of tears, her eyes were glazed, her sideburns were scattered, and she was embarrassed.

As soon as she saw the emperor, her sad face floated with a hint of joy, and when she saw Su Fan, she immediately cooled down.

Her eyes were red and swollen, she glared at Su Fan viciously, and opened her mouth like crazy to scold: "It's all you!" It's all you slut! You seduce the emperor and rob me of the queen's throne! ”

scolded and scolded, and wanted to rush over to beat Su Fan, but he failed to succeed because of the palace people's mission.

The emperor was afraid that Xia Xizhi, who was in a daze, would do something to pull Su Fan behind him to protect him.

This move stimulated Xia Xizhi's nerves on the verge of collapse.

"What a dog man and a woman! Slut! Slut! ”

……

He used foul language and cursed very badly. Su Fan only thought that Xia Xizhi was crazy, and didn't care at all.

The emperor couldn't bear it, and reprimanded angrily: "Xia Xizhi, have you made enough trouble!" I miss you grieving for An'er's death, don't worry about you, you don't have to make an inch. ”

"Slut! Slut! She's a slut! All of them are sluts! The people who rob my husband are sluts! Xia Xizhi didn't seem to understand the emperor's words, and only cared about venting the grief and resentment in his heart, viciously insulting Su Fan.

Or, she didn't specifically scold Su Fan, she scolded the woman favored by the emperor.

The emperor had no choice but to let Su Fan wait outside the house, and he stayed alone to talk to Xia Xi.

Xia Xizhi behaved like a madman, but she wasn't really crazy. She scolded Su Fan just now, and as soon as Su Fan left, she immediately kept silent.

The room was eerily quiet.

The Emperor sighed heavily, and then said, "I heard that you have been here all day long, shouting and talking nonsense, and saying that you want to see me. Now that I'm here, why don't you say it? ”

Xia Xizhi took away all his sharpness and meanness, knelt down towards the emperor, and prayed in an extremely humble tone: "I just want to die now, and the palace people stop me from dying." Your Majesty, please be merciful and give me death! ”

It turns out that she is not crazy.

The emperor felt a pain in his heart, he was used to seeing her arrogant and arrogant appearance in the past, and now she humbly prayed, which made his nose suddenly sore.

It is undeniable that she has done many unforgivable wrongdoings, but she is indeed a good mother. He saw her care and love for An'er. An'er's death was a devastating blow to her.

His heart, like a snowflake in winter, melts at the touch of it.

He stepped forward and bent down to help her up.

As soon as the two came into contact, she stepped back uneasily like an electric shock.

I wonder why she was so afraid of him? The emperor's tone was soft: "Get up." Even if An'er is gone, I will not treat you badly. As long as you don't make trouble, you can live in this hall of longevity. ”

Hearing this, Xia Xizhi's face changed greatly, but the corners of his mouth hooked up a trace of ridicule, I don't know if he was mocking himself or mocking something else. There was suppressed depression in her voice: "The emperor doesn't allow me to die?" ”

Obviously, he was tolerant of her, but she didn't appreciate it at all. The Emperor was stung by her mocking look and exclaimed, "I won't let you die easily. I want you to die in this temple of longevity. “

Your Majesty, you are really ruthless! Knowing that she was bent on death, he wanted to stop her, but she couldn't find death. Let her live, let her watch him and another woman affectionate~ love?

Scold! Since you have been so kind to me, don't be too vicious to me.

Your Majesty, if you don't let me go, I won't let you have a good time.

Xia Xizhi sneered, his deep voice full of anger, "Your Majesty, there is a secret in my heart for more than twenty years, I wanted to die and bring this secret into the coffin." Now, suddenly, I have changed my mind, and I have decided to tell you this secret. ”

The Emperor coldly interrupted her, "I know what you've done. I don't want to pursue the past anymore. ”

"There's one thing you never know if I don't tell it." There was a faint smile on the corner of Xia Xizhi's lips, and he gradually laughed out loud: "Ha! Ha! Ha! In the past 20 years, whenever I see you loving An'er like a treasure, I feel comfortable. But I don't know, what does it feel like to have a son who has been hurting for more than 20 years who is not born by himself? ”

At first, the monstrous anger in the emperor's eyes almost dyed his eyes red, and he grabbed ~ Xia Xizhi tightly: "What are you talking about!" ”

Xia Xizhi pushed him away fiercely, he was defenseless, lost his mind, and stumbled to the ground.

She laughed uncontrollably, but there were tears in her eyes: "I said you are ridiculous!" An'er is my son with Dr. Yang Yu, he is not your son. Ha! Ha! Ha! He's not your son at all! ”

He's not your son at all! Xia Xizhi's voice was sharp and piercing, but it was as ghostly as a ghost.

"Impossible! That's impossible! The emperor had a sharp pain in his chest, and he bent his back in pain, but Xia Xizhi was still laughing.

"How could it not be? On that day you were drunk, and I ordered you to be lifted up to my bed. I really want to relive the old dream of husband and wife with you, but unfortunately, you are too drunk. No matter how hard I try, it's just soft and soft, and it can't be hard. Do you understand? Nothing happened to us that day. ”

The emperor's voice was heartbreaking, and the pathetic despair made people cry: "Don't say it again, I don't want to hear it!" ”

He raised his hand, and his face was cold.

"You have to listen! Do you know how I feel by now? You accepted Concubine Xu and Imperial Concubine Su, and I was so heartbroken at that time. It doesn't taste good to be betrayed, doesn't it? ”

Xia Xizhi's eyes showed a scorching brilliance: "Don't you think I can't give birth?" Imperial Doctor Yang did this just to prove that he was a good doctor, and I just wanted to humiliate you. ”

The emperor's face, slightly distorted by pain. He covered his ears with his hands, but it was useless, and her voice followed.

"Later, I found out that I was pregnant, and I secretly executed Imperial Doctor Yang, and he died unjustly at all. The saddest thing is that you, who have raised your son for more than 20 years for others, have been kept in the dark. ”

The emperor only felt as if his throat was stuck in something, and he couldn't make a sound. I never dreamed that this woman kept saying that she loved him and would actually cuckold him.

"Do you know that when Imperial Doctor Yang was executed, I wasn't sad at all, and I didn't feel anything for him. Every time I go over the clouds with him, I think of him as you, thinking about your appearance in my head and calling your name in my mouth. ”

The emperor only felt a burst of fishy sweetness in his mouth, an itch in his throat, and a large pool of blood gushing out~. Spurting out that mouthful of blood, his hands and feet were cold, and his body collapsed to the ground with weakness.

She covered her face, buried her head in her knees, and whimpered like a child.

"A wicked and shameless woman like me should have gone to hell a long time ago. Now, can you give me death? ”

There is boundless pain in the eyes of both of them, and the two who used to be skin-to-skin are now difficult to get along.

What separates them is many years and an unbridgeable chasm.

After a long time, the emperor wiped away the pain in his eyes, and his voice was very calm: "It's a pity, I have always loved you." For so many years, no matter what you did wrong, I turned a blind eye. You didn't think about it, it's because I love you? If An'er were still alive, even if I knew that he was not my son, I would treat you mother and son well. It is I who have failed you and made you suffer many grievances. If there is an afterlife, I will make it to you well. ”

Hearing this, Xia Xizhi's face turned pale, his body was even unstable, and he staggered and shook.

His pale face was stained with tears. She suppressed a bleak laugh: "Why? Why didn't you tell me earlier? ”

She did everything just because she loved him too much and loved him like crazy. thought that he had already changed his mind, so she was so ruthless.

How so? Unspeakable pain piled up in her heart.

"It's a pity, it's me who bears you first. I don't blame you for doing this, I don't hate you. I just want you to live well. ”

"But I blame myself! Your Majesty, I am to blame for all this and eat the consequences. Xia Xizhi stood up: "I wish you and Su Fan to grow old together and be united forever." ”

Watching the flame of hatred in Xia Xizhi's eyes gradually extinguish, an ominous premonition struck.

The words were still in his ears, and Xia Xizhi slammed his head against the wall.

Accidents happen and people are caught off guard.

"No!" An earth-shattering mourning resounded throughout the Longevity Palace.

Su Fan and the palace people rushed in when they heard the sound, only to see Xia Xizhi lying on the ground with blood on his face, and he had already died.

The emperor only felt that it was dark in front of him, and after a whirlwind of heaven, he fainted.

Even though the climate of the Great Western Country is warm, in the cold season, it also snows and blooms with red plums, which is extremely magnificent.

In recent years, it should have been jubilant, but the palace people were full of sadness.

Since the emperor witnessed Xia Xizhi's death, he was greatly stimulated and has been unconscious.

Su Fan was in a hurry, and the imperial doctor in the palace was helpless, so he had to invite Shennong Li Chourong to come.

After some diagnosis and treatment by Li Chourong, he learned that the emperor was fine, but he was too sad and needed to recuperate.

Su Fan exhaled as if relieved, and suddenly felt dizzy and unsteady in his steps.

The palace maid held her: "Niangniang, what's wrong with you?" ”

"It's fine. I'm tired these days. "Since the emperor fell into a coma, Su Fan has been depressed and unhappy, and he doesn't think about tea and dinner.

Li Chourong frowned, took Su Fan's hand, took her pulse, and happily told her that she was pregnant with the dragon seed.

This joyful event diluted the sorrow of this time.

The emperor lying on the dragon bed~ had strange dreams, and Xia Xizhi frequently appeared in his dreams.

One day, he and Xia Xizhi were boating on the lake, Xia Xizhi was deliberately teasing him, and the two pushed and shoved, but he was really pushed into the lake by her.

When he fell into the water, he pretended he couldn't swim and choked on several mouthfuls of water.

Seeing this, Xia Xizhi was so frightened that his face was bloodless, and he jumped into the lake desperately to catch him. After getting into the water, he hugged her, and she cried out. He was just deliberately teasing her and tempting her.

In the name of punishment, he put his arms around her and kissed her on the lake. After the kiss, he licked ~ and laughed at her self-inflicted.

She blushed and scolded him.

"Your Majesty, wake up quickly, don't sleep." Su Fan took the silk handkerchief and gently wiped the tears from the corners of the emperor's eyes.

"Don't leave me! I don't blame you! The emperor was in a daze, mistook her for Xia Xizhi, and took her hand.

Su Fan's tears fell and dripped on the emperor's face.

Feeling a strange ~ itch on his face, the emperor slowly opened his eyes.

"How long have you been asleep?" The emperor stretched out his hand and rubbed his eyebrows, the things in the dream lingered in his heart.

"Your Majesty, the concubine knows that she is dead, and you are very sad. But you are the king of a country, and you cannot fall because of this, for the people of the world need you. The concubines and the fetus in the womb need you more. ”

Su Fan said, his hand subconsciously stroked to the lower abdomen, which was still smooth and flat, but it was indeed pregnant with a new life.

"What do you say? Say it again! The Emperor's voice was hoarse, but full of excitement.

"Your Majesty, concubine...... Pregnant. "When she is a lot older, she has a child, and Su Fan's face is flushed like a little girl.

"Really?" The emperor was so excited that he jumped up from the dragon bed~ and hugged Su Fan and kissed him again: "Fanfan, thank you!" ”

Although Xia Xizhi's death caused indelible trauma and grief to the emperor's heart, he quickly came out of his grief, or he buried his grief deep in his heart.

He is the emperor, he is the support of the people of the world, and he cannot fall.

Fortunately, the unborn child gave him hope.