But I didn't let her help me, moved the hand on my chest to my stomach, and walked towards the rest room with a slight hunch.

Xuanxuan followed me, walking to my left to look at me, and then walking to my right to look at me, I was amused by her like that, "What are you doing here?" ”

"I think you're okay?" She was still nervous.

I shook my head, "It's really fine, I can actually go to the rest room by myself, you can make the juice." ”

As soon as I finished speaking, her head shook like a rattle, and she stopped talking, let alone running left and right.

Back in the rest room, I sat down on the sofa, and she immediately went to fetch me a cup of hot water and handed it to me, "You can drink it, I've mixed it." ”

"Thank you." I reached out and took it, bringing the cup close to my lips and taking a sip.

She sat down next to me, looking sideways at me, her eyebrows almost twisted into a line.

I put down my glass and smiled at her, "I'm really fine, maybe I was in a hurry to eat at noon, so I ......"

"I'm not a child." She suddenly interrupted me, "You're uncomfortable because of my sister, aren't you?" ”

"......" I looked at those black eyes, and suddenly I didn't know how to answer.

"Don't worry, my sister won't agree, and my sister's mother doesn't look down on that Shen Jianan."

I held the water cup tightly, paused and lowered my eyes, turned back to look at the water cup in my hand, "Without Shen Jianan, there will be others." ”

She was silent for a while, and suddenly asked in a faint voice, "What about you?" Haven't you always liked my sister? ”

"......" I pursed my lips, sighed softly and looked up at her, "It's impossible for me to look up at her sister." ”

"Why?" Her eyebrows tightened, and her little face wrinkled.

I raised my hand and gently rubbed the top of her hair, hoping to reassure her, "You are still young, there are some things you don't understand, wait for you to ......"

"I understand, I just said I'm not small." Her black eyes were still locked on mine, "Family interests, right?" ”

I couldn't help but wrinkle my eyebrows, and the trance I felt a year ago when I suddenly felt that she was an adult came up again.

"Actually......," she said, lowering her eyes slightly, "I'm telling you this, and I want you to ...... What can be done...... As you said, without Shen Jianan, there will be others in the future, my sister is already 25 years old, and she can't delay for long. ”

My heart tightened again because of Xuanxuan's words, and the hand holding the cup clenched even tighter.

It's not that I don't want to do something, it's ......

I withdrew my hand from the top of her hair, turned back, bowed a little weakly, elbowed my elbows on my knees and bowed my head, "I don't want to embarrass Noshi, and...... She told me that she would not have feelings for me other than friendship. ”

The air was silent again, and I don't know how long it took, Xuanxuan's soft voice sounded in my ears, "I'm sorry." ”

I lifted my eyes to her, "Why do you want to say I'm sorry?" ”

"I ...... I don't know, and I wouldn't tell you this if I knew. She frowned, her eyes red, "I...... I thought, I thought my sister was actually ......."

Her voice stirred up a stalk, a tear fell from the lower eyelid of my left eye, and I looked left and right a little helplessly, and found a paper box on the side of the coffee table.

"Why are you crying?" As I spoke, I pulled the paper drawer, took the tissue paper and pinched it in my hand, trying to help her wipe it, but I felt that it was wrong and handed her the tissue, "Don't cry, okay?" You're not wrong, you just care about me and your sister. ”

She took the tissue and nodded and wiped her tears, but I could still hear her muffled sore in her throat.

It's a complicated, uncomfortable and heartwarming feeling......

Xuanxuan had dinner at my place, but she didn't rush back, but ran to the cubicle to do her homework, waiting for me to send her back when I was done.

On the way, she asked me, "Dean, what were you going to do when my sister got married?" ”

My heart throbbed again, and I raised my lips back to her, "Bless her, of course." ”

She was silent for a moment and asked, "What about you?" Will you get married? ”

“…… I...... I don't know, just let it be. ”

That night, I had insomnia, my head kept thinking about Shen Jianan, and I couldn't even control myself to check the information about Qifeng Group and Shen Jianan.

There is a lot of information about Qifeng Group, but not much about Shen Jianan, but from the only information I have, I can be sure from the bottom of my heart that this man is not worthy of Nuoxi......

I used to think that it would be good to be by her side and watch her happy, but now I suddenly realized that she may not be happy, what if she is not happy?

However, it is gratifying that only two months have passed since Shen Jianan's incident, and Xuanxuan told me that because Nuoxi herself doesn't like it, and Nuoxi's mother is also against it, and it is indeed not the best candidate for the Gu family, so Nuoxi's father is no longer there and there is a match.

At the beginning, Xuanxuan was like my little spy since then, and I would know what was going on on Nuoxi's side.

Then a few months later, I heard a name in Xuanxuan's mouth, Qiu Wen.

He is not the favorite object of Nuoxi's parents, but just a contracted artist of the former Tang Dynasty, but Xuanxuan said that Nuoxi has often mentioned him recently, and he admires it.

I was very curious, and I found information about Qiu Wen, he is very young and handsome in the photo, but what attracts people is his atmosphere.

Obviously, the background and shooting feel are very low-key, but he can't suppress the untamed atmosphere on his body, and the sharp edges and corners make me think of the Nuoxi I knew at the beginning.

At that time, she obviously looked so indifferent, but just like that, she still attracted people's eyes, because there was an irrepressible arrogance on her body, and that arrogance was so sharp.

Because I saw Qiu Wen, I suddenly found that over the years, Nuo Xi has changed a lot, and the arrogance on his body is still there, but it seems deliberate, and he doesn't have the natural sharpness at all......

It didn't take long for Noshi to mention him when she came to dine, and every time she mentioned it, there was a faint smile on the corners of her lips.

I can't control myself from paying attention to this person named Qiu Wen, and I have watched all his dramas since his debut.

I have to admit that he is a hard-working and talented actor, and his acting skills can be seen in every drama that has been greatly improved and changed.

When I saw him, I thought about me again, and suddenly felt a little ashamed......

Not long after, Noshi came to me with him.

It's been four years, and Nuoxi hasn't brought anyone else except Xuanxuan, so this is a kind of proof that Nuoxi treats him differently.

My appearance shocked me, he was with me...... Or that we are completely different people.

For example, he can smoke, and Noshi has always hated the smell of smoke, but he will ask Noshi if he can smoke a cigarette? Then, when Noshi said no, he took out a cigarette and lit it.

Then Noshi would glance at him, but instead of blame, he would laugh in his eyes.

For example, he will not be afraid to talk about filming at the dinner table, use humorous language, and occasionally break out one or two foul words.

Although every time Noshi would glare at him, he would say, I'm sorry, I accidentally got excited, but he will continue next time.

But Noshi never really blamed him, and he always showed the kind of smile that rarely showed his teeth, and there was a certain look in his eyes.

In Qiu Wen's world, there don't seem to be rules, or rather, those rules don't bind him.

And sometimes he is also funny and sleek, for example, I said to him, I envy him, and every time I see his performance and progress in the play, I will feel ashamed.

He would say that it was because I didn't like to sing, but I liked to cook, and if he was allowed to cook, even if he studied for one year, he would be ruining the kitchen, and of course, two years might not be.

Even Xuanxuan gradually fell in love with him, not only did she participate in the uneagerly participate when Nuoxi proposed to form a fan support group for him, but even pasted his photos all over the room, unabashedly admiring him.

I'm jealous of him, but I envy him even more, after all, he brings happiness to Nuoxi and Xuanxuan.

He's really nice, and there's a charm about him that can't be hated, even when he's exploding.

It's just that I can't help but be a little worried, after all, it is impossible for Noshi and him to be in love, and it will be painful when they have to separate......

Just like me, even if I just heard that her father intended to match her and Shen Jianan, I was so distressed at that moment that I was almost out of breath.

And...... Xuanxuan also likes him......

For a while, I was troubled and entangled, and I wanted to talk to Noshi, but I didn't know how to speak.

I was afraid that she would feel that I was lecturing her, and even tried to interfere with her freedom in the name of caring.

Xuanxuan saw that something was wrong with me and asked me what was wrong with me, I didn't plan to tell her, but she had already guessed......

"Is it because of my sister and Brother Wen?" She asked me.

I couldn't lie to those eyes full of concern, so after a sigh, I lowered my eyes and nodded my head.

She paused and said, "But they can't, neither my father nor my sister's mother will agree, and my sister is six years older than Brother Wen!" ”

"yes......" I nodded slightly, then lifted my eyes to look at her, "I'm worried because it's impossible." ”

She froze, her eyes wide open at me, as if I had said something that she couldn't accept.

I was in a trance for a second, and I reacted instantly, she also liked Qiu Wen, and hurriedly said: "It's impossible for your sister and Ah Wen, but you and him may have a ...... I...... I mean, I'm worried about you, and when I say you and Arwen might mean that you're better for your age, not because you're ......."

Looking at the stunned eyes that looked at me, I was stunned, I couldn't say any more, raised my hand to hold my forehead and closed my eyes, leaned back on the sofa, didn't dare to look at her, "I'm sorry, I don't even know what I'm talking about." ”

I wanted to appease her, to show that I actually cared about her, but I made myself incoherent, I couldn't express it right, and my words were very hypocritical.