Chapter 39: It's Time for You to Go
"Where do you want me to play?"
"I didn't mean that, I just think you've been too busy lately and should take a few days off to adjust."
"Cube, how long have you been with me?"
Hearing Feng Zikai's question, Fang's heart suddenly skipped a beat!
She didn't know how to answer Feng Zikai, but she couldn't help but answer his question!
"Four years, three and a half months."
From the first time she met Feng Zikai on the street in New York, to today, every day is in her heart!
It's just that he never knew!
At that time, she did not fall in love with Feng Zikai, but was a little surprised because she accidentally met an acquaintance abroad. is embarrassed and dependent, and she has always had a good impression of Feng Zikai, but when she was in China at that time, the man she loved in her heart was not Feng Zikai.
Smiling bitterly, Fang Fang looked down at Feng Zikai.
At that time, she gave too much for the bastard she loved.
Now that I think about it, how could she do so many incredible things for such a man?
When did you fall in love with Feng Zikai?
Is it the first time you encounter it?
Or after being with Feng Zikai?
I can't tell, maybe after that first meeting, she has fallen in love with him!
Did he ever love her?
Did you care about her?
Fang Fang asked these questions countless times, but she never knew the answers, let alone Feng Zikai to ask for answers, because she didn't want to get disappointed answers.
"Oh, it's been a long time."
Feng Zikai turned over, Fang Fang bowed his head and half-knelt on the bed, and continued to massage him.
So long?
Did he think she had been with him for too long?
Fang Fang is very clear that Feng Zikai will never leave a woman by his side for too long, she is the first. If it weren't for the relationship between Yun Duoduo, maybe Feng Zikai would have let her leave a long time ago. Three and a half years have passed, but it is still impossible for her to make Feng Zikai fall in love with her!
There is too much helplessness in her heart, although she knows that Feng Zikai doesn't love her, but she is still willing to wait by his side silently, do everything for him, and wait for one day, he will like her, and she is unwilling to let her leave.
"I remember you were almost thirty years old."
"Yes."
Fang Block's heart became uneasy, Feng Zikai meant, did he mean that she was old?
Also, with Feng Zikai's talent, wealth, and ability, not to mention a young woman, even a seventeen or eighteen-year-old girl, she will fall madly in love with him!
"How many years can a woman have?"
It seemed to ask with a little emotion, Feng Zikai closed his eyes and muttered for a moment, some things are not easy to say, maybe he is unwilling to say it, but he can't help but say it.
"A woman who is almost thirty years old should settle down and have her own family and life."
Fang's heart sank, she didn't think Feng Zikai's words were interesting and wanted to marry her!
"Thirty is the age when it's time to have a baby, steady, square, have you found the lifestyle you wanted?"
"I ...... Listen to your arrangement. ”
Fang Fang lowered his head and whispered, his hand subconsciously increased his strength, staring blankly at Feng Zikai's body. He still said this ruthlessly, perhaps he was already tired of her, and it was only for the sake of the clouds that he had always tolerated her to stay by his side.
She remembered that Feng Zikai seemed to have had a woman outside some time ago, was it because of that woman?
I really want to ask Feng Zikai why?
I would love to ask, what is that woman like!
But for a while, Fang Fang felt that he couldn't say anything, so he could only look at Feng Zikai's skin blankly, sliding past her fingertips again and again, and he couldn't grasp the feeling!
"Stop wasting your time and live the life you want!"
"What kind of life do you want me to live? You're tired of me, aren't you? ”
Feng Zikai smiled faintly: "It's not boring, Cube, you shouldn't have forgotten what you once said to me, right?" Whatever you want, you bring it up. ”
Fang Block's hand stopped, and at this moment she suddenly wanted to yell at Feng Zikai.
Could it be that after three and a half years, this man still doesn't understand that all she wants is his love?
Feng Zikai sat up, as if he wanted to say something, the mobile phone suddenly rang, and he picked up the mobile phone to answer. It was Jie Ziwei who called, and it was only at this time that Jie Ziwei informed him of Chu Keke's death.
"Got it, yes, okay."
The two men rarely did not quarrel and quickly ended the conversation.
The cube was silently half-kneeling on the bed, his hands pressing hard against the sheets, staring down at the textures and patterns on the sheets beneath his hands.
Are you leaving him like that?
Ruthlessly abandoned by him?
Feng Zikai got out of bed and stood up, Fang lowered his head and didn't speak, just stared at the pattern of the sheets under his hands.
Can you say that as long as Feng Zikai's love, you don't want anything else?
Did she say something like that to him?
A brown paper envelope was thrown to the hand of the square: "These are for you, you don't think enough to speak." ”
Fang looked up at Feng Zikai, but he had already turned around and walked out.
Maybe now he doesn't even want to look at her, right?
"Zikai ......"
She reached out to grab Feng Zikai, but looked at his back helplessly, dragging out a shadow on the ground that broke her heart.
"What more could you ask for?"
"How much longer can I stay here? I haven't forgotten what I said, just please give me a few more days. ”
"How long do you want it to take?"
"Is it okay for a month? For the last month, I have only one request, and before the next month arrives today, I will disappear in front of you without a sound! ”
"Okay, last month!"
Feng Zikai walked out of the door, the square jumped up, chased to the door and hugged Feng Zikai from behind: "There is still a month, I want to see you every day, with you, can I move back?" Please, it's only thirty days, it won't be hard. ”
"Okay, you can come back anytime."
"Can you wait for me for a few minutes?"
Feng Zikai raised his eyebrows, wanting to turn back to look at the square, but he didn't look back.
"I'll pack up and go back with you."
In order to ensure Kanaan's safety, Feng Zikai later found another place to let the cube move out of his house and take Kanaan to live alone.
Feeling the block's arm slip reluctantly off his body, and then hearing the sound of cleaning up, he raised his wrist to look at his watch, he had always disliked waiting for people, including women.
It seems that all along, except for the heartless woman of Yun Duoduo, he has never waited for any woman, it is all women who are waiting for him.
Rarely, he's going to have to wait for a block today.
"Hurry up, I'll go down first."
Feng Zikai opened the door and wanted to go out, but the cube had already arrived at his side and grabbed his arm: "Let's go home." ”
He looked outside, that house, can it be considered home?
If so, can it be considered a block home?
There is still a month to go, and this woman must stay with him for a month, and want to use these thirty days to make him change his mind?
The square looked up, the bright and sunny blue sky, the north in the early winter, the cold wind brought out a biting chill, so that she couldn't feel a trace of warmth from the bottom of her heart!
Kanaan is gone, and she will leave here in a month's time!
Where to go?
If Kanaan doesn't leave, can she continue to stay by Feng Zikai's side?
Feng Zikai didn't speak, got into the car without saying a word, the car started and drove out, the two of them were still close to each other, it seemed to be very sweet and intimate, but the heavy and depressing atmosphere made people feel bad.
Suddenly, the cube smiled: "Honey, what do you want to eat at night?" ”
"Whatever you want."
"Well, you always say that you'll come back for dinner in the evening, right?"
"Today I'm resting."
"Since you're resting, let's not go home first, okay?"
Feng Zikai was silent, looking sideways at the square, what did she think?
"Zikai, we haven't gone out to play yet, and today I want you to go out for a walk with me."
"Where do you want to go?"
"Go to the lake."
Fang looked out the car window and followed Feng Zikai for more than three years, but the time for the two of them to go out and play together was only a handful.
On the one hand, it is because Feng Zikai is too busy, he has to be busy with mafia affairs, and there is too much business to do. She wants to accompany Kanaan and take care of the little guy, so the two of them can hardly see each other during the day, and sleep in the same bed at night, she is just a bed partner of Feng Zikai!
"Okay."
Thinking that Fang Fang could only stay by his side for a month, Feng Zikai's heart also softened and agreed to Fang Fang's request.
"It's a nice day."
Fang Fang looked up and stared out the window, not wanting his tears to flow out in front of Feng Zikai at this moment.
"I suddenly don't want to go to the lake, it's very cold and windy in winter."
"Whatever you like, I'll give you the time today."
Feng Zikai turned his head and looked out of the other window, for three and a half years, he didn't know if the other block was a habit, or something else.
Jie Ziwei is about the same age as him, but he already has a son, Kanaan is almost five years old, and he doesn't even have a home and a wife.
"Thank you, Zikai."
Fang Fang suddenly turned around and hugged Feng Zikai, buried his head in his arms, Feng Zikai didn't move, let Fang Fang hug him like this, and snuggled in his arms.
Tears still can't stop flowing out at this moment!
Fang Fang held a handkerchief hard, covering his eyes to prevent his tears from flowing on Feng Zikai's body, and he found out.
She didn't want Feng Zikai to know that she was crying, she would never want him to see her crying!
Both of them were silent, and the cube strained to stop his tears from flowing, how long had he not cried?
Since that time when she was secretly sold by her boyfriend, no matter what difficulties she faced, even death, she never cried again!
She swore from that day that she would never cry for a man again in her life!