76. There are regrets

When Tang Yiyi went to the noodle restaurant in the evening, Qin Baike stopped her and asked her to sit across from him, then scooped a bowl of ice powder out of the freezer and gave it to her, adding brown sugar, red beans, raisins and small glutinous rice cakes.

"It's just been freezing for a while, and it's not too cold."

Tang Yiyi looked at this bowl of innovative ice powder, and was really moved, "Who would have thought that so many things would go in?" ”

"I don't know, Xiao Xie said that it is very popular to eat like this now, so she prepared some. The weather is too hot, and people who come to eat noodles want to eat and sell them by the way. ”

Tang Yiyi laughed very happily at the entrance, ate all in one go, wiped her mouth with a tissue, and looked up to see Qin Baike staring at her, "What's wrong?" Why are you looking at me. ”

"I see you eat deliciously, do you want more?"

"I'll eat it tomorrow, I can't digest it if I eat too much at night."

"Well, if you're hungry in the future, I'll cook noodles for you, don't eat too many snacks."

"But I like to eat, what should I do?"

"Then eat less."

"Do you still buy it for me?"

"I don't buy it."

"Huh?"

"If you don't have nutritious things, it's not beneficial to eat more, you can eat a lot less if you buy them yourself."

"Brother Bai, how can you be so stingy?" Tang Yiyi pursed his lips, his lips were pink, Qin Baike's eyes flickered twice, and he hurriedly looked away.

Tang Yiyi saw that he ignored her, and got up angrily, "I went up, I didn't expect you to be such a hundred brothers, my girlfriend came back, and she didn't even buy me snacks, hum!" ”

Qin Baike looked at her back upstairs dumbfounded, Xiao Xie thought so, she also thought so, wouldn't the entire Huang Juelan Lane people think so?

He knew very sure that Ye Tong had no feelings for him, but when she deliberately flirted with him ambiguously in the morning, wasn't she not far from the medical hall, what did Ye Tong want to do?

Tang Yiyi went upstairs and saw Ye Tong and the second tube and a cigarette in front of the computer commenting on the morning's photos, and she hurriedly went over to sit next to her to watch.

The photo is very beautiful, at first glance, it is taken by professional camera professionals, under the lens of Ye Tong, the photo as a whole shows the warmth of the ancient and quiet years of Huang Juelan Lane, and the characters are doing things in it, but it reflects a strong fashion atmosphere.

"Sister Ye Tong, I have never found Huang Julan Lane so special."

"I only found out when I came back this time, and I didn't really like it before."

The second tube said, "I've always wanted to go back here, you must have let me buy a little farther when I bought the house, but now I regret it." ”

Ye Tong smiled and didn't say anything, she called up Xu Mingjie's photos, Tang Yiyi was amazed again, Ye Tong said to the second cylinder: "Choose a few photos of the two of us and put them together, you can show them to Aunt Jie tomorrow, what she likes, go to the photo studio to frame a few and give them to her." ”

"I know, I don't need you to say it, your brother is sensible now."

"Well, sensible. If you are sensible, don't provoke those who shouldn't be provoked, and your hands were almost cut off. ”

"Sister, Brother Bai has already taken care of me to death, you see that I am almost a noodle shop guy now, don't talk about me. Also, you can't smoke a few cigarettes, smoking gets old faster. ”

"I smoke and no one cuts me with a knife, you take care of yourself."

Erguan rolled his eyes helplessly, got up and said, "I'll go down to work, otherwise Brother Bai will chase me." With that, he ran downstairs as if he were running away.

Tang Yiyi sat down in the second cylinder position, "I'll look at other photos." ”

Ye Tong gave her the mouse, smoked a few puffs of cigarettes on the side, and suddenly said, "Yiyi, thank you that night." ”

Tang Yiyi turned her head to look at Ye Tong's serious expression, "I was also shocked that night, but I really don't need to thank you." "Because, when Qin Baike hugged me and stepped on the stairs that night, I also hugged him tightly, and his neck was so hot. Tang Yiyi thought a little distractedly.

"What do you think? So happy. Ye Tong asked her.

"It's nothing, the second brother suffered that night, and he cried very ugly. However, the wound healed faster than expected. ”

"I wanted him to follow me, but he didn't want to go, he liked Yicheng, saying that the mountains and rivers here are beautiful and the air is good."

"I love it too."

"Everyone can live the way they like is the best life." Ye Tong lit another cigarette.

Tang Yiyi looked at Ye Tong's faint eyebrows in the smoke, her eyes were open-minded, determined and strong, and she wondered if she would have her experience and eyes when she was thirty years old.

"Sister Ye Tong, you and Brother Bai had a good time in high school, right?"

Ye Tong was stunned, turned his head to look at Tang Yiyi, and suddenly smiled, "He is a light in my life." ”

"He has such poor grades, can he be your light?"

"The quality of the grades does not measure the integrity of a person's character, Baike guarded me when I was the loneliest and most inferior, because he suddenly became extremely confident, it turned out that I was cared for."

"My parents are actually very patriarchal in their bones, after the second tube was born, they didn't care much about me, they came out to work, and they have always taken him, and I was in the countryside grandma's house, until the second year of junior high school, their economic conditions were better, and they took me to the city to study."

"Compared to the city kids, my grades are not worth mentioning at all, I was lucky to meet a good teacher, she told me that a large part of the happiness in life comes from you doing what you like and meaningful at the same time, and the process of doing it and the final success will make you feel that time is not wasted."

"And success is achieved by my own uninterrupted efforts day by day, especially a family like mine can't give me good conditions, I really have to rely on myself. It became clear to me that from that time on, I worked hard to become the best version of myself. ”

"Be the best version of yourself." This sentence really came from here.

"My junior high school teacher is now recuperating at Greenhill, and you should really meet her if you have a chance, a very personable old lady."

"Green Lodge? Learn to draw, learn to write the old lady? ”

"You've seen it?"

"It's really different." Tang Yiyi said sincerely.

"Hahahaha, I just hope to be like her, always keep a curiosity about the world, that's called a wonderful life."

"Sister Ye Tong, you are wonderful enough."

"When people are young, they must go through pain and suffering, and only when they grow up do they know what it means to be wonderful."

"What is Sister Ye Tong's ordeal?"

"The most sensitive girlhood, being ostracized, not recognized, and even the teacher thinks that you are pretending to be high and turning a blind eye to school violence. At that time, I felt that I was fighting against the whole world alone, and then Bai Ke came and sided with me, and he was also in a period of rebellion and confusion. ”

"That's how you started dating?"

Ye Tong looked at Tang Yiyi and shook his head with a smile, "You don't understand my persistence in wanting to be admitted to Peking University, I won't let anything stand in my way, let alone the early love that is regarded as a beast by teachers and parents." I really can't see Baike learn like that, so I took the time to help him. ”

"Some people's intelligence doesn't always need to be learned, there is no way. We were together all day, in school and after school, and probably because of that, they thought we were in love. I didn't fall in love in college, I couldn't rely on my family, and more than half of the tuition fees were earned by my part-time job, until I graduated and found a job, I said to myself, okay, I can fall in love. ”

"And now?"

"Now, looking back at the past ten years and the tense life, I realize that something was missed, what a pity."

"My life is not tight, but I have missed a lot of it."

"This is a whirling world, and whirling is regret. I studied hard all day when I was in Yicheng, and I missed the opportunity to make friends, but I didn't expect to make you a little friend when I came back this time. ”

"I'm so happy to know the legendary Sister Ye Tong."

Ye Tong covered his mouth and laughed, "Legendary? You're so cute. ”

Ye Tong raised his wrist to look at the time, "Okay, you take your time to look at the photos, help Aunt Jie choose a few good ones, I'll go back first, when I'm not working, I'll try to go to bed early and get up early." ”

She stood up, bent down to extinguish the cigarette in her hand, waved to Tang Yiyi, took her bag and went downstairs.

Qin Baike saw her come down, put down the things in her hand and came out, and drove her, she didn't shirk, and seemed to cherish every minute with him.

In the car, she asked Qin Baike: "Do you have any regrets over the years?" ”

Qin Baike was stunned, "I didn't think about it." ”

"Think about it now."

Qin Baike pursed his lips and drove without saying a word, this kind of anatomical question about himself is like asking him "what is the meaning of human life", he never thinks about it, the past is over, what he wants to do at the moment is done, and what should be cherished is cherished.

He doesn't have a sensitive and delicate heart, and he doesn't have too specific expectations for the future, but he knows what he does now, what will happen in the future, so he knows what will happen in the foreseeable future.

"Did you think of it?" Ye Tong forced him.

He looked at Ye Tong's face, her eyes shining with anticipation in the dark.

He didn't understand what Ye Tong wanted to do, but he was willing to satisfy her and tell her the answer she wanted to hear, maybe this was the answer in his heart, "Yes." ”

"What is it?"

"It's a pity that no matter how hard you try, you can't catch up."

Ye Tong smiled with satisfaction and sighed deeply, "Baike, thank you for saying that. ”

"Ye Tong, in my heart, you are the best woman."

"When you say that, I'm going to be proud."

"Of course you can be proud, you won't know how lucky I am to have met you."

β€œmetoo!” Ye Tong smiled and looked out the window, and a tear slipped silently from the corner of his eye.

The two of them didn't speak again, and when they arrived at the gate of the community, Ye Tong got out of the car, and her smile was like a flower, she leaned on the car window and said to Qin Baike: "Tomorrow, I want to go and see Teacher Liu." ”

Qin Baike nodded, "Okay, I'll send you there." ”

Tang Yiyi flipped through the photos and downloaded the two photos taken by Ye Tong to her mobile phone, these two photos can be used directly as ID photos with a different background, and there is no need to worry about no photos for the next ten years.

went to the room and lay down, got up again, dragged out Qin Baike's cardboard box containing old books from under the bed, turned out Ye Tong's notebook, found a photo of Qin Baike when he was a teenager, and remade it with his mobile phone.

Put the cardboard box, lie down again, looked at Qin Baike's photos again and again, and put them on his chest and thought, Ye Tong is going to leave after all, her heart is between the vast world outside, and Yicheng is just a place for her to rest when she is tired of flying.

I didn't participate in Qin Baike's youth, but I have participated in my youth now, even if it can't stay in his heart, at least it will remain in his memory.

Thinking like this, during this period of time, a heart with ups and downs has slowly become calm and determined.