My eyes converged on Shen Huanjiu's misty black pupils, and from his eyes, I saw my poor self.

After coming out of a backward village and seeing a different world outside, I had many illusions about the future, but these illusions were all disillusioned after Shen Huanjiu ruthlessly sent me back to the place where I was from.

The sentence 'I am my person after the age of three, and it has nothing to do with supporting my family' seems to be no longer counted.

On the day Shen Huanjiu handed me the suitcase at the entrance of the village, he said meaningfully: "You should go back and have a look, and I will send you here." ”

Obviously it was the way home, and I walked like a lost dog.

The family has indeed changed.

The big-bellied woman sitting at the door has a raw face, and a lot of new furniture and appliances have been added to the house.

At first, I thought for a moment that it was a different owner, but when I peeked in and saw my dad and grandma sitting in the hall watching TV, I knew that I hadn't gone to the wrong door.

"Dad." I didn't call grandma.

When my dad saw me, he was so shocked that he dropped the cigarette in his hand and burned his pants.

Just when I was away from home, my grandmother used the money given by Shen Huanjiu to find a daughter-in-law for my father from outside. A neighbor who likes to say right and wrong told me that not long after I left, my mother was driven to the yard where the chickens were raised, and they were all eating and drinking with the animals. My mom, a mentally handicapped person, knows how to run. As soon as she left, she didn't come back, and when she found someone, she was still holding a photo of me and Fudao when she was a child, and the corpses were smelly and rotten.

I was so angry that I cried and yelled at my grandmother: "You are disrespectful to the old and have committed a lifetime of crimes, I will sue you!" You must not die well! ”

The ignorant old man was not frightened by me, and he raised me by opening his mouth and closing his mouth, saying that I had vomited out the food I had eaten since I was a child, and if I dared to find trouble, it would be equivalent to sending my own father to death.

She also sneered at me: "In the end, I didn't come back to help my family!" You are really as backbone as your foolish mother, how far you go, don't stay if you think our family is not good, raising a girl is like this, your elbows are turned out! In the end, it is better to raise boys. ”

Grandma's threat did work, no matter what my father did to my mother, he was still my father in the end, I really didn't have the courage to kill my relatives in righteousness at that time, and I didn't have the backbone to leave home, I had nowhere to run when I was penniless, but I ran away and ended up probably the same as my mother.

I don't want to be an unfilial person, but life forces me to be silent. I really want to live as a person, without appreciating the vulgarity of the sect and the trivialities of life.

During my mother's May 7 funeral, several typhoons came and went, and it rained for several days in a row. The village is low-lying and half of every house is flooded. The village cadres wanted the whole village to evacuate, but the older generation was very stubborn, and every household would rather take a basin and scoop water out of their homes than leave, not to say that it would not be completely flooded. The next day, many people forced us to evacuate, and no one in the village refused to leave, and they also started to work with those who came to persuade us.

I sat in the house and thought to myself, it's better not to leave, the big water caused the woman to slip the tire! The ancestors have no virtue, and grandma is not worthy of wishful!

Glancing out at random, his eyes suddenly froze.

Shen Huanjiu held a black umbrella, the advantage of height made him a head taller than ordinary people just standing, his eyes were colder than the pouring rain falling from the sky, but it was such a man who always made it difficult for me to get close to him and said to me: "Auntie, I'll take you home." ”

It dawned on me that Shen Huanjiu might not have sent me back to the village out of boredom with me.

He took advantage of the chaos to take me away and flooded the path. I'm short, and the water is reaching my thighs.

"Come up! I'll carry you away. Shen Huanjiu handed me the umbrella and bent slightly with his back to me.

I looked at his bent back, and the small happiness in my heart was real. He always saved me when I was most depressed.

I timidly climbed on Shen Huanjiu's back, and he easily lifted me up, while I chose to hold an umbrella for him in silence.

There is a long, long way Shen Huanjiu has carried me on his back, I don't believe that anyone will have extraordinary physical strength, but he is tired and he doesn't say a word.

At that time, I was thinking, even though I might be labeled as moral and humane, I would still be with him.

On the evening back to Beijing, Shen Huanjiu pushed open my door.

He threw me the report card and the teacher's comments from the midterm and said, "I failed four subjects, which is very good." ”

I looked down at a few red pen drawings and didn't speak.

Shen Huanjiu walked closer, and his breath fell from a high place: "School will start in two weeks, I'll make it up to you." ”

I bit my lip and held it for a long time before I looked up and asked, "Why?" ”

Shen Huanjiu's eyebrows twisted slightly, and his expression was not novel: "Huh? ”

I shook my hand awkwardly and whispered, "You...... It's not who I am. ”

Shen Huanjiu laughed lightly for no reason, swept my head with his big hand casually and said, "I don't see that you girl is still holding a grudge." ”

I looked at him, and my heart throbbed.

Shen Huanjiu saw that I didn't speak, and rubbed my head with his hand again: "Really hold a grudge? Well? ”

How uncompetitive I am, Shen Huanjiu gave me a little tenderness and I fell again, and all the way from my hometown to Beijing, he never claimed to be my brother-in-law again, which made me feel that the feeling between us seemed to have changed subtly.

I smiled at him slowly, "Which subject to make up first?" ”

"Whatever, you decide, start tomorrow." Shen Huanjiu lit a cigarette and turned around and walked out of my room.

For two whole weeks, Shen Huanjiu went to the company every morning to hang around, and he would inevitably rush back to accompany me before noon.

What I was most greedy about was when he gave me make-up lessons, and occasionally stood behind me and stuck out his finger on the textbook on the table, and wrapped me in his arms like that. Not only can I smell the perfume on his body, but I can also see the tenderness in his heart day after day.

It was the day before school that I really realized that our relationship was a little different from what it used to be.

Shen Huanjiu is a businessman, and there will always be some uneasy gatherings in the mall. He didn't come back that day at noon and didn't show up until late in the evening. He brought a nice dress and high heels from outside and told me to change into.

"Where are you going?" I asked with a frown.

Shen Huanjiu sat on the sofa, lightly lowered his tie and said, "A business partner introduced me to a partner and blocked it for me." ”

I immediately chuckled in my heart.

I am not familiar with Shen Huanjiu's work circle, I don't know how much money he has, and what his status is among his peers.

I twisted the beautiful skirt in my hand and approached him step by step: "Take me there, will others gossip?" ”

After all, I'm not even seventeen years old, Shen Huanjiu took me there, what should others think of him.

The man on the couch seemed to easily penetrate my thoughts, squinting and asking, "Do you think it's time for me to fall in love?" ”

I was so excited that I lost the sentence: "I didn't!" He turned around and staggered upstairs.

What Shen Huanjiu prepared for me was a very good-looking dress, off-white, and it showed off her figure, I untied my hair from my head, and my long black hair fell out at once.

Putting on high heels and changing into a more mature dress, I looked a lot older in the mirror.

In fact, I am very good-looking, I have a melon seed face since I was a child, my eyes are watery, my lips are thin, and my breasts are not as small as others think.

"Not already?" Shen Huanjiu was probably impatient and knocked on my door.

I walked over to open the door for him as if I was on stilts, and Shen Huanjiu looked at me from top to bottom, and his face turned a little red.

"Let's go downstairs." He turned to leave.

I grabbed his sleeve and said, "I'm not used to shoes, old man." ”

Shen Huanjiu led me downstairs, got into the car and immediately lit a cigarette.

"When the time comes, what should I call you? Mr. Shen? Huanjiu, or ...... Brother Jiu? "My palms were sweating.

Shen Huanjiu spat out a white mist and asked in a deep voice, "What do you want to call me?" ”

His questions stuck me for no reason, and the dark eyes made me have nothing to hide. The twenty-four-year-old man in front of me who suddenly broke into my life, I also wanted to know how to interpret his relationship with him.

I could only shake my head: "I don't know." ”

"Three-year-old, called husband." Shen Huanjiu threw the cigarette butt out the window, and the car quickly rushed out.