Chapter 517 - Labor
I didn't have much joy in my heart, and my mind was full of her words over and over again, which made my heart a little breathless!
Sister Dai brought me some warm water and persuaded me in a low voice: "Her personality is like that, for a while, don't go to your heart, come, drink some water!" β
I smiled gratefully at Sister Dai, but I never drank the water in my hand!
This is just the beginning, my father-in-law's anger came down, and my mother-in-law just stopped talking about me in front of him. Behind my back, she was still talking to me all the time.
The central meaning is also one: Lu Yiting is stronger than me now, and my attitude as a weak party should not be arrogant!
This hint is too strong, and slowly I began to admit that I am indeed the weak party, and Lu Yiting is really much stronger than me.
But I was greeted not only by an inferiority complex, but also by intense fear and boundless anger.
I am now old and decrepit, but Lu Yiting is in his prime.
I am extremely weak now, but Lu Yiting is strong.
I don't have a major career anymore, but he's on his way to success!
So, I really don't deserve it!
This kind of thought is always stimulated by my mother-in-law intentionally or unintentionally, and gradually, I don't go out of the room much, and slowly, my mentality and temper also change. Insomnia came to me again, and my spirit was getting worse and worse due to physical discomfort!
But I'm putting up with it, I can't bear to ignore these things, pretend to be generous, I can't let my mother-in-law look down, but there are times when I can't bear it. When I was most devastated, I thought about walking away or ...... Suicide.
But I soon realized that it was not right, I still had a lot of hope, I still have a pair of lovely twins in my belly, and I think it is terrible for me to think like this!
But I don't have anywhere else to go, and I don't want my godparents to worry, so I have to endure it.
Of course, I finally found an outlet. Lu Yiting is back! Obviously, he was surprised by the change in me, I should be in a very bad state now, I haven't eaten and slept well, where did I get so good?
He squatted beside me, reached out and grabbed my hand tightly, and the old man was full of distress and brushed my hair for me: "Wife, thank you for your hard work!" β
Thinking of what my mother-in-law said to me, and seeing Lu Baozi's current behavior, I feel disgusting, sarcastic, and even painful!
I pulled my hand back hard, holding back the tears rolling in my eyes, I gritted my teeth and said, "It's not as hard as you." β
He looked stunned, but he still smiled and wanted to come and kiss me, but I turned my head away.
He looked for my face again, and I simply frowned and glared at him.
He's inexplicable! Pinching my face, he smiled: "What's wrong wife?" You're not happy when I'm back? β
Oh, yes! I should be glad he returns, and I should wait for him, for it is a blessing for him to come back to see me.
The busy man and the big boss have finally come back to see her tortured wife, huh, don't you think it's ironic?
I reached out and waved his hand away, tilted my head and sneered: "I'm happy, I haven't forgotten your appearance yet, but you're busy, you don't have to come back to see me, you can go!" β
He was stunned, stood up straight and didn't speak!
I glared back at him and said word by word, "I'll let you go, I've seen enough and don't want to watch anymore." β
He frowned, and anger gradually appeared in his eyes, but rarely, he still said to me softly: "I'm sorry, I'm really too busy during this time, I ......"
"No!" I sneered and shook my head, pretending to be relaxed: "No need to say I'm sorry, I don't need it, I don't need company, I don't need to look at me, I don't need to call me, I don't need it." β
"Wife, I'm ......," he anxiously wanted to explain.
"Get out!" I was going to cry, but I didn't want to cry in front of him, it was the first time I'd felt like crying in a long time. I guess I've endured it for too long!
He refused, but still stubbornly stood still!
I lifted my foot and kicked over everything I could kick over next to me, and the glass of warm water shattered at his feet, spilling his slightly wrinkled trousers.
My mother-in-law should have been eavesdropping outside, and when she heard this, she couldn't help it, so she hurriedly pushed the door in and yelled at me: "Yiting just came back, how can you talk like that as a wife?" β
Taking a deep breath, I was calm, my hands on the armrests and I wanted to stand up!
Lu Yiting hurriedly stretched out his hand to help me: "Okay, don't get up!" β
I reached out and pushed him away, holding my belly, I smiled at my mother-in-law: "I want a caesarean section, and now, I have to go to the hospital!" After speaking, I took a difficult step and walked out, and Lu Yiting hurriedly came over and hugged me: "Wife, it's all my fault." β
But the mother-in-law said: "If you can't cut it, you will lose it, and you won't be able to give birth to your belly for eight months." β
I, who has always chosen to forbear, have become presumptuous in front of Lu Baozi, and even my mother-in-law's obscenity can't be taken care of.
Hearing her stop roar, I staggered out without even looking back.
Lu Baozi was afraid of hurting me, so he didn't dare to pull hard, and the way he held my arm gave me a little help!
My mother-in-law was excited, and she caught up with me and dragged me fiercely: "Why are you so disobedient, you can't dissect it, you will be defeated!" β
I stubbornly turned around, silent, and didn't stop!
My mother-in-law yelled at me: "You are so proud and willful, where have you read so many books, is there no teacher who teaches you to respect your elders?" β
"Mom, can you stop talking about this nonsense, don't you see that she is very uncomfortable? What's wrong with eight-month-olds. β
I listened to my mother-in-law's words and sneered: "If you don't teach superstitious things like seven or eight failures, I want to live!" β
"Hey, it's against you, I can't say it!"
I obviously felt physically exhausted, and my feet were a little weak at this moment, but I still said very stubbornly: "My own business, no one can say it!" β
My mother-in-law started to do it to me, and the hot hand grabbed my arm and began to drag it back hard, although I wanted to stalemate, but helplessly, I had no strength!
At this time, I could only casually grab Lu Yiting's arm and try to resist!
Lu Yiting stretched out his hand to circle me, and said impatiently to his mother-in-law: "Mom, what are you doing, she is very weak and you can't see it?" β
"No birth!" My mother-in-law's arrogant and stubborn appearance is completely displayed, she pulls my arm domineeringly, and she doesn't care about my feelings at all, and her expression is even a little hideous!
Lu Yiting suddenly said coldly: "Mom, when I was away, you treated her like this, right?" β
My mother-in-law and I were stunned, his words were simply the little stone that stirred up a thousand waves!
My resentment slowly turned into grievances again, and little by little I came to my heart, extremely fragile! And my mother-in-law also felt wronged, she helped Sister Dai to settle my food and drink together, how hard it was, as for those ugly words, she was not the one who listened to them, so she should feel that it didn't matter!
"Good!" My mother-in-law shook off my hand fiercely, and stood still with her hands on her waist: "Very good, white-eyed wolf, right?" Serving you to eat and drink, helping you take care of the children, and looking back, I feel that I have treated you badly! β
"My good son, you are really a long face for your mother!"
In the end, it was an elder, Lu Yiting couldn't help frowning, looking at me with some embarrassment, he sighed helplessly: "Mom, I didn't mean that......"
Okay, now it's Lu Yiting caught in the middle again!
My mother-in-law and I always have someone to give into, and her old man will definitely not give in, and I ......
I tugged on Lu Yiting's arm: "Help me go back to the room and lie down, I'm tired!" β
Endure it any longer, and in more than a month, I will be completely liberated.
I said that I had two children, but I also overfulfilled three, which was too hard. In the future, I won't be regenerating!
My compromise finally brought peace, and it seemed that he was worried about my emotions, and Lu Baozi, who was still going to leave for two days, suddenly decided to stay at home for a long time.
At that time, he put his arm around me and told me the good news, I had my back to him, and my voice was cold when I agreed, but in fact, my heart was happy!
I, very much, would love to have him by my side, especially at times like these. But I'm still naΓ―ve, I thought that with Lu Yiting's protection, my mother-in-law should be a little jealous no matter how she looks at me, but she doesn't!
She was very smart, and she expected that I was a person who didn't like to complain, so she took advantage of Lu Yiting's absence to send me something, and by the way, teased me. Those words were not trivial, they were all sarcasm, and I pretended not to hear them. In my heart, I was stimulated by her!
Therefore, it is often Lu Baozi who coaxes me, and when my mother-in-law comes, my mood will change again.
However, I have no place to pass it on, I only have Lu Yiting! When I'm in a bad mood, I scold him. When I couldn't stand the back pain, I cried and scolded him. When I couldn't sleep at night, I woke him up and scolded him! He was always very patient and coaxed me, no matter how busy he was during the day, he did not complain about my abuse.
But I could see his exhaustion, and his eyes slowly became painful with my pain. Actually, I also blame myself for torturing Lu Yiting so much, and I'm sorry, but I can't help it.
Every time I drenched the dog scolded by Lu Yiting, I saw his more and more silent face, and I blamed myself uncontrollably.
I cried guiltily, and he gently hugged me and coaxed, I could only say sorry to him over and over again, in exchange for him being even more distressed!
We all had a bad time in these last days!
As I approached the day of childbirth, my mood slowly recovered, as if I had seen the light in the long darkness.
The tense relationship between me and Lu Yiting has gradually eased!
I planned to be admitted to the hospital a week before the due date to give birth, but the night before I was admitted to the hospital, Lu Yiting suddenly whispered to me while helping to press the rub:
"Wife, the branch is about to open, and Brother Bao is going to be stationed in the mainland!"
I was taking a deep breath hard, and I couldn't stand it, so I took the special equipment prepared for me next to me and prepared for oxygen!
Lu Baozi was still cautiously saying: "Yang Yi is going abroad for a while to further his studies, and he has always been on a business trip in place of me before, so I ......"
I let out a breath of turbidity and added to him in surprise, "Are you going on another business trip?" β
"Hmm!" Lu Baozi looked at me evasively, as if he was afraid that I would suddenly get angry, and he smiled at me cautiously: "Is it okay?" β
His demeanor was too flattering and flattering, which made me introspect myself, during this time, I should have tortured him miserably!
I'm a bit of a bad person, but I like to pretend to be generous too much, but when I am selfish at this time, I won't miss anything at all......
But I just promised him!
The next day, he sent me to the hospital before leaving, and as a result, he left in the morning and I had a seizure in the afternoon......
It's also strange, I have always hated hospitals, but when I came out of Lu's house, I actually felt that the hospital wards were not bad, so I happily ate lunch and rested for a while.
I woke up at half past three in the afternoon with the pain in my stomach, I could clearly feel the contractions, my stomach was very tight, and my belly hurt!
I hurriedly called my godmother, and my mother-in-law just called hot water and heard it, so she immediately ran to the door to call the doctor.
Immediately after that, the amniotic water broke, and it kept flowing warmly!
At five o'clock in the afternoon, I was pushed into the delivery room covered in sweat, the uterine opening was fully open, and the doctor gave me a side scissor again......
I am an advanced maternal age, and the doctor originally recommended that I have a caesarean section, but I feel that since I have endured it to term, I want to give birth by myself!
In the case of a smooth delivery, the doctor's side cut is nothing in the pain of giving birth, but it acts as a clarion call to start labor!
The midwife's nurse put the oxygen mask on my face and said with a smile: "The second child is better, don't be afraid, listen to me later, we will be soon." β
I winked at her, my teeth clenched! Last time, I was accompanied by Lu Baozi, but this time, there was no one around, and I felt a little uncomfortable.