Chapter 256 See you again
Chunhe had a smile on his face throughout the whole process, and his eyes looked intently at the place where Duguyi came, but he didn't know what kind of taste it was in his heart.
After all, in her opinion, the relationship between the Queen Mother and the Emperor Duguyi is not very good, but it is not explicitly stated on the surface.
Clear-eyed people can still see it, whether it is cordial or not, everyone still knows.
However, the Empress Dowager Huici has hidden too many things in her heart, and over the years, when Emperor Jing was still alive, it was not that the Empress Dowager Huici didn't like her son and didn't care about her son, but that she had a bitter heart.
But he couldn't say it clearly, so he could only silently make up for his debt to Duguyi in this Buddhist hall, so that he could sleep more peacefully at night.
Otherwise, a normal person would not stay in his room all day long, without the slightest idea of going out to bask in the sun.
It's just that there are too many things, like being afraid of basking in the sun, will completely expose your true inner emotions, and in the end, everyone will be bruised.
Everyone has their own ideas, and no one can force anyone to do something, because everyone has their own choices.
As for whether the final choice is right or not, it's none of anyone's business.
Because no matter what the final outcome is, you have to bear the consequences yourself, and you have no other choice.
After a while, Dugu Yi and these people came to the door of Qianchen Palace, and Chunhe slowly gave Dugu Yi a big gift: "The slave has seen the emperor, long live the emperor, long live the emperor." ”
When Duguyi saw Chunhe, he was stunned for a while, and asked in disbelief: "Are you Chunhe?" ”
After Chunhe heard Duguyi's words, he was a little surprised, he never thought that the emperor Duguyi still remembered his name.
It was really a great touch, and I didn't know what to say all of a sudden.
Chunhe still insisted on the action that Hei Dugu Yi had just asked, and bent one foot slightly.
At first, it was fine, but after a long time, it became a little unstable, and then it was a little swaying.
Seeing this, Dugu Yi immediately waved his hand and said, "Excuse me." ”
After speaking, Chunhe staggered to his feet, tidied up a little, and then dignified himself.
It's as if nothing had happened just now, and everyone was wrong.
The reason why Dugu Yi was stunned for a while when he saw Chun He was because when Dugu Yi was young, only Chun He was good to him in the harem of the Empress Dowager Huici.
Even Dugu Yi at that time felt that Chunhe's kindness to him was more unforgettable than his love for his biological mother.
When we met again, Chunhe's temples were already white, and even with good makeup, it couldn't stop the traces left on her face by the years.
It is not an exaggeration to say that the years are a pig-killing knife, and it is with these traces of the years that people will be remembered more clearly.
But the faces of the people in the past will never change the smile on their faces, which is still so bright and dazzling, which makes people happy.
Another reason why Dugu Yi has a deep memory of Chunhe is because what he always remembers is that he was punished by his father, Emperor Jing, that year.
It was a light rainy day, and the previous day was still very good, but suddenly, Xiao Duguyi, who was standing, suddenly felt raindrops falling on his face.
Immediately followed by a downpour, "let's da, da" non-stop, the sound was very rapid, big and small, as if it was venting something.
In this way, Dugu Yi had been standing in the rain for several hours, but Emperor Jing did not want to give him the slightest order to rest.
God seems to be joking with Dugu Yi, and always gives himself another one when he is already traumatized.
So that it can be very embarrassed, so that it will stop.
When he was a child, Duguyi still relied on the care of the Empress Dowager Huici, but these were just his extravagant dreams.
When he saw that the other princes were protected by their own queen mothers, the longing and extravagance reflected in his eyes were not fake.
Since he was a child, he didn't understand why he had a life but no one loved him, and what came was more endless ridicule and loneliness.
Just when Dugu Yi felt desperate again, Chun He at that time came to Dugu Yi's side with an umbrella and quietly handed a piece of pastry in Dugu Yi's hand.
And whispered: "His Royal Highness the Prince, eat quickly, the slave and maid will help you guard it." ”
Although this is just a small pastry, for Duguyi, it is the most delicious thing in the world, and he is reluctant to swallow it in his mouth.
Even after swallowing it, I have to linger on the taste between my lips and teeth, which is not the taste of pastry, but the feeling of being hurt.
That feeling, Duguyi has been deeply remembered in his mind since that time, and it is impossible to forget it for the rest of his life.
Some people obviously love their children very much, but because of some things, they are ruthless and ignore them.
Even if it is a waste of time to hear the news of your own child from other people's mouths, you just want to be alone, but when something happens, it is too late.
"Your Majesty, Your Majesty, did you have breakfast? Emperor? ”
Chunhe's questions pulled Duguyi back from his past memories, and the rest was only slowly hidden in his heart.
No one will know the secret in his heart, let alone the Empress Dowager Huici.
Dugu Yi looked at Chunhe and said, "Not yet." ”
The simple and clear three words reveal the emperor's dependence on Chunhe everywhere, and even if you listen carefully, there will be a feeling of intimacy in it.
As soon as Aunt Chunhe heard that the emperor Dugu Yi said that she hadn't eaten breakfast yet, she immediately said, "The slave knows, the emperor, you go inside and sit down first." ”
"The Queen Mother is still chanting the scriptures inside, and the slave will go to prepare a meal immediately."
After saying that, he saluted and ran briskly to the kitchen.
Dugu Yi walked inside on his own, and when his left foot was about to step in, there was a moment of hesitation.
It's like something is blocking you from getting inside.
However, after a while, Dugu Yi suppressed this feeling in his heart, and then walked in as if nothing happened.
When he walked in, Duguyi found that the furnishings inside were still the same as before, and they had not changed at all.
It's still the same place, it's still the same taste: cold, lonely and even dead.
This was Duguyi's first feeling, and then there was an intermittent sound of chanting, and the sound seemed to be complaining about something.
It makes people feel upset and irritated when they listen to it, and it is very unsettling.
Gonggong Gao also followed Dugu Yi in on his hind feet, and also discovered the situation of this Qianchen Palace.
I don't know why a feeling of sadness suddenly wells up in my heart, and I feel like tears are about to burst out of my eyes in the next second.
Dugu Yi found a place to sit down without any hesitation, and then carefully sat on the seat and looked at everything in the room, everything was so familiar and strange.
It's as if it happened yesterday, and it's still so clear, but it's unfamiliar, and it feels like I've never been to this place.
At this time, Dugu Yi really had too much trouble and irritability in his heart.
None of the things placed here belong to him, and Duguyi's heart feels a burst of sadness, which is sadness from the soles of his feet to his heart.
There was sandalwood in the room, because the windows were not opened all year round, and now the sandalwood in the house was getting stronger and stronger, and after a while, there would be a trace of smoke rushing towards him.
It's like having spirituality, making people think they're in a fairyland, and they can't believe what they're seeing.
The chanting in the back room still didn't stop, as if I didn't know that someone was coming.
The man in the back room continued his movements, as if everything in this world had nothing to do with him.
If you want to become a Buddha, you can become a Buddha there, and that is what it means to become a Buddha on the ground.
It was probably a stick of incense, and in this process, Dugu Yi kept tapping his fingers on the tabletop, and the sound was also bursting.
It's just exciting, if you listen carefully, there is also a kind of resistance, opposition, and injustice in it.
At this time, Aunt Chunhe brought breakfast with a group of girls, and put them all in front of Duguyi one by one.
Duguyi looked at the winter clothes in front of him and found that they were all his favorite pastries, as well as osmanthus porridge.
These are Duguyi's favorite foods when he was a child, and there is no shortage at all, and there is nothing wrong with it.
Dugu Yi glanced at Aunt Chunhe seemingly casually, but his heart was mixed: "Unexpectedly, Aunt Chunhe still remembers her favorite food, and it seems that she still cares about someone." ”
After all the things were put on the table, Chunhe said with a smile: "Your Majesty, these are all made by slaves and maids according to your preferences, how about you taste them and see how about them?" ”
After speaking, Chunhe looked at Duguyi with hopeful eyes, as if he was looking forward to Duguyi's expression after tasting it.
Dugu Yi scooped a spoonful of porridge and put it in his mouth, and after tasting it carefully, he said, "Yes, I haven't had such a breakfast for a long time. ”
When Dugu Yi said this, he didn't know whether it was intentional or unintentional, and glanced at the people in the room there, but the people in the room didn't react at all.
Duguyi has a little disappointment, even if it is just a little movement, Duguyi will feel very happy.
Dugu Yi coughed a few times in embarrassment.
Chunhe didn't notice Duguyi's awkwardness just now, but walked forward with concern and asked, "What's wrong with the emperor, is it choking?" ”
Chunhe looked at Duguyi very worriedly, the concern in his eyes was not fake, he saw it all in Duguyi's eyes, and his heart became closer and closer to Chunhe.
Dugu Yi shook his head slowly and said, "It's okay, it's okay, it's Aunt Chunhe's craftsmanship is really good." ”
Dugu Yi is still a child in front of Chunhe, although he is now the emperor, but this kind of emperor who puts down his body is still rare.
As soon as Chunhe heard Dugu Yi say this, he immediately smiled from ear to ear, and felt like he had eaten honey, sweet to the heart.
After a while, Duguyi smelled: "Doesn't the queen mother eat breakfast?" ”
As soon as Chunhe heard Dugu Yi ask, he sighed cautiously and said, "The Queen Mother's appetite has decreased more and more over the years. ”
"I said that I have no appetite, and I have been skipping breakfast in the morning recently, and I have been staying in the Buddhist hall when I come together, and no one can persuade me."
After finishing speaking, Chun He couldn't help wiping his tears, as if he was feeling distressed for the Empress Dowager Huici.
What Dugu Yi didn't notice was that the body of the person staying inside couldn't help but tremble, but these Dugu Wings didn't find it.
This is because when Duguyi said himself, the Queen Mother's heart involuntarily stopped, which was an instinctive reaction of the body.
Empress Dowager Huici couldn't help but knock Muyu's hand, but at that moment, it returned to normal, but then there was no movement.
This is the first time that Duguyi has asked Chunhe about his so-called queen mother, and everyone knows that their mother and son have not seen each other for a long time.
Speaking of which, it's really ridiculous, Duguyi heard what Chunhe said, and he didn't know whether to cry or laugh.