"None of the reasons can excuse me." Lin Xin'er said, "The moment we fought in the Water Moon Sacred Palace, I had already torn between us apart with my own hands. Even if everyone says they won't blame me, I won't forgive myself. ”

"Haven't you figured it out after so many days?" Ximen Jingxuan hugged Lin Xin'er tightly, obviously feeling the force of her arms pulling away, but he was reluctant to let go.

"It's because now I'm sane and sober that I figured everything out." Lin Xin'er tried a few times, but she was really unable to break away, so she didn't break it anymore, "I am the young palace master of the Water Moon Palace, and I have made a serious mistake, which has caused an irreparable situation in the Water Moon Palace. At the most critical moment, I lost my mind due to the interference of family affection, and I felt like a madman, which now I think about it funny and hateful. A person like me is not worthy of leading the Water Moon Palace at all, and I have failed to live up to Master's expectations. And you ......"

Lin Xin'er paused, took a breath, and continued, "After all this happened, under the fact that I deceived you first, although you were angry, you were not as unreasonable as me, and you still had affection for me under the angry surface, and you have always tolerated me, in this matter, I saw your sincerity and heart, but I am not worthy of accepting your heart, and I am not worthy of being with you." ”

"Xin'er, don't talk about yourself like that."

Lin Xin'er's self-blame made Ximen Jingxuan even more heartbroken when she heard it, "We are not saints, how can we be infallible?" You and I are not worthy of anything, as long as I love you, that is the reason why you can be with me, and no one can stop me. I love you, even if you have countless flaws, I will love you. And I have hurt you mercilessly before, and now I think about it is also my regret. ”

"It's different." Lin Xin'er shook her head gently, "Your regret is insignificant, but my regret can't be made up, Lord Wang, let it go, wait for all this to be stopped, we will go our separate ways, and then ...... Don't see each other......"

Never see each other again......

The cold voice seemed to ripple back and forth in the secret room, lasting for a long time.

"Xin'er!" Ximen Jingxuan turned Lin Xin'er's body and asked her to face herself.

He knew that Lin Xin'er's legs were uncomfortable, and she had always landed on one leg, and her residual leg was weak, so he hugged her against the wall and gave her more support from the wall.

"Xin'er......" Ximen Jingxuan stared at Lin Xin'er.

The brilliance of the past is gone, there is only unspeakable sadness on her calm face, and all her determination to take revenge is only hidden in a thick sadness, and there is not a trace of apparent hatred in sight.

At this time, she is calm, sober, and knows what to do.

"Are you blaming me for deciding to marry Lin Ke'er?" Ximen Jingxuan asked.

Lin Xin'er chuckled and shook her head, "How much does this have to do with me?" You've always protected her, and her presence has a different meaning to you. ”

"But I was wrong." Ximen Jingxuan said word by word, staring at Lin Xin'er tightly.

Why did she hide the truth from him one by one? Could it be that she didn't have faith in him like that?

Stroking Lin Xin'er's hand unconsciously tightened.

Even if she had no faith and no hope for their future as she said before, but now, she knew his sincerity, so why hide it? What's more, this incident told him earlier that the situation must be different from now.

"The prince is not wrong, I am wrong." Lin Xin'er said.

"You're wrong, I'm wrong." Ximen Jingxuan said, "Why don't you tell me, in fact, the person who saved me in Northern Xinjiang back then was you, not Lin Ke'er!" ”

Lin Xin'er's eyes dilated instantly.

"Think it's incredible?" Ximen Jingxuan saw her surprise.

"You already know?" Lin Xin'er asked puzzled.

Isn't there any evidence left unexplained? When did he find out? Could it be that it was because he knew the truth that he had a deep affection for her, and decided to marry Lin Keer just to provoke her?

"The hateful thing is that I just knew." Ximen Jingxuan said, "If I'm still in the dark, how long do you decide to hide it?" Lifetime? Just like you just said, never see each other again, and have nothing to do with it again? ”

"Before, I wasn't sure how far we could go, so I didn't want to say it, I didn't want to destroy that memory, and when I wanted to say it later, it was a little late, I didn't know how much you could trust me, and now, I don't have to say it......"

Although Ximen Jingxuan's answer made her secretly despise her doubts about his feelings again and moved his sincerity, this question was no longer important.

After experiencing the tragedy, she didn't plan to tell Ximen Jingxuan the truth again, so she made him think that person was Lin Keer, who had nothing to do with her, and had never had any fate.

"Why is it not necessary? How could I allow myself to recognize the wrong person? Ximen Jingxuan asked rhetorically, which was also a question.

Lin Xin'er's head was against the wall, at that time, she was pressed against the wall by Ximen Jingxuan, because she didn't know that he was the one in her memory.

If he wasn't "him", would she fall in love with him?

There are no ifs, only facts, and we can't look back at the facts that we have come to this day.

It's not because the past is unbearable, it's that she can't have it anymore.

"Want to know how I know?" Seeing that Lin Xin'er didn't speak, Ximen Jingxuan continued, "Before I decided to marry Lin Ke'er, I asked her some about the situation back then, but she answered a question, I remember that there was nothing outside the cave back then, but she said that the grass covering me was taken outside the cave. Later, I found the painting that had been placed in the scroll in Mo Yaxuan, and the painting must have been filled in when you lived in Mo Yaxuan, and it clearly depicted the process of taking grass, which can only be drawn by experiencing it yourself. ”

Lin Xin'er understood, but in fact, she inadvertently revealed a little.

At that time, she was bored and pulled out the painting, and when she was surprised to find that the painting was the situation of the year, she couldn't help but fill it in, she had forgotten the mood at that time, and she must have wanted to leave something for the truth.

Scold......

Lin Xin'er secretly laughed at herself, she was deceiving herself again. I decided not to say it, but I left the painting behind.

"Also," Ximen Jingxuan continued, "That day in Jinhuayuan, I remember you mentioned that you were pushed off the cliff by Lin Ke'er back then, but I was very angry at the time, and I didn't pay much attention, and then I thought about it, at that time, what you blurted out should be the truth, which is completely inconsistent with the image of Lin Ke'er in my memory, or that Lin Ke'er has changed with eight years now, but the time between her saving me and harming you is very close, and there should be such a big difference between good and evil, and when I went to Mochiyue Tower to find you, Huangfu Yanchong also mentioned the word eight years, but it was later interrupted by Lin Bo's appearance, all these things before and after can only confirm one question, the person who really saved me back then was you, Xin'er! ”