Chapter 225: Daddy An's Death
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An Xiu'er saw that Father An closed his eyes, and she panicked for no reason, she screamed, but he didn't respond, and he will never respond again.
"Wake up." She reached out and pushed his body, his body swaying with her movements, but there was no sign of reviving.
An Tieshi walked over, put his finger under his nose, and at the end, withdrew his hand, turned to the crowd and said, "Dad has left." ”
"I don't believe it, how can I ......" Before the sentence was finished, the tears that had not had time to be recovered were rolling down again.
"Xiu'er......" An Tieshi patted An Xiu'er on the shoulder, "We are all sad." ”
"Big brother." An Xiu'er turned around, hugged his waist, buried her head in his waist and cried.
"Don't be sad, Dad already knows his condition, he has been waiting for you to come back so that he can see you for the last time, he has seen it, and he has no regrets." An Tieshi said.
An Xiu'er nodded, and turned to look at the person on the bed, he was motionless, his face was old and serene.
"I don't cry." An Xiu'er nodded to herself, muttered to herself, and said, "I know that when I cry, you have to coax me again." ”
"Actually, I don't love to cry so much, I just know that as soon as I cry, you will coax me and agree to my request." An Xiu'er closed her eyes, but tears still slipped down the corners of her eyes, over her weak face, over her slender chin, like beads with broken threads, ticking down on her clothes, soaking into the fabric, and disappearing.
"It's all my fault, I always deceive you with tears, you used to save a little money with great difficulty, and you originally wanted to use it to buy tobacco leaves, but as soon as I cried, you took out your private money again, and you will take it to me to buy candy and use it to meet my requirements." An Xiuer said.
"It's like when I went out to play in the past, and when I played until it was dark and I couldn't find you, I cried, and you didn't know where you appeared." An Xiu'er choked up and said, "I know that Daddy, you are very good to me, I don't want anything from you now, I just want you to wake up, okay?" ”
"I just want you to give me a chance to be nice to you, okay? I can buy you many, many things to fulfill every vow I made to you when I was a child, and I will tell you that I have never forgotten a word of what I said to you. ”
"I came back this time, brought you a lot of things, I still remember the heavy snow that year, the weather was cold, but you had to go up the mountain to hunt, you are not a hunter, ambushed in the mountains for three days, only to hunt a little rabbit, we are happy to eat food, but your hands are chapped and not shapely, you said that there are bears on the mountain, the fur is very warm, use it to make gloves, your hands will not be frostbitten, but I have brought you these now, where are you?"
"Every spring, your legs always have a dull pain, the old man in the village said that soaking in wine with medicine is very good for relieving this pain, and I also brought it to you, but what about you?"
"Why did I bring you everything, but you are lying on the bed, leaving me only a shell, I don't want to see your silent appearance, I hope you can wake up and say to me, I'm still here."
Liang stepped forward and gently patted An Xiu'er on the shoulder, and her face was also full of tears.
She choked up and said, "Everything you do, your father knows, he will go to another world in the future, we will burn all these to him, and he will receive it." ”
An Xiu'er nodded, and when she raised her head to look at Liang, her eyes were swollen like walnuts and red like blood.
"Isn't it true that I should have died a long time ago?" She spoke suddenly.
Liang saw her heart like ashes, and hurriedly comforted: "Silly boy, don't do stupid things, your father is watching you from the sky, they want you to live well, take their share." ”
An Xiu'er bit her lip and said, "Am I the father of Kefu, or because I am still alive, I took their lives." ”
"Don't talk nonsense, your father is also this age, he has already run out of oil, and when he was young, he did a lot of things and survived his body." Liang said: "When I was with your father in the past, he didn't let me do any heavy work, and rushed to do everything. If you say that, I'm the one who is Kefu. ”
Liang also cried when she spoke, she was also an emotional person, and everyone listened to it, but they couldn't cry.
"I'm going to inform the people in the village, some relatives and friends." An Tieshi's eyes were also red, but he still kept his senses.
Liang nodded.
An Tieshi went out to do it, and An Xiu'er still sat on the edge of the bed in a daze.
The next step is to enter the funeral and do the work, An Xiu'er put on a plain white silk dress, like a puppeteer, and completed the whole ceremony according to the instructions of the mage, and then kept watch for Father An in the mourning hall for a few nights.
On the day of the funeral, she watched his coffin sink inch by inch into the ground, and then it dawned on her that he really would not come back.
The deceased was like this, and the helpers invited to shovel the loess outside inch by inch with shovels, An Xiu'er looked at it blankly, and suddenly felt that her heart was suddenly tightened, and even breathing had some difficulty.
She opened her mouth and gasped for breath, and in the winter, the chill around her suddenly poured in from her limbs, from her limbs to her heart, making her whole body numb, she was like a puppet, her eyes were open empty, and she didn't know what to do.
The mage invited on the side kept chanting about going into the earth for peace, and he whispered the name of Father An, counting his life and past, so that he could live a good life in Elysium.
The loess in the ground gradually submerged over the coffin, piled up to the ground, and finally the base was higher and higher, and the helpers who invited to use shovels to make the loess more compact, and some people built tombstones on the head of the tomb, and then laid a circle of stones around the tomb.
An Xiu'er poured down the jar of wine she brought, and suddenly, the whole forest was filled with the smell of wine.
She poured out all the wine until she emptied it, and smashed it one by one, and piled it up around his grave.
Everyone did another battle on the grave, sprinkled paper money, persuaded them to mourn, and then went down the mountain one after another, and An Xiu'er's family stayed on the mountain for a long time, and finally helped them go down the mountain.
All the people in the family are sad, but this sadness is only known to themselves, and when outsiders hear it, they just sigh and feel sorry, and then continue to live their lives.
They can't understand what it is to lose the company of a loved one, and even feel that Father An has been sick for so long and dragged down his children, and now he is gone, but it is a relief, and many people persuade them in this way.
But An Xiu'er was scared, she was afraid that the people around her would disappear one by one, first Father An, finally Liang, then her eldest brother and second brother, including herself, slowly and successively left this world.
She didn't know what nostalgia she had in this world, but she was reluctant to leave like this.
After staying at An's house for several days, An Xiu'er was in a bad mood, and she always didn't think about it, even if the Liang family had come out of this shadow, An Xiu'er still couldn't keep her spirits up.
Liang was also very anxious when she saw her like this, she didn't expect that Father An's departure would hit her so hard.
On this day, the sky finally cleared, An Xiuer sat in the courtyard, squinting her eyes slightly, the cold wind was blowing, the sun was shining on her body, but she didn't feel the slightest warmth, she only tightened her clothes a little more.
Almost all the things about Daddy Ann in the house were burned clean, leaving only this rocking chair, which Daddy Ann liked to sit on most when he had nothing to do in the winter.
At that time, he also liked to move the chair out, sit in the yard, and take a nap with her eyes closed, and she always came out mischievously, at first by climbing on him and falling asleep, then by teasing him, and then later, she would take a blanket and cover him.
Now, the other person is gone, but his favorite chair is still here, she is lying on this chair, her eyes closed, there is darkness in front of her, there are so many things coming through the darkness, she is reluctant to open her eyes.
A blanket also fell on top of her.
She trembled her eyelashes a few times, opened her eyes, and saw the much haggard Liang, she smiled palely and shouted, "Mother." ”
"Xiu'er." Liang took her hand and said, "It's cold outside, let's go into the house and sit inside." ”
"It's okay, I'll bask in the sun." An Xiuer said.
Liang shook his head and said, "Xiu'er, your father has passed away, don't think about it so much, he hasn't done anything wrong in his life, and he is living well in the underworld." ”
An Xiu'er nodded, and without speaking, Liang said again: "People have to look forward, you have to cheer up." ”
"I know." An Xiu'er replied and said, "I'm fine." ”
"It's okay, if it's okay, you can leave early." Liang said suddenly.
"I don't want to leave right now." An Xiuer said.
Liang said ruthlessly: "If you don't leave, you have to leave, you are already a married daughter, your father has been gone for so long, if you don't leave, the people in the village should gossip." ”
"Mother, this is not your sincere words, is it?" An Xiu'er turned directly, she didn't expect the Liang family to make a noise to drive her away, she said: "I want to live for as long as I want, I want others to take care of it, anyway, I will marry in this village." ”
Although she said this, but her cottage by the river, she had not been to see it, before An Tiemu told her that her house had been built and built beautifully, but she didn't dare to look at it, she had been back for so long, except for Father An's funeral once, she never went out again, she had always stayed at home.