249. Placement of each other
Well, admit it, I also longed for him deep down, and it was impossible to exclude him from my body and mind. Especially after learning those things that I don't know from Zhu Yuanzhang's mouth, annoyance and resentment become not so important.
And the body that has not been tenderly loved for a long time is particularly sensitive, and being kissed so carefully and deeply by him feels that every nerve is beating. Since he was pregnant, he rarely did husband and wife things, and later gave birth to Yuan'er and went out with him with the army just after the full moon, and came back and lived in two places due to life changes, so he couldn't control his body trembling slightly at the moment, and clenched his hands to escape and want.
Words are far less powerful than the body, and seeing his determined eyes in the blur knows that there is no escape tonight.
Eventually, after stripping off my clothes, he entered my body inch by inch, and I closed my eyes, only gasping for breath. The sweat of the two people rolled together, and every strong and gentle movement made it difficult for me to resist.
Depth, possession, control, a strong and wanton impulse, a whole night of sinking.
By the end of the day, my hand had wrapped around his shoulder, and he had buried his head in the socket of my neck, and his heavy gasps were there. As soon as I gradually returned to my senses, I just retracted my hand when I suddenly felt my body being flipped over, and I suddenly turned over on it. And his arms were locked in front of him, and the whole person couldn't move.
"What the hell do you want?" obviously wanted to scold, but the voice that came out was soft and weak, more like being coquettish.
I couldn't read the emotions in my dark eyes, and he was firmly locked in to watch, and only when I couldn't look at each other anymore did I hear him say, "You slapped me that day." ”
I was silent for a moment, then replied, "Hmm." ”
"It hurts." He said again.
…… Fortunately, I was so annoyed that I couldn't help but move my hand, but my little strength didn't hurt a lot. I also feel weak when I think about it, because when people are angry, they usually lose their minds, and they can't judge the severity of their actions.
But there's no point in dwelling on this issue, so I changed the subject: "Can you tell me what's going on now?" ”
"Don't say it." Again, he refused uncooperatively, and I suspected that he was not sober in his head. As if knowing what I was thinking, I immediately burst my thoughts: "Don't doubt it, don't you know best if I'm drunk or not?" As he spoke, he deliberately bumped me under him, and his intention was obvious and not ashamed.
I was ashamed and ashamed to get off him, but he hugged me tighter and put his lips to his ear: "Tell me, have you missed me this half month?" "Inexplicably, I want to laugh, which is out of place, because I think the dialogue is very witty and jumpy.
Shouldn't we start by complaining to each other, explaining misunderstandings, and clarifying the past? How can I ...... "physical contact" and then accuse me of having unobstructed hands, and then say such similar love words like a little couple.
Before I could react, he said, "I miss you so much, Lan." ”
The confusion in my heart seems to have found a fulcrum these days, it turns out that I like to listen to love words, thinking that I will be tired and immune, but in fact it will not. No amount of explanation can match the sentence "I miss you very much", and my heart is actually waiting, I prefer to be cheeky than shy, because even if the cause is that I blame him indiscriminately and slap him in the face, making him angry, but I know that I am to blame, but it is impossible to take the initiative to find him.
In such an environment, women are already vulnerable, and if they don't want to be humble, they can only hold on.
So, he revealed a fact: "Is it that if I don't come to you, you plan to keep stiff with me like this?" Old and dead don't get along. I reluctantly replied, "Then you didn't come to me either." ”
"I didn't look for you? So why are you here? ”
After a slight pause, he meant - "You are the one who asked me to come here for Chinese New Year's Eve?" He snorted softly and said in a muffled voice, "Who else?" Just as I thought about you, you were in the Orchid Garden to spend Chinese New Year's Eve with them. ”
knew that he had arranged for someone near Orchid Garden, otherwise he would not have been able to rush over so quickly to help him every time something happened. But I didn't want to report all the trivial matters in the Orchid Garden to him one by one, and since I said it, I simply asked clearly: "Then this trick is also your idea to pretend to be drunk and spread the word." ”
I couldn't react when I heard it before, but I couldn't believe the facts, but now that my head is sober, I can naturally sort out the lines. Sure enough, I heard him say: "After that day, no matter how I explain it, you will distort it into other possibilities, I don't want to have any more disputes with you, but I must break this barrier, and I can only ask the imperial grandfather to accompany me in a play." And you see, the imperial grandfather speaks much more heavily than I do. ”
The last sentence was sour, and I ignored it and asked softly, "How did you do that?" ”
It sounds like there are only a few sentences of conspiracy layout, and there must be many twists and turns in it, otherwise why didn't he wait until today to explain it to me through Zhu Yuanzhang's mouth? But his eyes sank, and he hugged me tightly and said, "Lan, some things are too dark for me to know, for fear that if you know, you will distance yourself from me." Just remember one thing, I won't fail you! Even if it's just for your patience for a while, it makes me feel sorry for you, and I'm even more afraid that you will be completely disappointed in me one day and leave me, and I may put an end to this completely. ”
His nose was slightly sour, and at this moment he was not coaxing me with some love words, but seriously. In this environment, how hard does it be for him to be able to live up to me? Zhu Yuanzhang may have agreed to help him pass the word, but in fact, he also expressed his opinion to me, the reality is vividly in front of me, it is difficult, and it is really difficult to insist.
I closed my eyes, and after removing the sourness, I pretended to be relaxed and said: "Stupid, I was deceived by you to return to the palace, and you guarded the Orchid Garden like an iron bucket, where else can I leave?" ”
He was silent, but his hands hugged me tighter, so tight that I felt a little pain.
There was silence for a moment, and then I asked first, "How are you going to place them?" ”
"They?" Ah Ping repeated, when the black eyes stared, I told him with my eyes who he meant, and he calmed down and said a cruel word: "Since they are fighting to enter this palace, let's guard that high wall for the rest of their lives." ”
I couldn't help frowning, "Why don't you let them out of the palace?" Or do you want to ......"
"Ran!" Before I finished speaking, he cut me off, with a hint of coldness in his eyes, "Don't you still believe me?" Do you think I kept them because I wanted to marry them again? ”
I'm not afraid of his cold eyes, "Can't you just listen to me?" I'm going to ask if you want to keep them for any use? ”
Finally, his attitude eased, but the coldness in his eyes was still there, but not to me: "What else can the two departments that have been stripped of power do?" As soon as the year passed, I had people take those two places. Keeping them in this deep palace is just to compensate for the pain of my separation from you for nearly half a year, and someone must bear my anger. ”
I couldn't help but be stunned, is this the reason? But they are just victims of the power struggle, so what's wrong?
"You don't have to pity them." My mind was completely broken by Ah Pingkan, he said: "The road was chosen by them, at least when they entered the palace, they happily thought that they had climbed the most noble imperial grandson of the Ming Dynasty, and it would be crowned a concubine one day, and even came to your Orchid Garden to seek provocation, and during this period, I was forced to pretend to ignore you and snub you, so that you could suffer rumors and rumors in Orchid Garden alone." Count them carefully, and let them live in the harem for the rest of their lives. ”
Listening to Ah Ping's words, my feelings were very complicated, obviously his actions were for me, but the means made me feel extreme. Just like he did to Jin Lan and Xing'er back then, behind what I don't know, the cruelty of the emperor has long been revealed.
Before, he would hide it from me, so that I always thought he was the kind and simple person. Now that he is slowly revealing this side, it only shows one thing, and that is that he is gradually becoming stronger towards me.
For example, when a decision is made, it will come directly without my consent, just like the sex just now. Of course, he is not a person who can do anything ruthlessly, and he knows that he must give me a shot in the arm before taking action, otherwise if he dares to do nonsense to me, it will inevitably cause a bigger backlash from me. So I can see that he was thoughtful in dealing with my relationship with him, and even played a trick on me, leading me into the game step by step and then winning it in one fell swoop.
"What are you thinking?" He saw that I had been frowning and silent, and came to my face to ask.
After thinking for a while, he said, "Since you have decided that I will not care, what about one more person?" What are you going to do? "Even if he does have some pity for the two of them, he has decided not to say much, and what I care more about is actually Na Lan.
She came back with Ah Ping, and she was also the "favored" concubine who was pushed in front of everyone by Ah Ping, even though he had explained to me that he had not touched any of them, but ...... But if you want people to think that she is a favorite concubine, at least you have to show intimacy in front of everyone. Just from Xiao Yuan'er's first birthday banquet that night, watching the interaction between the eyebrows and eyes of the two, I asked myself if I was not only uncomfortable, but also minded. Even if you know that it is a play, but inside and outside the play, who dares to guarantee whether the fake play will be done?
And what made me uneasy was Ah Ping's attitude at the moment, he didn't immediately and resolutely open his mouth like he had with those two women before, and there was even a hint of gloom in his expression. Suddenly, he rolled over and pressed me under me, and turned the subject against my lips: "It's still early, why don't you do something meaningful." ”
I came to kiss him as he spoke, but at this time, how could I let him succeed, pulled his hair back and shouted angrily: "Zhu Yunwen, you explain it to me!" But seeing that his eyebrows were bent, a smile gradually appeared in his eyes: "Daughter-in-law, you look really jealous." ”
I was stunned, and I probably knew that I had been fooled by him again, and I was still stubborn: "Who is jealous?" ”
The corners of his mouth grinned even wider, "It's you, surnamed Xu Minglan." No matter how much I move for so long, to you it's like a punch on the cotton, no strength at all, every time I go to Orchid Garden, you neither mess with me nor quarrel with me, even if you deliberately speak softly to others at the Yuan'er first birthday banquet, you just look on coldly, making me have the illusion that you are gradually losing love for me, so I have to change my plan and speed up the pace. It wasn't until today that I found out that you weren't jealous, but that you hid deeper than me. Your angry eyebrows and eyes are telling me that you eat her jealousy! ”
I couldn't laugh or cry when I looked at his eyebrows and eyes, which confirmed that I was jealous, so what was there to show off. pinched the soft flesh on his waist, and only after hearing his oops, he screamed in pain: "Do you say it or not?" ”
"Let's talk about it, my daughter-in-law is merciful, and Ming'er will be pinched by you." While begging for mercy, he was still rubbing the painful part of the place, and when he turned around, he gave me another sentence: "I sent someone to send her back." ”
Suddenly, I fell silent, and the answer was unexpected.