Hearing this, Pei Ran couldn't help but pat his hands, "You're enough, your own daughter is disgusted, aren't you afraid that after she is born, she won't like you as a father and like me as a mother?" ”

When Yan Zhuolang heard this, he laughed even more, and said loudly, "I will know when she is born, this is a way for her father to express his love for her, because he loves her, he dislikes her." ”

Pei Ran hated Yan Zhuolang for saying this kind of nonsense the most, and raised his head and glared at him several times.

The two of them came out of the music nest, still with a faint smell of bars, Pei Ran didn't want to take the car now, so he took his hand and shook it, "Let's go for a walk, I think it's too boring." ”

Yan Zhuolang nodded, since she spoke, it must be good.

The two of them walked under the lamp, Pei Ran only felt happy and plain, she only hoped that the road to happiness was so far and long, and it was best not to finish it for the rest of her life.

In fact, when he was with Lu Zetao before, she also thought that it would be good to live a life so simply, but too many things happened, Yan Zhuolang forcibly rushed into her life, forcibly changed the trajectory of her life, made her different from now on, and even gave her another understanding of love.

In fact, after knowing him, Pei Ran really changed a lot, but Pei Ran still caused him a lot of hurt, for example, when the relationship between the two people was in crisis, she chose to let go of his hand first, leaving him very embarrassed, and he was helpless and even sad during that time.

Thinking back to the sadness he made him sad again and again, and thinking back to the harm he had done to him, Pei Ran felt that she was very undeserved, but she was also very glad that at least he never chose to let go, when she wanted to hurt him countless times, he chose to insist, if it wasn't for his stubborn persistence, it would be impossible for them to have what they are now.

In any case, she was very grateful to God, although he took her so much, but in the end he brought the most correct person to her and stayed with him for the rest of his life.

Life was very peaceful, Pei Ran decided to go to sweep Yan Yushu's grave, Yan Zhuolang drove the car and waited for her at the gate of the public fundraising, because Pei Ran said that she wanted to talk to her parents alone about a lot of things.

Pei Ran sat down in front of the tombstones of the two people, many people said that it was not Pei Ran's fault, but Pei Ran still felt that it had something to do with him, if he had agreed to Pei Ji's request, maybe his mother would still be by his side now, and Pei Ji would not have gone to a dead end.

Maybe a lot of things can be reshuffled.

Pei Ran didn't want to mention it, because the more she mentioned it, the more she felt that it was her fault, which would only increase the sadness in her heart.

Pei Ran sat in front of the tombs of Yan Yushu and Pei Zhengqing, with flowers next to her, although she had moved the tombs of the two people together, but seeing the photos of the two people, Pei Ran's heart was sour, and her eyes turned red all of a sudden.

She gently stroked the tombstone with her hand, but the tombstone was warm, as if to comfort her, Pei Ran's eyes turned red all of a sudden, she could clearly feel that they were still by his side, but she could no longer be with them.

Pei Ran's hand gently caressed their photos, her eyes were red, she didn't know what to do, she had love, but she lost her dearest person, which was an eternal regret for her.

Her hand gently caressed Yan Yushu's photo, as if she wanted Yan Yushu to talk to her, just like before, but she was still quiet in the photo, she didn't speak, and she didn't move, but Pei Ran knew that if she was there, she wouldn't blame her for anything.

"Mom, do you know, I finally let Jingjing go abroad, you have always loved us so much, but I didn't save this trace of family affection in the end, you say, will you hate me, will she hate me? You say, am I a selfish person who drove away the people around me for my own sake. ”

Pei Ran lowered her head, her eyes were still red, in fact, Pei Jing resented her, which was reasonable, "Mom, occasionally I think she should hate me, if I give Pei Ji money, you are fine now, Mom, am I not an unfilial daughter." ”

"Mom, I really didn't expect things to turn out like this, Mom, I didn't want to let you have an accident, Mom, I'm really sorry for you, after Dad left, I said at Dad's grave that I wanted you to live a good life, but the good days haven't started yet, you went to accompany Dad, and now I have nothing, is this God's punishment for me?"

Pei Ran threw himself in front of the tombstone, a little sad and sad, and after a while, his stomach moved slightly, as if to remind her not to be sad anymore, because of this child, Pei Ran felt that he was full of strength again.

She gently stroked her belly, only when facing the child, her whole body exuded an extremely gentle atmosphere, she said softly, "Mom, Dad, you are grandfather and grandfather, I have Zhuo Lang's child, when the child is born, I will show her your photos and tell her that she has a good grandfather and grandmother." ”

Pei Ran raised her head, the sky was blue, Pei Ran felt that the haze had been swept away, yes, she still had a baby, the cycle of life, she believed that they must protect themselves in another place in another way.

It was an hour after Pei Ran finished offering incense to Pei Zhengqing and Yan Yushu, this cemetery was very good, and everything was arranged by Yan Zhuolang.

After Yan Yushu died, Pei Ran didn't want to do anything for a while, even Yan Zhuolang did this kind of thing alone, he chose the best place to bury her parents together, which can be regarded as a little comfort to her.

Pei Ran walked slowly down the mountain with small steps, and just after walking to the door of the cemetery, he saw Yan Zhuolang leaning next to the sports car at the moment, wearing a white shirt, the breeze gently blowing on his body, from a distance, he seemed to have his own halo, Pei Ran couldn't help but hook the corners of his lips, and sighed in his heart, this is the man she loves the most, really handsome.

Yan Zhuolang saw that Pei Ran had finally come out, and immediately walked towards Pei Ran, he saw that her eyes were a little red, and he knew that she was sad about Yan Yushu in her heart, so he held her wrist and gave her strength, "Wife, let's go home." ”

Pei Ran raised his head, looked at his handsome face and said loudly, "Husband, have you been standing here waiting for me?" ”

Yan Zhuolang nodded and said, "Well, I'm afraid that you won't see me when you come out, I want you to see me as soon as possible, so that I can give you comfort and strength, and make you less sad." ”

Hearing this, Pei Ran leaned directly on Yan Zhuolang, neither of them spoke, but they could feel each other's love and attachment to each other.

Pei Ran felt that he could get along with Yan Zhuolang and could rest assured that no matter what he wanted to do, he could understand as long as he gave him a look, but sometimes, two people would misunderstand because of a sentence or a word.

Love is like this, when you are tied to each other, it is good, but sometimes because of the bondage, there will be a dislike, in this world, the most difficult thing to have is love, and the easiest thing to have is love.

Because she made an appointment with Lu Zening yesterday, Pei Ran booked a Chinese restaurant the next day, for fear of misunderstanding, Pei Ran specially sat by the window in the hall, and did not choose to sit in the private room, she didn't know why, the defense against Lu Zening was so big.

Lu Zening finally arrived after more than ten minutes, he was wearing a white shirt and pulled out the chair very generously, and smiled at Pei Ran and said, "Have you waited for a long time?" ”

Pei Ran was pulled back from her thoughts when she heard Lu Zening's voice, and she said lightly to Lu Zening's face,

"I just arrived, too, it's nothing."

Lu Zening drank a glass of water, and Pei Ran immediately handed over the menu when he saw this, "I don't know what you want to eat, you can order it yourself, their dishes taste good, Zhuo Lang has taken me to eat a few times." ”

During the meal, the two of them were a little embarrassed, and Pei Ran didn't know why, with him, there was an inexplicable pressure, because he was now a few years older than in the past, and he was indescribably mature in doing things, but this maturity made Pei Ran uneasy, and she was embarrassed that she didn't even know what to talk about.

Pei Ran put down his chopsticks after eating casually, and said lightly at him, "Is your focus now on City C or abroad?" ”

Lu Zening nodded, "Most of them are in City C, and some are abroad and other cities, but I try to stay here, because this is my home after all, and I can still visit my brother from time to time." ”

Pei Ran couldn't help but ask when he heard this, "What kind of business are you doing?" ”

He said with a smile, "I don't do any business, and I don't make money, I just pass the time. ”

Pei Ran said with a smile, "You are much more mature than a few years ago, I remember that you were still a child at that time, but the years are not forgiving, you have grown up." ”

"Really? Are you praising me? Lu Zening's eyes stared at Pei Ran, emitting a sparkling light.

Pei Ran nodded, "I think you are much calmer than before, if you were a child before, now you are an assertive adult." ”

Pei Ran suddenly remembered a sentence and said to Lu Zening, "Zening, there is a sentence I don't know if I should say or not?" ”

Lu Zening saw Pei Ran staring at him without blinking his eyes, and said with a smile, "It's nothing, just say it if you have something to say, we have been old friends for so many years." ”

Pei Ran's eyes were now staring at Lu Zening, and his red lips opened lightly, "Zening, you are not the same as before, I used to think that you were a child, but now you are an assertive adult, I think you are very similar to your brother like this, and I think you are doing well now, I am really happy, I am happy for you from the bottom of my heart." ”

Hearing Pei Ran say this, Lu Zening was very happy, the smile on his face was really on his face, in fact, when Lu Zening worked hard all these years, all he thought about was the opportunity to return to City C and the opportunity to take care of Pei Ran for his brother, and when he was tired, all he thought about was Pei Ran.

Although he couldn't get her in the end, he had paid for her, and he really loved her, although he knew that it was just a mirror, but he really loved her.

Lu Zening said with a smile, "Pei Ran, have I really grown so much over the years?" ”

Pei Ran nodded without thinking about it, "Yes, I didn't say it, I used to treat you as a child, but now you are a mature adult." ”

Lu Zening said with a smile, "I'm really happy to get your affirmation." ”

Pei Ran chuckled and said, "I think you are like this, the happiest person must be your brother, he liked you the most in the past, if he knows that you have today's achievements, he will definitely be very happy." ”

When Lu Zening heard her mention Lu Zetao, the expression on his face was only lost for a moment, and then returned to normal, in fact, Yan Zhuolang was right, Pei Ran was indeed willing to say a few more words to her because of Lu Zetao, if it weren't for her dead brother, he would be just the strangest stranger in her mind.

Pei Ran is not really stupid, since Lu Zening came back and came back to ask herself repeatedly, she has always just regarded him as a younger brother, and has never had too much affection.