Chapter 299: After that, never again
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Yi Ziqing spoke so humbly, as if he had put the last bit of hope and the last bet on this issue.
The tears hanging in the corners of his eyes made Xiang Nuan's heart ache.
Xiang Nuan had never seen this man crying, and the noble son, who had always been high and cold, was holding her with his last strength in a low voice at this moment, begging her like this.
He made the last fight for the last time he could be alone with her.
Xiang Nuan was a little sad in his heart, but he was only sad, and he couldn't give him anything extraordinary.
Looking at Yi Ziqing, who was very weak but still holding his hand tightly, Xiang Nuan pursed his lips, forcibly endured the sentimentality in his heart, and said in a trembling voice, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry......"
Then she clenched the tissue in her hand, and just like that, under Yi Ziqing's gaze, she moved slowly and pulled her hand out of his hand.
The next moment, Yi Ziqing seemed to have lost everything, and his hand hung weakly.
With blood on his eyelids, Yi Ziqing looked at Xiang Nuan with empty eyes, and said in a hoarse voice,
"So in the end, did you reject me...... Ten years ago, I refused, and ten years later, the result is still like this, but why, why don't you just go with Duan Yichen now, but stay for these ten minutes? ”
Xiang Nuan was extremely depressed in her heart, she swallowed all the discomfort, and replied to him word by word: "I want these ten minutes, just to explain all this to you clearly, and correct the mess between us." ”
"I don't want you to continue to misunderstand, Yi Ziqing, all this I did was just because I couldn't bear it, I didn't have any other emotions at all, and never did, these, do you understand?"
Yi Ziqing's eyes moved, feeling the warmth flowing down from the wound on his forehead, he looked at Xiang Nuan closely, wanting to keep in mind the red appearance of her eyes at the moment.
"So, you're trying to say, stay now, just so that I can give up?"
"Yes."
Yi Ziqing pursed his lips, then looked away, closed his eyes, and refused to face what Xiang Nuan was going to say next, he always had a hunch that what Xiang Nuan was going to say would definitely give him an absolute blow.
"What if I don't want to hear it, and you want me to give it up so much?"
His perseverance made Xiang Nuan more and more sad, she clenched her hands and said in a sad tone, "Do you have to be so obsessed with it, for a woman who will never be possible, for a woman who has never been moved by you......"
I've never been tempted by you.
This sentence made Yi Ziqing's heart ache suddenly.
Xiang Nuan felt that her nose was sour, and when she thought of these feelings that had been entangled for all these years, she wanted to cry inexplicably.
She took the tissue in her hand and wiped the blood that had flowed from the wound for him little by little, crying silently.
"It's not worth it at all, what's the point of you wasting so much for nothing? Yi Ziqing, don't torture yourself like this, okay? ”
Yi Ziqing closed her eyes tightly, and felt a burst of warmth moisten her eyes.
But what can he do, if he can give up, he won't torture himself for so many years, there is only one love, one life.
Yi Ziqing is extreme, although the extreme way is different from Duan Yichen, but he also loves extremely, if he doesn't feel it, he will never be tempted, but once he is tempted, he will only be the only one in his life.
But he fell in love with the wrong person and missed two more opportunities.
"Just like your feelings for me, all my feelings are also given to Duan Yichen, how can I not be in pain when I fall in love with him in such a wrong environment? I hated him for four years, but I couldn't help but miss him, I knew he was a bad guy, but he was such a bad guy, it made people move, and I loved him for a few years, what do you think I should do? ”
She thought that he would not want everything to propose under the watchful eye, and her tears flowed even more.
"In the past, I knew that when I desperately wanted to run away from him, in fact, I did want to be with you and let you help me, but with someone I don't love, I don't think I will be really happy in my life."
Every word she said smashed into Yi Ziqing like a heavy fist, and all his hopes were shattered.
Yi Ziqing slowly opened his eyes, with a pair of red eyes, without any look.
"Don't make mistakes again and again, if you continue like this, you will only be hurt, I am a bad person, I am a completely bad woman, and I don't deserve your love at all, so, give up Yi Ziqing, I really don't want to see anyone have an accident anymore."
Yi Ziqing listened to her words expressionlessly, and her heart gradually became numb.
Xiang Nuan's nostalgic tone when he talked about Duan Yichen, as well as the words of persuasion, were like sharp blades, cutting off all the tendons in his body.
He thought she was so stupid, thinking that these words could change him, but at the same time, he felt that he was stupid, and he was the stupidest one in this relationship.
Xiang Nuan pressed his wound with a tissue, and at this moment, his wound was no longer bleeding, and the previous blood coagulated on his face, making Yi Ziqing's originally delicate and good-looking face look a little terrifying, and those tears also quietly dried up.
After a long time, he spoke again, "I just want to ask you one last question, and if you answer me, I'll let go, forever." ”
As he spoke, his eyes moved, moved to Xiang Nuan's face, and looked at her closely, as if he wanted to deeply sink her appearance into his heart.
"Have you ever had a crush on me?"
Xiang Nuan paused, while Yi Ziqing slowly raised her hand and covered her hand again, holding it tightly even if it was stained with blood.
"Just a moment is enough, Xiang Nuan, haven't you even been tempted for a moment......"
If there was, if there was a moment, he would desperately not give up, if he could......
Yi Ziqing's heart trembled, just waiting for Xiang Nuan's answer, she lowered her eyes and looked at his trembling hands, and her heart ached.
A moment of heartbeat, have you ever been?
No, sad truth, is no.
When she first met Duan Yichen, she was thinking about her childhood sweetheart Su Yiqiu, and gradually fell in love with Duan Yichen when she was entangled with him.
She only thought that Yi Ziqing just liked to tease her, and never thought that things would be like this, so that the tracks of the two were staggered from the beginning.
One mistake is a mistake until now.
Xiang Nuan paused for two seconds, looked at Yi Ziqing with complicated eyes, and didn't know whether to answer his question for a while, looking at her expression, Yi Ziqing immediately understood everything, and then chuckled self-deprecatingly.
"Sure enough, I haven't even had a moment's heartbeat, I know, this question shouldn't be asked."
His bleak smile made Xiang Nuan's heart a little more depressed, she slightly clenched the tissue in her hand, watched him grasp her hand, and spoke bitterly.
"Yi Ziqing, the best way to love someone is to let go and bless, do you understand?"
"Even if it doesn't work, we can be friends in the future, we can be very good friends, it doesn't have to be forced to go on like this, you feel uncomfortable, and I'm not happy, is this really good?"
"So, instead of that, it's better to let it go, right?" This sentence is what Yi Ziqing took over from her.
He pulled the corners of his mouth at self-deprecation, and then, weakly letting go of her hand, he stood up from the ground with his body propped up, took a step back against the wall, and voluntarily kept his distance from her.
"I understand, everything understands, in the future, I will listen to you, I will never pester you again, I will let myself abandon all my feelings for you, so, you go."
There was a bit of coldness in his words, that coldness, alienation and indifference to the living.
Xiang Nuan was a little heavy, but at the same time, he was a little relieved that Yi Ziqing could let go.
But the serious injury on Yi Ziqing's head made people look a little shocking, Xiang Nuan pursed his lips, and handed over the tissue in his hand.
"It's good if you can understand it, and the wound will be treated first, and in a while, I will ask them to find someone to take you to the hospital......"
"No, you don't." As soon as her words fell, she was coldly cut off by him, and Yi Ziqing's eyes didn't look at her, "I don't need Mrs. Duan to care about this small injury." ”
This kind of words were said by him, which made Xiang Nuan's mood a little complicated, but thinking that Duan Yichen was still waiting for her outside at this moment, she couldn't continue to say more.
"Then you must go to the hospital to treat the wound...... I'll go first. ”
After speaking, she clenched the paper in her hand, retracted her gaze and was about to leave, but Yi Ziqing suddenly opened her mouth and called her name, "Xiang Nuan." ”
Xiang Nuan was shocked, paused to look at him, thinking that Yi Ziqing had repented again.
"In the future, I will never see you again, so you'd better not appear in front of me again." Yi Ziqing faced ahead, leaning against the wall, his eyes so heavy that people couldn't see his thoughts clearly.
"I won't be friends with you either, never, this time I'll let go, and in the future, never again."
never saw a word again, which made Xiang Nuan's heart inexplicably surprised, and an unspeakable bitterness spread to his heart.
Perhaps, this is the best outcome.
Xiang Nuan pursed her lips, hummed softly, turned around and walked out, and then there was the sound of her opening and closing the door, and then, the room fell silent, and there was no more sound, and any of her .
Yi Ziqing maintained that posture, watching her leave with the cold attitude of his Young Master Yi, but after she really left, she lost her strength.
The indifferent appearance of the forced pretense was shattered, and he slid to the ground, crying silently, obviously a big man, but he was crying in despair, as if he had lost the whole world.
In the end, he chose to let go and let her go, so that she could be happy forever with the person she loved the most, but suddenly realized that she was really leaving, and that kind of sadness that was almost desperate wrapped around his whole person.
When he first met her, he was twenty years old, and he was the most troublesome kid for everyone, and his wide circle, cold and proud temperament, and his delicate and handsome appearance attracted him many admirers.
But he has been among thousands of flowers, and the leaves have not touched his body, and he has never looked at any woman more.
It's just that one time, he just remembered the simple and pure girl that Duan Yichen gave him.
So, I searched hard, and I only wanted to give her all kinds of love.
But, she didn't want to, ten years ago he wanted to help her, she didn't want it, ten years later he gave her full of love, she didn't want the same.
People in the outside world think that he is extremely devoted and the most promiscuous, but they don't know that his love is the purest and longest, Yi Ziqing loves extremely, either he is not moved, or he loves to death.
Once in a lifetime love, but now, his ten-year-long bitter love ended at this moment, and the song ended.