First of all, I apologize.,It's going to stop the update again.,It's because of my own situation.,So,I'm sorry to everyone.,I'm sorry for the friends who are still in front of the computer waiting for the update.,It's going to stop changing again today.。

There are more than 2.4 million words now, I didn't want to write so many words, to be honest, when I started writing in October last year, I didn't think I would write so many words, if it weren't for everyone, maybe I would have chosen to end at 100 words.

The reason why I started writing is very simple, because I saw too many suspense articles on the Internet, ghost hunting, demon killing, so much so that I wanted to vomit when I read it myself, so I wanted to write my own story, but I didn't expect it to be written in the end.

Everyone must have scolded a lot in the recent chapters, and to be honest, I didn't dare to read the comments myself, it must be a one-sided scolding review, because I know that I don't have passion for writing myself, and I can't write good chapters.

Actually, I sometimes wonder, what kind of writing do you like?

I want to replicate the brilliance at the beginning of the trip, I want to write the true feelings, the touching on the day of Tie Gong's funeral, and the domineering when Sima Tian appeared.

It's just that I can't seem to write because I don't have the enthusiasm I had at the beginning.

Recently, I have seen a lot of subscriptions drop every day, I am very anxious, I work overtime to go home, start coding words, there is no speed in the past, there is an endless situation, I always want to write a good paragraph, but I am a little scared, because I am afraid of what is written, people don't like it.

So it became more and more chaotic, so the feet became more and more deviated, so everyone scolded more and more, so I became more and more afraid.

It shouldn't be like this, but that's what happened.

Today, a friend said that he is no longer subscribed, he is an old reader, he has given me a lot of advice, collected a lot of bugs for me, and I suddenly have a feeling of loneliness.

I want to write the line like "A Song of Ice and Fire", like "The Lord of the Rings", like "Thunderbolt Golden Play".

There is a huge world view, there are unprecedented adventures, and there are mysterious and mysterious mysteries.

It's just that, maybe I'm really afraid of writing, without the original enthusiasm, I don't want my feet to become a piece of garbage, and become the object of criticism in everyone's mouths.

One of the things I'm most afraid of seeing is when many people say, "It's a pity it's a good start."

Really, I'm afraid that everyone will say this, and I'm afraid that everyone will say that I won't read it in the future.

Even if I don't know how to be a eunuch, even if this book is always going to end, even if for me, it may be the fulfillment of my dream of being a writer since I was a child.

Some things can only be seen more clearly by stopping, and only by stopping can I know what to write.

I know, today is the last shift, yesterday two shifts, many people will scold you for being hypocritical again, saying that you are something to write and put on music, scold me, greet my family, and so on.

I don't want to talk back, I don't want to learn from other authors to scold them in the comment section.

I just want to write this book well, I want to write what people want to read, I don't want to be a rubbish, that's all.

I just want to be quiet, stop for a while, and take a look.

I have loved reading since I was a child, I finished reading the chapters and reviews of my mother's world famous books when I was in elementary school, I finished reading all the chapters of Han Han and Guo Jingming in junior high school, and I read nearly 100 million words of fantasy and magic when I was in high school and college.

With so much accumulation, I have today's business, and I don't want it to be wasted.

I always think that one day, like Luo Yan, I will be really strong and really counterattack.

Today's stop is my own reason, I'm sorry everyone.

Tomorrow, I hope to create brilliance again.

The rest of the friends who are still sticking to their feet, thank you, Xiulan is here to bow to you.

Friends who have given up their feet, thank you for your support.

Finally, maybe other authors use it as a tool to make money, maybe some authors see it as a ticket, but I treat my feet as my own child.

Starting tomorrow, I will return to the ghost seal, and I will slowly get it back, that feeling that everyone likes and is familiar with.

Tonight, Xiulan said to everyone, "I'm sorry. ”

Tomorrow's chapter wants everyone to say, "It's not bad. ”

That's all there is to it.

In the comment area below, everyone can speak freely, all the proposals about the feet, all the shortcomings of the feet, you can scold me, and you can scold the dirty words.

I just hope that Xingjiao can be reborn from the fire and counterattack again.