With a heavy and complicated feeling, I went back to my room, sat down on the edge of the bed, lit a cigarette, and was in a daze for a while, looking down to see that the cigarette was half burned.

I pursed my lips, took out my phone, called Jiayi, and found that she was actually at my grandmother's.

I asked her how she was doing, and she still told me in a smiling voice, she was fine, and she didn't wait for me to ask, and told me that my grandmother had also replied a lot in the past few days, so I didn't have to worry about the family, she was there.

My heart was indescribably sour, and I took a deep breath and said, "If my movie is successful, will we get married?" ”

There was a two-second pause on the other end of the phone before her voice came again, "What is the standard of success you are talking about?" ”

Her nervous and cautious voice made me chuckle, "I want to ask you." ”

"I—How do I know?" Her voice became a little smaller, and I could imagine her blushing, "I don't really understand you either, it's mostly up to you." ”

"You still don't understand?" I deliberately buried her, "Brother, are you helping my brother pave this way?" At the beginning, I didn't know who said that he would wait until his brother's foundation was stable to talk about marriage, what kind of company, what kind of fans. ”

"Uh...... That's what I'm looking at as a fan. ”

Her voice sounded a little embarrassed, and I didn't tease her anymore, but said silently, "I'm sure I'll get the prize, you'd better bring the ring and prepare." ”

There was silence for another two seconds, and then I heard laughter that seemed to be covering my mouth with my hands......

She wanted to marry me, just to give me time, to prepare, just waiting.

For three days, I stayed in the room and didn't go out, reading the script repeatedly, devoting myself wholeheartedly, not allowing myself to read it again, and the only goal was to win the award!

When I first got the script, I knew that this movie was not going to the box office, and I asked Gu Nuoxi why.

She said that if it can't become a box office myth, it will have to rely on the accumulation of many good blockbuster works, but if you can get the award, it will be a kind of recognition and proof in the industry, and it is something that time will not erase, which is the real shortcut.

It dawned on me that Gu Nuoxi once again raised my horizons by just one sentence.

Three days later, the first scene was the scene of the previous N machine 68 times, this day passed once, and the back played very well, and by the end of the shooting, we expected it to be ten days earlier, Gu Nuoxi was very satisfied.

I was also very happy in my heart, so I turned around and called Jiayi to tell her the good news.

When the phone was hung up, I turned around, and I saw Gu Nuoxi standing not far behind me without knowing what was appropriate, frowning at me slightly.

I was stunned for a moment, raised my lips and walked over to her with a smile, "Sister Gu." ”

Her eyes rolled slightly, and she lowered them as I walked in, "Call your girlfriend?" ”

"yes." I smiled back, but in my heart I felt that she was a little weird at the moment.

After a pause, she lifted her eyes to look at me, "Well, there is something I have to tell you, your current situation, if the relationship is exposed, it will be very troublesome, especially before and during the release of the movie." ”

"......" My heart instantly blocked because of her words.

I have to admit that she is telling the truth, and I know very well what is at stake! But it is undeniable that deep down in my heart, I really don't want to hide Jiayi anymore, I don't want to wronged her anymore!

And Gu Nuoxi, I have long known about me and Jiayi, and I haven't said anything before, but at this moment, I suddenly mentioned this, and I have a feeling of being seen through, and that feeling makes me very comfortable, similar to annoyance and anger.

I didn't speak, but pursed my lower lip and bowed my head, put one hand in my pants bag and nodded my head, indicating that I understood.

She didn't speak, and suddenly the surroundings seemed to become a little quiet, obviously not far from us, so lively, everyone was cheering, discussing the finale banquet.

After a few seconds, I was about to look up and say, I went first, and she spoke.

"I'll ...... first"

"The ......"

My voice paused, and I pursed the corners of my lower lip and motioned for her to speak first.

She pursed her lips, turned her head to look at the bustle not far away, and paused before speaking, "Xuanxuan...... Like you. ”

I twisted my eyebrows instantly, and then let go when she turned around, and replied with a smile, "Sister Gu, Xuanxuan should be just a liking for idols to me, and ...... You tell me this...... What does that mean? ”

Before my voice fell, she suddenly lowered her eyelids again, "Xuanxuan is the backbone of your fan support group, I want to remind you that it is difficult to deal with it if it is leaked out if it is let out." ”

"......" I put my hand in my pants bag couldn't help but clench it again, but I nodded with a smile on my face, "Well, I know, I definitely won't affect this movie." ”

"That's good." As she spoke, she turned around and walked towards the lively crowd on the side, "Let's go talk about the finale banquet." ”

I looked at her back, my eyebrows furrowed, and a strange feeling spread through my heart...... Gu Nuoxi...... Don't you just like me?

It's not that my brother likes to put gold on his face, after all, I've been with her for so long, I still know very well what kind of character she is, and she has always been vigorous and resolute in her words and actions.

If it's really just because of Xuanxuan, she must be business-like, this feeling really doesn't look like her!

After the finale banquet is over, it is time to start post-production and finalization, and I will also be busy doing all kinds of publicity for the film.

This toss took almost half a year, during which I received two endorsements, and then the movie finally premiered.

And in the past six months, I don't know if it was because the conversation at the end of the day made me feel a pimple in my heart, and I felt more and more that Gu Nuoxi was getting more and more wrong.

She is very nice to me, and she is relatively special, which I have always felt, but I only think that it is because we are a cooperative relationship and we are relatively advanced, and even many times I regard her as my mentor.

The premiere was a success, and I decided that there are some things that should be said in advance to be vaccinated, and by the way, if she really has something to say to me, it would be good for everyone to break the idea early.

So after the premiere, I mentioned to her that I planned to disclose my relationship with Jiayi after the movie was taken off the shelves.

I didn't think she reacted violently, and asked me directly, "Is there no future for you?" ”

In fact, if this sentence is said by another agent, I won't think anything is wrong, but Gu Nuoxi is different, according to her personality and way of speaking, what she will say is, 'With your current situation, have you thought about what the result would be if you announced your relationship?' ’。

The way she thinks about the problem is not passionate, but sensible, and she doesn't throw the answer directly at me, but lets me think of the answer for myself.

I looked at her who was looking at me sideways with a serious face, just watching, without saying a word, the air in the car became silent and oppressive, and it was she who was the first to lose......

She suddenly looked away and looked at the front of the car, "With the current situation you think, have you thought about what the consequences of announcing the relationship will be?" ”

"Heh......" I couldn't hold back my laughter at all, not intentionally, mainly because her words were only one word short of what I had predicted.

Moreover, although she tried very hard to say this in that formulaic tone, she did not have the strength and hardness of the past!

"What are you laughing at?" She turned her eyes back to me, her delicately drawn eyebrows furrowed tightly, looking displeased.

"Nothing." I said, turning my head sideways and raising my hand to scratch the back of my ear, leaning back to get a cigarette, "I just think you're a little weird today." ”

When the cigarette was taken out, she usually glared at me even if she didn't say anything, but she actually looked out the window and didn't speak.

I sighed in my heart, and I didn't understand if I had been too busy in the past few years, and I was so busy that my nerves were so busy, or if Gu Nuoxi was too good at hiding, and I actually felt that she was interesting to me until now......

Since that day, my relationship with Gu Nuoxi has become a little delicate, on the surface it looks like it is normal, but it seems like something is in between.

And not only do we feel that the atmosphere is wrong, but even the people around us feel very depressed, and they talk a lot less than usual, and they don't dare to joke anymore, they all have something to say.

Although the box office and word-of-mouth of the movie are very successful, during the entire release period, the atmosphere of our crew was very weird, and we finally survived until the end of the screening.

Just when I was relieved, she actually talked to me, but the restaurant I asked was not Dean's......

She wore a skirt and delicate makeup, and she looked much softer than usual, and I could see that she had put a lot of effort into dressing up today, which made me feel a little heavy.

The content at the beginning is okay, it revolves around the movie, and then it comes to the development of me after that, and the possible consequences of announcing my relationship now.

If I had done it before, I would have thought that what she said was very reasonable, and it was all for my future, but even so, I would still choose to announce it, not to mention now, I just think she has a very selfish heart.

So I said: "Sister Gu, I have always been grateful to you, if it weren't for you, I wouldn't be where I am today, but ...... I've always felt that as an actor, I don't have to care about the fans who will leave me because of my relationship. ”

She looked at me fixedly, paused and said, "I know that you are very confident in your acting skills, and I also think that you are a qualified actor now, but!" How many movies have you watched and still don't dare to announce their relationship? Do you think it's just a simple impact on fans? ”

I twisted my eyebrows, my fingertips clenched slightly, and she told me a lot of great things, but I didn't listen.

is young and frivolous, and although there have been bumps and bumps along the way, and a lot of pay, it is indeed smoother than many people, which makes me believe that as long as you are willing to work hard, have talent, and speak with acting skills, everything else is fine!

Therefore, her words not only did not convince me, but aroused my rebellious mentality, especially when I heard the sentence, what if you let your girlfriend wait a few more years, my suppressed discomfort exploded.

"It's been the same for a few years, I'll only choose her, and she's been waiting for me for years, and I don't want her to wait any longer." I said, standing up.