I calmly looked into Chen Haodong's eyes, his eyeballs seemed to fall out, his nostrils shrank one and wider, and even the breath sprayed on my face was intermittent.

I didn't struggle, knowing that I couldn't compete with a man.

"Chen Haodong, let me go back. Shall I beg you? You'll let me go back, won't you? I stared at him, and with great difficulty, I cruelly expressed my truest thoughts again.

I was a cowardly person when I was a child.

Grandma said to give me to Chen Qingyuan, but I didn't dare to say anything.

The first time I was dragged by Chen Haodong to sing, I didn't dare to refuse, just because the friends around him seemed to be untouchable.

Wang Yue asked me to play with her, and I also obeyed her wishes, too many things became very bad because I didn't speak for myself again and again.

And now, I just want to tell the young man in front of me that I want to go back and don't want to stay.

His chest heaved so hard that I could feel even the slightest change because he hugged me so tightly.

"Don't think I don't know what you're thinking about? But I ......" Chen Haodong had a big pimple between his two eyebrows, and the corners of his mouth twitched from time to time, he paused for a long time and suddenly said: "But I, I don't want to always take your good person card." ”

I struggled in a panic, stammering and squeezing out the broken bytes, "No. Chen Haodong...... I promise to ...... when I go back."

"Help the three-year-old, guarantee your sister's!" Chen Haodong scolded, kissed my lips like a hungry wolf, pushed me all the way to the bed with great force, and pushed me down hard.

I was so kissed that my tongue felt like he was going to be sucked out of my mouth, and it hurt so much that I burst into tears.

His arms were grabbed above his head with one hand, and he rode up as quickly as if he were riding a horse, and with the other hand immediately pulled at my pajama pants, which were elastic and slid down to my thighs with a slight tug.

"Woo-" I can't even want to bite him, Chen Haodong, who was bitten by me last time, has learned to be smart this time.

His kisses were as straightforward and offensive as his character, and he probably didn't know that kissing a girl like this would make people feel uncomfortable, or maybe he was born to be such a menacing person.

I couldn't speak, even I felt like I was going to be kissed until I was suffocated when Chen Haodong's lips suddenly left mine, he gasped rapidly, his eyes were so red that he said to me: "What should I do, I really want to sleep with you, and I have a reaction." ”

I kept tears streaming down my face, and this one was definitely the most hated glance I'd ever had ever glare at him.

"If you do that, I'll kill you right away." I flattened my mouth, thinking that he wouldn't force me to die.

Chen Haodong's face was only a stone's throw away from me, his pupils shrunk one after another, and his two rosy lips were bitten white by his own teeth.

I thought I saw hope, but who knew that Chen Haodong suddenly smiled clearly: "Then I will die with you." ”

Because I was afraid, I couldn't help yelling at him loudly: "Chen Haodong, you are a madman!" Neuropathy! ”

He snorted arrogantly: "Even I think so myself lately. Help three years old, you're a scourge! Now except for you, Lao Tzu can't be hard against anyone! How can I be a man in the future? ”

Chen Haodong's expression looked a little aggrieved, and I chuckled in my heart, wondering if Shen Huanjiu's scud really fell into a more or less faulty way that time.

"Was it kicked that time?" I said inaudibly: "If it is true, Chen Haodong, I really can't afford this responsibility." ”

Chen Haodong let go of my arm, pinched my mouth hard, and said irritably: "Why don't you always understand people's words? Lao Tzu means ......"

His teeth chattered, and he couldn't finish his sentence.

I took the opportunity to lift the elastic side on one side, and he sneered, the feeling of being cold to the bone like I had never seen before.

"Fu three years old, Lao Tzu is young and good-looking, what are you not satisfied with?" His eyes were frighteningly red, just as red as he would have been crying for a long time.

"I'm small-hearted, and I can't fit two men." Tears rolled out of my eyes, and it felt so hot on my cold face.

"Love him? Lao Tzu told you to love him! Chen Haodong suddenly pulled my clothes roughly, and I got all the bruises on myself in the struggle.

I clamped my legs hard, protected the last bit of shelter on my chest, and cried heartbreakingly, secretly thinking about how and Chen Haodong evolved to where I am today.

Chen Haodong smiled bitterly: "Help the three-year-old, it's useless for you to cry, I will send you back last time because I had a bad brain." Do you know how much I regret it? It's the first fucking time I've felt that a person regrets that he wants to chop off his head, and I deserve to be a slut, who made you the first to give me chocolates on my birthday. ”

I cried and said, "Wang Yue told me to give you that chocolate three years ago." Chen Haodong, in fact, I have never treated you well at all, and I never wanted to provoke you. ”

Chen Haodong's bitter smile froze at the corner of his mouth, and it was extremely ugly: "You say it again." ”

"I ......" I was suddenly scared to the limit.

"Fu three-year-old, what did you take me for? Trick me with that idiot? He propped his hands on the bed, his chest rose and fell like waves, his eyelids were red, and he was angry as if he was going to tear me apart, but his words were not as fierce as before, and he even said with a smile.

"What the ......" his lips twitched twice, "Forget it." ”

He slid down from me and stood under the bed with his back to me and asked me to get dressed.

I cried so hard that I gasped, and in a panic I put my clothes back on, shrunk into the corner of the bed and hugged my legs, my whole body shaking slightly.

Chen Haodong had his back to me for a long time, he was wearing only a pair of shorts, and his young body and tight back were depicted by incandescent lamps in the simplest straight way.

I don't know how long it was, but he turned to look at me, but neither of us spoke to anyone as if we had lost our ability to speak.

After calming down and thinking about it, I felt that I had been too cruel to him. Chen Haodong is a bitter child, and he has suffered no less along the way than I did in my hometown. Because of this, I can't really hate him in my heart.

He sat on a small stool not far from the bed, took out the disc from the box and sorted it out, sorting it out, probably annoying himself, and kicked it all into the corner.

I cowered in fear.

He turned around, looked at me hatefully, and said, "Get the hell out of here." ”

I shuddered out of bed and called out of place with him. He quickly lay upright on the bed, and I sat down on the low stool.

There were no pillows on the bed, Chen Haodong was lying flat, his eyes seemed to be looking at the big spider web in the corner of the ceiling.

He held out an arm against the back of his head, and from my vantage point, I could see his subtle gliding Adam's apple.

I don't know what he was thinking, but the silence still made me feel sad.

"Fu three years old, if you really run, Lao Tzu will be finished." After a long time, his handsome face twisted, and his eyes looked at me very sincerely: "You said that my dad didn't do it to Shen Huanjiu, you also saw it, I can't control myself now, you are here with me, I can still borrow Shen Huanjiu to help find my dad." If it's on my own, I don't know if that bad old man will suffer. ”

It was only when his tone was completely calm that I dared to speak to him. I said, "There are only a few of us in this circle with our fingers crossed." In addition to Shen Huanjiu, it may be Chen Qingyuan, or it may be Uncle Shen. ”

Chen Haodong sat up and leaned his back against the wall: "It's normal for my uncle to do something like stealing chickens and dogs, but if he really sins and kidnaps people, he doesn't have the guts." Shen Huanjiu's father ......" He bit his lip: "There's no motive." ”

Who said no.

But I could not tell him those things.

Perhaps it was my expression that aroused Chen Haodong's suspicions, and he raised his eyebrows and asked me: "Fu San-year-old, do you know something?" If you know, tell me. ”

"What can I know?" I said it particularly uncomfortably.

Chen Haodong's eyes stared at me, staring at me all over my body, I was afraid that I wouldn't be able to hide it and show him something, so I deliberately controlled my emotions.

After a while, Chen Haodong sneered and said, "Fu three years old, is Lao Tzu a ghost?" Every time you talk to me, you look like you're worried I'm going to eat you. ”

I'd love to contradict him, wouldn't I?

Chen Haodong took a deep breath, and then spit out a long breath, he laughed self-deprecatingly and said, "Help the three-year-old, don't run, don't force me to tie you up like a with a rope." ”

Chen Haodong said that in the end, his voice was already intermittent, and he pinched his chin with his hand, looking extremely uncomfortable.

But as soon as I thought of the big mouth on Shen Huanjiu's back, some words rushed out of my throat again: "Chen Haodong, if you dare to hurt him again, even if I am incapable, I will not let you go." When this matter is settled, let's return to the bridge and return to the road, and it is best to pretend that we have never met. ”

Chen Haodong was unprecedentedly angry this time, and smiled at me rebelliously: "Haven't you met? There's something that you can't get away with when something happens. I'm telling you, sooner or later, Lao Tzu will be reborn. Anyway, you just remember a sentence, one day the surname Shen hurt you, come to me at any time, I will wait for you. ”

A more poignant sentence than I love you is that I am waiting for you.

I looked at him dumbfoundedly and didn't speak.

I suddenly didn't know what to say about the boy who was close by, saying that he was a little rascal, but he wasn't very confused. He said he was a good young man, but he was really not that good. After a lot of adjectives were rolling around in my head, the word youthful frivolity was the most suitable. Whether it is life or feelings, his impulsiveness, enthusiasm, arrogance, and persistence are all in line with the characteristics of our age.

At that time, we thought that our life would be easy, and when we found love, we thought that we would go far, even if the people around us were not optimistic, they would not listen to these voices, and we would not listen to them at all. Unless the day really comes, the fall is too hard, the pain is too much, and the pain is so painful that you can't get up, you may realize your stupidity at that time. But as long as you have truly loved others, none of them are truly smart.

Twenty-four hours later, my heart felt like it had been thrown into a frying pan, and it was all Shen Huanjiu.

I fidgeted anxiously, and Chen Haodong must have been able to see it. He threw me a bottle of salt soda: "Drink this." ”

This is his favorite drink, the first taste is salty, then sweet, and finally the feeling left on the tip of the tongue is far from other drinks, and he can't tell what it tastes like.

I took a sip and screwed the lid on, lifted my chin and said, "Can you help me ask him what is going on?" ”

"Where can I ask?" He put his hands on his waist and sneered.

I pursed my lips: "Isn't Shen Yan your friend?" ”

Chen Haodong looked at me with disdain and lit a cigarette: "Do you know what a friend is?" A friend is the one who stands up for the first time when you are in trouble, not the one who thinks of you and contacts you and throws it away if you can't remember. Shen Yan, the rich second generation, is even more bastard than Lao Tzu, and he ganged up with me because he couldn't get used to his brother at all. Also, don't look at Shen Yan's unlearned appearance, he has a lot of ghost ideas in his head. I tell you with a man's intuition, Shen Yanba, the Shen family's property, looked at it, and if it was possible, he didn't want Shen Huanjiu to take a penny. ”

Chen Haodong said these words very fluently, but the force of the impact on my heart was not small at all.

"Don't look at me like that, believe it or not." Chen Haodong's narrow eyes glanced away, his eyes removed from my face, he leaned lazily against the wall, and the shadow on the side was dark and large, which set off his melancholy and uneasiness.

I clenched my fingers tightly, I missed Shen Huanjiu very much, and my heart trembled with pain when I thought of it. I don't know who will stay by the bedside to take good care of him except me, Lao Yao should be with him, but if he wakes up and can't see me...... I couldn't even think about his hurt expression.

Just as I was thinking about it, my ears were suddenly picked up, and the pain was so painful that I could only tilt my head and stand up a little bit.

"Look at the way you look like you're going to die, the one surnamed Shen has woken up, he can't die, okay." Chen Haodong gritted his teeth and said.

When I heard this, I forgot that my ears hurt and laughed out loud.

Chen Haodong let go of me, threw me his clothes and told me to take a bath, because there was only one toilet in the bathroom in the house, and there was not even a cloth curtain, so I didn't dare to mention it when I wanted to take a bath for a long time.

Chen Haodong asked me to wash, and I pointed to the bathroom in embarrassment: "How to wash here?" ”

Chen Haodong took out the big basin that he washed yesterday from under the bed: "Use this to wash, I'll go to the door." ”

I glanced at the big blue basin in front of me, the same one he used to wash his underwear last night, if I remember correctly.

My lips were bitten by me until they turned white, Chen Haodong was so smart, he broke through me and said: "Wash it with water, it's over, I found that you are really demanding now, was it rural before?" Oh, enough good days......"

Before he could finish his words, I pulled the basin from his hand and said coldly, "Get out." ”

Chen Haodong ignored me anymore, went out of the house with a cigarette in his mouth, and closed the door.

I rinsed my body as fast as I could, then changed into his clothes, washed my original body, and left it to dry.

At night, Chen Haodong compassionately gave me the bed to sleep, he said that he was worried that his father would not be able to sleep, so he sat on a small stool by himself. But when I woke up in the morning, Chen Haodong was sleeping at the end of the bed wearing only a pair of underwear, one leg still resting on my stomach, and his particularly beautiful toes and wipers of a car were swinging from time to time.

I sat up jerked up and threw his leg away, and he was probably startled by me, and sat up as well.

"What?" Chen Haodong glared at me, as if he was going to eat people, and he was very angry when he got up.

"Why are you lying down?" I frowned, my heart was very good, the night before he slept in bed, I sat against the wall all night, yesterday he let me sleep, and I climbed up.

"Lao Tzu's bed, what's wrong with lying down? I didn't you again, you're nervous? He must have not slept well, so he was furious, and after speaking, he stretched out his hand and wrapped his hair around, and the whole grumpy appearance was irritable.

"You guys! Open the door! A voice suddenly came out, and I shuddered violently.

Chen Haodong and I looked in the direction of the window at the same time, and I saw the hand lifting the curtain first, and then I moved my eyes to Wang Yue's face.

On her emaciated and pale face, Wang Yue's big eyes were already very catchy, which made her angry as if she wanted to kill me, staring straight at me.

Chen Haodong muttered in his mouth: "It's really a god, you can be found when you move, it must have been said by the landlord before." He glanced at me and pointed to the west: "The last time she came with me, the house was not far from here, only about twenty meters." ”

I didn't speak, I glared at Chen Haodong, and I almost wanted to tear his mouth apart.

Chen Haodong lazily got out of bed, opened the door, and blocked the door frame with one hand, looking like he didn't really want Wang Yue to enter the house.

Then I heard a voice coming: "I've seen the text message, don't we have nothing?" What are you here for? ”

Looking at the past from my point of view, Wang Yue's gasping for breath completely caught my eyes, I quietly got off the bed and walked behind Chen Haodong, separated by a man's arm, but Wang Yue and I seemed to be separated by a world.

She was so depressed that even I felt distressed when I saw it, and the silence spread so embarrassingly for a long time, Wang Yue lowered her head and asked, "Don't you even let the door in?" ”

A few short words, but it was heartbreaking to hear the inside of the ear.

Probably Chen Haodong also felt this heartbreak, and slowly put down the hand that was holding the door frame and made a way for her.

Wang Yue walked in, put the handbag on the table, took out an envelope bag from it, and said very aggrievedly: "I sold the car, there is some cash in it, and there is a card, and the password is your birthday." ”

For a minute or so, the room was silent, as if only the three of us were breathing.

"Who told you to sell it? What I gave you, just take it. Chen Haodong coughed lightly, and he could hear that he was a little moved.

No one's heart is made of stone, Wang Yue is good to him, just like Chen Haodong is good to me, it's not that he really can't feel it, but it's not what he wants.

Wang Yue has clean short hair, loose clothes and pants, and she can't find any of the original beautiful girl's appearance, except for her face is still good-looking, everything else is a little shattered by the cruel status quo.

She didn't respond to Chen's words, she walked up to me, her eyes moving from my head to my feet and then from my feet to my head.

It was only then that I realized that I was wearing Chen Haodong's clothes, and she had been watching at the window for I don't know how long.

I frowned guiltily and opened my mouth to explain, but there were many things that could not be solved by words, and I could not talk about them.

Smack.

My face was turned to the side.

Wang Yue's slap hurt a lot, but even I felt that this slap was right, and if I were her, it would not be calm.

"You're sick, get out of here!" Chen Haodong protected me at once, scolded Wang Yue fiercely for not being enough, and pushed her to the ground with a push of his hand.

Wang Yue sat on the ground with her buttocks, and she couldn't get up in pain.

"What are you doing!" I rushed over to pull her, but Chen Haodong grabbed a piece of clothing on my back and lifted me back and said, "Help the three years old, what kind of good person should you be." Can't you see that you two can't be friends? She wants to sleep Lao Tzu I don't know how many years she wants to sleep, but I want to sleep with you, what kind of friend should I be in this relationship? What a hassle. ”

Chen Haodong was really cruel to Wang Yue.

"Get out of the way!" I said in a cold voice, shook off his hand and ran to Wang Yue's side, bent down to help her up, but she sat on the ground and gave me another slap: "Slut!" When you don't care, no one asks, I picked you up from afar, and you repay me like this? Repay Chen Haodong in bed again? Fu three years old, you are already engaged! It's okay to have a face! ”

She jerked me away, and I took a few steps back, and because the room was small, I bumped into the corner of the table.

Chen Haodong looked at my face and became even more angry, pointed at her and scolded: "Get out of my way, I couldn't eat when I saw you three years ago, and it's the same now." He walked to the table in a few steps and threw the envelope on Wang Yue: "Remember, I don't spend women's money!" ”

As soon as Wang Yue's eyes closed, two lines of tears rolled down from the gap, and she lowered her head and said, "I used to be really stupid, thinking that I could get what I wanted by being a good person." In the end, whether it's a friend or you, it turns out that what I did was fundamentally wrong. You will be retributed for humiliating someone who is genuinely good to you like this. She took two breaths: "How much I loved you before, how much I hate you now, Chen Haodong, you wait well, take a good look at how I will retaliate against you in the future if I am played by you as a fool!" ”

Wang Yue got up from the ground, and when she went to get the bag, she suddenly went crazy and hit me with the bag, very desperately.

Chen Haodong pulled her away, pulled her all the way out of the door, threw it out, and closed the door.

I leaned against the wall and looked down at my own shadow, my hair in the shadow as messy as a chicken coop, and my whole body trembled slightly. I never wanted to hurt anyone, but I hurt everyone.

"Did the crazy woman beat you very much? Show it to Lao Tzu. Chen Haodong grabbed my chin, and I twisted it away.

He choked again, and when he tried to speak again, his cell phone suddenly rang.

"Open the door?" After Chen Haodong took it, his voice was nervous.

I nervous and quickly looked up.

Chen Haodong strode towards the door, and as soon as the door opened, he saw a boy in his early twenties and said, "I still want to see your father, come with me now, alone." ”

Chen Haodong pointed at me and said, "Wait for me here, don't go anywhere." ”

He left with the man without thinking about it, and of course I couldn't really wait for him, so I searched for more than twenty coins in the house and went straight to the hospital.

I personally called the ambulance, so this hospital is right, after asking the nurse at the front desk, I soon knew where Shen Huanjiu was.

When I passed by the window, I saw Shen Huanjiu in a blue and white striped hospital gown, his eyes were closed, and there were five or six bottles of normal saline hanging from the bedside, and sure enough, Lao Yao was the only one in the entire ward to accompany him.

Gently pushing the door in, Lao Yao was shocked when he saw me, probably because my red and swollen face was too ugly.

Yao wanted to speak to me, but I put my hand to my lips.

He nodded and whispered, "The doctor said he was fine." Then he left the room.

I walked to the side of the bed step by step and looked down at Shen Huanjiu, his long, dense eyelashes were clearly defined, his nose was high, and his lips were so pale that there was no blood. He slept on his stomach, and even the hospital gown had some blood marks on it.

Tears rolled down in an instant, and it felt like we had been separated for a century.

I involuntarily leaned down and kissed his face with trembling lips.

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