He pinched my neck so hard that I couldn't breathe, and my eyes were forced to stay open.

Zhao Xuyun finally broke out his true colors, he said he loved me on the one hand, and hurt me fiercely on the other. It's hypocritical and despicable.

I was going to reach out and break his fingers to resist, but when my hand touched the fingers he was holding around my neck, I remembered what Ruan Qing looked like when she became Ruan Mo, and suddenly a thought of death crossed my mind.

If I die like this, then don't you need to face Ruan Qing and Ruan Mo in the future?

Thinking of this, I retracted my hand and let Zhao Xuyun pinch me like this.

"If you don't resist, do you expect that I won't really kill you? Or do you simply not want to live? ”

Just when I was about to suffocate, Zhao Xuyun suddenly let go of his hand. I was unprepared, my body was paralyzed, and I slowly sat down on the ground, inhaling heavily. But because I was too anxious to suck, it caused discomfort in my neck and coughed violently.

Seeing this, Zhao Xuyun shouted to the maid waiting outside, "Get in, take her to the bathroom to wash her well, and then send her to my bedroom." ”

At the end of the sentence, without waiting for me to react, he turned around to leave.

Seeing this, I grabbed his trouser leg before he turned to leave, "Ahem...... Small...... What about the light rain? ”

"Look at how you behave in a moment, behave well, I'll let you see him soon. Bad behavior......" He snatched his leg from my hand and snorted, "Hmph, there's a good chance you'll never see him for the rest of your life!" ”

His last sentence frightened me, and the whole person froze in place, unable to breathe. I don't understand what he means, isn't he just planning to let me please him before he can let me see Xiaoyu!

However, how could I betray Ruan Qing, I didn't remember everything with him before, so I didn't feel guilty about being with Zhao Xuyun, but now it's different. I don't want to say that I slept with Zhao Xuyun, even if he kissed me, I also felt sorry for Ruan Qing.

Zhao Xuyun was stunned and left the hall quickly.

As soon as he left, the middle-aged maids dragged me into the bathroom and waited for me to take a bath. I was very uncomfortable and refused many times, but they didn't agree to me, and still followed Zhao Xuyun's orders.

I was very embarrassed to be washed by them, and after putting on my nightgown, I was pushed into Zhao Xuyun's bedroom by them.

His bedroom in this villa is much larger than the bedroom in Sakura Grove Villa, but one is decorated in ancient Chinese style and the other is in European royal style, so as soon as I entered, I felt very strange.

Although I like Chinese ancient architecture very much, I am not in the mood to appreciate it at all, so I just took a quick look around the environment in the bedroom, and then my eyes fell on Zhao Xuyun, who was wearing a loose purple nightgown.

He was half-lying on the bed with his feet folded at this time, holding shou ji in his hand and looking at something, and when he heard my footsteps coming in, he didn't raise his head, "Take it off." ”

The faint two words made my heart beat rapidly, and I pinched the collar of the bathrobe in shame, "Zhao Xuyun, I'm back with you, can you not force me?" ”

"Come back with me, you don't plan to sleep with me, what's the use of what I want from you?" He finally put down his shou ji and turned his head to look at me with an expression on his face.

When I heard this, my heart was stinged, "You want me to be by your side, just want to sleep?" Zhao Xuyun, who do you think of me? ”

"I used to treat you as a beloved, but now I just want to use you as a venting tool, if you don't want to, I won't force it. It's just ......" Speaking of this, he reached out and casually touched the bangs on the door of his head to the back of his head, and said with a smile at me, "It's just that I will never let you see your son again in my life!" ”

Is this still called not forcing me?

I am now in a dilemma, if I choose to meet Xiaoyu, then I must be with Zhao Xuyun, so I betray Ruan Qing. But if I don't agree to Zhao Xuyun to sleep with him, then I will face the terrible thing of not seeing Xiaoyu for the rest of my life. I can't live without a light rain!

"Bai He, you wouldn't stupidly plan to guard Ruan Qing's chastity after seeing the other side of Ruan Qing, right? Heh, it's ridiculous, in the past two years, we can't count the number of times we've done it, what are you still pretending to be with me here? Get out of here! The more Zhao Xuyun spoke, the more angry he became, and in the end he yelled.

I felt extremely humiliated, and the images of being forced in the courtyard by him in the past came to mind. I didn't expect that after I recovered my memory, Ruan Qing also left the cellar, but I still couldn't escape Zhao Xuyun's clutches.

Could it be that Ruan Qing and I are really just fated? Can you really only survive those ten months in peace?

My feet were now like lead, and I couldn't move my steps.

"Heh, it turns out that Xiaoyu is not as important in your heart as you are to keep your chastity for Ruan Qing! Your feelings for him as a psychopath are really deep! When Zhao Xuyun's words came again, they were all sour and vinegar.

I was stimulated by the three words he said Ruan Qing was mentally ill, and angrily slashed at him, "Don't you say that about Ruan Qing!" If you hadn't forced him, how could he suddenly become a dual personality? Zhao Xuyun, you are really despicable and shameless! You want me to sleep with you, okay! I'll accompany! ”

At the end of the sentence, in a fit of rage, I let go of my hand that was clenching my collar and walked towards him step by step.

"Wouldn't I have been gentle with you if I had been so good earlier?" When Zhao Xuyun saw me approaching, a triumphant smile appeared on his face.

This look was unfamiliar to me, but it wasn't surprising at all.

I stopped a step away from the ancient carved bed where he was lying, and hesitated for a moment. Do I really want to do this? Isn't it just me who insults me?

"No...... Zhao Xuyun, I can't do it! Kill me! "As soon as my knees went limp, I fell to my knees on the carpet under the bed, and I covered my face and broke down and cried.

I feel so helpless now......

When I lost my memory before, I was protected by Zhao Xuyun, and he was my God. After recovering my memory, return to Ruan Qing, he is my God. The two of them are one good and one evil, but when they live with me, they are very good to me, and they protect me as soon as they encounter danger.

But now one has become a second personality, Ruan Mo, who is disgusted and cold to me; The other coerced and lured me, and tried every possible way to get me to return to him and be insulted by him......

"You know I won't." Zhao Xuyun suddenly pulled my arm, pulled me up and pulled me to the bed, and then pressed me under me in a daze, "Remember for a while, you must say that you love me." Serve me well, I promise you and Xiaoyu will meet. ”

I was suddenly pulled up and pressed down by him, and it took me a long time to come back to my senses, and the first reaction of reaching out was to hold his shoulder, and resisted, "Zhao Xuyun, you bastard, let go of me......"

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