190. Fire burns clouds
Because I fell in love with Ye Zhan, I could only passively love him.
Actually, I really wanted to lose my temper with him, but I knew that losing my temper wouldn't stop him, and all I got in the end was for him to drive me away.
The autumn breeze is bleak, just like my state of mind at this time, although today I escaped a tragedy.
However, this does not mean that another tragedy will not happen in the future.
We lived as usual and also took our two children to Switzerland.
Ye Zhan rarely goes out again, he accompanies me and my two children all day long, if I didn't know him, then I would feel that he had given up the life-and-death duel with Gu Tingsheng.
But it was because I knew him that I knew that this war would not be avoided.
Although these days, he is calm.
But just like before a storm, there is always an unusual calm.
After nearly half a month of recuperation, my leg is almost better.
I don't know what happened to Gu Tingsheng, and I said in my heart that I wasn't worried about it was fake, but I didn't ask again.
He's a proud man and wouldn't want me to ask about him.
So, I didn't ask anything.
Every day, I just live a family reunion life with Ye Zhan and my children.
In the past half a month, we have lived like an ordinary family, but I still feel an indescribable loneliness in Ye Zhan's body.
He accompanies me every day and no longer leaves secretly, but that doesn't mean he doesn't have his own plans.
Ye Zhan is the king, even if he doesn't hear anything outside the window, he will know the situation outside well, and he can also rule the world.
I am very pleased to be able to marry such a man, but his obsession overwhelms me.
During this time, I tried to impress him with family affection, but in the end, it was obviously unsuccessful.
"Wei'er, it's time to eat." Ye Zhan greeted me while sorting out the meal.
The two children had already sat obediently on the side and waited.
In front of Ye Zhan, the children are extremely obedient, and the relationship between them is still not intimate enough, unlike ordinary fathers and sons, and the happy appearance between father and daughter.
Usually, the children are more clingy to me, especially and so on.
I went to the bathroom, washed my hands, and sat down.
After three dishes and one soup on the dinner table, and after distributing the food to the children, I began to eat.
Ye Zhan silently helped me pick up some dishes.
Suddenly, I felt that this kind of family reunion life was very good.
These days, we're having a good time.
But I know that these are all illusions.
However, this kind of illusion also makes me nostalgic.
I hope that day will not come, and although I smile happily every day, I am always so worried in my heart.
As the days passed, it really seemed like a leap forward.
Soon, the one-month deadline arrived.
I thought that the battle between Ye Zhan and Gu Tingsheng was still in the same place, but I was wrong.
This time, they temporarily changed places, or rather, Ye Zhan and Gu Tingsheng had already made an appointment, they threw me aside, and the two went to an unknown place and started a life-and-death duel.
I wandered through the woods, and all that awaited me was the quiet sound of the wind.
I squatted on the ground in a decadent way, and this time I really didn't know what to do.
At this moment, a familiar voice sounded: "Tao Wei, I know where they are." ”
I turned my head and saw that it was the same second lieutenant last time, this time he was wearing a neat military uniform and driving a military vehicle.
"Get in the car."
I didn't hesitate to get into the car, the journey was long and long.
"Is your message exact?"
He nodded: "They are by the sea, we should be too late to go over now." ”
Hopefully, it's in time.
I prayed in my heart.
Half an hour's journey seemed as long as centuries at this time.
When I arrived at the beach, I saw Ye Zhan's gun against Gu Tingsheng's heart.
Gu Tingsheng lost, and Ye Zhan wanted to kill him.
No, I don't want such a result.
I rushed over without thinking about it, and the moment Ye Zhan pulled the trigger, I stood in front of Gu Tingsheng.
There was a loud thud in my chest, and I fell to the beach.
Ye Zhan was shocked, and he called out my name hysterically: "Wei'er." ”
I turned my head to look at Gu Tingsheng, and his eyes were red: "Tao Wei, what are you doing here?" ”
"I ...... I don't want you to be fine. ”
Gu Tingsheng helped me up from the ground, and was about to insist on my injury, but Ye Zhan rushed over and pushed him away.
It hurts, but I don't regret it, and if I have to die, then I'd rather be me.
That's the best ending.
The sea breeze blows gently, and the sunset gradually sets below the sea level at this time.
The burning clouds reflected the whole sky red, and even dyed the sea.
A large area of fiery red, but before long, these beautiful scenery will disappear.
Just like me now, I feel that my life is withdrawing little by little, or the moment when the fire cloud disappears, it is also the moment when I leave.
Ye Zhan hugged me tightly, I wanted to reach out and touch his face, but he grabbed my hand: "Second brother." ”
"I'm sorry for you, I can't accompany you to old age."
Ye Zhan's eyes were red, and he made me feel so sad at this time.
I don't want Ye Zhan to be hurt like this, but I don't want Gu Ting to live or die, so this is my only choice.
It's actually okay like this, I've been entangled for so long, and I'm the culprit.
"Second brother, it's so cold, hold me tight."
Ye Zhan immediately wrapped me in his windbreaker and took me into his arms, but I still felt so cold.
Gu Tingsheng rushed over again: "How are you?" Tao Wei? ”
I wanted to smile at him, but I had lost all my strength: "Uncle Gu." ”
"I'm here, what do you want to say?"
"Right...... I'm sorry. ”
"No, you're not sorry for me, you're not sorry for me when you're alive, you know? I want you to live. ”
I also want to live, and I also want to be happy with Ye Zhan selfishly.
But now, I seem to be so tired, so tired that I feel like I've lost my strength to speak.
Fortunately, at this time, Ye Zhan was there, and he was holding me.
"Second brother, you ...... Will you blame me? ”
Did I make my second brother sad by doing this?
But I don't regret blocking this shot for Gu Tingsheng.
Gu Tingsheng doesn't deserve to die, he didn't do anything wrong, and Ye Zhan can't die either, because he is my beloved.
So, that's really good.
"No, it won't." His voice was hoarse, and it made me feel like I had been poked in a few holes in an instant.
I still make him sad, the last thing I want in my life is to make Ye Zhan sad.
In the first half of Ye Zhan's life, he was very unhappy.
I once said that I will use all my time in the future to give Ye Zhan happiness, but I am also working hard and working hard.
I dragged the injured Ye Zhan out of the dark corner little by little, and then gradually let him learn to love and love me.
Although the process is so torturous.
But I broke my promise.
Ye Zhan, what will happen to him if I die?
I grabbed his hand: "Second brother." ”
"Well, I'm here, I'm here, Wei'er, what do you want to say?"
"Children need you, our children need dads."
I tried my best to awaken his father's love with my child, even though my death would hurt him.
However, with the passage of time, this pain should gradually subside.
After all, there are two such lovely children.
Ye Zhan didn't know how to love before, I hope that in the future, he can learn to love.
"The second brother should take good care of the children, and he should also take good care of himself."
"I need you." Ye Zhan's voice was no longer as cold and resolute as before, this time with a thick reluctance and fear.
He's afraid I'm going to die, isn't he?
"Wei'er, I need you, don't leave me, okay?" Ye Zhan asked over and over again if these three words were good.
However, I am really tired, and now I am so tired.
Second brother, I also want to share a white head with you, when the time comes, we will sit on the rocking chair in the courtyard, look at the stars in the sky, and tell the vigor of this life.
Or, we can see the beautiful blood-burning clouds like today, when we were gray-haired......
But you can't do it, because I feel that life is withdrawing little by little.
The clouds on the horizon, so red, burning clouds, as if they had burned all life, began to gradually lose all color.
It seemed that at this moment, everything in heaven and earth had lost all their brilliance, I looked at the burning clouds in the sky, and finally glanced at Ye Zhan.
My second brother, his heart hurts.
I can't bear to let him hurt.
The sun had gradually set down, ending the day's mission.
Am I also reaching the limit?
Actually, I'm not afraid of death, I'm just worried that without me, Ye Zhan will close himself again.
At that time, will there be a second Tao Wei to pull him out of the enclosed space?
I could clearly feel him hugging me tightly, and I felt his heart.
He didn't say anything, but I knew he was screaming.
Ye Zhan, after all, I still can't accompany you to old age, but two children can accompany you on a long road of life.
You're not alone.
In my life, I have met two excellent men.
These two men have written unforgettable love and hate in my life.
I've struggled, I've growled, I've compromised.
Gu Tingsheng, when he met him, it was fate, but the love was deep and shallow.
However, I do not regret meeting him.
Ye Zhan, it was fate to fall in love with him.
He stood in the dark, alone.
I thought about warming his lonely heart with myself.
The time I spent with him was the happiest for me.
After that, he pushed me away several times, I hated him, but I couldn't do without him.
He sealed a few of my memories, but in the end I fell in love with him......
Actually, it's good......
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