Chapter 460: Lu Zhe is far inferior to a child
Ji Shen was talking to the child, and he didn't find out when the child fell asleep.
With a sigh, he pulled the quilt over the child, lay down himself, and forced himself to fall asleep slowly.
But I couldn't sleep, and I couldn't help it, so I took out my mobile phone and clicked on Weibo.
As soon as Weibo was refreshed, he saw Lu Zhe replying to him.
The other party directly asked frankly: "Are you gay?" ”
And it didn't take two minutes to reply.
At this time, Ji Shen was so excited, he sat up again, and quickly replied, "Yes." ”
Lu Zhe asked again, "Do you know me?" Why did you suddenly send me those jokes, I'm not the same kind of person as you. ”
He wanted to cover up his own orientation and take this person's words.
Because of his Weibo account, few people are fans of each other.
Even if you are a fan, you may not necessarily send him a private message.
He has only a few thousand fans, and this person suddenly sent him a private message and sent him those funny jokes between men and men, which had to make him wonder if it was Ji Shen.
Ji Shen is also trying to hide his identity.
replied: "I don't know you, I just sent you a private message at random, I'm sorry if I disturb you." ”
Lu Zhe, "It's okay." ”
"Thank you for your leniency, that ...... Can you tell me what your name is? We can make friends, right? Ji Shen asked.
Lu Zhe replied coldly, "No need." ”
Ji Shen could feel that he seemed to be a little impatient to reply to his words, so he simply sent him a photo.
A photo of two men, in the photo, the two men look very young, with clear eyebrows, kissing each other, looking extremely ambiguous.
It was a photo he found on the Internet, and after he sent it to Lu Zhe, he said: "Look, this is me and my boyfriend, the one on the right, wearing a necklace around my neck, do you think I'm handsome, or is my boyfriend handsome?" ”
Lu Zhe stared at the photo for a while before dispelling the suspicion in his heart.
He replied, "Your boyfriend is better-looking." ”
Ji Shen smiled, "Hahaha, you really have vision, others say that I am not worthy of him, sometimes, I also think that I am not worthy of him, but you know what, he doesn't mind at all, he also told me that I am the best man in the world." ”
Lu Zhe didn't answer.
After being silent for a while, Ji Shen said to himself: "I always thought that the two of us would be together forever, forever, and never separated." ”
"However, the two of us were known by our parents, who forcibly separated the two of us, and he was sent out of the country by his family, and I, who was also locked up at home by my family, were not allowed to go out."
"My mother said that the neighbors were laughing at me, laughing at me for being abnormal, a pervert, liking a man, but I didn't care at all, they knew something, they couldn't understand my relationship with him at all."
Lu Zhe still didn't answer.
But Ji Shen knew that he had read everything he hadn't said.
Because the messages sent out are all ticked in green.
He knew that Lu Zhe was looking at what he said.
So, he continued to pretend to be presentable and said: "The two of us grew up together since childhood, and the relationship is very good, but now in my world, suddenly there is no him, and I feel that my whole life is about to collapse." ”
"I want to die, I especially want to die, but I can't let him go, thinking, if I live, there will always be a chance to see him again!"
"I don't think he wants anything to happen to me, so it's this belief that has sustained me until now."
The more Ji Shen said, the more he looked.
Even he himself couldn't help but praise his nonsense, and it was a pity not to write it.
Finally, Lu Zhe replied to him.
"Don't be too pessimistic, if the two of you are really affectionate, God will give you a chance to meet again, but it depends on how much persistence and dedication you can give to each other."
Ji Shen laughed, "Well, I believe that I will persevere to the end." ”
"What about him, do you believe that he will persist like you?" Lu Zhe asked.
Ji Shen hesitated, "I don't know." ”
Lu Zhe also said: "Maybe!" ”
Maybe!
These words seemed to be spoken to himself.
These two people, if it were him and Ji Shen, he believed that he would persevere to the end.
Even if he is destined not to be together, he will not fall in love with others, be with others, he would rather have him in his heart for the rest of his life, pretend to have him by his side, than find someone to replace him and live the rest of his life.
As for Ji Shen himself, as long as he lives well and takes care of his children, he doesn't ask for anything else.
"Do you believe he'll stick to it for me?" Ji Shen asked a little uncertainly.
Lu Zhe's words were categorical, "If he really loves you, I believe he will insist on it for you." ”
Hearing what Lu Zhe said, Ji Shen's heart was full of emotion.
Lu Zhe, who can say such things, may be thinking about the two of them in his heart, waiting for him Ji Shen to make a choice, and then go and find him back!
So, shouldn't he confess to the child and let him accept Lu Zhe?
Just thinking of this, Lu Zhe replied, "It's so late, I'll sleep first, and I have to work tomorrow." ”
Ji Shen hurriedly asked him, "Where do you work?" ”
But the other party never replied to his messages again.
He held the phone again and looked at it for a while, but still didn't see him reply, so he simply put the phone on the bedside table, full of confusion about whether to confess to the child.
Confess, what if the child doesn't accept it and hates him even more?
Or, even if the child accepts it, Lu Zhe may not come back.
After all, when he proposed to break up, he was so resolute that there was no room for maneuver at all.
What's more, he is still with Nangong Ming.
The more I thought about it, the more irritable Ji Shen became.
What the hell happened to him?
Why is there no Lu Zhe by his side, his days are so tormenting?
Could it be that he couldn't live without him?
This night, he had not slept all night.
The next morning, I sent the child directly to the kindergarten, and when I wanted to be separated from the child, Xiao Memory took his hand and said pitifully: "Dad, I don't care what happened to you and your mother before, but now I want the two of you to always be with me, otherwise, I will ignore you in the future." ”
Hearing this, Ji Shen's heart twitched.
Squatting down and hugging the child, he replied, "Dad will always be with you." ”
"Then Dad, I still want you to pick me up after school."
"Okay." In the face of the child, Ji Shen's insistence on Lu Zhe is not worth mentioning.
Seeing the child enter the kindergarten, he was thinking about which was the most important in his mind, Lu Zhe and the child.
It turned out that Lu Zhe was far inferior to this child.
Perhaps, this is why blood is thicker than water!