Shen Jialan didn't speak, and Tang Yuyan fell silent all of a sudden.

He has always been the type who is taciturn and will only do things quietly.

In the past, when the two of them were still together, Shen Jialan always talked to him, and he was too tired because of announcements and the like, so he answered briefly. At this moment, Shen Jialan didn't speak, and Tang Yuyan really didn't know what to say.

The square inch of the sink couldn't help but fall silent again, only the gurgling sound of Shen Jialan's rinsing tool was exceptionally clear.

"You mentioned divorce to me before, was it because of my scandal with Jiang Qianlan?"

In the sound of water, Tang Yuyan suddenly spoke, his tone astringent.

He did a lot of mental construction, and when he really asked, he found that he couldn't be easy and natural anyway.

Tang Yuyan's words made Shen Jialan's flushing movements pause slightly, and quickly returned to his previous smoothness: "No." ”

Shen Jialan said, shook the water of the cleaned brush in her hand slightly, and then put it in the bag.

She proposed divorce from Tang Yuyan at the beginning, and the main reason was not Jiang Qianlan. If you have to talk about it, Jiang Qianlan can only be regarded as an inducement. The appearance of the scandal made her already disappointed, and finally there was no longer the temptation to make a final decision because she could not continue to persevere.

The real reason, not it!

In fact, even when she filed for divorce, the reason she told Tang Yuyan was not a completely real reason. The reason that should really be brought up is that Shen Jialan didn't mention it, and he didn't want Tang Yuyan to know. But at this moment, he wanted to investigate the roots, so Shen Jialan could only move out the reason again.

"Do you remember what I said when I told you about the divorce, that's why? Just because I can understand you doesn't mean I have to get used to you. I didn't want to understand anymore, and I didn't want to make those days a habit, so I chose to leave you. It's as simple as that, nothing else. Shen Jialan looked at Tang Yuyan and said lightly.

Looking intently at the quiet and gentle Shen Jialan in front of her, listening to her indifferent voice, Tang Yuyan suddenly remembered the scene when she divorced him two years ago.

"I've never told you - in fact, I hate this kind of day when I can only know your latest situation and dynamics from the mobile phone webpage, from Weibo, and from the mouths of your fanatical front-line fans, I hate the days when I have a husband but can only be alone in front of the air and the empty house after work every day, and I don't like to believe in you but still feel uncomfortable when I see photos of you behaving intimately with others...... I feel insecure and living less and less like myself...... I'm sorry, I'm really tired and fed up with days like this. ”

At that time, Shen Jialan told him with red eyes.

It could be seen that Shen Jialan tried her best to prevent her tears from flowing out, and she burst into tears. However, even if she held back, her eyes were still red, like a small beast, and even her body was trembling.

That was the only time Shen Jialan lost her temper, and it was also the only time she almost cried in front of him. Until then, no matter what happened, she had never cried, not even her eyes red.

Tang Yuyan still remembers that when he received the certificate, he made a promise.

No matter what happens, he will not let her cry, he will make her happier than anyone else. However, later, he still made her unhappy after all, and when he filed for divorce, his eyes were red.

Actually, now that I think about it seriously, maybe just as she said, he was busy with the stars at that time and ignored her, but he was careless and didn't notice it at all.

He thought it was the scandal that made her feel guilty, but it turned out that he didn't give her enough security. With him, she felt tired.

"I'm sorry." Tang Yuyan apologized to Shen Jialan in a low voice.

Their relationship should not have come to an end, it was his failure to do his duty as a husband that made her disappointed in their marriage.

It's all his fault.

Ironically, he only now understands.

Tang Yuyan's sudden apology made Shen Jialan a little surprised, but when she looked up and saw Tang Yuyan's gaze, she understood in an instant.

"It's okay, it's all in the past." Shen Jialan laughed softly.

Two years have passed, and she doesn't remember the disappointment and disappointment at that time very clearly.

The only thing I remember...... Shen Jialan, who was originally chuckling, gradually had a little haze on her face. Remembering some not-so-happy memories, Shen Jialan closed her eyes, trying her best to dispel them from her mind.

Tang Yuyan couldn't help but take a step forward eagerly when he saw it, but was rejected by Shen Jialan with a wave of his hand: "It's okay, I'm just a little tired, just take a moment." ”

Shen Jialan's indifference to refusing people thousands of miles away made Tang Yuyan a little at a loss. He stood there, a gloomy look in his eyes.

Shen Jialan saw it when she opened her eyes, but she didn't say anything.

Although she smiled and said to Tang Yuyan, "It's okay", the relationship between the two has long been a thing of the past, and there is no need to intersect again.

What's more, although there are few people here, it is not completely remote. With Tang Yuyan's current popularity, as long as he is of the opposite sex, he will definitely attract attention. Shen Jialan didn't want to bring out some scandals at this time. Her career in country Z has just started, and as long as there is a little scandal at this time, even if it is not Tang Yuyan, it is enough to be a devastating blow.

Putting away the bag where he put his tools, Shen Jialan turned around and was about to leave.

was stopped by Tang Yuyan: "You just want to avoid me? ”

Shen Jialan, who was stopped, paused slightly, and after a long time, turned her head and said with a sincere smile: "Yes." I don't want to be seen here that I'm standing with you, I'm afraid of telling you something about something that I don't have, I care about my career and don't want any hits. I'm selfish, sorry if my selfishness hurts you. ”

"Can't even be friends?"

Tang Yuyan looked at Shen Jialan and asked in a low voice.

"If you can, it's better not to." Shen Jialan also replied in a low voice.

She knew that her attitude was too indifferent, and many people might scold her for not knowing what to do. However, she is such a person. When you love, you are dead-hearted, and when you let go, you will never be cold, and you will not leave a trace of thought.

"What if...... I insist......" Still not giving up, Tang Yuyan asked: "When I was a husband, I didn't do well enough. Now, even as a friend, you don't want to believe me? ”

Tang Yuyan asked himself, and he felt that he was too humble.

Since his debut, he has never been so low to people.

However, Shen Jialan is no one else, she is the person he loves, and he is willing to put down his figure for her.

Tang Yuyan was even thinking that if he knew that he was wrong earlier, would he and Shen Jialan not come to this point?

Obviously, she liked him so much before.

Shen Jialan had never seen Tang Yuyan like this, he was calm, but he was also proud.

Even though she thought that her attitude was indifferent enough and her heart was hard enough, at this moment, she couldn't help but soften her heart a little: "Whatever you want." ”