Chapter 388: Despair, Shen Jin and Humanity

"What?!" Xiao Shen Jin's eyes widened instantly, looking at him in horror, and his face turned white in an instant.

Feng Jiu smiled gently, picked up his clothes and put them on him gently, and then said, "Xiao Jin can regenerate, isn't it?" Since this is the case, it won't have any effect, Feng Jiu likes Xiao Jin's eyes, and wants to treasure them for the rest of his life, is it good to give them to Feng Jiu? ”

His tone was gentle, just like chatting on weekdays, but when he heard it in Xiao Shen Jin's ears, he felt panicked, and even had a chill in his back.

"No...... No, ......" He stepped back a little frightened, broke away from the man's embrace, bit his lower lip and said, "Can the eyes regenerate me...... I've never tried it, and ...... And it will hurt...... I...... I don't want ......"

He doesn't care about injuries on his body, his father taught him since he was a child, and a man must not be afraid of pain or injury.

Can...... But that's the eyes, what if ...... If he can't regenerate, then he ...... Then he would not be blind!

"Xiao Jin," Feng Jiu frowned, stretched out his hand to pull the child over, and coaxed: "It won't hurt very much, Feng Jiu will let Xiao Jin fall asleep and don't know anything, Feng Jiu really likes it very much, in case you have something to do and go back in a hurry, Feng Jiu can still look at your eyes and miss you when he can't see you, isn't that good?" I love Xiao Jin so much, is Xiao Jin willing to let Feng Jiu down? ”

Xiao Shen Jin tensed up at his words, but did not nod.

Seeing this, Feng Jiu was not in a hurry, he hugged him and lowered his head to kiss the child's forehead, then his cheeks, then his nose, and finally stopped at his eyes.

"Xiao Jin, Feng Jiu really likes you, you really like it, you like Feng Jiu too, don't you? You want Feng Jiu to accompany you, and Feng Jiu will accompany you, but now it's just a small request, and Xiao Jin doesn't want to meet it? ”

As he spoke, his expression was lonely, and even his eyes were red.

When Shen Jin saw it, he couldn't care about the strange feeling when he kissed him, and hurriedly said, "No, I ...... I'm not reluctant, I'm just ...... Just ......"

"Feng Jiu can do anything for Xiao Jin, I can give you whatever you want, isn't Xiao Jin moved at all?"

The more the man talked, the more aggrieved he became, and Xiao Shen Jin, who was still a child, felt extremely guilty in his heart.

Indeed, Feng Jiu treated him to the extreme, especially after Feng Jiu became the head of the Feng family, no matter what kind of rare things he had, even if he didn't open his mouth, he could still smile and bring them to him.

He has always been good to him.

After thinking about it, Xiao Shen Jin clenched his little fist, then gritted his teeth, made up his mind fiercely in his heart, and nodded while holding Feng Jiu's face: "Okay, I'...... I'll just give it to you, but ...... But you promise that it won't hurt me, you promise! ”

He can endure any injury, it is this important part, he really doesn't dare to try it easily.

Feng Jiu was overjoyed when he saw him nodding, hugging the person is kiss, "Don't worry, how can I be willing to let my little Jin hurt." ”

What you promise must be done, this is the rule that Xiao Shen Jin has followed since he was a child.

So even though he was lying on the bed, looking at the cold knife in Feng Jiu's hand, he had long been terrified to the extreme, but he didn't flinch because of this.

In the end, he simply closed his eyes and let Feng Jiu feed the thing called the hemp boiling medicine into his mouth.

However, what neither he nor Feng Jiu expected was that the numbing boiling medicine was very effective for human beings, but for Shen Jin, who was of a different race, he only began to paralyze his consciousness, and when the tip of Feng Jiu's knife penetrated deep into his eyes, Xiao Shen Jin was so painful that he wanted to die.

The nerves in his body were invaded by the pain that came out of his eyes, and he struggled reflexively, but he could only hear the clanging sound of iron chains in his ears, and his hands and feet were tightly tied by Feng Jiu, who had been prepared for a long time.

"Ahh No! Feng Jiu! Don't! Pain...... It hurts—"

He cried and cried, and felt his eyes leave his body so clearly, and he didn't know whether it was blood or tears.

Just when he thought that this disaster was about to end, he didn't want the sharp blade to reach his other eye again.

"Ahh

In the end, Xiao Shen Jin, who couldn't help the pain, fainted in pain after screaming, and blood flowed down his fair cheeks to the bed.

Feng Jiu put the eyes that had turned golden when they were out of their sockets on the tight porcelain plate, and did not take care of Shen Jin who was dizzy for the first time, but stared intently at those golden glass-like eyes.

"Beauty...... It's so beautiful......"

He was full of praise, and excitedly turned his head to look at the child whose face was stained with blood, only to find that the eyes that were still bleeding out of the body were actually a light yellow.

Feng Jiu was shocked to the extreme, holding the plate containing Shen Jin's eyes and looking at it, and finally sighed excitedly: "Wonderful! Great! ”

In less than a quarter of an hour, those eyes were really restored, and Feng Jiu withdrew his hand to check, so excited that his hands were trembling.

Immediately, he walked out with a plate, came to the courtyard with an appointment, and showed the treasure he had just gotten to his friends who came to deliver things.

He said, "Look, I've got a treasure!" ”

The man named Zisu couldn't help but look surprised when he saw what he brought, "This ...... How is this so like the golden glass of Tiannan? ”

Legend has it that Tiannan, which is rich in glaze, will produce golden glaze once in a hundred years, and the person who gets this golden glaze is bound to be glorious for a lifetime.

Therefore, many people want to get this golden glass, but no one has realized their wishes for a hundred years.

Feng Jiu laughed, "This thing is much more unusual than that golden glass, hahaha!" ”

Zisu asked about the reason, but Feng Jiu kept silent with the idea that he didn't want the person in the room to be exposed to others, and he didn't want the secret to be known to others.

Year after year, as the years passed, Xiao Shen Jin gradually became governor.

He understood Feng Jiu's almost crazy and twisted attachment to him, what he was doing with the atrocities that Feng Jiu inflicted on him when he was thirteen, and he also understood that Feng Jiu would try his best to keep him, just to satisfy his twisted psychology.

He tried his best to escape from Feng Jiu's hands, even if he wanted to be with this person at the beginning, he dispelled this idea after countless painful nights.

The first gouging out of his eyes at the age of ten was not the end of his pain, but rather the beginning of his nightmare.

Feng Jiu began to study ways to trap him as an alien race without his knowledge, began to coax him to swallow those inexplicable things, began to inject him with a large amount of anesthetic boiling medicine, and began to make him addicted to what he was given.

Without Feng Jiu, without the things Feng Jiu gave, he no longer looked like himself, and even had to beg him bitterly for what he gave, and had to give up all dignity and beg him after Feng Jiu deliberately pushed him away.

In that drunken and painful time, he forgot his identity as a leopard clan, and forgot that if he really wanted to leave, he could clearly do it with just a finger, but later he lost his instinct as a spirit beast because he swallowed too many unknown things given by Feng Jiu.

Feng Jiu exchanged his eyes for wealth, for status and power, and for happiness with his body.

The man only had to say that he liked it, and he only had to scatter the thousand stones like poison into his mouth, and he would not even be able to compare with an ordinary person.

Ten years, ten whole years, even Shen Jin himself didn't know how many times his eyes had been gouged out, and he couldn't remember how many dark and helpless nights he had been.

He had regarded Feng Jiu as the most trusted person since he was five years old, and since he was eight years old, he had been imprisoned by him, and even though he did not know about men and women, he had heard gossip from those subordinates who did not dare to speak.

He is the darling of Feng Jiu in the deep boudoir, and he is an existence that cannot see the light, and the entire Feng Mansion knows that there is a Jin Gongzi in this mansion, but they don't know what he looks like and why he is here.

From the age of five to twenty, if the first five years were of his own volition, then the next ten years were his own doing.

His keen hearing reminded him that he was born a man, how he could do things like a woman, how he could wag his tail and beg for mercy like a dog that was given alms.

"Do you know how I ended up coming out?" Shen Jin looked at the beautiful face in front of him and asked.

Lang Hongli's mood can no longer be described as shocking, he has no idea that the high-ranking person in front of him has such a past.

The man, on the other hand, looked at him as if he were telling someone else's story.

Regardless of the safety of his people, he broke the heart of the person he loved the most, and his father abandoned him, and said that he would cut off relations with him from now on, and in order to prevent his mother from coming to him, he set a spiritual spell on him, covering up his breath as a leopard tribe, and making him unable to reappear from his original self.

Aside from being reborn, he lost all his dignity as a spirit human.

He couldn't escape with his spiritual power, and he couldn't resist his desires with his spiritual power, so he stayed by Feng Jiu's side like this for more than fifteen years.

In the past fifteen years, he realized for the first time that human beings were nothing more than this, and if he was trapped, he could only be trapped, and his heart had become fragile with these fifteen years, and in the end it was his mother who broke his heart that saved him.

"My son...... My son Jin Lang, you ...... How did you become like this......

The rules in the clan are strict, and anyone who lets the clansmen know their identities will end up like this.

In order to convince her father, in order to convince the whole royal family, my mother spent a full fifteen years, and in these fifteen years, she did not dare to let anyone come to visit, and she did not dare to do it herself.

Her mother was a strong woman, and even though she was so sad by him, she still firmly believed that he would not let her down.

It's a pity that when she saw him, the woman hugged him and cried.

On the day he left, Feng Jiu happened to be not in the mansion, and his mother, who was also a leopard clan, easily took him out of the Feng mansion.

And he fled so easily from the place he hadn't fled for more than a decade.

However, the matter did not end because of this, the reason was only because of the numbing boiling medicine and Qianshi powder that Feng Jiu had imposed on him.