Song Sijia X Jutan 5
In fact, last night's quarrel, if you really want to talk about it, you have to start from a week ago.
A week ago, the first episode of the "Counterattack" program, which Jiang Yilin participated in, had just finished recording.
Xu Ran came to pick her up.
Song Sijia sat in the passenger seat of the car, and Xu Ran fastened her seat belt: "Scarlett." ”
Song Sijia was originally scrolling through Weibo to see if there were any on-site viewers who would send out the scene at that time, and by the way, see what their evaluation of the show was.
Hearing Xu Ran call her, Song Sijia couldn't help but raise her head and glanced at him with some confusion.
Xu Ran rarely called her so solemnly, looking at his slightly serious face, Song Sijia couldn't help but take his attention away from the phone slightly, and said with a little surprise: "What's wrong?" ”
"My mother," Xu Ran knew that his family was a little unwelcoming to Song Sijia, and Song Sijia had always disliked more contact with them. Therefore, when this sentence came out, I was a little embarrassed: "My mother called this morning and said that when we would take the time to go back for dinner, we have something to discuss." ”
Hearing this, Song Sijia couldn't help but be silent for a while.
She doesn't like to have much contact with the Xu family.
Since she established her relationship with Xu Ran, the only few times she dealt with the Xu family was not very pleasant.
It's not that they did anything to her, it's just that sometimes, the other party doesn't need to do anything, just a speech and a reaction is enough for you to understand the other party's attitude.
They don't welcome her.
More than welcome.
Song Sijia knew that if it weren't for Xu Ran's stubborn insistence, maybe they wouldn't have bothered to look at her more.
Even now, she and Xu Ran are engaged, but in front of Xu Ran's parents, they are still always high, and their eyes are never easily on her, as if even a second glance is a kind of stain.
Song Sijia did not think about improving the relationship between them.
She knew that her past, in the eyes of the Xu family, who had always been face-conscious, did have reasons why they were not safe. But what is the use of regretting what has already happened.
Song Scarlett can't deny her past, she can only do a good job in the present.
It's just that no matter what she does, the Xu family turns a blind eye and crucifies her to death, without giving her any chance to make amends.
Song Scarlett is a man who loves and hates clearly.
The Xu family's parents don't like her, and she can't go to the hot face and stick to other people's cold butts, and send herself to their eyes with a humble attitude.
After she made an effort, the other party did not accept it, so she simply stopped struggling.
Even, if Xu Ran hadn't assured her that the person she married was him, after getting married, except for the New Year's holidays, she wouldn't have too much contact with them, Song Sijia would have flinched a long time ago.
Therefore, hearing Xu Ran's words at this moment, Song Sijia's first reaction was to be silent.
Silence equals silent rejection.
She really didn't want to look at Mrs. Xu's face that she had climbed Xu Ran and was blessed to be able to get Xu Ran is her Song Sijia.
Xu Ran also knew the attitude of his family, and couldn't help but feel a little helpless.
However, the family is not something he can choose, and he has no other way than to try his best to reconcile between the two parties.
"Scarlett," Xu Ran touched Song Scarlett's hair, "If you don't want to stay longer, we can leave earlier." ”
If it was just a simple meal, Xu Ran didn't want to see Song Sijia wronged in the past.
However, this one is markedly different.
His mother said there was something to discuss.
And the things that allowed him to go back to discuss with Song Sijia were nothing more than marriage.
As long as Xu Ran wants to marry Song Sijia, he naturally can't refuse.
Song Sijia also knew that it was useless even if she resisted, so she couldn't help but nodded.
So two days later, she went to Xu's house with Xu Ran.
The Xu family is as big as ever.
Mother Xu was as arrogant as ever, standing there directing the servants to clean up.
Seeing Xu Ran and them coming back, Xu's mother's eyes first fell on Song Sijia's body.
Hearing Song Sijia call her, Mother Xu nodded with a little coldness, and then put her eyes on Xu Ran beside her, a rare friendly smile appeared on her arrogant face, and said lovingly: "It's not been long since I saw you, and you have lost so much weight." ”
The contrast between the two levels of enthusiasm is too obvious.
Even if Song Sijia deliberately ignored it, he couldn't hide it.
Not to mention, at this moment, Xu Mu's words were almost accusing her of not taking good care of Xu Ran.
But on the contrary, Mother Xu didn't even look at her at all, if Song Sijia showed her emotions first, the wrong person would be her.
Therefore, hearing Xu's mother's words, Song Sijia could only smile unnaturally.
Xu Ran couldn't bear to see Song Sijia being treated like this, so he immediately smiled gently, and hugged Xu's mother's shoulders intimately: "Mom, what are you talking about?" How do I not know that I have lost weight? ”
After Xu Ran grew up, it was rare for him to be so close to Xu's mother.
Embraced by him at this moment, Mother Xu also forgot to point to Sang and scolded Huai, and suddenly smiled happily: "I still said no." ”
As she spoke, she touched Xu Ran's face distressedly: "It's so thin that my chin is sharp." ”
Xu Ran let her touch it, and didn't dodge, still smiled and said: "It may be that I just returned to China, and I haven't gotten used to it yet, and I am not used to the water and soil, so I can get used to it in a few days." ”
As he spoke, he took Song Sijia with one hand and hugged Xu's mother and walked inside.
Worried that Song Sijia would be too worried, Xu Ran turned his head and squeezed Song Sijia's palm.
Song Sijia couldn't help but smile back, indicating that he didn't take it to heart.
Father Xu was reading the newspaper in the living room, and when he heard Mother Xu's happy voice and the sound of footsteps approaching, he glanced up and only said, "Xu Ran is back?" ”
Then he turned his attention back to the newspaper in front of him, and from beginning to end, he directly regarded Song Sijia as air.
The rules of the Xu family have always been heavier, Xu Ran was pulled by Xu's mother to speak, and Song Sijia, who was deliberately ignored, was not easy to leave alone, so he could only sit quietly alone. If it weren't for Xu Ran's telling her so much, Song Sijia would almost have become the wax figure sitting on the sofa, realistic and anthropomorphic.
Fortunately, it didn't take long for it to be time to eat, and Mother Xu could only reluctantly put down the conversation for the time being.
At the dinner table of the Xu family, they have always paid attention to food and do not say anything, no matter how big the matter, they will not say a word at the dinner table. And because of the etiquette of eating, even the posture of eating and the use of tableware have certain requirements. Song Sijia had to devote some attention to it, careful not to make too much movement from the tableware. This was a good diversion to Song Scarlett, but it made her more relaxed.
When the meal was finished, the servant came up and cleaned up the dishes and chopsticks.
Soon, Xu's mother pulled Xu Ran to speak, which made Xu Ran helpless: "Mom, didn't you ask me to bring Scarlett back and say that I have something to discuss with us?" ”
Mother Xu originally had a smile on her face, but when she heard Xu Ran's words, she suddenly smiled on her face.
Her face was already relatively serious, and if she didn't smile at the moment, she looked a little terrifying.
Naturally, this is also the factor of her dissatisfaction with Song Sijia.
But Xu Ran's marriage contract with Song Sijia has become a fact, and her son likes it so much that she insists on it, so she can only pinch her nose and admit it.
So with a serious face, Mother Xu looked at Father Xu.
Father Xu didn't look down on Song Sijia either, and he didn't even want to speak.
Mother Xu saw that Father Xu didn't speak, so she had to speak.
Xu was also related to Song Sijia because of the discussion, so she unconsciously took on a little arrogance, and sat down on the sofa with a shelf: "Yes, don't you say that I forgot to ask you to come back to discuss marriage." ”
"It's been half a year since I got engaged, and it's almost time to get married now, right? Your dad and I think it's almost the same as getting married in the future. Our Xu family, weddings have always been Chinese-style, so the style is naturally to choose Luanfeng and Ming. ”
The wedding of the Xu family must be done in a big way, and it is a lot of exquisiteness.
said that it was discussed, but in fact, Xu Mu listed it, and Xu Ran and Song Sijia accepted it.
Mother Xu said in detail one by one, talked for a long time, and finally patted her head: "By the way, since you are going to get married, you have to think about having children." ”
Mother Xu said to Song Sijia this time: "Our Xu family has been passed down for several generations, and it has been passed down to Xu Ran's generation, Xu Ran is almost thirty years old, and he must have a child as soon as possible." So according to what your father and I mean, I hope you will go to the hospital for a check-up, and then according to the results of the examination, someone will arrange physical conditioning for you, and give our Xu family a branch as soon as possible. ”
In fact, according to Xu's mother's own thoughts, she wanted to send someone to give Song Sijia a physical examination, but seeing that Song Sijia looked like she was avoiding them, she was too lazy.
Having lost a child, Song Sijia didn't really want to have a child.
At least, in the years before the marriage, Song Sijia didn't want to.
Therefore, as soon as she heard Xu's mother's words, she immediately raised her head in surprise and looked at Xu Ran.
Just at a glance, Xu Mu couldn't help but understand instantly, and suddenly froze her eyes, her eyes were cold: "What? Comments? Don't want to give birth to our Xu family? ”
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Song Sijia was angry and walked out of the Xu family.
Until sitting in the car, I kept thinking about Xu's mother's words: "Song Sijia, our Xu family is not an ordinary family, since you are going to marry into our Xu family, you naturally have to follow the rules of the Xu family." ”
Xu Ran kept saying at that time that he still wanted to live more than a two-person world, and he didn't want to have a child so soon.
But Xu's mother didn't accept it at all, and even she thought that it was Song Sijia who instigated it.
So in the end, she was angry all of a sudden, and she didn't even want to take the demeanor of a noblewoman, and said a sentence that she originally disdained to say: "Do you not want to give birth or can't give birth?" ”
She'd heard that Song Scarlett had lost a child.
A woman's first child has fallen, and if she doesn't raise it well, it will be difficult to get pregnant again.
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Song Sijia has always known that marriage is not just a matter of two people, but also a matter of two families.
But I never knew that it was so difficult to integrate into a family.
Especially the other party used her past as a sharp blade to hurt her.
Even if he knew that these mistakes were not Xu Ran's, Song Sijia still couldn't help but be a little angry with him.
Xu Ran was also very disappointed in his mother's attitude, and finally sank his face directly, ignoring Xu's mother's anger and sadness, and took Song Sijia away.
At this moment, sitting in the car, Xu Ran looked at Song Sijia with an apologetic face: "Scarlett, I'm sorry." ”
He held it in the palm of his hand and was reluctant to hurt the person in the slightest, but at the moment he was suffering from the harm from the people closest to him.
And it was also at that time that Song Sijia was tired of this marriage that had not had time to hold a wedding.
It's just that, at that time, she didn't show it.
Instead, a week later, last night, it just broke out.