008: I miss you
Maybe even Zhuo Nan himself didn't notice that he forgot to change his voice when he softly called out the word 'Brother Yan'.
In fact, there are really a lot of people who call Brother Yan back, and the artists or staff who have worked with him are all called like this, and those who want to show their qualifications will also call Teacher Yan, but there are almost no people like him who put all the emphasis on the last word.
Unless that person ......
Yan Hui's slightly stiff posture made the peripheral nerves in Zhuo Nan's head crackle like a fried flower, and this even the sound of the explosion also pulled Zhuo Nan's reason back a lot, and he couldn't help but feel astringent when he thought of the habitual name he had just called. He secretly scolded himself for short-circuiting his brain, thinking that this would make Yan Hui feel a little uncomfortable, but he never considered the reason that he would hurt the enemy by one thousand and lose eight hundred.
"Whatever you want," Yan Hui raised his eyes after a long while, the expression on his face was a little indifferent, "It's just a title, you can be as happy as you like." ”
Zhuo Nan didn't know why he suddenly changed his attitude, although in his opinion, he and the person in front of him had only been separated for a month, but from Yan Hui's point of view, Yan Hui had indeed changed a lot in the real year since he left him.
Just like Zhuo Nan saw, it was clear that this person was sitting opposite him, but he couldn't guess what he was thinking.
"So, you're looking for me ......"
"I'll go back first." Yan Hui interrupted him a little impatiently, and hung Zhuo Shang's mask and sunglasses on his face quickly, and before Zhuo Nan could react, Yan Hui was already fully armed and stood up.
Although the big sunglasses blocked his vision, Zhuo Nan could still feel Yan Hui looking at him through the sunglasses, and he couldn't help but be a little nervous, not knowing what kind of attitude the eyes behind the sunglasses were looking at him.
Smell a rat?
Think?
Without waiting for Zhuo Nan to figure it out, Yan Hui said again: "I'll play with you when I have time." ”
Zhuo Nan looked at Yan Hui's tall figure and twisted his brows slightly when the heavy glass door of the coffee shop gradually disappeared, play?
He sneered, sure enough, Yan Hui is still so fun-loving, but this time, he Zhuo Nan will no longer be as stupid as before.
"Yan Nanshen is gone?" Sister Li was cleaning up a table with a tablecloth, and saw Zhuo Nan coming over with a disposable lunch box and looked behind her.
"Hmm," Zhuo Nan nodded, threw the lunch box into the trash can next to the coffee machine, and was about to take it out and throw it away later, "What about Sister Chu Hui?" ”
Sister Li raised her finger and pointed to the preparation room, and whispered: "I'm crying inside, but I'm sad, I don't know why, just because I saw the idol and smiled like a flower, and said that the idol wanted to give an autograph, didn't I sign it?" ”
Zhuo Nan frowned slightly unconsciously when he heard the two thick eyebrows, it was noon at this time, there were not many guests, he said hello to Sister Li and went to the preparation room, as soon as he entered, he saw Chu Hui standing in the corner staring at bags of coffee beans in a daze, his eyes were a little red.
"Sister Chu Hui......" Zhuo Nan took two steps inside and called softly.
Chu Hui is a senior and will graduate in one year, because he doesn't have much schoolwork, he has a longer part-time time job than him, and he usually treats him well, and Zhuo Nan has always felt that this is a sister next door in his heart.
Chu Hui wiped the corners of her eyes and glanced back at him, "Why did you come in?" ”
"Sister Li said you ......" Zhuo Nan pointed to the corners of her reddened eyes, and the words behind her were not specified.
"Hey, it's okay," Chu Hui wiped the corners of her dry eyes and smiled, "I was a little excited to get the male god's signature for the first time, but I didn't expect the male god to be so sincere, and I was a little disillusioned." ”
Zhuo Nan sighed helplessly, he couldn't understand Yan Hui's actions, to say that he wasn't like this before, but when it comes to disillusionment, no one's experience is estimated to be as profound as his.
"Hey, I haven't asked you yet," Chu Hui sorted out her emotions and looked at Zhuo Nan and asked, "Do you know Yan Nanshen?" ”
"Well," Zhuo Nan nodded, remembering the scene where Yan Hui was waiting to give him the money that night, "I guess I know." ”
"Count?" Chu Hui looked at him with some suspicion, "Yan Nanshen can be said to be your friend." ”
Zhuo Nan looked at Chu Hui funny, and had to tell her about the school's participation in the singing competition, but it was only a word, but Chu Hui's eyes widened in surprise, "So you are planning to enter the entertainment industry?" ”
"No," Zhuo Nan waved his hand, "just sing and play." ”
"Hey, it's promising, even the male god Yan has come to you in person, if you want to say that he has been sealing wheat for almost a year, this year is almost behind the scenes, it won't be that he has taken a fancy to you, right?"
Zhuo Nan's body stiffened because of Chu Hui's inadvertent words, although he knew that Chu Hui's 'fancy' and what he thought of 'fancy' were completely different things, but he still unconsciously twisted his eyebrows, thinking that Yan Hui came to him alone three times and twice, his heart couldn't help but sink.
There is a good saying, wolves travel thousands of miles to eat meat, dogs travel thousands of miles to eat, he has been with Yan Hui for three years as Yu Ziyi's stand-in, which has made him bear the price of his life, this time, Yan Hui used him as his stand-in to approach him?
Thinking of this body with the same voice as Yu Ziyi, Zhuo Nan had a headache, the word repeating the mistakes of the past was like a knife inserted in his heart, and he finally relived his life, he didn't want to live in the shadow of Yu Ziyi.
Chu Hui was so happy that her eyes were about to glow green, as if this glory was herself, she took out the notebook from her bag, "Come on, come on, sign one for me, don't be famous in the future, it's as difficult as eating dragon meat to sign your name." ”
Zhuo Nan hurriedly waved his hand, "Sister, you really look up to me." ”
"If you call me sister, I can still look down on you," Chu Hui put the pen on Zhuo Nan's hand and said solemnly: "Sign quickly." ”
Zhuo Nan put the pen pestle on the book as if he was rushing a duck to the shelf, and raised his eyebrows to look at Chu Hui, "Wishing you prosperity?" ”
Chu Hui was stunned for a moment, then slapped Zhuo Nan on the shoulder and began to laugh, Zhuo Nan was infected by her and laughed, and Yan Hui looked like when he said this, and he didn't know what Yan Hui had in his head at that time, and he actually thought of such a word.
When Zhuo Nan got off work at five o'clock, he went to the farmers' market to buy some vegetables, and when he opened the door, he saw Su Yue changing his shoes, and saw Zhuo Nan carrying vegetables with a surprised face, "You bought vegetables?" ”
"Well," Zhuo Nan kicked off his shoes and put a pair of slippers on his feet to put food in the kitchen, "You got off work early today." ”
"I told the manager that I wouldn't work overtime at night," Su Yue followed Zhuo Nan with a solemn face, "It's just that there is no overtime pay." ”
"It's gone, it's gone," Zhuo Nan threw the dishes to be washed into the sink, took a basin and began to pick them, "My part-time money is just enough to cover your overtime pay." ”
"Hey," Su Yue sighed and was about to reach out to pick vegetables, Zhuo Nan let her signal that she didn't need to, Su Yue stood aside and looked at him, "You just went to work part-time after you were discharged from the hospital, and you are still in your third year of high school, will it be difficult to study?" ”
"No," Zhuo Nan said without raising his head, "you can rest assured." ”
"Didn't you say before that you wanted to take the art exam and specialize in music? Has the application started? Su Yue asked, "Didn't you go to save money yesterday, how much more?" Is it enough for tuition? “
Zhuo Nan's hand paused, and then shook his head, "I don't know, I didn't pay attention," he turned his head to look at Su Yue, "Mom, I don't have much interest in music, and I don't want to take any art exams, I just want to finish this year of study in a down-to-earth manner." ”
"Not interested?" Su Yue was stunned for a moment, and then frowned, "Is the family's money not enough to pay the tuition?" What does it mean to finish this year, what do you want to do after finishing this year? ”
After reading it, Zhuo Nan had already planned for this question, the situation of this family is not optimistic, not to mention that it costs a lot to study in an art college, and it will be a heavy burden for this family to be admitted to university next year. The year he lay in the hospital was no different from a vegetative person, even Zhuo's father's compensation was used up, and his relatives also borrowed it, and now these burdens are his responsibility.
"Mom, I just don't miss it, and I'm not interested in studying."
How could Su Yue not know the meaning of Zhuo Nan's words, the child is sensible and knows that it is a good thing to think about the family, but Su Yue feels extremely guilty, Zhuo Nan has excellent grades and has loved music since he was a child, and it has been his dream since he was a child to learn music, but now he has let the child give up his dream because of the incompetence of his parents.
"Xiao Nan, you don't have a psychological burden, your parents don't object to you learning music," Su Yue patted Zhuo Nan's shoulder and said earnestly, "This house is a migrant factory house that your father divided when he was young in the mine, and now I heard that it will be rebuilt here, and there will be compensation when it is demolished, and it can be sold at a good price now." ”
How can you get them to sell their house?
"The house can't be sold!" Zhuo Nan said in a low voice, "You don't have to take an art exam to learn music, Mom, don't worry about tuition, I know it." ”
Looking at his son Su Yue, who was obviously much more mature than before, he felt both relieved and guilty, if he hadn't pressed him and his wife, he wouldn't have chosen to jump off the building, and if he didn't jump off the building, he wouldn't have been lying in the hospital for a year.
"Let's eat fish at night," Zhuo Nan adjusted his mood and lifted the sliced fish from the sink and poured it into the basin, "Sauerkraut or boiled?" ”
My mother was stunned, "You...... When will I be cooking? ”
Zhuo Nan was stunned, fortunately, he had already typed the draft of this problem before buying vegetables, and he was comfortable coping with it, "Aren't I working part-time in a coffee shop, the aunts and sisters in it are very fond of cooking, so I will study it if I have nothing to do, and I will hear about it." ”
Mom no longer had any doubts, and took out the seasoning from the cupboard with a smile, "Then your dad and I have to have a good taste tonight." ”
Zhuo Nan skillfully washed the fish and set it up for later use, but he was a little stunned in his heart, he had to thank Yan Hui for this cooking skill, he was known as the kitchen killer because his cooking skills soared, and he could take the chef certificate.
The meal was very happy, and when he finished cleaning up the kitchen and cleaned himself up, the lights in his parents' house had been turned off, and he dragged his tired body to lie on the bed, which was too weak, and it seemed that the usual morning run at school had to be strengthened.
He turned over and lay down against the wall, with a thin towel quilt around his waist, the moonlight shone in through the window lattice, mottled on him, outlining a beautiful waist line, Zhuo Nan stared at the faint shadow on the wall, and slowly closed his eyes.
The mobile phone under the pillow vibrated lightly twice, Zhuo Nan closed his eyes and reached under the pillow to find the phone, and a text message lay quietly in the inbox.
He stretched out his index finger and swiped it across the screen, and after reading the content of the text message, his slightly squinted eyes couldn't help but slowly widen, and he read the words several times before confirming that he was not hallucinating.
- I miss you.
In just three words, looking at the sender again, it was a string of unfamiliar numbers showing numbers, Zhuo Nan squinted and stared at the number for a long time, and he didn't expect who would send him this kind of text message in the middle of the night.