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All along, I've really locked my relationship with Misaka on the level of liking each other.

I like anime, I like online games, and I like a harmonious and loving GAL.

Pork stewed vermicelli, tuna sushi, CG pack, decoded patch, absolute field...... There are so many things I like, and what's so great about adding an Osaka?

As for the so-called love between men and women, love and affection, what is that?

I've always been with Misaka with this in mind. Like to like, go deeper, sorry to wait for the new expansion to open up.

However, when I was at the Vatican, a strange idea suddenly rushed into my mind along with the KISS of the Misaka raid.

If in my mind, the so-called love between men and women is a kind of self-deception, then if I assume that I have feelings of affection for Misaka, then I can't find a way to falsify this premise other than the desire to mate.

In other words, if the desire to mate is excluded from the necessary option for the establishment of a love affair between a man and a woman, then I will not find the conditions at all to refute the fact that "I am already in love with Mikoto Misaka".

Although the desire to mate should be used as the driving force of love, but the deformed love that excludes the desire to mate is not uncommon since ancient times, the so-called platonic love, although it is now about to degenerate into something like **** archway, but from a historical point of view, it cannot be denied its existence.

This thus provides a rationale for the exclusion of the desire to mate.

It seems to me that male-female affection is in itself a self-deceptive technique of stimulating the production of happiness, in order to maintain the long-term existence of the relationship between men and women, just as same-sex pleasure itself is only intended to stimulate and encourage men and women to engage in more mating behaviors in order to reproduce and grow the population...... As long as you can convince yourself that this comparison is worthwhile, it doesn't matter if you actually pay more, which is quite a bit of a cult.

So, no matter what explanation I make, for example, Mikoto Misaka is just unrequited love, Lao Tzu is a single nobleman for 10,000 years, and those who will be entangled in the love between men and women are 2B...... In short, no matter what you say, as long as you use it, this is my self-deception in order to gain a sense of detachment, superiority, and happiness, and I am defeated.

This is very similar to the famous philosopher Hume's denial of the law of cause and effect, and no one in later generations can defeat Hume's negation head-on, so they can only put it aside and pretend not to see it.

However, once I take it out and look at it seriously, there is a problem, and this is the case with me, and before I know it, I have fallen into a huge logical paradox.

Did I fall in love with Misaka?

Although I never thought about mating with anyone, if I explain it in a broad sense of love, based on our current situation, I do feel that it is a good idea to get along with her for a long time, and I have gained a lot of happiness from getting along with Misaka, and I have always thought that I am in an advantageous position in getting along with each other, and I am relatively free...... So, in this way, it doesn't seem wrong to say that I'm in love with Mikoto Misaka?

This discovery, which was like a new continent, made me stunned for a long time, so that Misaka took advantage of the ruins of Vatican City and did this and that, but the details were like floating clouds compared to the confusion in my heart.

Just now, I was about to throw out my confusion and test Misaka's thoughts, but she fought back sharply, causing a critical_hit and almost a lore.

So, according to normal logic, I really fell in love with Mikoto Misaka?

Feeling the soft touch of the body in my arms, looking at the crimson face of Misaka buried deep in my chest, I began to search for the shadow of mating desire in my heart with a tragic mood, if there is no such factor at all, then I can continue to resist for a while, after all, hypothesis is just hypothesis, if there is no empirical evidence, it can only be said that I may or may not fall in love with Misaka, similar to Schrödinger's cat-like state.

As I searched carefully, Misaka became restless, twisting slowly across my chest and making a nasal voice similar to that of a final work.

"Hmm...... Hmmm......"

I don't know what I'm trying to do, but I always feel like something isn't right. If it continues like this, I may not be able to do it even if I don't want to admit that my relationship with Misaka is a love relationship.

How do you say that?

Just as I was about to throw Misaka out of me, I was startled when I heard a click on the door and the lock turned.

But before I could think about it, the door that was supposed to be a loyal guard of the room was opened.

Outside the door, a face full of smiles, but quickly turned stiff.

Yo, Xiaoyue, long time no see.

was hugged by Misaka, and I couldn't spare my hand to greet her, so I had to greet her with a warm smile - Yue Xinyao was also a comrade-in-arms who had acted with me many times.

However, Yue Xinyao didn't appreciate it at all, her eyes were fixed on me and Misaka, motionless, which was really rude.

And Misaka's body suddenly stiffened, and her face turned crimson to snow white and then to crimson, as if the highest level of withering glory and great shift, but her hands on my waist seemed to be a little stronger.

For a while, except for the final work that slept until the street, the occasional sound in the room was as quiet as a cosmic heat death.

This atmosphere, how weird it looks, but before I can speak, Yue Xinyao has already moved her body like a rusty iron man, she raised her arm, waved her hand at me, and showed a bleak smile at the same time, this set of actions can probably win an encouragement award in the mechanical dance competition.

"Hi, you...... Hello guys!"

As she spoke, Yue Xinyao's gaze stayed on Misaka's body for a brief moment, and then locked on me.

"I'm sorry to bother you, but the Elders have asked me to come over and deliver a message, at half past seven this evening, Chairman Hai will personally face the public to express Huaxia's attitude towards the Vatican City...... She was able to be there. Of course, if you don't want to, don't force it. ”

Seven and a half o'clock in the evening, the efficiency was not bad, and it seemed that after the Elders left the outskirts of the city, they immediately contacted the EPU, the Liberal Alliance, and reached a consensus within an hour. However, as for inviting me and Misaka to attend, I believe that it means more to show a gesture. If we really go, Brother Hai is afraid that he will have a headache.

However, thinking about the interesting things that might happen at that time, I thought that instead of watching TV at home, I should go to the scene and tease the sensitive nerves of journalists from all over the world, as well as the sensitive nerves of those loyal believers.

So I nodded without hesitation: "No problem, I will definitely be there, let the elders put ten thousand hearts." ”

“...... You're honestly at home, more reassuring than anything else. ”

However, Yue Xinyao finally sighed and nodded, "Okay, go if you want, I will convey your meaning...... Alas, I'll have to find someone to work overtime later. ”

Overtime?

"yes! Beware of the mess you're going to get out of when the time comes!"

Yue Xinyao roared angrily, and then turned her head and left, but before leaving, I accidentally saw her suddenly reddened eyes and clenched teeth.

Finally, there is the sentence that is as thin as a mosquito's chirping: "I won't admit defeat here, damn Pyripira." ”

...... What's going on? See menstrual period again?

Yue Xinyao's sudden inward entry and departure, although it was a bit nonsensical, but it finally helped me relieve the dilemma, after Yue Xinyao left, Misaka sighed softly, walked away from me, and sat quietly next to the final work, bowing his head and not saying a word, and I didn't know what dangerous plan he was planning.

And I was a little psychologically overshadowed by her previous self-deceptive counterattack, and I thought that it would be better to be less stimulated at this time, so I went back to the bedroom alone, ready to turn on my desktop computer that had been dusted for a year, and find two games to pass the time.

But as soon as I entered the house, someone followed me and very consciously closed the door to block the view of the living room.

I said Mikoto-chan, although I don't understand your eagerness, but ......

But there's only one computer.,The notebook was taken to Wen's house and I didn't get it back.,You better go back to the living room to watch TV.,There's XBOX in the TV cabinet to relieve boredom.,It's just that there aren't many games.。

"I ...... I don't want to play games for a while. ”

So what are you doing here?

As if he was constantly cheering himself up, Misaka clenched his fists tightly and swayed slightly beside him, and then asked me in a forced, steady tone, "...... I like Yue Xinyao very much, right?"

It's not bad, but it's not as good as you.

"But maybe one day in the future, she will be able to catch up with me?"

This can't be denied that there is a possibility, Yue Xinyao is actually a genius-type warrior, and the challenge level may not be able to reach Lv5 or higher. So you're going to come on, oh Mikoto-chan~ Don't lose the bust and lose the CR~

“...... Bastard, I knew it was going to be like this!"

Misaka let go of her hand as if she had given up on herself, turned her head and opened the door and walked out, I thought she was going to the living room to work hard, but unexpectedly she walked all the way out of the living room without looking back!

My day, where did this drama come from? Why did you suddenly make a cameo appearance as a stilt girl?

I hurried out to check on the situation, but Misaka's figure was so fast that it had long since disappeared without a trace.

This guy is really inexplicable, and he just goes, and he doesn't go neatly, and he still leaves a little burden in the living room for me, making me look like I've been kicked off, but I still have to bother to take care of the child's hard single father.

Tsk, that's a ......

I wanted to say something, but when the words came to my mouth, it seemed to be blocked by something, so that people could no longer open their mouths, and their hearts were like pressing a stone, and their mood was uncomfortable.

With this wonderful feeling, my fingers lingered on the power button for a long time, and finally made up my mind and pressed it.

...... No response.

Sure enough, when Misaka was leaving, he threw my computer into the street. (To be continued, if you want to know what will happen next, please log in to the www.qidian.com, more chapters, support the author, support genuine reading!)